Thursday, January 06, 2011

Episode 4

& so Back To School.

I was really excited for a few reasons.
Namely, it is the first time Im meeting the class after
almost two months. Secondly, its the first time Im meeting
Cikgu Pitchay also after enarly two months. Third, I'm
really excited to start studying back and to learn learn
and continue learning. Fourth, when I said 2011 will
provide loads of excitement, new things and opportunities,
school is defnitely included. That's why I looked forward
to school today.

Its absolutely lovely to be back in class again.
With Cikgu's rantings, jokes and new thoughts, my
classmates antics and the old room (TR14) makes it
a great kick start to the few months left that we have together.

Speaking of few months left, I really can't believe we
only have a few months left. In STP. With my classmates.
With Cikgu. With the Old room. It seems like yesterday
I was waiting anxiously whether I could get into this
STP Programme, seems like yesterday Baba was exchanging
emails with Ms Seah to ask her more bout STP, seems like
yesterday was my first ever Santai Sastera.

Its January 2011 now. I've learned so much bout STP.
I came to love STP so much. I came to know this awesome
lady called Ms Seah. And guess what ? I am handling
Santai Sastera. How time flies, and there's so much
that I learned already. Yet, there's still so much
more to discover and learn.

Its true when they say 'Tuntutlah ilmu sehingga ke liang lahad'.
I believe that till my last ever breathe, I will still be able to
learn something. There will always always always be something
yet to be discovered. Only Allah knows all. Imagine how there never
is a stop to seeking new knowledge and learning new things.

ILMU - is just a four letter word. Its such a short and small word.
And I honestly have never ever thought of how infinitely big the
meaning is. Infinity. There never is a stop or limit to it.
It will always be there and it will always be the most important
thing in life. If there is one thing that Cikgu Pitchay teaches
and I will never ever forget is the importance of Ilmu. (I wont
forget Bebalisme too of course, that's the first thing he ever
talked to us about)

PDBS Project, Alhamdullilah, I hope this time we're on the right
track. Lucky for me, I was never demotivated or anything like that
when things go wrong and did not go as planned, (hmmm, a mature side
of me showing?) I know its a pioneer project, Its our Baby. There will
be tonnes of loopholes but we're here to learn. We learn and correct
the mistakes and move on and be better.

Speaking of the project, on the 4th, the whole team went down
to the house of one of the biggest, in fact biggest name ever in the history
of Dikir Barat Singapura, Wak Rani. His place is in Bukit Batok
and as usual we posed questions as part of ouf interview. Even though,
I felt super duper guilty for falling asleep for a while (super sad),
I have to admit that this interview has taught me a lot.

Pucuk Kepimpinan - that phrase came out of his mouth a few times.
Leadership. Cikgu Pitchay also stresses on the importance of leadership.
Leadership is not just bout the position. Its about the actions that came
along, the responsibility, the fairness, the influence, the impact and
most importantly to me, the passion.

It takes a leader to determine the way something goes.
or what happens. or what will happen.
or if theres ever anything going to happen at all.

If you ask me, I'd say Im a good leader.
Yeah, heck, that sounds like shit and bloody
ignorant cum thick skinned.

I am a good leader. Because I dont just talk and bablle but I make
sure it happens. I act upon something. I am responsible. When
I say something will be done, then it bloody will. Even the littlest
of things. I can influence people. From there create an impact.
Most importantly, I choose the right things I wanna do and make sure
my passion shows. Nite: I'd never do anything that I don't like
or don't have a passion towards.

Fairness is missing. Because I dont think Im a fair leader.
I have too much emotions taking part in this game too.
I've got to set it straight. When emotions gets in,
a lot of things become irrational and unfair. If I were Ariff,
my class representative for instance, I probably won't let maybe,
Hairani do anything in class coz of the indifference between me and her.

Yes, I'm willing to learn to put such emotions out of the game.
How and by when ? It takes time. Definitely. I can change overnight
but I don't want this to be forced thing. I might take sometime,
But I sure believe I will slowly but surely turn out to be a good
and perfect leader one day. (Point aside, I don't think there's
ever such a thing called Perfect Leader).

I know things are getting a bit long here. But thats exactly
how I wanna prove how much I learn in every single day.

In school and during the interview. Alhamdullilah.
Its all ILMU and as I go towards them, they in turn come to me
as well.




That is Wak Rani in his cozy home. A respectable man. Humble,
sincere and passionate. Once again, A leader.



Episode 5

Dystopia - that's this week's essay topic as introduced by Cikgu Pitchay.
Yeah, Hell Yeah. First ever essay of this year. First ever topic
after such a loooong time off not doing weekly essay. Im pretty
scared thinking of the fact that I haven't been formally writing.
Yet Im so hyped up. New word. New ideas.

As usual Cikgu never explains fully. We have to fill in those blanks.
I was so hyped up I planned to hit the library after school to research.
But thanks to somethingggg... (which managed to piss me off yesterday),
I had no choice but to go back home straight. I hope I can make some
time soon to go there. I really wanna go and check out this magical
word called Dystopia. I really can't wait to start my first ever essay.

To be honest, there are so many things I wanna work on essay. But Im
not sure if these topics Im gonna write on is suitable. Yeaps, all Malay
stuff. Malay has so much legacy and heritage. There's so much more
to explore actually. Its too exciting if you ask me.

As usual discussion session with Cikgu in class is never linear.
A lot of things were discussed. A lot of topics were touched on.
The idea odf a foundation or yayasan. Can you ever imagine a
Shahirah Foundation ? Gives out scholarships to Malays who
do not have the money to study local and overseas. Helps the jobless
Malays. Help the poor family. Is that even possible ? I'll sleep
early tonight with the hope that I can dream about that.

We're starting on an awesomely exciting drama/play thingy with
GP Class. This is freaking awesome. I feel like Im reliving
my secondary school days. Drama Club. OMG. I just love it.
So we have two experienced people from the theatre and etc,
Sirfan and Geraldine. So far Im enjoying it. What more
enacting scenes which includes Fattah in it. So funnnnny.
We have this ability of changing the most serious of storylines
to something else. Major LOL. Sirfan and Geraldine will need
to know how to control us. Hehehe.

I am reminded that I have a lot of things to do.
Perbuyu, Aktivis, PDBS, Santai Sastera, ISG, PSN.soon and many more.

It will be tiring but insyallah, all out from me.


Episode 6

Today. Episode 6. 6th January 2010.
I cam to know a depressing fact about myself. Seems that
I have quite a big problem which can be serious. I hope
I'll get to solve it as soon as possible. Now I've already
got Mum and Dad worried. I feel so guilty.

I wanna thank my bestie, Shahirah Affan for the support.
Of course my consultant, Aisha (hehehe yes my consultant).
Maisarah, she even called her Nurse Mum to give me advices
and Salmah for caring as always. How can I forget, guardian
angel, Syahirah Nabilah, who never fails to care for me.

Mum and Dad. Needless to say. Just needless to say.
Im so blessed Ya Allah. ALhamdullilah. *Sheeesh, I wanna cry again*

Today in GP, we continued our part on Politics. Which
honestly bores the heck out of me. Its something I
will never ever choose to deal with. What with the
different political systems and etc. Kindda dreading the
next few GP lectures to be honest. But Its Okay. Nothing
Comes easy in life. Hwaiting my dear!

As usual, a whole lot of things discussed during lessons
with Cikgu. We talked about a very prominent figure
among the Malays, Mr Sidek Saniff. Then came ideas
about rights vs future. A series of discussion.
Again, a leader makes an influential and impactful
decision. He has proven that.

I came to learn today about how lucky I am to be in the teaching
force. But I also learn today that not everyone thinks teaching
is a great job what more a professional job. Another thing is
the title Cikgu. Its a different thing when the students call
you a cikgu and when the society calls you one. How cool.

So do I wanna be a Cikgu for school or a Cikgu for society ?

Of course the latter. But the latter holds an extremely huge
responsibility. Maybe ten twenty times more of the former.
I can just go into a class and teach whatever Im supposed to
teach according to the syllabus and curriculum and give homework,
mark them, ask them to do corrections, give them tests, fail some,
pass some. Or maybe pass all. But I dont wanna do just THAT.

If I ever become a teacher one day, Insyallah. My aim is
to be a flexible one. Someone who teaches the students more
than just whats needed. I wanna go beyond the books. I wanna
put myself in the position of a student and go, "Omg, I learn
so much today. I learn not only peribahasa, but I also learn
the importance of humanity." That's just an example. I wanna
make sure that 1 hour I spent with any group of students is
worth every single second. So that they leave the class
with an Extra Something that maybe other teachers won't teach.
To some, maybe what their parents won't teach. That would be
an IDEAL teacher for me. A teacher which the society might
wanna call Cikgu.

Which comes to the point that I think in my years to come as
a trainee, I wanna train myself to be that IDEAL teacher.
I wanna reach to THAT point. There no direct instructions
on how to become one. With that I hope Allah SWT will guide
me along the way.

On the 10th of January, O Levels results will be released.
I am hoping the best for my brother Ejal. May he pass all the
subjects and get landed into a good polytechnic course.
Insyallah. Amin.

Which then brings me to March - probably the release of A Levels
Results. I am praying every single day that I will get a full cert.
Because if I don't. Instant depression for me then.
God, please. It all now depends on you. Insyallah, Amin.


3 days of school so far. So many school of thoughts. So many
things in my mind. So many things I just discovered and learned.
And most importantly. So much more to discover and learn.

On a lighter note, I haven't been keeping up to date with KPop
ever since the last few days of 2010. But on the 3rd of January,
I am aware that the two-member TVXQ/DBSK has released the music video
of their new song single, Keep Your Head Down.

I wrote on my facebook status "I have no mood for TVXQ comeback."

People ask why. Why you ask ? Cmon. TVXQ was a 5 member group.
There was 5 of them, each with different talent, each completing
each other. TVXQ was complete with all 5. Now that 3 has gone,
we're left with two. How can that ever ever ever be TVXQ ?
Im honestly sticking with the name HoMin. I don't believe
in a two-member TVXQ. TVXQ means 5. How can I have the mood
to anticipate something which is less than half of what it was
last time. Its like Super Junior suddenly coming back with 5
members only. Crazy shit. To be honest, I HAVE NEVER EVER SAID
I LIKE JYJ. I look forward to them because they contain 3 members
of DBSK and my favourite Hero is in there. But not because I treat
them as a separate entity and i love them being 3 or anything.
I wouldnt even say I love their songs. Reason is simple; Because
when I watch them, I feel empty. Its not complete. Move on,
you may say. But I dont want to. Because I know the possiblity
of all 5 getting together lies somewhere. Somewhere there.
Now when I see HoMin, its the same emptiness that I feel. The
same feeling when I watch JYJ. They do not create an impact on me.
And guess what ? The new MV as I said was released 4 days ago,
I've only watched it for like 3-4 times only. Yeah. 3-4 times only.
Please. When DBSK came back with O in 2005, I remembered repeating
the video 50000000 times inside my room dude.



Yunho & Changmin.
Yunho is still the Handsome one. He still got the moves.
He still can dance as sexily as ever. He still has the hot bod.
But he looks Old. Where did my U-Know go ? Where did leader U-know
go ? He looks old and tired and yeah just really tired.

Changmin was the baby of the group. Cassies always has this 'aww
changminnie...' expression when we see him. But now, its a duo.
Changmin has to grow up so quickly now. No more awww minnie anymore.
He portrays this huge strong sexy character in the duo which is just
not him. I remembered liking Changmin first in DBSK, not because
of his looks, but his voice and shy personality. Now this image
has been changed. I do appreciate now that he looks more manlier
and good looking. But I do not appreciate how I think he's not
being himself in that way.

The Song.
The Song to me is basically a MESH of all DBSK previous songs.
The most prominent one is Hey Dont Bring Me Down. The beats from
that song is so clear in this single. Purple Line beats could also
be heard. Singing style of Rising Sun and Are you a good girl can
be heard. It has a nice chorus though. Im not saying its not nice,
It is Nice. How can a single from SM Entertainment not be nice ?
But look, Two members. One is a High Tenor and one is Bass.
How the heck does that actually work ? And for those who dont know
TVXQ, Yunho and Changmin are the two members who RARELY sing verses
in TVXQ/DBSK/THSK's songs. Yunho raps most of the time. Even if
he sings verses in ballads, its just bass tone. Same goes for Changmin
who normally hits the high notes during chorus and bridge. He
also are given short verses in ballads with exceptions. So if we're talking
vocal here, the song is crap. It does not have a balance. And
after some time I get irritated with Yunho's rap-cum-sing lines.
Get it right, which one are you doing ? Melody wise and music wise.
As said, its like a remake with bits of original melody.


The video clip.
Typical SM video Clip. In fact typical DBSK video clip too.
The settings has too much DBSK memories in it. It reminds
me of Rising Sun, O JBH, Mirotic even a lil Triangle. And there was
this white scene with squarish designs which reminds me of their
Japanese single,Stay with me tonight. In which btw,I have no idea
what their stylist gave them to wear in that scene. Some fugly
brownish batik looking one-whole suit. The initial part of the
video has some exaggerated editing of them dancing slow motion.
(Why do I sound so angry?) But yes, Hot.

The choreography.
I have to give it up to Yunho for still having the ability to
move it. Yunho is a dance machine. He is one of SM's best freestyler
with Eunhyuk of Super Junior. So I have to say this guy can still move
it. But... the moves are so typical DBSK-Rain-Super Junior thang.
Ran out of ideas ? Not very sure. This is SM ure talking about. I thought
they are good at taking something and claiming its totally theirs until
someone makes a ruckus out of it ?

Changmin is one of the worst dancer in DBSK. In fact I think
this guy has never really dance before except as a group. His lankiness
adds to the awkwardness when he dances too. DBSK videos if people
realize has never really highlighted this guy when he dances, close up
shots of him came from those moments where he hits high notes or just
singing his regular voice or just showing his handsome face. Never
for dancing. But in this video, not so much of a choice eh ?
He has improved a lot. But still he's not a good dancer, his moves
do not flow and he still lacks charisma.

The lyrics.
Im not very sure about how true this is. But there are parties
that claimed the lyrics are meant to be shot at JYJ. And from the
looks of it, yeah it does sound like a big shoot to JYJ. But
it could be just a normal girl-leaves-boy you never know. I
do not want to delve into vague details that even we do not know
of for sure. And because I dont understand Korean yet, I cant
say whether its a good a or bad piece of lyric.



Some kind of analysis eh ? And I thought I said lighthearted?
So damn wrong. To be honest, yes I am happy my precious two
boys are back. But I dont want them back like this. Not in
this manner! Its like JYJ. I didnt want them back that way.

Please, do me a favour. I want ALL Five to back again.
Please.




My 2012 calendar beside my bed is still a DBSK calendar.
It will be there. Until the day they come back.
It will still be there.


aktf.



Woah, this is beating IRIS back-to-back episodes.
Im gonna stop here for now.
There are loads to do.
Adventure awaits.


Insyallah, God will guide me.

Loads of love,
Shahirah Samsudin.

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Tuesday, January 04, 2011

A Brand New Drama

Its the third day of 2011. Happy new year to me and everyone.
This new year will definitely feature a brand new drama for me.
As per normal, 365 episodes all about me me me.

I wanted to start blogging ever since Day 1 of 2011.. but I was
enjoying myself at my StayCation 2011 trip to even have time to write.
More to come for that.

Anyway 2010 had been a hell of a ride for me. Loads of good stuff happened
to me. I'd label it as an exciting year. But Im sure 2011 will be equally
exciting if not much more exciting than ever. I know it.

Anyway here are my 2011 resolutions.

- To have a balance for both studies and play.
- To take good care of my face. Promise!
- To lose a little bit more weight.
- To write a lot.
- To complete my novel.
- To take up Korean Language Classes.
- To do more housework.
- & more random stuffs.

Insyallah, It can be done.

Anyhoos, as I've said, first two days of my new year was
well-spent in Sentosa with my two cousins, Ufairah & Musfirah.

Today, was just a lazy day at home. Tomorrow's the first day
of school. I am so excited though I am nowhere near completing
my project. Its all right. After tomorrow, it will be major
project marathon-ing and of course completing my novel. :)

Insyallah.

So many projects ahead of me. Im excited and hype up.
Alhamdullilah. Thank God for all the opportunities.

Im gonna mask my face and sleep now.


But Im not going anywhere without a bowl of Koko Crunch hehehehehe.


Im absolutely happy with my life now. Really.
And its about 11 days to my birthday and Im turning 19.
Wow. Just wow.

Till now, I'm really excited for the remaining episodes of my life
for this year's drama.

To conclude the first ever comeback post, here's a beautiful song
by my ever so inspirational Melly Goeslaw. Im a lil bit too happy now.
Prince <3




Loads of love,
Shahirah.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Goshhh im soo bloody back or what.
school has been driving me like hecka crazy.
gosh, im surprised i didnt die.

just read that omy <3 has offered tix to SEA to people who
can write reports for the event. and i rsvp - tho i doubt ill
get it coz blog's been a lil inactive. buttttttt im damn keeen
coz im sucha big fan of mandarin songs, would love to watch fei lun
hai and yoga line and of courseee shineeee babyy!

wishing for the best. :)

please omy. <3 you. ahaha.


speaking of reports, there so many events happening
these days some of which i organised some of which i participated
and booomssss the amoutn of report i had to do is just aaaaaa llooooot.

ranging from heartland poet to ubin trip to AGM etc etc.


i just love life babyyy!
<3 you guys.

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Just a few hours ago, I was having a bad headache, thinking to myself,
have I actually lost my Iman or what ?
I was guilty of missing/skipping prayers recently. Well of course, I had
period and stuff, but, let's just say, That wasn't all.

It made me really sad and super scared thinking about it.
Sad - coz I don't want that to continue and be a part of my lifestyle,
that's not what my parent taught me and not something i actually want to do.
And scared simply because its a Sin.

I prayed and asked for forgiveness and everything.
But i don't know, I felt like there's something wrong with me.
Until I saw this article, beautifully written on this website,

http://pakarhowto.com/teknik/panduan-bagaimana-untuk-solat-kembali.html#more-626

That article, I believe, was written for those who have actually missed
their prayers for a very long time and wants a change. (Chill, its not
as if I hadn't done it in a month of anything ; its usually a day or two
only but its kindda frequent especially after my period each month)

This article is damn meaningful to me ; that I can almost promise
I WILL NEVER WANT TO PURPOSELY MISS/SKIP MY PRAYERS EVER AGAIN.

Its in Malay btw.

"

Semasa zaman belajar dulu, saya ada seorang kawan baik.
Saya rasa tak perlulah saya dedahkan namanya. Biarlah ia
menjadi rahsia saja.

Kawan saya tu dari segi perwatakannya dan juga sikapnya memang
wajar dipuji. Dia pandai bergaul dengan orang lain. Sangat baik dengan
kawan-kawannya. Dan seorang yang prihatin kepada alam sekitar.
Pendek kata, dia amat mudah didekati dan mesra dengan semua orang.

Cuma ada satu masalah dia. Dia ni liat sikit nak solat. Jangan kata
solat sunat, solat 5 waktu sehari semalam pun dia tak buat. Malah
solat jumaat yang seminggu sekali tu pun, dia hanya buat setelah
diajak berulang kali.

Saya pernah juga beberapa kali tegur dan nasihat dia. Tapi macam
biasa la, dia buat dengar tak dengar jer. Kadang-kadang tu, kalau
kita ajak dia solat, dia hanya senyum kambing jer. Sambil senyum tu
dia boleh cakap pulak kat saya ; “hang sembahyang untuk aku jer la”

Aduh, liat sungguh nak solat…

OK, khusus kepada kawan saya tu,juga untuk mengingatkan diri saya
sendiri dan juga para pembaca blog pakarhowto, berikut ini saya
kongsikan satu artikel tentang panduan teknik bagaimana untuk
memulakan kembali solat setelah mungkin sekian lama kita tidak
melakukannya. Moga-moga dengan panduan ini, maka dapatlah kita
mula menunaikan kembali kewajipan paling asas dalam ajaran Islam ini.

SOLATLAH SEBELUM KAMU DISOLATKAN!!!

Berikut ini panduan yang boleh diamalkan bagi memastikan kita
dapat menunaikan tanggungjawab solat yang telah difardhukan atas
setiap orang Islam.

1. Sematkan azam, bulatkan tekad
Sebaik sahaja tersedar dari lamunan (sedar rupanya dah lama tinggal
solat), cuba fikir sedalam mungkin tentang apa yang anda lakukan, apa
yang tak sepatutnya anda lakukan, dan apa yang sepatutnya anda lakukan.

Dari situ, tanam keazaman yang kukuh bahawa anda ingin mengerjakan
solat, dan tidak akan meninggalkannya sampai bila-bila. Kerana itulah
tujuan anda hidup di atas muka bumi ini sebenarnya.

2. Cari masa dan tempat yang sesuai, sunyi, jauh dari dugaan
Kemudian tetapkan masa di mana anda akan mula menjalani kehidupan
sebagai seorang yang mengerjakan solat. Lebih cepat lebih baik.
Ingatlah, berdosa besar bagi orang yang melengah-lengahkan solat.

Sebaiknya, cari tempat yang sunyi dan jauh dari dugaan. Jauhi
rakan-rakan yang tidak solat atau suka mengejek, sekurang-kurangnya
untuk waktu itu sahaja. Masjid juga adalah tempat yang baik.

3. Solat sekali dahulu, baru ada kali kedua
Walau sekuat mana pun azam, sebulat mana pun tekad, sebaik mana pun masa dan tempat, tanpa solat yang pertama, takkan jadi solat yang kedua dan seterusnya.

Oleh itu, mulakan sahaja tanpa berlengah. Bak kata iklan NIKE -

Just do it!

4. Buat nota peringatan dan galakan
Kalau ada masa dan semangat yang berkobar-kobar, tuliskan kata-kata
peringatan dan galakan di atas sehelai kertas (besar atau kecil).
Kemudian yang besar tampal di dinding, manakala yang kecil diletakkan
dalam wallet atau poket baju.

Tips ini mungkin kurang sesuai jika anda tinggal bersama rakan-rakan
yang tidak mengerjakan solat. Dibimbangi ada yang kata anda nak tunjuk bagus.

5. Fahami maksud setiap bacaan dalam solat
Jika anda kurang bersetuju dengan point ini, saya nasihatkan supaya cuba dahulu. Anda pasti akan merasai kelainannya.

Bukan faham satu-satu ayat, tetapi satu-satu perkataan. Di situ akan
bermula keindahan solat, di mana anda akan rasa seolah-olah khusyuk itu mula hadir dalam diri semasa mengerjakan solat.

6. Baca perlahan-lahan mengikut tertib
Sewaktu solat, baca perlahan-lahan untuk meningkatkan rasa manis, indah dan seronok.

7. Tingkatkan imaginasi
Sewaktu menghayati maksud, tingkatkan imaginasi anda. Bayangkan
keindahan bertemu Allah yang menjemput kita untuk sujud kepada-Nya.

8. Doa mohon kekuatan dan sokongan
Panjatkan doa kepada Allah s.w.t dengan memohon kekuatan dan sokongan untuk berubah menjadi hamba-Nya yang taat. Hendaklah diamalkan sejurus selepas setiap kali solat.

9. Tumpu perhatian pada hari-hari yang dilalui
Tumpukan perhatian anda pada hari yang anda sedang lalui dengan
mengerjakan solat. Berilah pujian kepada diri anda dan berikan tahniah
kepada diri anda setiap kali anda berjaya mengerjakan solat.

10. Dapatkan adrenaline sewaktu mendengar azan
Adrenaline boleh digunakan sebagai pembantu dengan memberi suatu kejutan semangat yang berkobar-kobar untuk terus pergi menunaikan solat tanpa berlengah-lengah.

Jika anda dapat menanam adrenaline ini sehingga menjadi tabiat, anda
pasti akan meninggalkan segala kerja yang anda lakukan, apabila
terdengar sahaja azan berkumandang. Best tak?

11. Berfikir secara positif
Fikirkan diri anda sebagai seorang yang mengerjakan solat sebaik sahaja anda memulakannya dan sentiasa peringatkan diri anda sedemikian.

Sekiranya ada rakan anda yang mengajak anda ke mana-mana sebelum sempat anda menunaikan solat, katakanlah saya belum bersolat, tunggu sebentar atau pergi dahulu.

Ingatlah bahawa anda telah membuat pilihan positif untuk mengerjakan

solat.

12. Dapatkan sokongan mental dan rohani
Berikanlah peringatan kepada keluarga, kawan rapat dan rakan sekerja
yang anda telah mula mengerjakan solat dan memerlukan kerjasama serta sokongan daripada mereka.

Mintalah rakan-rakan anda yang tidak mengerjakan solat supaya
menghormati keputusan anda.

13. Lawan kemalasan dalaman dan godaan syaitan
Dari semasa ke semasa anda akan merasai suatu kemalasan, kebosanan, dan sebagainya, yang mana semua itu sebenarnya hanyalah godaan syaitan dan kemalasan diri sendiri.

Oleh itu lawanlah sehabis-habis mungkin. Ingatlah anda lawan ni pun tak lama. Lama kelamaan ibadah ini akan sebati juga dalam diri anda, dan tidak perlu dipaksa lagi.

14. Banyakkan bahan bacaan tentang solat
Kerapkan diri anda membaca kisah-kisah nikmat solat untuk membangkitkan semangat. Baca juga tentang dosa meninggalkan solat untuk membangkitkan rasa takut pada Allah s.w.t. Moga-moga dilimpahi rahmat dan keberkatan oleh-Nya.

Kesimpulan
Jika topik ini dirasakan tidak berkaitan dengan anda, ingatlah: Hari ini
mungkin bukan hari anda. Esok lusa tiada siapa yang tahu. Diharap dapat dijadikan panduan kita bersama.

Sama-samalah kita saling ingat mengingati antara satu sama lain.

Sekian.

"


My Love for Islam and Allah.

Im watching Ustaz Akhill Hay now. LOL.
Seeya guys.

*

Oh yes, school has been Everything for me.
From good to bad, from fun to stress, from relaxing to tiring.
Everything.

They won't be reading this but I have to thank the faci's for
working really hard to plan this for us. Damn, its their holidays
and they actually came down to plan the whole thing plus a perf
by them dancing to WG's Nobody. What could get better that a combo
of Kpop and school? I dont remember anyone dancing to K songs in sec sch.

Special thanks to Reetu and Alena for guiding my group.
And being so patient with us.

Of course to Fasha for her honest opinions and suggestions
towards everything.

The Malay Year 2 girls - for being so good to us. Thanks you so much!


Hopefully I'll enjoy school.
Coz right now, Im kindda scared of it.
LOL. Insyallah I'll do fine.

And im actually waiting for someone to be online on Facebook
so i can have funny enjoyable chats with him again. something
to destress my mind. Hahahaha random namapakkk.


Love you guys.
W'salam.

Monday, June 22, 2009

I deleted the previous post coz I thought its a bit unnecessary to still have
it there despite the fact that Im okay already.
*


I slept at around 4 plus yesterday but I had to wake up early.
Baba and I went out around 8 this morning and we headed to Bedok
NPC Canteen straight. For the final time. LOL.

We cleared every thing in the kitchen. But left the chiller
and freezer so that the van can take it where ever.

Im very tired but Im very very happy today.
Yeah seeee, when u get too upset suddenly ull be very happy.
And damn vice versa.


Sorry for the short forms and spelling errors.

*

THANKS TO LEE YAN SHIN ZANN WHO MADE MY DAY BY WRITING A BLOG
POST FOR ME ON HER WRETCH BLOG. LOVE YOU GIRLLLLL!

THANKS TO THE QUOTES IN WUZUN'S BLOG WHICH NEVER FAIL TO
CHEER ME UP - NOT SAYING THIS COZ HE'S THE MOST GOOD LOOKING
GUY ON EARTH BUT ITS REALLY THE TRUTH.

Check this out ;

"Life is a challenge, meet it! Life is a dream, realize it!
Life is a game, play it! Life is Love, enjoy it!"


And I shall add, WUZUN IS THE SEXIEST MAN IN THE WORLD, MARRY HIM ALREADY!

*

Pardon me for all that nonsense. Im really sleepy now.
The entire family minus elder bro had a durian feast. So full now.


Afie is on the way back from his KL holidays and he said he
brought a bag for me. So sweet! I hope it will be something i can
use for school then i dont have to buy any.

Shikin and Aainaa if you guys are reading. Hows the shopping date yaww ?

*


I might go to sleep right after this.

*


Oh yah, I love Yoga Lin. aahaha.
His music is suuuuupeerb.


*

W'salam.
<3.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Im updating for Jing Yi! :) So Jy I better see you tagging! =)

Anyone managed to catch the 8pm show yetd (friday) on Channel U ?
Diamond something ? Mannnn that show is awesome. That last
'show' done by that guy and his female partner is just breathtakingly
amazing! Its absolutely dangerous but yet to them its like the damn
simplest thang ever.

Oh and after that I watched 100% entertainment and the show featured
Tank for entire episode. And dang, I must say this episode is one of the
most entertaining one ever. Even though there wasnt any subs and I
could not understand half of what they were saying but still I
fidn the episode to be damn humorous. Tank performed about 6 songs
including the one in the title of my post "If I Become A Memory".
I tried to look for it on youtube but could not find it, could it be
that its a new episode and no one has uploaded it yet ? Its episode 436 btw.
He also sang his old songs the one that's featured in Hana Kimi and
its not called Tong Le. Plus a really nice song called May I Love You.
Anybody who knows where to get the vids, do tell me aites. And I think
Tank almost looked like Evan Yo.

Anyway remember a few post back I was saying how someone at the Bedok NPC
canteen reminds me of youknowwho ? That person is Shaun, the one I mentioned
in the previous post. And I cant help noticing the similarities and differences
btw the both of them. Haish I guess Im still that Babo who still roots for that
one guy yeahhh.


I The Tri Top - To My Girlfriend



That guy, one of them out of the duo, was the one accused to have
copied the same looks,hairstyle,FACE, holding of microphone,
tilting of head and voice of the MIGHT YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG of DBSK!

And with that, Guess what ?
CASSIOPEIAs attacked this poor fellow like no other.
To the extent that he is even so scared of going out of his own hse.
You never know who;s out there at the front door with a knife rightt ?

Poor him.

He is cute anyway. Very in fact.

*

I haven't even set a shopping date. And if I dont then it means
no shopping and when there's no shopping, there's no clothes
and thus NO SCHOOL! ahaha no the last part was made up but really
i need something new to wear. So someone please accompany me out
on a shopping trip! :)

*

Tomorrow's a Saturday, which means everyone's gonna be at home.
So Yay! :)


Its almost 1:40am now.
I might hit the sack soon. MIGHT.


See ya guys. <3.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Second weekday im slacking at home.
Mom decided not to sell food anymore at the canteen at Bedok NPC.

On a positive note, I dont have to wake up so early in the morn
and then continue sleeping in the car in the police carpark
- yes those who happen to pass by my dad's car will get this exclusive peek
at ME! ahahaha - and I dont have to tire myself by clearing the tables and
doing dishes.

On a negative note, Im gonna slack at home before going back to school
which starts on the 29th June. And in a way im gonna miss seeing the
people there. The other vendors and the guys there.

I managed to know a few people there. Im still in contact
with Sebastian. Shaun just added me on FB. Though I still could not
find that super good looking guy chinese guy i saw in the canteen
the other day.

I heard from Sebas that he's mixed Canadian. - total PLUS!
and the last time Sebas came back to the station i managed
to ask for his name. And I got it! Hahahah. Shera shera tsk tsk tsk.
Astarghfirullahhalazim.

Most of the people there guessed Im 20 + ?
Dang im 17 for god sake.


Okay anyway skip.


I just made a Twitter account.
Last 2 weeks i deleted Tagged Hi5 Zebo and all other rubbish.
I was thinking im gonna take good care of my facebook and cyworld.
But there i added a Twitter. Lets not talk bout Friendstser coz im
not gna delete it but im not gna use it either.

Okay so the reason I made Twitter ?
idk.

*

Im kindda excited for school. But before that I need to hit town for shopping.
I need New everything-s mann. Tote Bags, Pencil Case (i was thinking
of buying the TVXQ one from yesAsia but it cost 80 plus bucks i think -
no wayy for a pencil case)Jeans - straight cut and skinnies, Shoes-
Pumps and Sneakers, Shirts - as in long sleeve ones and moreeeee.

So anybody wanna accompany me ? That is if my mom dosent wanna do so.

*

I put my WMP on shuffle but I realized that it kept playing Fei Lun Hai's songs
even though they are just one after another. So much for shuffle right.

*

Social life ? Been lacking of it since Im always helping my mom at
the canteen. But I did manage a session of 4hrs of Kbox at Party World
last Sunday with Kelvin, Guan Wei, Alex and my darling Jacquelin.
Jac and I hugged like damn tightly in the room. Anyway we had loads of
fun and the guy who ushered us to our room and sent our drinks and
snacks happens to be a Shuai Ge - and most certainly from China coz
he couldn't utter a single English word so guess what ? I used all the
knowledge i know to converse with him in chinese - which is honestly
just very little. But he really is a cute and nice guy but definitely wayy older
than me. And Kelvin was saying how later after that guy goes back home
he's gonna tell his WIFE some girl disturbed him at his work place. LOL!

HAHAHA!

I am the exact girl version of my elder brother. Almost.

*

Speaking of school (just nowwww) this past Sunday i attended an event organised
by my school,no its not orientation. its simply an event for us to gather
together and get to know my fellow class and my seniors. so that by the time
we start school we'll be comfortable with each other. there was this drama
competition and my group won. and i received a cap and a book which is from
Asas 50. Im gonna read the book soon. Brush up on the malay language ahaha.

Surprisingly the seniors were nice. I mean they were all friendly and
they talked to us like we are their friends or smth. And they dont treat us like
some adek-adek you know. Im gna love school man ahaha.

Im rly excited for school coz i really wanna study hard this time.
I hope I wont slack like O level times.

"10 points isent good enough" as quoted by SOMEONE!


Anyway I better get going im gonna watch Music Bank and then pray and stuff.
Im gna watch Super Junior - Kim Ryeowook is loveeee! :)


<3.