shahirah samsudin.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

photos of hw.

hey hey .
had fun editing photos hahaks.
not jakun or wad laa.
but my bro just taught how to do something NEW.
yeah something which i nvr did before.
the wae he did it is soo abg2 type laa..
coz he has right photos n sutff.
but fer me this is just testing aites. heheh.
okeh lame i know.
but thats the only photo that i have which does not contain anu human being.
so yeah??

okeh okeh.
training was ok.
we had to clear up the halss.
blueks.
and my lobbing rite..
ader harapan untuk improve tau..
i totally wanan give up previously.
but i guess i sitll wanna try.. hehehe..

mmm.. came back.
eat sambal ikan and sotong.
and then erm. did a bit of my hw.

EL.
el consists of 3 parts.
compre.compo.book review.
i have done both book reviews.
gonna do the compo and compre after this before the SG IDOL!! ( terrence wo ai ni)
and maybe a bit of maths after sg idol.

i must finish up hw by todae latest thurdsdae afternoon.
goin to popular on fridae insyallah. to buy sum stuffs.
and fridae im gonna do a huge CLEARING UP for my dearest werking file.
the ws inside are thick and all of them almost all are advertisment from bkshops,letter fer parents, and unused ws. n erm sum ws which i purposely didnt file in the other dae.
so yeah thats on fridae.

so the real revision starts on saturdae.
i wish i wish i cud concentrate.

the book fer the non-fiction book review. diary of anne frank.

1 book review : fiction

another boom review - non-fiction

the whole el assignment.

gaga.
aites
im not kental to put those pics up.
im testing the cams available.
so yeah.

aites.
so ppl.
start studying.
so that nobody will b online.
which means i wont be online either.
woohoots.

okeh okeh.
bye.bye
watch sg aites.

provided im done with hw.
blueks~

tc muackz

survey and update

[First ] thing you said when you woke up?
mmm..gotta pray..hrmm

[ First ] thing u did when you woke up this morning?
breakfast. :)

[ First ] person you called today ?
aainaa. it was her bro whom i talked to.

[ First ] person/s you talked to today?
mommeh.

[ First ] person you were thinking about today ?
erm. no one.

[ First ] song you listened to today ?
erm. didnt on any music todae. but it was kids central blue's clues.

[ First ] movie you watched today ?
erm. not yet. :)

[ First ] TV show you watched today ?
blue's clues.

[ First ] person you hugged today ?
No one

[ First ] person you kissed today ?
No one

[First] food you ate today?
koko crunch! ~ the great chocolatey taste.

[First ] drink you drank today ?
erm. milk?

[ First ] homework you did today?
gonna do EL hw later.

[ First ] website/online game you visited today ?
my one and only dearie bloggy. la-shera. :))

[ First ] picture you took today ?
erm.not yet.

[ First ] thing you touched today?
comforter

[ Current ] clothes you are wearing ?
badminton jersey and shorts

[ Current ] song you are listening to?
not listening to any.

[ Current ] hair ?
combed to the back.

[ Current ] online users on your msn list ?
erm a few. kadijah is one of them. and kiirah too.

[ Current ] mood ?
erm,..sick to the max.

[ Current ] desktop wallpaper ?
the one and only beautiful mrs lee ryan :)) lol.
just me .

[ Last ] person you talked to ?
aainaa's bro.

[ Last ] thing you said ?
bye.

[ Last ] thing you did ?
typed.

[ Last ] person who called you ?
no one.

[ Last ] game you played ?
erm. PS R4

[ Last ] thing you bought ?
erm.. nuting i gues.

[ Last ] person that msged you in msn ?
erm.. my cousin yetd.

[ Last ] thing you want to do today?
erm. sleep laa.

ok guys. thats just a lame survey.
bye...

going off fer training. :))
sick to max now

`shera~

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

long dae. hi-5

2 new photos.
hello wello.
sorry fer not updating yetd.
im really busy yetd.
sucha long dae.
yet soo boring..

Sundae
mom went to werk early in the morn.
dad n ejal went out at 10 plus fer ermm. went to the hall or sutming like that.
i was suppose to wait fer dad's call at abt 1 plus so that i can go out and he can fetch me at newtown mrt station.

but my elder bro.
used the phone as if the house's phone was his handphone.
keep caling and calling.
despite me yelling from the living room,
he still uses the phone.

after he put down the phone,
i called dad and then went out.

took the mrt.
and dropped at newtown.
gawd. there was no one there.
scary sey.

went out. and felt someone tapping me
it was my bro. hahaks
went to the car.

n off we go to sim lim suare.
gosh. i think that the best place fer u to collect brochures.
hahaks. its like ur teachers giving ur ws.
the ppl are waiting at escelators like 4/5 of them.
each holding a different advertising sheets and all giving to u like
grr so desperate nak habiskan that thang.
haiz.

we bought erm and SD card fer our videocam.
its fer taking photos. and its 1 GB.
a lot u noe.hahaks.

then we saw this mp3 shop.wakakas.
its sooo blardy cheap.. sooo soo cheap to me.
my dad asked if i wanted it. andi said no. haahks
i know its dumb. but yeah its okay. ill buy it some other time.
sumtyme it is very inconvenience fer me to listen to mp3 with my veil.
hard thang. being vain i dun wan a part of it to be erm so called not correct.

okay after that went to KG.
met mom and others,
just slacked at the 2nd floor.
n then went back home.

watched SG idol.
erm. no comments hahaks.

n then i had my own idol session.
i sang siti's and misha 's song.
with dad caoching me on the high notes parts.
thankiew.lurve it.

and then went to sleep.

Monday
ok firstly woke up.
thinking my whole fam is going out to jb.
i think my house there is almost complete.
and there's a whole load of thang i wanna buy there.
but unfortunately my parents had to cancel it off.
was very pissed initially. was kindda okay now.

IT course starting in 25 minutes tyme.

bathed and changed.

reached school. saw chiqa n kin.
they saw the moody face ive got.
so yeah told them plans had been cancelled.
i was quite childish in a wae when i actually cried because of that.
hahaks. ok . u might think like omg wth sey shera!!
but i guess last minute changes is sumting i really dont like. and YES! PMS!
ok i accidentaly blurted out 1 bad werd. gawd. im soo sorry.its not meants for my parents.
or referring to my parents. its just to vent my anger. u noe like sumtime u'll go like
aper sey dorg **** ar. u r not reli referring to them actually rite????
ok i felt guily damn easily. haiz.

things got werst.
when i realized that my IT passport might have sllipped when i was walking.
shit. i lost it. what am i gonna sae to my parents if they ask me fer prove?
gawd. then mr chong and mr loh? damn it.
any suggestions??

IT course wasent that bad.
it was okay laa.
doing a 3 page web page on a restaurant.
kindda lame topic but yeah had fun dealing with html.
i lovee html codes hahaks.

after IT course which ends at nearly 4.30 pm.
we did a bit of our project.
gawd. we cudent complete it.
mally u didnt do it at home ehk. grr.

went back home.
slightly pissed off still.
mom said we're goin to my aunty's hse.
i tot my parents wanted to stae at home.
ttz y they cancel our plans. but now again plans cancelled, we are going out.
see see see?? last minute again. rite rite rite??

so yeah went out.
ferst went to sim lim square coz we went there on sat but purchased the wrong memory card
fer our video cam. so dad went to change it.
but mom and i waited in the car.

soon they arrived.
went to aunty's hse.
watched tv all dae long.dinner. bla3.
watched anugerah screen.
hahaks. kay fer the ferst time i enjoyed it man!
previously it was a bore.
this tyme with a special guest hahaks.

n then went back home.
my auntys was very nice they gave ejal and i money.
which in total we got sixty-dollars yetd.
so it was worth goin hahaks. well nt because of that.
aunty's goin to umrah this week. so yeah. go safely and come back safely.
errmmm is that the best wae to put it shera??
ok selamat pergi dan selamat pulang..

reached home.
prayed and then slept.

till here bye
~shera~

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Lee Ryan Photos.

Hey hey. here 's a bit of update on my one and only lee ryan. muackz:)
to start it off. the other dae westlife(yippe) and lee ryan(double yippe)
combined for a concert. not both performed one item but they were in the same
concert. its really good to know two of ur most most most fav male artist /band
is performing together. Furthermore,lee and westlife had been very very gd frenz since err
i dun know when but at least since lee was in blue laa.

what i actually wanted to show u guys was.
what westlife said about lee.. awww.

Mark Feehily: "Lee is a really lovely guy. We had a good chat before and after the show. He really adores his wonderful fans like we do. Lee performed to the crowd really well.We were watching from back stage and he put on a fantastic show. I like a bit of soul music so It won't belong until Lee's album is on my Ipod. I loved his tracks he sang!"

Shane Filan: "Well Lee.We've known him for a few years now,with him being in Blue. He's a really cool guy and the girls go crazy for him. If we'd have known how amazing he was on his own, we would have wanted him to be a support act all through our 'Face To Face' tour. Our fans went crazy for Lee too. You could see them all with 'Westlife' banners screaming their heads of for Lee! We had a good chin-wag with him and he really put on a spectacular performance.....Great Guy!"

Kian Egan: "Lee Ryan put on the best performace of the evening, after us obviously, nah only joking. Lee's songs were really good. He's an admirer for the ladies. They like him a lot I think. The song he sang 'How do I' was a really heart-felt song. I think he really delivered a great show for his fans.Well done to him! Excellent."

Nicky Byrne: "Lee is a nutter man! He's a real good guy though. I liked some of his songs. 'Army of Lovers' is a real cool pop song. Lee is a really nice guy, down to earth and we always get along well with him. Big it up for Lee! Nice one!"

Let me add on..

Shera: "Lee is the bestest , the most handsome, the most cute, the most adorable, the most sexy guy ive ever seen.
lee has the most beautiful wife in the werld that is me. :) thank you.

Hahahakz. ok there you go..
the other thang i wanted to show u guys was some of lee's latest photos

Gorgeous Gorgeous ! I Love You!

Awww..isent he getting more n more good-looking these daes?
hahaks.

n Real Love is the latest single at the moment. :)

gonna watch suria segar babe :)
hahaks.

goin out later..
buhbyes

~shera
xxxxxx

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Results And CIP

Friday

Just a normal day.
with the exception,its results day.
damn. tho we already get our results.
it sucks laa. it just did.

okays. so school started with maths.
watched x-men errm unsure which one 1 or 2?
its great. fun. a loads of gorgeous guys.
phewwitt! shera suker laaa! :)
the mat salleh's so cutee .

after that was malay.
malay intensive is over btw.
cikgu mary talked about future.
some of them find that talking about bgr n marriage at the age 0f 14 is extremely unnecessary.
but in my opinion it does. and im glad that all this while my thinking had been right.
never go out with a guy if you dont plan to marry him. and cikgu mary also said that.
im praising myself under my breathe hahaks. coz when u think bout the one whom ull marry.
ull one those responsible to the max ones. and ull really think twice and then thrice about whos the perfect one. so if the guy whom ur stead is to be ur husband ull think of the qualities that he shld have rite?? hahaks. thats why im single all my life. not because of im a lesbian okehs.

then recess.
it was okay.

then after recess.
results and report book time.
damn damn damn.
im fcuking dissapointed to the max.
when mr chong showed on the transperancy that i failed 1 subject.
i was asking since when sey?? n i showed that face to mr chong.

anyway, here is a copy of my target that i posted a week before results week.
here u go.

english: a2-higest b3-lowest
mt: i must get a flying in the sky A1~~!!!!
maths: A1 (its a TARGET mind ya)
science:A1 /A2 pleaseeeeee
geog: i want my a1 prettyyy phucking pleaseee
history: ERRR?? hahaks. a2 if possible. or maximum b3.
art: b3/b4?? hopefully.

then i received my r.book. here are the results, even tho its not good,
i will just show.(note that this is not my final result slip - u know what i mean later)

English-A1
Malay-A1
Maths-A1
Science-B3
Geography-A1
History-B3
Literature-B3
D & T - E8 **
Art-B4
Music - C

Percentage: 68.4 -sumting like that.
Class position : 15/39
Level position : 34/195.

Remarks-- Shahirah is a pleasant and well-behaved pupil whi is well-liked by her peers.
She articulates her opinions well and does her work conscientiously. She has a desire to do well in her studies.

The A1 fer my el mt n maths. are all tooooting boderline a1.
its all 75.0 / 75.8 / 75.5
i really need some polishing- really real polishing.

English -- i hit my target!!! in fact i got better than my target!

really man! a1 fer el is really a big deal for me tauu..
however its a real borderline a1. 75. but still im glad and really greatful.

Malay-- i hit my target! a1 but a borderline one with 75.8. its reeally not good u noe.
how can u get a borderline fer malay. haiyoo .. but again im happy and greatful

Maths-- target hit! a1 achieved! but a bordeline one 75.5. its driving me crazy ey.
seeing all this .5/.8/.0 thingy. i think its just luck sey.. im lucky.

Science-- target soo far away! hahaks. i target fer a1 or a2 at least. but i t turned out to be
a b3. 67.3 just 2.3 marks more laaaaa. grrr. okays but at least its not a c.

Geography-- target hit. a1. and im happy that its an a1 with at least 80 marks. its 81.7 with 0.3
marks more i can get 82. grrr. okays. but im happy.. but at least 80. :)

History-- didnt achieve my a2 but achieved b3 fer that. just a 1.1 marks more jerr dpt 70. haiz.
but hitting target fer history is a sumting big yeah noe hahaks.

Literature-- i used to get a1 fer this. i dun hv a target fer this. damn. they just took the results from term 2 werks. thats not fair okays. so my A1 in term 1 fer lit is not being used at all sey.custard :(

D & T-- no target but when i received my r.book which sayd i got e8 fer dnt. i straight awya cried. because even tho my piece n folio is nt nice n gd. i cant have failed untill soo bad ryte?
that what makes me cry the whole dae. i decided to meet mr nasir and ask him abt that.
will tell ya what happened later..

Art-- yes target achieved b4 this tyme. wasent tt good. but wasent my interest olso anyway.
but still it affect my overall. whatever laa.. im greatful i dun fail it this tyme.

Music-- no comment. we performed shit the other dae hahaks.

Class n Level Position -- another thang which makes me wanna scream. and just cry out loud.
i wanted to be the top 5 in class. its in my wishlist if im not mistaken.
not only I who wants it but daddy wants me in the top 5 too.
ttz why i felt soo depressed when i didnt get even the top 10. BIG FCUK!
this tyme really! i want myself n everyone to be happy. not only fer me.
but fer my parents too.. Level position 34!!! that is really bad okay!
really really really bad! i will get into 3e1 but being one of the lowest. damn rite! shit!!!! other classes overtake us. darn u ppl! 2e2 natalie ayuni also beat me out. wtf. reallt wtf is wrong with me!!! im really ashamed man!! big fcuk! erghhhhh!!

Remarks-- grrr.. no comments laa eh. its ALL TRUE hahaks. action sey. mcm betul jek.

SEE?? NOW CAN U SEE?? NOW DO U SEE? WHY AM I SOO DEPRESSED YETD??
ITS BECAUSE OF ALL THOSE SHIT ABOVE LAA! I KNOW SOME WERE GD.
SOME WERE REALLY PAID OFF BY MY EFFORT. BUT SUM ARE NOT.
AND THE FACT OTHERS ARE MUCH BETTER CAUSES ME TO BE INA LOWER POSITION.

do u see it now? im not seeking attention okay! coz i really dun need ur bloody attention.

Okehs so after school. i was cryign n soobing in the canteen.
all my peeps were trying to cheer me up.
thankz guys. u guys rawk! :)

n then we waited fer mr nasir who went fer fridae prayers.
waited till 2 plus.
meanwhile my peeps suggested palying netball.
great ideas. had a lot of fun n laughter with them.
kiirah chiqa nana baby n dee. they rawk!

mr nasir reached. i asked why i failed my dnt do badly.
he is going thru all the things tt i handed in in his mind.
blueks. he has to go to sum robotics stuff i guess.
he will be back in 1 1/2 hr time.

i went back home. had lunch.
n then waited till 4 n went out to school again with my younger bro.
he went to the coffeeshop to buy fries and eat it there while waiting fer me.

ferst i looked fer mr nasir.
n he checked his mark sheet.
n realized that he hadnt marked my folio.
so he marked it. n then do calculations.
called mr loh.
to ask bout changes n stuff.
went down with him to see mr loh.
mr loh prints that thang out.
by then i guess its like 5 or nearly 5 laa.
n the printing process takes a loong tyme.
n then mr nasir had to talk to a parent (its parents meeting dae btw)
which takes nearly an hr. so finished priting.
printed the wrong thing.
co form teacher instead of mdm yap they put mdm anessa.
so had to wait again. the rain wass soo heavy by then.
im dead worry bout the time n the fact my YOUNG bro is at coffeshop alone.
and mom who didnt know he follwed me. might go wild when she realizes that he is not at home.
i felt like crying. really. i felt like creaming my head off. i felt like breaking down in the middle of the foyer. really. reall.y really. mdm timah asked a few times who did i wanna see. i repeated again n again. mr nasir!!

finally its nearly 6 . when he came out. n give me a new results slip with new results. and his signature instead of mr chong's . he apologes fer being late and soo on.
so here is my NEW result slip.

English-A1
Malay-A1
Maths-A1
Science-B3
Geography-A1
History-B3
Literature-B3
D & T - C5 **
Art-B4
Music - C

Percentage: 70.1
Class position : 13/39
Level position : -

okays so now dnt is a pass. but a very very veyr bad pass.
but still at least i dun fail anything. and and its just 1.2marks aways from b4.

class position was 15 at ferst no it was 13.

level position,according to mr nasir, it cant be calculated coz it will affect the whole level.
but since before this i was 34th. i guess i will remain there or rise up to 33 or 32. 30 + fer sure.

FINAL WERDS AND COMMENTS = im glad that i did not fail anything. but i surely had to improve almost all my subejects. i must maintain my el and geog. malay maths science history dnt/homec even geography and literature too maybe needs alot of improvement.
this tyme i swear that i wont fool arnd anymore.. really! gonna use by $20 popular vouchers to buy assesment books and model compo bks fer el n mt. so yeah. my results aint bad.
it just needs a bit more polishing and improvement and i must be able to overtake others so that i can be in the top 10 in the whole level. insyallah.

met mrs rebekah lim while in school.she looked my r.book.(old report slip)
she said that most likely i am the second or third fer el.
im happy man! and she goes " wow looks at the A's "
and i pointed to the dnt and she said "at least its not that bad..wow u get 15 in the class with reults it means other are doing veryvery well rite" .
Hell yeah. very very well. n they are way smarter than me. there goes my chance of becomign the top o level stud . hmph.

after finalising(sp) the results slip.
mr nasir said " my percentage is quite high but try to aim fer 75 ok"
kays i sure will AIM fer that.

IM SOOOO SORRY BECAUSE I BLOGGED TOO MUCH ABOUT MY BAD RESULTS.
-for those who thinks im here blogging bout my result to show off den i guess u better think
again. or maybe u can try getting those results that i get n see how miserable u see aites.
n tell me whether ur blog is the best wae to express that depression u r having. aites.

so yeah.fetched my bro.
he is frezzing cold. im soo sorry.
n then went home.

mom and dad were quite happy with my results.
but dad wants me to try harder fer EYE. i will
dad. for u and mom, i will!.

OLRITE!

Todae
was CIP dae.
an abbreviation fer Community Involvement Dae.
but i suddenly think that it can actually refer to
COMMUNTITY made up of non INDEPENDANT PEOPLE. hahals

had sum fun but tiring tho.
slurpee on the go.
yum!

aites. i guess i blogged too mcuh.
so yeah.

bye bootylicious poeple!

Thursday, May 25, 2006

thursee

thursdae.
used to be a long long weary dae.
but not fer todae.
wakakas.

short and swit.
started off with pe.
played basketball with the chinese gals.
kin chiqa nana played badminton.
the chi gals were having sum fights so i decided to join the malays.
hahaks. exhausted in the end. cuz of the bball.

next was lit.
there was lesson.
grrr.
just read up till chp 4 i guess.

then el.
did filing.
n then read books a while.

then recess.
okehs laa.

then science.
disscused bout our project.
pathetic kin didnt bring photos.
hehe :)

then history.
watched a movie bout eruption.
i was half reading half watching.
hehe.
but it was olrite ;)

then one free period.
err. half of it was used to finish tt movie.
half fer nothing laa..

after school went to mama shop.
buy stuffs.

went fer badminton training.
did 418 shots.
leon asked to go .
hehe thankiew cutie pie.

then stayed back to
decorate badminton notice brd.
hasent been updated since last two years.
only me and baby yg rajin.bluekz :)

then went home.
rest eat.
bla3.
here i am.

chatting with my bootylicious ppl hahaks.
bye
~shera~

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

weddy dae.

hey harlow.
todae is a so-so dae.
it wasent that tiring nor too boring.

school started off prettay okay.
ms christina came fer music.
but we didnt do any music ; it was a free period.
i like ms christina. really a lot.
she is soo understanding
she was okay with our noise level.
no nags at all.

and then cme.
errr. i forgot who came in.
but she was okay too.
i just chatted with kin n chiqa.
yeah talk bout life.
hahaks.

n then maths.
coolioooozz!
it was fun as usual.
u know mdm jas.
todae was even fun.
we watched a movie
entitled
MATHS TB EXERCISE 8C. :) hahaks.
went through the solutions n then mdm jas gave us chocos.

mdm jas: i gave u thse so tt u wont use ur mouth to talk but to eat instead.
class: hahaks. * lafing while eating*
mdm jas: no no seriously i gave u these because u are very good n i like u guys.
and u also know that im the biggest liar in the world.

lawl. hahaks. she's funneh rite?
hahaks.

then recess.
i ate nasi lemak.
okays so no food on thurs n fridae.
hahakz.
recess was ok.

after recess was suppose to b mt.
but miss yap came in n took us.
i chatted with kin chiqa n nana.
plus me we are fantastic four aites. hahaks.
okehs. so we talked n tell ghost stories.
hahaks bout the science block and all.
yeah eerie u know. but there's nothing there.
ok shuddup. im starting to feel like
"omg soemone is watching me"
*must be that aunty from the opp block*
lawl.

aites.
after that was el.
we watched -guess what- the teenage textbook movie.
hahaks. gosh!
i really love it laa!
i read the teenage workbook series.
n there the story. gawd! i lovee it !

went back home with dee n baby.
they took my badminton bag n went off.
had my lunch. and got ready fer training.

went to school.
met my peeps.
went to the library. to choose some CONDEMNED books.
hahaks.
so i went and took like erm 11 books. hahaks
okays. do i sound soo greedy?? aites aites.
im not aites. jasmine sae they have no limit so i took whatever
that CATCHES MY EYES. got that?
its no that i really went through each of them and give rating
and give comment and write a book review on it before choosing it
right? so if you know that this certain book is soo like boring or childish
esp the maly books. just dun think im choosing "baby" boosk to read at night aites.
the point is. i was judging the books by its cover just now.i had no time to read the reviews.
and no matter how simple that malay book is. i think there are still some vocab
we cna learn from there rite?? like as if our mother toungue are soo darn perfect. no no rite?
so? do appreciate little little things hahaks. i love tt phrase. sound singlish but meaningful.

ok then i slacked with my peeps while watching
the sec 3 guys and their floorballs mathces.
whatever. i wasent watching.
just tokign to my peeps. killing time.

then headed fer badminton.
did the swinging thingy.
n then a cleaner approached me
and said

aunty: "u know that when u hit this thing the feather all lying here
making the place dirty u noe. tt dae ms cheah n mrs lee was walking and
they complained tt this place is dirty n tot tt my staffs didnt do their werk.
when u already do this please have the initiative to sweep it away.it is unfair
fer my staff to sweep all this."

Us:"so where can we get the broom to clean up? maybe u can leave ur broom here we will sweep eveytime we do this thang."

aunty:"no no we cant leave our things here. because we will need it fer tomorow.
but please have the initiative to clean up.
maybe u can use the canteen's broom.SOMETIME they left it there.

Us:"aites aunty we will do it."

Omg.
like wth?
u want us to clean up but then u dun provide us with the things
to clean it up. so are u kindda expecting us to use our hands to pick the feathers?
and i actually THOUGHT that cleaners are suppose to clean the school area
and ensure and maintain the cleaniness of the school? so what is the big fuss of us
making the place dirty n u,as cleaners,have to clean it up? so what actually is your job huh?
and what i olwaes saw was tt they kept sweeping the stairs-side where it is not dirty.

okeh fine fine. we will make sure that we wotn dirty the place.
but i find this whole thang amusing. telling us to clean the place in which we dirty.
but at the same time,do not provide us with things.and saying tt fer the CLEANERS to is CLEANUNFAIR. a big ha-ha rite? hahahaks.

so anyway.
training was olrite.
but it bloody tough n tiring.
i hate smash follow up footwerk.
8 sets and 8 times fer each set.run up and down.
and the lobbing drill .grrr. i hate it.
ttz my weakest point and we gotta do tons of tt.
okeh im sure i can improve by doing that.

n then went back.
ate ice cream. hahaks.
n then bathe pray.
dinner and the here i am once again.

so is this a long post?
maybe .hahaks.
aitesaites..
im off now.

buhbyes bootylicious peeps and even teachers who might drop by here.
have fun. :)

~shera~

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

mondae and tuesdae

Mondae

went to school like normal.
silent reading. assemble at the basketball court.
waited fer our bus. brown bus. the only one brown one.
pathetic as it may seem.

in the bus.
sat with kin.
chiqa n nana right behind us.
discman(outdated i know) cant be played properly at ferst.
n then olritey.

during the hike.
grrrr. so much fer our ONLY natural tropical rainforests.
oh yeah the thought of it makes u feel like
" Wow! we are gonna treeasure it".
but after the "hike", u will hope that
it dosent even exsist in the ferst place.
gawddd. the FLIGHTSS of stairs up and down up and down.
there was one part where i was left out at the back.
and my so called gd frenz just went off.
hahaks. pissed of course.

reach tt effing summit.
ate my bika all alone! tooting all alone.
hahaks.
i was silent towards kin chiqa n nana.
sometyme im like tt.
n the climax is yetd.
how bad can things get?

photo taking.sort-off laa.
we gurls are olwaes tkaing photos.
my class's chinese gurls are pathetic.
dont wanna take photos laa bla3. hahas
but sum of them only laaa.

then went to the exhibits room or sumting.
look fer answers to d qns hahaks.
pathetic.

then we went to the quarry or something.
its nice really.
ex chairperson took my photo with tt as the bg.
coolio. lawl.

then went thru answers with mr chong.
and the ws up.

up on the bus.
with kin again.
this tyme we are behind nana n chiqa.
gaga.

listen to songs.
im sooo effing touched when i hear the song
Angels brought me here by Guy Sebastian the aussi idol.
its an old song i know.
and this cd is a cd which i burned years ago.
i decided to listen to it.
n i did. it was soo touching.
lalala.
=X)

n reached school.
rest. and the it course.
great at least we learnt something hahaks.

i was listening to some gr8 hits.
during the course hahaks.
whatever.
i am attending it this fridae.
muackz hahaks/

then went back.
ate and then parents came back from J.B
dad bought Usher dvd. hahaks.
tho its his old songs. but its okay fer me.
i lioke.

okay.

Tuesdae

went to schhol as usual.
silent reading and anthem n pledge in the hall.
n then headed to music room.

watched THE WAY HOME.
gawdd. its sooo touching. sooo very touching.
i cried n cried n cried.
its too much you see.
its really sad for me.
and i can relate myself to that story.
u understand?? im not being extra or what.
in fact i cried to myself.
i dun stand up go to the front and wail out loud rite??

recess.
was okay.

then after recess had this psyco thingy.
its like a durvey exercise thingy.
really physcological thinking hahaks.
but ok kill time babes.

n then mr chong briefing bla3.
n then lepak-ed at the canteen with the 2 retards.
just a while
and then lepak at my block.
n then went up.
to see that nobody was home.

hahaks.
aites aites.
till here okay.
i wanna watch a movie.
lets see what that lucky movie is.

hahahaks.
bye
~shera~

Monday, May 22, 2006

at school

oh gosh!
its freezing cold here
im in a tundra~
hahaks.

gawd.im in our school oh-so-fully-facillitate computer lab.
yeah yeah.
it course. im doing didi media n web authoring.
great? hell yeah.

i love the werds digital,media,editor,webpg,blog,html.hahaks

i guess i will update later aites.
luv u guys.
~shera~

Sunday, May 21, 2006

new edited photos

since i said i wanna concentrate on editing photos.
here u go.
i edited some this mroning at 0900.
just look laa ehk.
tak pyh criticize.
~shera~

newest and latest skin.

hello everyone.
gd morning.

okay. i created this skin.
yetd up to 1am.
and did the html coding todae.
wakaks.

ive decided to do a skin specially for me.
and this might be my last skin.
i dont think i wanna spend or rather waste hours
in front of the monitor controlling
each pixel of skins. grrr.

but see laa.
this one pun tak lawa.
i feel like its sooo ewww.
im definitely changing sooner or later.
to sum more professionally made skin.
its like very smudge-y / pixelated.
maybe i will redo this one.

so yeah. ive decided to either just dun do anything
or just concentrate on photos. u noe im a cam-whore.
there is lots that i can do to each photo.
(anyway the photos section is updated)

okeh so yeah SOME of you.
might be happy laaa.
u know u dun hv to see ugly screenshot of my ugly skins.
everytime u come to this blog.
so now i fullfilled ur wishes to stop making blogskins and act as if
mine is the best n looks great.!(but i dont act like tt in the ferst place)
HAPPY?

eh wait.
maybe the lastttt one that im gonna do.
is a siti nurhaliza skin again.
yeah. my old siti skin are all like grrr badd..
so yeah im gonna do one on siti nurhaliza.
but ill see when yeah.

anyway guys thank you soo much for supporting me n my skins.
especially SYAKIRAH & SHAFIQA. (sloppy sistaz is still alive aights)

and of course some others
chiqa shikin amalina zara n even syaza. hahaks.

THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR UR SUPPORT!

So till here,
have a nice dae.
i hope u guys like this skin.
thankz.

~shera~

Saturday, May 20, 2006

new skin.

ok so here the new skin is arriving.
wakaks.
here you goo.. phewitt.

black and white.
theme:confession
to me its okay laa..
rate n comment at my tagboard okays.:)

thank you.
click to enlarge..
any of you who wants to use this skin.
can email or tag my brd hahaks/
*like as if someone wants to use it*

oki noe its not nice.
but please dun critic maut okehs.
hehe.

skin request -- submit k.
~shera~
bootyliciousme:)

Friday, May 19, 2006

all results backies!

hey hey. hello :)
ok ive gotten all my results.
ok lets see. this is the target that i set the other dae.
but was posted to the wrong blog. that is my skin-tester blog.
hehe.

so here u go. the targets TO BE achieved.
english: a2-higest b3-lowest
mt: i must get a flying in the sky A1~~!!!!
maths: A1 (its a TARGET mind ya)
science:A1 /A2 pleaseeeeee
geog: i want my a1 prettyyy phucking pleaseee
history: ERRR?? hahaks. a2 if possible. or maximum b3.
art: b3/b4?? hopefully.

aights. now fer the real results. *heartbetingrapidly*

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English
paper 1 : mrs lim cant tell.
paper 2: 50/80. ----> B4.

hopefully the overall and the add here n minus there
from previous tests. i will get that a2 or b3 to meet
my target.
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Mother Tongue
paper 1: 50/60
paper 2: 84/100
L.C : 12/20 :(
Oral : 34/40

according to my calculations 81.8 % ----> A1 but not flying in the sky.
hopefully previous tests will make it fly in the sky. *
---------------------------------------------------

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Maths
Paper 1 : 40/50
Paper 2 : 37/50 :(
Total : 77/100 ------> A1

hopefully after the plus n minus i still get an a1.
pls pls hopefully*
-----------------------------------------------------

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Science one hell of a bloody subject
Total : 62 /100 ------> B4 grrr.
i greatly superbly whole-heartedly hope
that in the report book, the previous tests
will help push up the marks to a2. grrr..
targets phucking not achieved.hopefully YET.
----------------------------------------------------

----------------------------------------------------
Geography
Total: 78.5 -----> A1
a1 achieved. but hopefully in the report book,
the previosu tests will help push up to an 80 .
pleaseeeee...
---------------------------------------------------

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History
Total : im not sooo sure.. but the overall percentage
is 71 % -----> a2!!!!!!! hahaks. happy sey.
to me a2 fer history is like what??
that's a mission impossible 4 sey!! :)
hopefulyl the report book will sae history ---> a2 ! :)

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Art
Total: (mye) 65.5 ---->b3
hopefully.. the combined marks wont be soo bad.
cuz i did badly fer art last term.
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subjects like literature.
i did badly dis tyme.
hopefully they will combine it with the marks last term.
maybe that will help me. to retain my a1 fer literature.

life is really full of hopes now. :)

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The Sun Says Hello.lolx

todae.
started off with maths.
fun n interesting as usual.
did substituition.
fun fun :)
there is hw duh**

next was suppose to be mt.
mt teachers went on intensive mt.
so yeah. ferst period ms chua came in.
next mdm ng. gave oru geog marks.
slightly dissapointed. was hoping fer 80 at least.
haiz. didnt get it tho. lacked 1 and 1/2 marks.
too bad siak!

recess.normal/
i ate todae. :(

then cme.
mdm ng took it again.
i was desperately trying to find sum hidden marks.
really man!
**** it.
the qns on layers of vegetation fer tropical rainforests.
i shud get 5 & 1/2 mark. coz i checked all the points.
i have all except fer one which is 1/2 mark.
damn it! laa. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
but im greatful. fer d a1 :)

then mr chong came in .
we had to copy model ans till12.45pm.
grrr. i was rshing back home fer badminton.

badminton was okay todae.
hit hanging shuttle and u know do that squat against a wall while u bend ur knees at a right angle. grrr. fer 1 minute. pain sia.

after that lepak with my peeps fer a while.
kiirah chiqa nana dee raudhah nadia. err?
did i miss anyone. i dun tink soo. and baby of course.
aainaa went back.

so yeah dee n nana were playing badminton.
i had to go hoem so they used my rackets.
n nana n chiqa came to my hse to return the rackets.
i meet them at my door, just woke up from sleep,
worst still i havent bathe. still in badminton kit.
sorry gurls~ :)
hehe.

elder bro out.
younger bro out.
to soem carnival at school.
such a bore. laa.
here i am. blogging.
n i will be creating a new blogskin.
cuming sooon..

till here bye~
~shera muackz :)

Thursday, May 18, 2006

dirty joke from frenster

aights. hellow everyone.
its been quite a bad dae todae.
yeah with all the results and stuff.
before that lets read this small dirty joke i got from frenster.
its disgusting laa.

Little Johnny was 7 years old
and like
other boys
his age rather
curious.

He had been hearing quite a bit
about 'making out'
from the older boys, and he wondered
what it was
and how it was done.

One day he took his question to his
mother, who
became rather flustered. Instead of
explaining
things to Johnny, she told him to hide
behind the
curtains one night and watch his older
sister and
her boyfriend.

This he did. The following morning,
Johnny
described EVERYTHING to his mother.

"Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for
a while,
then he turned off most of the lights.
Then he
started kissing and hugging her. I
figured 'Sis must
be getting sick, because her face started
looking
funny.

He must have thought so too, because he
put his
hand inside her blouse to feel her heart,
just the
way the doctor would. Except he's not as
smart as
the doctor because he seemed to have
trouble
finding her heart. I guess he was getting
sick too,
because pretty soon both of them started
panting
and getting all out of breath.

His other hand must have been cold
because he
put it under her skirt.

About this time 'Sis got worse and began
to moan
and sigh and squirm around and slide
down
toward
the end of the couch. This was when her
fever
started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis
told him
she felt really hot.

Finally, I found out what was making
them so
sick......-a big eel ;had gotten inside his
pants
somehow. It just jumped out of his pants
and
stood there, about 10 inches long,
honest, anyway
he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from
getting
away.

When Sis saw it, she got really scared-her
eyes
got big, and her mouth fell open, and
she started
calling out to God and stuff like that. She
said it
was the biggest one she's ever seen; I
should tell
her about the ones down at the lake by
our house!

Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the
eel by
biting its head off. All of a sudden she
grabbed it
with both hands and held it tight while he
took a
muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it
over the
eel's head to keep it from biting again.

Sis lay back and spread her legs so she
could get
a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying
on top
of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a
fight.

Sis started groaning and squealing and
her
boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess
they
wanted to kill the eel by squashing it
between
them.

After a while they both quit moving and
gave a
great sigh. Her boyfriend got up, and sure
enough,
they killed the eel. I knew because it just
hung
there, limp, and some of its insides were
hanging
out.

Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired
from the
battle, but they went back to courting
anyway. He
started hugging and kissing her again. By
golly,
the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up
and
started to fight again.

I guess eels are like cats- they have nine
lives or
something. This time, Sis jumped up and
tried to
kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35
minute
struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew
it was
dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel
its skin
off and flush it down the toilet.

***********************************

ok yeah so that's it.
gross? yeah.
hahaks. lawl.

so yeah back to the bad todae.!.
wahahas.

started off with a short pe.
darn. wasted too much tyme crapping arnd.
whatever-s.

then literature.
got really bad marks fer it.
i didnt noe why and how.
but i have a feeling the lit teacher has counted the marks wrongly.
i thought all the test n stuff must be added on.
not only the latest test n the project marks.
grrrr. im NOT satisfied.
i want my a1 for lit in report book!!!!

english.
one period was mr bruce's.
miss him ; hell yeah.
the other period was mrs lim's.
el papers back.
paper 2 only.
& thats bad enuf aights.
paper 1 marks have not been added in.
& i seriously hope that i will get a2 or b3 fer el in my report bk.

recess.

general science.
gosh! did badly.
didnt fail.
added 3 marks.
that makes b4 fer science.
hopefulyl after the plus n minus,
i will an a2 or b3.
pleaseee..

history.
dang!
i did better than other subjects.
really surprising!
b3 or a2 fer history in r.b.
grrrr...

art.
whatever-s.
really "whatever".
after all the had aching small lil bits that i draw.
i only got a b3.
ok im greatful.
that i didnt fail.
fail badly like i did during last term.

im looking forward too geography results!!
hopefully geog can be that 1 subject that i can score up up up in the sky.
hehe.
hopefully.

so yeah.ttz y its a bad dae.

it course.
was interesting.
really lurve it.
i guess its gonna help me a lot in my skins.
hehekz.

okays.
gonna made lots of bad confessions todae to my parents

bubhyes
~shera~

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Late update.

ok so a really late updatee.
aites. so sorry.

henny-ways. todae was errm.
okay. normal.

started with a free music period.
ms christina is kindda cool u noe :)
she let us talk and she was like ok wihth the noise level
but as long as we know our limit.

next a free cme period.
its ms chia / chua. grr whatever-s.
so yeah she was okay too.
whatever laa.

then it was maths.
damn damn.
i was soo scared.
i guess my face was showing that cramp face.
u noe laa like as if sumone just squeezed ya.
maths results ----> i was greatful that i got an a1.
and i truly really really hoped n wished all my might.
that maths ---A1 will be reflected on my report book.
serious!! please!! ok stop it!

congratulated shikin on her gr8 results. :)
u go gerl!

recess was ok.
i ate laa.
nasi lemak.
bluek!
hope didnt gain any weight from tt.

then it was malay.
malay result.
cikgu mary was reading the results fer oral n listening.
i screwed my listening.
i was soo darn paisey to even turn to those who got higher than me.
i really lost mood man! left n right all got better than me.
so fer a moment i was like
* grrr. wtf. hella everyone's with gr8 marks. and im like with such a low one*

sorry tikah. if i suddenly changed mood towards you.
i seriously didnt care about u gettin better marks.
im happy fer u kin n mally. but i want to get gd marks too.
soo emo laa sikit. u understand yeah? i hope.

okehs malay results.
again i was greatful that i achieved an a1 fer it.
did pretty well fer paper 1 in which i really thanked allah fer that mann!
so again i want m.t ----> a1 in my report book.
hahaks. so hopefully insyallah i can achieve what i want.

went back to class.
ms chia / chua is taking us during el periods.
watch that ant movie or sumting.
it was ok. but i got bored. so yeah had a lil gurl chat with chiqa.

talked about what we want! hahaks
funny ryte?
but really sometyme i feel like im stupid.
i always tell my parents. no i dun want this n that.
bt actually i wanted. hahaks. stupid. :)

so yeah after that was ipw.
it was okay todae.
fer once mrs chuah wasent chouting n scolding.
in fact she was nice todae.
n zheng chong is getting worst hahaks.

badminton training was ok.
tiring. but according to coach,
todae wont b a tiring training.
like what in the hella are u talking?
its like bloody tiring running from the back of the court to the net
eight times five sets. and the same tyme skip n swing ur racket.
?? not tiring?? funny.

went back home.
went to to the shop after maghrib to buy something
shhh. hahaks.
n some fruits fer mom.

aites.
i really enjoyed listening to the cd zara lend to me.
reli lurve it. nice !!
esp biarlah rahsia.
siti situ sana sini.
n a few others .
thanks to zara again. :)

ct's latest album : transkripsi

omigosh! i must have been that jakun ryte?
after school i saw zara. she told she already passed the cd to atikah.
i was like really excited. eh wait i left without thanking her.
i thanked her while running towards atikah. sorry zara :) hahaks
so yeah get the cd went back home. ripped it n burn it.
hahaks. pencetak rompak sey shera. no the thing i just wanted to listen to it.
but the two atiqah's wanted a copy of it. hahaks so yeah.

THANK YOU ZARA DEAR! :) U R A STAR!

gawd. ok im crazy. but really she's great.
gonna miss ya when u left us :)
u rawk big tyme.

~shera~ :)

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

some love test. whatever-S

some tests.might be true but sum are not.
here you go..

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

after doing the second survey tih sis waht they tell me,this one is very very true...

You Are 12% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're not addicted to love.
And these means you have a very healthy approach to relationships.
You fall in love with the right person, at the right time, for the right reasons.
Love is something you want - not something you need.

Are You Addicted to Love?

third surevey. n this is waht they told me. kindda true.

Your Ideal Relationship is Friends Only

Honestly, you're not really ready for a relationship right now.
And you prefer to keep things platonic, for now.
That's not to say that one of your friends could be dating material.
You're just taking a break for now.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

noe more abt me..here ya go.

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

what handbag am i?? woohoots. check it out

You Are A BCBG Black Leather Clutch

You're a modern, urban chick who's more than a little tough
(Well, as tough as you can be while carrying a purse)
Black leather is like your denim - goes good with everything
You'd even wear it to work, if you could get away with it

What Handbag Are You?

somehting goota to do with what type of bra am i? hehes

You Are a Sleek Black Bra!

Subtle, sophisticated, and classy.
You're not the first woman a man notices in the room...
But you're the one he remembers a week later.
You need a guy who will make a lasting impression on you too!

What Kind of Bra Are You?

now.. am i a drama queen??
oh n u guys love me??

You are a Blanced Babe!

You're direct and to the point, but never dramatic
You've got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone
But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood
Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

Are You a Drama Queen?

what kind of sexy am i?err im not even sexy.
bluek this is not true laa..

You Are Independent Sexy

You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act"
Except, it's really not an act at all.
You're a strong, sexy woman with her own life and interests.
And that makes men even more interested in you!

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

what love song am i?
ehhhhh...not true tau..
im not in love..

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay

"Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow"

You're so in love, it's like a drug.

What Love Song Are You?

something gotta do with the kin dog girl i am.
VERY TRUE! :) except bout the car n stuffs

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.
You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!
An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.
And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

fianlly .. what kind of flirt am i?
this is very true.. read on.

You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.
And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly.
You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls.
And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

will be back for more.if u want.
byes~

~shera~

dia finale!

HELLO PEEPS. GD MORNING!
oh yes todae is a holiday for wrrs-ians.
coz of the polling dae. whatever-s.

so yeah. did u guys watched DIA FINALE yetd on suria @ 9.30 pm?
hope u did.

i was glad that the drama of 114 episodes finally finished
with one great happy ending but very very un-elaborated.
the plot is sooo like very long.. probs here probs there.
and the police there is like one dumbo as of u just ask one
local boy waiting fer a bus to go n investigate a case.
so yeah. loads n loads of problems. the plot is good.
but then the ending is a super nice ending with ivan marrying dia again
n fifi into jail(ttz very sad actually) only that it is very unelaborated.

what happened to susi and benny?
if susi staying with dia n all?
then what happen to randy?
n then eka n marsha? wassup?
randy family?? what did they do?
and worst of all
what the hell happened to andi?
hahaks. he abcudted gita. his men
nearly killing the poor kid.
n thne he just got off like that?

but really. its sad to see fifi in jail.
after alll the wrong-doings yeah i know
she is bad. but she is one hell of a good actress.
and if u were to ask me who is my idol actress for indon?
it would be shenny andrea and lulu tobing for sure.

singapore. hmm hmm hmm.
who do u think is the best actress?
i seriosuly font know.
but i think era farida is great.
she is power beb. cik sal boleh.

and actor??
hahaks this one i really dont know!
thank you!

hahaks.
okays.
maybe ill update later aights.

i wanna meet fifi laa.
she is great!
woops. what do u tink of goin indonesia as a holiday?

~shera~

Monday, May 15, 2006

new blogskin yet again

Holla!
todae started out errm.. pretty well.
but the thang is im like frigging tired n sleepy this morn.
yawning all the wae. even slept in the toilet u see.

so yeah. morning assembly and only for todae.
there a huge NO need to wear a tie.
big deal? like hella. its hawt.
aights aights. crap.

ok so assembly was rather fun.
we had a visitor from err..
eye centre?? sumting along tt line yeah.

learnt a whole loads of stuffs just now.
u noe all the different eye illnesses.
n u noe safety precautions.
n talks about lenses n face shapes.
yeah sound like u-noe-the-pri-sch-health-ed-talk?
oh yeah it does.
but its kewl u noe. i dunno why.
when science lessons or talks are on these human baings stuff
the parts bla bla bla.
i seemed to be very interested n tuned in.
n that is soo the reason why i wanna be in 3e1.
to,obviously,take up biology.
who knows.
ull go into a clinic one dae
*knock knock*
n see me sitting in the chair with the stethoscope.
kewl ryte?? wkakas n ull cry fer ur mom.
and i search fer sum sweets candy or sumting to chill ya.
*ttz wad doc does i guess. checking up the latest candy instores
to cool kids down*

wakaks. lameness takes control.
after the talk was dnt.
like wth? we had a test.
nope nope.correction.
a surprise test.
fer god sake.
DNT ? SURPRISE TEST?

darn! so yeah i still sit fer it. duh.
but its like soo obvious im not gonna get the A1
fer it.

just hoping. that i culd u noe get a decent a fer it.
i didnt study fer it u see.
n guess wad. the whole class is like discussing ans.
what the hell got into 2e1's beahviour ? lolx
n oh yes. since the whole class discussed amalina redzuan and i shared answers too.
hahaks. n the way mally n i pass massages to each other is soo cute.
that it tickles our empty stomaches .

so yeah empty stomaches.
heads to the canteen.
drank ice lemon tea n ate biscuits.
wahahhas.
full ? nah. but i lovee it!

after recess was science.
we were like " alamak siol arh dpt paper ar." "mampos arh"
hahaks when in the end we had to do a reflection which i swear could be as long as one the answers to the biology examinations qns.

so things like
action plan to improve?
how do u find the mid yr papers?
wad are u gonna do to improve?
which class u wanna go next yr n why?

so yeah.
mid year papers.
all of them are average.
not so easy n a bit difficult.
esp geog history gs.

action plan?
computer from morning till 11.50 pm.
n study till 12 pm laa woi.. lame tuu..

what to do?
my answers are same.
revise revise n revise.
concept maps. practise.
same thang.
lazy ass. what's new?

which class?
freakingly 3e1.
i wanna go , have to go and i must go.
if not. grrr. i cant take biology.
ok actually i didnt reli like the fact u noe. thriple science?
like hella. who r u talking to?
but i must tell myself that 3 science is damn bloody great.
* shera biology best tauuu .. sebab tu kene belajar so tt u can take biolgy*
ttz wad i told myself. so yeah reason coz i wanna take biolgy which according
to some SUPERNATURAL voices is BEST!

hahaks.
then maths.
bad news. mdm jas said that overall there might be 3/4 failures.
i was like freaking scared and i go.
damn aku sakit kan. (damn im sick on tt dae ryte)
mdm jas said there were many failures fer paper 1?
i was wondering are u sure? i mean like im not saying
like hey fer sure i dont fail. but its like according to most of THEM paper 1 is okay.
but yeah lets pray fer d best. ive given the best before the exams. i still studied even tho
i was dead sick. n yeah during exams. i did check n redo stuffs. so yeah..
lets hope fer an a1 pleassssseeee.. insyallah.

so yeah during maths there were lessons.
imagine tt. we were half dead. including me
but yeah the lessons are not bad. gonna revise that like
errrr.. LATER!

hahaks. ok then english.
just chit chat with my peeps.
peeps. duh kin chiqa nana.
talking bout songs n stuff.
lawl.

bell ranged.
went home.

had lunch which was yummy.
ate ice cream. watch movie.
updating this thang.

n oh my gawd.
i saw that there wil be training.
thsi week.
im gonna die!
feel like not goin.
after soo long.
the spirit's gone.
me dunno why laa
hahahks.. ewww( hate that way of speaking " me dah tk love u lagi" bluek)
i dunno why laaa..

whatever-S.!

anyway below is my latest blogskin.
ok fer me i rate it better than my previous one.
cozits like black n white.
its niceer than those freaking bright unco-ordinated colours.
comment n rate laa kay.even tho its not nice. dun be soo like errm
like. u noe the ur-skin-suck-to-deepest-core-ever kind of comment kays.
hehee..

til here my bootylicious babys~
gtg

love u guys to the toot*ing max laa.
:XXX )

!shera~

Sunday, May 14, 2006

new blogskin.

hello everybody. second update fer d dae.
just to post a screenshot of my latest skin.
oh yeah the model is soooo beautiful.
betol! cun maut ! wakaks.

but she is NOT britney spears.
NOT.

here you go.
a skin withe the theme:
supermodel : gemma ward.
colours : teal, yellow, purplish-pinkish, brown.
colours coordination are very poor laa babe!
and i dunno how to arrange the pic such that it will
at least look nice.

okay i know my skins are bad!
ugly.
weird layout.
poor colour toning.
whatever-S.

dun criticize matu laa ehk.
anybody who wants this skin.
just tell me .

thank you bye
~shera~

nothing much to update.

hello.!
nothign much to update laa.
no school. didnt went out.
just slacked at home.

tried to make skins.
but i have no idea
what the theme of the skin is.

maybe i should check out skin requests
at blogskins.com.
bahahaks.

err..dunno what to sae.
till here laa ehk

~shera~

Saturday, May 13, 2006

memories go away!

The next paragraph is from dear Zara her advice on my " memories hit back problem" and her friend.

Thank you guys..:)

Firstly, sure you can borrow(ct's cd). I'll pass to you on Wed or on THurs okay..?
Hm.m.. And yup, i felt like wad u felt before. Itz bad and swit memories at the same time and sometimes we cant help but think about it. Shera, im sure it involved someone ryte? Just like mine. But listen.. You spend your time thinking bout him and all those swit memories. Does he even spare a thought about you? I don't think so ryte?.. I've learnt to move on and one thing u shud do is shut him out of your life. Yes, sometimes thinking about the memories once in awhile is no harm. THe memories wont go away but datz just becuz you duwan dem to. Let dem go,.. and keep yourself occupied. THings like studies and going out wid ur friends.. u noe? hehe. Don dwell on the past!!! Look to the future where im sure is more promising den the bullshit we've been thru. Okays?? Itz part for growing up dearie.

And advice from a friend of mine, Furbie to you:
Its gonna hurt her but it will be good to get her thinking..
"It's dumb to think of the sweet memories of an EX because that way, it would make you forget the fucked up things he did. Why bother bout the past when you have the present to make a good future?"

Oh My God!
yeah i think what they said is true!
very true. haiz.
olryte im not gonna give a damn about the past.
bluekz!

*so much for the anti-boys because of you!*
"look to the future" like wad zara said.!

im sooo gonna follow that advice!
and forget the bullshit!

thankiew zara n ur fren.
u guys really helped a lot!
muackz!

~shera~

Friday, May 12, 2006

memories hit back!

a skin fer atikah.

kin shera chiqa

neoprint but i sucked.. cam extra gitu

chiqa n shera

sistaz again.

hello people. sorry fer the late update.
wakkas. im lazy laa.
felt like words just cudent express what i felt.
the joy the pain the memories the whatever-s.

anyway todae is just a slack dae at home.
i love todae.
soo smooth.
wakakas.
rather so nooo-housewerk dae.
hahaks.

so yeah.
just chill arnd.

watched saf fc vs albirex just now.
but i watched halfwae .
why?
spore football rite..
no offence laa..
even tho some of my family members are playing fer s league.
even my brothers.
singapore matches are verryyy boring.
serious.
unlike EPL
ITALIAN SERIES A
SPANISH LEAGUE.

all so happening!
wakaks. whatever

anyway. rite.
just now i was lookign thru ALL my songs
that i ever dl.
u know songs ; its liek its popular u download n listens untill
the next popular songs came up rite??

so yeah ive got loads of sedap but outdated songs.
have u ever heard of ruffedge bila rindu song?
okay. its malay duh. n its not hip hop.
very diff from what ruffedge alwaes does.
its sad n very touching.
*ok soo now u go like soo wth is wrong with tt song??*

ok. nothign wrong.
but just that that song is the one i usually listen to
with my geng lamer bawah block every weekend morning till dusk.

suddenly memories hit me back!
i dunno why.
my life like a year ago. was very very very to the power of 1 million different!
totally different.

on weekends or days without school except monday.
i will wake up at 6.30 am . bathe prayed breakfast.
n then at 8 am. SHARP EIGHT O CLOCK IN THE MORNING!
we , as in the whole gang , will meet up downstairs.
n then from that time till nearly 7 pm . maghrib time.
we will slacked slacked slacked.
but usually we will fill the time with activities
but childish ones laa..
at sometime we lepak at the link hall , the one beside the RC.
then sumtimes we will go riding. well errmm.. behind the RC and link hall
there's this like big field. so we will go arnd the field in our bikes.
while singing n listening to music eg is tt ruffedge song , so confused and dont phunk with my heart. gawd i still can remember. they were quite popular at tt time. i still remember all the dedications we made fer each other thru perfect 10. gawd !!
so yeah after the riding we will lepak at RC. dah haus nmpksah.
so yeah there we will disturb the bangla sleeping hahaks..
then back to the badminton court n play badminton.. hahaks
n we conquered not allowing anybody else to use tt place. wakakas.
sometimes we will just jog or exercise or wadever at admiral garden in the morn laa
of curse. *the activities sounds healthy but not with the ppl i guess*

oh my god!! life was really fun that time!! was all abt frenz!
all about THE GANGZ! hahaks. yeah i ferget thatz wad we call ourselves.
kentalan i know but yeah wadever-s.
so yeah the gangz! its all abt laughter all abt songs n among the gurl wich is like 3 only
there'll b gossips laa , fashion talk laa.. girls talk laa.. they are like my sisters.
oh yeah "destiny sistaz" fer the gurls. life was really GREAT at that time.

but at that time my life is full of lies full of hidden truth(same thing rite)
full of sins. too much time that i wasted. full of rubbish. full of deception.
i regret. tho i regret knowing them n chillin arnd them but i dunno
i will just save those precious memories.

im sooo blardy sad thinking abt it.
why do i waste my time if they are meant to destroy my life.?
haiz.. i guess its just a lesson fer me to learn.

maybe from time to time.
i will tell u guys.
how waas my life back then.
then maybe u cud understand me.
n dig up the hidden facts abt me.

wakakas.
im stil listening to nostalgic songs.
haiz.. cant bear it mann!!

espcially natasha beddingfield's these werds
n too play soo confused. haiz..
ferget it!

dont think of those memories!
shattered memories!
bluek!

i wanna look thru my blog last year.
to see anything very interesting.
wakakas.

till here gd nite
muackz~

Shera~

Thursday, May 11, 2006

sistaz out~

back again.
todae was errm..
art exam yeah.

woke up n buzz of to school.
art exam was ok.
i thought i cudent finish on time.
but i finished at 9.41 i guess.
ttz when the invigilator said tt we've got ten minutes left.
woots. ok its hard laa.
coz ive been drawing on like 1/2 of a a3 paper.
that is an a4 lah. so when i drew on big paper i felt like
"gosh! im gonaa take like the whole dae to finish this"

so i drew soul window.
qns 3ciii.

i filled up the whole paper with
errrm illustrative creative n innovative
CRAP.
lawl.

its not bad.
but chiqa's nana's n kiirah's
are much nicer.

i did black n white.
i find it soothing rather than sumting like too colourful.
n i cannot colour.
my colour intonation sucks.
exactly why my blogskins sucks.

speaking of blogskins.
no skins request issit?
mye's over.
i heard a few daes back,
there was a few of those who wanted skins.
lawl.
its been a real long time since i created a skin.
lawl lawl.

so yeah.
so art exams.
i will pray that i will
at least get a decent-looking
B3, boleh HOR aneesa??

after exams.
returned books in teh school library.
& how dumb can i get not to borrow any more books?
so like what the hell am i gonna read this long weekend?
grrrr.

we had a shocked in the library.
kin chiqa and i entered the library.
mdm jas n mdm rabia were talking.

mdm jas: how was paper 2?
us(looking at each other)[mumbling]:mmm..err.. not bad ar..quite hard laa.why?
mdm jas: no i seriously need to ask the three of you how was paper two. because paper 1
was shocking.(partially gritting her teeth)
us:*EXTREME GASPS* cher serious ar?? omg.. cher really or not?? shit..
[start to make noise]
mdm jas(as if serious n tense):this is a library.this is my library n i dont want ppl to make noise.
us*quietens downs*:cher but really ar.. we did badly ?? *blablabla all those shock remarks*
mdm jas(smiling):no laa.. i havent even marked.
us: *a huge sigh of relief* yek eleh! cher!! wth laa.. hahaks
mdm rabia forced a little laugh.
did she??i mean did she force??
no no i dont think she even laughed.
i think she just smiled laa.
lame.

so yeah went back home straight.
reached home.
empty my lungs.
karaoked. even tho its like 10 plus only.
siti nurhaliza best 6 .
woohoots. lagu yg tak baru. hahaks

songs like:
bukan cinta biasa.
kau milikmu.
airmata ibu.

old songs like:
langkah di persada.
antara waktu dan usia
kini kau disisi

are my greatest hits.
wakakas. MY sey.

so yeah. used the comp.
n then on blue live in concert.
while cleaning the hse.
n dancing my life out of those really great beats.
sweating while dancing.
lose weight hopefully
*nmpksah tkkan ; by dancing? hahaks impossible*

then ejal came back.
i bathed.
got ready n went out.

meet chiqa.
in the bus.
where raudhah n shidah were too.

so yeah.
dropped at interchange.
kin was pathetic. (hehe jk laa dear)
know why?
chiqa n i were already entering civic centre.
when she said on the phone to chiqa.
tt we didnt call on her when we were in the bus.
and so she didnt leave home.
darn! hahaks.
chiqa already told her tt she was going out at tt time she called chiqa.
n she assumed tt there will be another phone call to really confirm tt were on the bus.
wakakas. crazy.
so we waited fer her.
at civic mcdonalds.
she appeared after my ice cream nearly finished.

hahaks.
headed to the library.
returned the books.
look fer books but decide not to
borrow. im lazy to go n return books again.

so yeah.got our ass of the lib.
btw saw redzuan my classmate
in the library. he's all alone.
bluek.
hahaks

niwaes. there is this exhibiton about colours.
at the lib ground level.
the level in whiech the main entrance is laa.
i suggest that all sec 2e go there since we didnt relly covered the
topic colours in science. & this exhibition is like real cool.
its all black n white.
try laa yeeer.

so headed to causeway.
print club.
there are liek the 3 of us only.
nana cudent make it coz i dunno. hahakz
so yeah took neoprint.

the neoprint is the sukiest tt i ever took in my life.
why i was wearing blue tudung. n the bg is blue.
so yeah. its looks like i was sticking out with some purple crystals on my head.
grrr. anyway i didnt take the prints back.
but kin will scan n send it to me.
ill put it up once i got it.

so yeah.
headed down to ice lemon tee.
tikah cudent find what she wanted.
so went down to the bubble tea shop.
while i went to tt value shop or sumting.
bot a drink.
the cashier was abt to return me $8.40 instead of $4.40
i was like alamak asal kau check the price agian.
grrr..hahaks. but i still wudent take it even if she had given me.hahas

so yeah.went to interchange.
cam-whore.
laugh out loud!
ahaks. a lot were looking at us.
i spotted a hawt chinse guy todae.
at the interchange beside where i was sitting.
not so hawt but at least nice hair wakaks.
woohoots.

hahaks.enjoyed taking photos.
with my darlinks.
wakaks.
they were great.

took 912.
reached at @ 4.40 pm.

nt so tired.
used the comp.
continuing to vote fer lee.
n still voting now.
in another window.
HE IS THE TOP NOW.
WITH CURRENTLY
*gosh it keeps increasing*
56243 votes.

woohooots!
duncan james boleh berlah!!!
hahaks

what does a layer of lipstick means?
dating.? bgr?
i treasured thetrust u gave me okay.
i didnt take it fer granted.
so come on.
dont think tt im ur average teenager with no value
going out chasing guys.
ive goals to chase. goals fer u.

ok peeps.
i guess i gotta get goin now.

oh yarhs those magnifico pieces above.
hahaks self-prasing sey.

first photo: my latest piece.
second photo: was done for lee ryan skin.
it was edited to be a wallapsper. to be submitted to lee's website.
pray tt they will accpet my wallpaper.
third photo: just a banner.

shera~
PEACE

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

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~shera~

after such a long tyme.

ok so here a real update after a long time yeah.
life is quite stressing n full of pressures nowadaes but todae is an end i shall sae.
ok just sae its tomorow laa.
i will be sitting fe rmy last paper tomorrow.
that is art. no NOT just art. its visual art.
ehem. sound tougher tt wae rite.
gewd.

so yeah err
maths n history paper.
ferst official papers fer mye.
before that my whole family n i was sick on the eve of our examinations.
gawd. how bad can things get man?
sick on the eve of MATHS n history paper.??
my gawd. thats the biggest nightmare.
i even dreamt about not getting to complete the paper n failing the paper.
damn i was crying tt whole of thursday. i was crying when i tlaked to aatikah on d phone.
i was soooo bloody afraid i failed tt i cudent score fer my papers on fridae.
i did my best on thursdae. n dad said : as long as u r healthy. swit. :P

on friday. teachers pester me to get an MC n take the paper on another day.
gawd!! it was never like this in the whole of my 13 year old life man!
i was never never never sick during exams period. especially during primary school days.
i dun care a single bit about the scores. as long as i pass. damn i didnt even get to sneeze(if you get what i mean)back THEN. but now. gawd i was half dead on the day im sitting fer my maths n hi papers. ttz the most scariest moment. hahax. but i cant learn any lesson from tt. :P

im not exagerating btw. ok so the papers. maths was like ermm..
manageable but tough. very tough laa. (iduncareboutwhatothersthinkofthepaper)
history. was ok. but also very hard.
i was suppose to do intensive revision fer chapter 5 on thursdae.
but haiz. i cudent. i jus cud read the notes mr wong gave which summarize chp 5.
n a whole load of chp5 qns came out.

overall the two papers are ok but some real tough patches
here and there.

monday was geography.
it was haiz. wasent that staright forward.
its TOUGH.
it is because i ignored the diagrams during my revision.
damn. but those written open ended qns were quite okay.
overall some ok n sum tough parts.

tuesday was general science.
i was reli reli scared tt science this tyme wud b nightmare.
why becaus ei only did revision twice fer science.
on whole of saturday and the whole of monday.
so yeah 5 chp in these 2 daes.
i managed to revisie what i have to revise.
but the qns there are some tough qns.
which u know u will go like
" wth qns aper nie?? cikgu tk ajar pon psl nie"
hahaks. its tt kind of thing.
n the formula fer finding voltage,current n resistance
didnt came across my mind at all till the end of the paper
like a few seconds after the teacher took my paper chiqa mentioned
the formula. i was like going wtf. so wad did i write fer tt qns? did i even ans?
i was so pathetically worried. i tink i answered but it crap fer me.
i dunno i was worried fer science. but there are some of those open ended qns tt i managed.
overall it was ok but worrying.greatly worrying. all papers are. damn damn i m soo scared.

n todae was my maths paper 2.
it was mmmmm.. tough.
everyone said ez ez ez ez n ez.
but to me its not.
ttz i wasent in the mood just now n til lnow.
i was wondering why did i not make an effort to really look into the last qns n do it.
i cud actually do it. but i ferget the waes.
n last qns was supposed to b ez but i remembered tt i told myself during the papres tt u cudent go to the last qns if u dont complete this qns. who the tooting hell taught me tt?
as far as im concerned mdm jas said if u dunno..skip n move on. damn it!
conclusion: maeb i can memorize the whole geography tb but sumtymes i dun use my common sence expecially during tough times like exams. im still depending on tb. like what the hell is wrong with me nowadaes??? am i sick??. oh yes im. VERY sick.
but the rest of the qns was ok cumer ader yg susah jugak n stil l i cant confirm tt i got the rest correct.
but definitely last n the second last qns marks deducted.
oh gawd! ive done my best. so pleasee help me..
overall: ok but sum qns are tedious giler.

all i can do now is to pray hard tt i can get a1 fer my papers.
oh gawddddddddddddddddd... help meeeeeeeeee!!
pleaseee! haiz

tomorow will be art.
oh yeah. ex job
dad do it fer me.
n i will just copy it tomorrow.

love u guys!
muackz
~shera~

Monday, May 08, 2006

fcuk i updated n its gone!
damn it!
im never gonna update this fcuking thing again!

bustard
mothafucker!