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Sunday, December 31, 2006
bye 2006 hello 2007
GoodBye 2006 and Hello 2007
Like i said yesterday, a whole load of things happened this year. and no doubt every single one of them are meaningful and memorable stuffs for me. and again like ive mentioned, things like my bdae celeb in school, Kl trip, resolutions, examss, tests, badminton or rather my fall as a badminton cca student, my dreams of being a singer or an actress or an author and my ambition of working in the media in future. Its funny, the way I can think of at least a hundred things to write about 2006 in my head but it went away as soon as I got my fingertips on the keyboard keys. Its even funnier, to think that tomorrow is 2007! Wowwwwww gitu eh ? Hennyways, what are the things that in which I want them to happen and I will make sure they happen ? = Lose 5-10kg and Gain 5-10 cm [damn - the normal exercise i do every single day plus plus the gym once per week.] = Recite the Quraan and Complete it. [Hard - but ill try get someone to teach or guide me.] = Never ever miss any prayers. And btw pray properly. [I'll guide my self. :)] = Score A's And B's for all my 9 subjects. English,Malay,A Maths, E Maths, Biology, Physics, Chemistry, Geography, Social Studies. [Like Duh - work hard and not leave everything to the last minute.] =End up to be in the top 10 in my class and top 15 in whole level. [Same as the previous one - work extrmelyyyyy stupidly hard! heh] = Join ELDDS club and work on dramas. = Join the SAB! pleaseeeeeee DADDD! = Do more stuffs like public speaking, dramas, singing competitions. = Go for official singing competitions and drama auditions. = Be niceeee to everyoneeeee. = No rolling of eyes at teachers. = Use the nesseccary creams n lotions on my face n hair. = Clean house every week/day. = More organised. = No skipping of CCA and prefacts stuff. hahahahaks. = But Westlife's album. :) Maybe theres a loot more buttt those ar ethe important ones those that im willing to work for. Cheydebahh! Especially where my dreams are concerned uh. Media, Acting, Singing. My thang hahahaks. Selamat Hari Raya Haji to alll Muslims around the world. Family will celebrate it at my house todayyy. Yahooo. Just now i tried to do my hair. It turned out bad. So so so i tie it like normal uhh. Hopefully ill come out with something goood by 6pm hehhh. And ill put load sof makeups. hahs. like reallll . not loads. but enuf to cover my pimple favourite hangout place scars. but i really wannnt thick lips today hahaks. MUACKZZZ! :) kehhh uhhhh i gotta go now. do some stuffs. but before that i wanna thank my dear sister SYAKIRAH ABDUL MALIK! for that meaningful posts dedicated to me on her blogg. loveeee you hunneh! we'll work together to achieve our dreams aitess! loveee you loads! :) kehhh T.T.F.N figurettout bye ~shera<3ryan
Friday, December 29, 2006
2006 Flashbacks.
2006 Flashbacks!
I'm not sure if its too early for u noe the new year stuff resolutions flash backs and stuffs. But i wanna do it today coz im pretty sure i wont have the time tomorrow - coz ill be doing a lot of preparations and on hari raya haji where they will celebrate it at my house. and oh wells new year. im not sure bout that but i guess its much better to wish ppl in advance riteee ? ive beeen reading my blog fer the year of 2006. year 2006 started from vivalaraza.blog and then continue to my current one that is lashera.blog so yeah im reading the post for 2006 and i wanna highlights some of the imporatant things i mention in this year. 1) First and foremost my 2006 resolutions. 1.To start revising my subjects earlier rather than wait till the mid year or till 3/4 of the year.. [Im not sure bout how early i start revising but yeah its kindda early too]. 2.Get an A for History and other subjects. A fer English,Mother Tongue, Mathematics, Science, Geography,Home Economics/Design And Technology(combine) and Literature.So by mid-year and end-of-year i have to accomplish 8 A's or or at least maintain my 5. [Yes i got an A for history english mother tongue geog - if i get one more mark for science i will get an a for it too damnnn! i dont accomplish 8A but i Maintain my 5A SEDIHNYERR!]. 3.By mid-year,I must be standing in the top 10 positions in class. By end-of-year,insyallah top 5 positions in class and top 10 in the whole level.INSYALLAH! [Oh My God! This one is the mosttt outt! im not even in the top 20 for whole level like f*k all those ppl before mee!] 4.Along with number 3..I must get edusave scholarship again but this time the $500 one.And that one is only applicable for top 10 students out of the whole level.Like i said in No.3. [Ah! shuttup! this is more like self praising rather than self encouragement. i got $300 last yr. and this year. instead of increasing or maintaing i get $250. Haishhh!] 5.To revise frequently and earlier like in No 1. [Maybe it is accomplished!] 6.To eat lesser n lose more weight. [HAHAHA! im not too sure. Gotta check aites!] 7.Use The computer lesser. [Not sure bout this. But i think yeah its lesser KOT!] 8.Do not use the computer or watch tv or have any form of unneccessary entertainment unless homewerk and revison that is suppose to be done that day is completed.. [Total Bedekness!] 9.Do not watch tv unneccessarily. [Another vague lie!] 10.Dont be rude to my family members n love them.(LIKE I OLWAES DO !!) [I did the opposites lile 2/3 times only this year. wohoo] Seeeee ? Its sooo embarrrasing sey! I didnt get into top 20% of the whole level. sooo tooting embarrasing. haishhh! So i must work hard next year to get top 10 in class and top 15 in level. But you know what. im dead scareddd. I dont think i will do very well next year. whats with having alll the smartasses in my class. I might as well be the most stupidest one in the class riteeee ? I willl tryyyy okays! Okay so thats the first thing i wanna highlight from my 2006 blog. 2) The next thing that i wanna highlight is my 14th birthday. its soo damn fast. and in another 17 days. It will be my 15th bdae pulak. very darn tootingly fast. so yeah last year for my bdae i made a reflection picture. I have trouble posting it here so ill just type out the reflection. 15 Jan : A day i dedicate to my loving parents and family. For being there for me as and when i need them ; For being my backbone all these while; For caring about me etc... Experience and bad deeds gives me an oppurtunity to be a better person in lfe. I certainly do not regret that those things happen. In fact im greatful to Allah! <3 Sweee kannn? my bdae was on a sunday in which i went to Kg to lepak. the real celebration was on monday. not only where my fam is concerned but where my frens are concerned too. guesss what happened in school ? Extract from 17 th January 2005 post : but those things happened on 16th. "THE MEMORABLE STORY! they made me seat in the centre of the table 2e1 used to sit at. habibah boughtt me my fav biscuits n my fav drink. n dee buat2 bodoh tanyer tt one ur present eh?? wen she noes wads inside.. wen they settled wit their normal recess food! suddenly faten came n said.. k everybody we had a special thign fer shera! GAWSH! im like dead fer a second sey while the cake was taken put from the plastic.. n the candles were lit.. OMG!! all of my frenz! thankz sooo much okays!! its reli a nice n swit thing of u guys! esp u faten!! hahas.. thanks yar lana! mauckz!so yeah we all shared the cake n eat n eat until the song was played! SO MUCH FUN SEY! thanks to my peeps again: FATEN DEE HABIBAH SYAKIIRAH ATIKAH SHIKIN NATALIE AMALINA ATIQAH.. DAMN DAMN WHO DID I MISS?? TELL TELL!! to all of u basically kays! MUACKZ!" Hahaha sweeet kan ? Very memorable. and on the same day. i went to celebrate my bdae with fam. at Jb. whole fam. muackz :) keh so thats the second memorable thang in 2006. 3) KL trip. Nothing much to say about it. but its kindda memorable to me. especially watching u noe the girls group in malaysia, LIPS. yess them. watched them sing. hahas keh gerekk! and shopping and swimming and badminton. fuhh! gerekk to the maksima! 4) i loveeee my cca that is badminton. i lovee the peeps like aainaa baby nisah azyan and alll. loveee them 5) im gonnnnaaa misss my 2e1 peeeeps bloody loadsss. i read the post about ym and shikin threathening to kill eah other with sharp pencils and then tickling each other with the corner of our cme Tbooks. hahaks. gerekkk sey.. 6) honestly i dont have the time to read everysingle post. but everything is soo memorable. had some fights too. like with shikin. - i stilll love u to bits laa kays gurl. and with nures too. everything settle already n i love her to bits too. :) 7) last to take note for now. Im Mrs Lee Ryan no matter what. its like a part of me eh ? and Shera is like my NAME instead of shahirah. whatever u call me kay. sheramrsleeryan muackzz! i loveee lee ryann like bloody hell. :) i will still continue to read my blog. and will update if theres anything tt i wanna highlight. woohoo. i think i will have another post specially for 2007 resolutions. hehehe. and that soo bloodly includes being at least 5 cm more taller and 5-10 kg lighter. ehh next year im 15 years oldddd siooo! hahaks. nothing just that. cepat nyerrr ? hahaks. .when im in sec 1 ill go wowwww miera is like 15 yrs old hadi is 15 yrs old kak nisah is 15 yrs old zara is 15 yrs old. and noww im 15 myself ? hahahaks biggg jokee ehh? keh i gotta goo. i wanna excercise uhh. keh byess ~sheraaaa mrrss lee ryyann
Sunday, December 24, 2006
survey n pleasee
just a survey from raden's bloggie.
1~> Do you know where your sister is right now? ` i dont have a sister. hehe. frem-sister thang yeah. kiirah n shaffy. 2~> Last time you hugged someone? ` no one boohoo. 3~> What is something you've learned about yourself recently? ` im fat. n short. 4~> What color is your watch? ` erm currently not wearing any but ly last one was black. 5~> Do you like anyone? ` ryan. pashaa. 6~> Do you know of anyone who likes you? ` no one hehe. my fam loves me i know. 7~> Where do you work? ` athomee. 8~> What are you listening to right now? ` terpersona glenn audy 9~> what do you smell like? ` erm palmolive or head n shoulder or lux or sunsilk 10~> What color are your pants/jeans? ` navy blue adidas 3/4 haha over.. 11~> Closest thing to your left? ` sofabed. 12~> What color is your bedroom? ` plain white ? 13~> Do you have a chair in your room? ` computer chair. yeah 14~> Time you were born? ` morning i think 15~> Do you know anyone who is engaged? ` ermmm nope. 16~> What's your favorite number? ` 07 and 12 17~> Do you know someone named Lori? ` Lori Ballack ? hahas 18~> What color is your mom's hair? ` black but i think shes dying it uh. 19~> Do you have a dog? ` nowayyy.. 20~> Do you remember singing any songs as a kid? ` yuppp. ziana zain kekal - really old song but at that tyme new uh.and amy mastura - Jawapan Kasih. oldd too but it was suchaaa hit tt tyme!. 21~> When was the last time you went swimming? ` quite sum tyme. going again siapa nk pergi ?? 22~> When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? ` a few secs ago. 23~> Did you ever go to a camp as a child? ` nope. 24~> Do you play an instrument? ` erm not really. 25~> Do you like fire? ` bro's a firefighter. 26~> Are you allergic to anything? ` CATSS! and any other animal 27~> When was the last time you cried? ` just. watched a movie. 29~> Have you ever been to a spa? ` nopee. 30~> Did you take science all four years of high school? ` yesss. 31~> Do you like butterflies? `yuuuppp 33~> What is one thing you miss about your past? ` everything. and Boy. 34~> Have you ever seen the school counselor? ` nope... 35~> Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? ` YESSS!! my ambition but its not that anymore. 36~> What is one thing you've learned about life? ` treasure it enjoy it love it. 37~> Are you jealous of anyone? ` yesss. 38~> Is anyone jealous of you? ` no one. 39~> Ever been stuck in an elevator? ` yesyes kes tampines lift ada satu aja per block. the 90's uh. 40~> What does your mom & dad call you? ` kakak shahirah shahirot kakek! 41~> What does your siblings call you? ` kak. 42~> What does you hair look like right now? ` like very jambu uh! haha ntah okay laa 43~> Has a friend ever used you? ` yuppp 44~> Has anyone recently told you that they like you? ` nope.. 45~> What have you eaten today? ` roti nutella. mee hong kong. 46~> Is your hair naturally curly or straight? ` wavyyy. curlyyy. 47~> What is your favorite movie? ` aloadduhh. 48~> Who was the last person you drove with? ` dad. 49. What are you looking forward to? ` harirayahaji. or maybe tomorrow hahas 50. How are you today? ` baik baik aja sih masih ya! whateverrr!! EHHHH I TANYER ONE MORE TIME EH SIAPA NAK PERGI GYM DENGAN KITA ?? ANGKAT TANGAN AND THEN WAVES LEFT TO RIGHT STAND UP DO THE BEYONCE SHAKE . ACTUALLY U JUST HV TO TAG JER HEHEHEH! keh dahhh hari nie i exercise jugak yayayy!! keh dah bye ~shera<3ryan
Saturday, December 23, 2006
tags replies n exercise
hey theree!
kehh so tag replies kayy. zara : yess im descirbing 2 minahs hahas. and thx fer ur comment on the tyra show thang. i gess ure rite uhh. too bad ehhh. ppl like me dont stand a chance seyyy! haha farahh : hahaks aww dear thx a lot yar! :) happybdae! mally : hello there!! yeahh i understand tt but like mcm tak fair seyyy kann ? but mally attractive soo mally no problem hahaks. pinch laa my cheeks ,nothing to pinch pon hahaks. annddd hari raya u dtg uhh my hse!! kiiirah : hey sisss!! hahaks yes yes kate kesian but kate is much much prettier i guess. haish. unfortunately people go for the looks ehhh. but yes whatever it is tyra show is the bestt! :) hohoh. guysss. guess what ? todaywas an exercise day for me tauuu. ive always go like " nk exercise uh nk lose weight". but i nvr do it. but todayyy fuhhhh. hahahsk woke up at n then went to school. and did my duty. a lot of ppl sey. but i must say that i like the people today; they are so friendly ? yeah that and they are not the kiasu type. which is gooood. mom came to school to appeal and then went back home with her. and went down again ; went to KFC with aainaa kin chiqa n afifah. i bought soya beannnn! the reason why i refused to eat is ; im gonnna exercise later. such an embarrasing thing to tell ur peeps ritee. so yeah went back. and then later ej went out for prayers. so i start. hahaks keh the first part is sooo merepek. i actally did like aerobic dance to really vigourous songs and okay fine lame but it includes songs by agnes monica. heh. did that for about 1 and a half hour and was sweating like mad uhh. and then ej went back. i ate a bit of koko crunch. and then rested a while. half an hour later, i skipped. moreee than 10 sets of 12. but heck thats not really tiring. the tiring one is during the 20minute break. im suppsed to chill for a while , while the food are being digested. but i came up with an idea that while waiting i can do the half-squat against the wall. and that one ehhh. if you do properly , one minute seeeem like sooo bloody long seyyy. and then i went out to the staircase in front of my hse. before that i did sit up but today ehhh , if theres a test i will fail sey. ntah laaa whyyy. kay so yeah went to the staircase and did three diff exercise there. one of them going up and down laa. the other two. kindda hard to explain. hehehe. and i do the squat thing again. but this time it feels soo shiok. the wind is blowing like WOWWWW at my face. soo gerek uhhh. went it at around 5. hahaks ehhh mind you i started at 1.10 pm tauu. plus minus 4 hrs tauuu. hahaks kehh kembang uhhh. i guess ill do more of that every day, and i need the gym uhhh. siapa nak pergi gym angkat tangan tinggi gilerrrrr !! hahaks keh till here. byeee ~shera<3ryan
Thursday, December 21, 2006
AMI 2006!
AMI 2006 ! !
AnugerahMusik Indonesia2006. gereekkkk . But i watch it 30minutes late due to mom watching citna q and me doing some thing for dee. But heck. but i hope i didnt miss anything important like peterpan or ungu. gawddd ill die if so. the show was gerek uhhhh. the performance i loveeed so much was ONE MILLION VOICES~ guess what ? 5 lead singer combined into one stage. =Duta so7 =Fadly Padi =Krisyanto Jamrud [ithinkuh] =Once Dewa = &&amp;&&& ARIEL PETERPAN!!! [p/s ; hes cuteee banget uh tadi.] Whyyyy themmm ? They are those bands who has sold moreeeee than 1 million piece of an album in sucha short time. so its called One Million Voices. I <33 i updated and then hilang siak! blooody blogger. i wrote a lottt of things bout yetd award show tau. fucker uh noe bende! happybdae farah ![]() Okayyy soo until here. enjoyss uhh! ~sheraryannn
Monday, December 18, 2006
tyra show
hello everyone. just another normal daily post from your truly.
today was pretty all right. everything went smoothly. except erm. i woke up at nearly 2. lawl. and then had lunch. with mom bro and bro. guess what did mom cook today ? ikan erm you noe like a biggg fish ikan bakar with the sambal or sumting. and u always dip it into kicap. Its soo dead yummeh. hahahaks. 2 big fishes. yummmmy to the power of a million. and then later at around 4 i went out. to the library. why ? coz ir ealised that the due date for my books are on the 17th. Dead. I thought 28 seyy. Haish. So get the bus and then reached civic and headed to the bank first. bank in my cheque in which before that i had to queue for quite sometime.and hmphh. the people around me are sickening seriously. so yeah and then headed to the lobrary and return the books. and realized its only 5pm. so id ecided to borrow some more books. heh. but before that of course i had to go to the machine and check if there are any fines. and not surprsingly there is a fine of 60cents. damn it. I took out one of Bofie's cashcard from my wallet and tried my luck. and ooh iwas lucky because the card's not empty. Lawl. Wondering how I had his cashcards with me ? Hahas. Long story. but felt guilty bout it too. Coz a loooong time ago, i had an overdue fine. and i was scared uhh how to pay them without mommeh knowing about it. and then i saw two cashcards lying on his bed. so i took both and tried uh. and then sekali bolehh. so i keep it till now uh. but i gave it to mom just now and i guess she will pass it to bro later or something. haish i dunno laaa. he dosent realize it though coz he had loads of cashcards laa. I felt guilty coz i took it and kept it till now. hmmmm how how how ? HELP NEEDED EH PEOPLE! :))) okeh so yeah went back home and watched the Tyra Show of course. guess whats the topic today ; its dead interesting btw. its Does Attractiveness Gets you Furthur In life ? You know what she did ? She got these twins. Identical ones. Kate and Anne. And then they made kate look ugly. and send both of them to the city and try to get ppl to do a short questionaire. And guess what. No one did for Kate sia.. Omg!!! Sooo sedih sey! Some actually went ; eurgh! Omg. and for Anne ppl went; anything for someone who looks like you. Gawddd! So if you guys say ; no beauty is nothing then think of that experiment. But actually eh Both pretty to the max siaaa! And i think Kate is much more prettier than Anne though they are actually identical. Haish Life life. And then there this gurl , wait whats her name, Oh yes Sheena. This Sheena has never never ever never ever went out of house without 3 hours of make up. Never! Since she was fourteen makeup was apart of her life. And guess how much time she took to wash her face ? 2ominutes. Damnnn. And to think of it. I can be tooo lazy to even rinse it. Boohoo. Hahas. and guess what they did to her. Tyra challenged her to go out and walk along the streets in the city without the least bit of makeup. And without false hair and stuff. And guess what. She cried after she took 30 minutes cleanign off her face. Its like she couldnot see her face without makeup. Imust admit she look different without it. But she cried like emotionally cried tau. Even along the streets. And when she asked how are you at people they just kept quiet and continue walking. Damnnnn! So what do you think - Does Attractiveness Gets you Furthur in life ? Think eh people! Okay so like i said just now in the bank some whatever people. I was standing behind these two malay girls. Both are stylish in a way. The way they dressed. but its kindda over too. One had the whole hair kindda blonde like a broom and then tied up. As in high up! And she makes it look so like erm berambu like that. And another one had black and the stripes of orange hair. with sickening irritating fringe. And she went around talking on her phone. Even when we are in the middle of the line , she actually sort of pushed me to get out of it to alk on the phone. pathetic sia! and guess what she went out of the line and then when we are close to the end she joins the line back with her fren. Damn tooting nak mampus sey! Irritating!! If shes pretty eh i dont mine tau. U noe the type of fair faces liek chinese and sloppy looking eyes and then wear stripes dress- tight one to show her not flat stomach. And then fugging dont have the ability to smile. What is happening uh to the world ? Is is because i wear the veil which makes me look like somekind of Minah Tudung ? And every time i go to the bank i will surely see one young malay couple with a small boy - their son. Nothing special i know. But its sweet to see them together. Like how they manage stuffs together. TV always show that once the girl had given birth jer the guy cabut laa whateverlaa. but then what i see in reality just now was sweet. Of course im not accusing blindly saying that the girl went overboard before marriage nie sumer , im not saying that; but the guy had tatoo nie sumer im sure ada aper2 kan but aper2 dosent mean the ending is also aper2. Faham ? Keh nvm laaa. Just that i think whatever that's in TV is not always true. The guy-girl staring into the eyes scene does not always happen. And bad things guys leaving girls in bad conditions does not always happen too. i said that coz the prev time i went to a bank pon theres this mamat who wore long sleeve but not long enough to cover his tatoo which i believe was from his arms all the way to his wrist. And with him is a young lady and erm if im not mistaken there a baby too. cuteee. btw the baby just now waved at me before i went back uhh. and his dad saw. hahaks. ehemmmm:) soooo yeah i guess thats about it. Im thinking about something else but i think this posts kindda long already. i will talk bout it in the next post. I need to confirm somethign ferst. :) oh btw these are some pics for my new house. notice that the walls have a frame thang there. and speakers are hanging on walls instead of standing on floors. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() okay till hee yeah people. enjoy urslef. have a good nite and a good day ahead tomorrow. enjoy and fun forget ur god/religion whatever. for the muslims Allah :) ~sher<3ryannn
Sunday, December 17, 2006
realpost
i apologise for the frequent black-coloured posts nowadays.
hoho. the reason is - i copied those surveys from other people's blog who uses black as their font colour. and my bg is black. so you cant see. if anything like that happens again just highlight the whole thing if you want to read kays. hahaks. sorry ehh mally and zaraa! :) aitessss. yesterday guess what ? my house's living room was renivated by some men. hahaks it looks so different now. it looks bigger and more spacious. reason being. erm its hard to explain heree. we used to use those big and long cupboard to keep our vcd dvd equaliser and stuffs. but now we don use those big types. we bought a small one and put it on one side and its permanently there. like its glued ? and ull think the wires are all over the place rite ? nonono. all the wires are inside the wall and wooden planks. and we've got 2 speakers on the 2 corners of our walls. and one plasma tv in the centre. ill try to get an old pic of my house and then a new one aitesss. hahaks. i bukan kembang uhhhh. tapi macam best laaa. imagine uh. ur house in spore is being renovated into what seemed like a brand new house which is kindda big. and then ure gonna get a new and biggger house in Malaysia. and and its semidetacheddoublestory pulak tuu. keh diam. hahahaks ehhhhh i cant find any picsss uhhhhh! damn damn damn! nanti my dad bangun i will ask him aites. but but i do have some pics of the showroom for my house in malaysia. hahaks. note SHOWROOM. kay. dont say in future -"eh shera bedek sey! cakap tu rumah dier abeh sekarang ckp tk" memang tak pon aperr! Hahahas. Its not my house kay. but its like this. okaysss. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() keh keh then todays stufff. woke up at before 7 for the first time in almost two months. :) hahaks feeeels great. waited fer dad to come back. and then bathe and dried my hair. and bla3. get dressed and guess what ? i didnt know how to wear my cullotes. Astaraghfirullahalazim!!! Omg i was like panicking which side the pocket on the left ke on the right ? hahaks then i started thinking of the pockets. it seems wierd to have my pockets on the left so i wore in on the right uhhh. and luckily i was right when i saw some WrssGals from my dad's car. hahahaks. mepekkkkk but heyyy. scaryyyy. hahas this year the bursary collection thing wasss damn damn much better. its very organised that i got my money in what 3 minutes ? but what pisses me the most are Aunties or shall i say Nyonyas - who are sooooo bloody damn kiasu about their children getting the money that they actually squeeze in the queue with their children. i dont mind that really. i mean you have to show supprt laa kan towards ur primary school kid but pleaseeee have some common sense that if you are holding a darn wet umbrella dont carry it together with you and que in the packed line and have people's skirts and shorts wet because of ur bloody umbrella. like wtfff sia! common sense uh! typical sporeans sey when you mention money fuhlamakkkk! macam nak perang sey! bloody uh some people! and guess what she keeps on like u noe tell her child in chinese i think , something like, hurry up go into that line. hurryhurryhurry. omgggg. that kid studied so hard and then you are the kiasu one bout the money. damnit! and then cant be bothered to say sorry. damnit! so effing irritating. luckyly im in a good mood or else ill just scream that F word at her. like what the helllll ajaaa! and then later we went for breakfast somewhere at marsiling. dad asked me to order the drinks at the stall. and Ej followed me. We queued and then there was this Aunty or again shall i call them Nyonyas. who was one of the workers for that stall . standing and then looked at me with a F-up face. and went. nyonya : what you want ? packet ? me : no. 2 milo ice and nescafe. nyonya : *raising her voice a bit.* packet or what ? me : no... cup. [read that as : eh muthertoot! did u give the right options ? u said packet or WHAT ? What is what sia ? and then when i said no then not packet uh u mean u hv something else other than packet and cup issit ? maybe u offer a special service whereby ppl can order milo and drink them from a toiletsink or sumting. ] *im sooo darn patient sia!* nyonya : *raising her voice again* WHAT you want ? me : curse and swears under my breathe* 2 milo ice and nescafe. * i just followed whatever my dad asked to order btw* nyonya : *still high voice* SPORE WHERE GOT NESCAFE! me : whatever *rollls eyes and wlakes to the counter* you see, what effing toot on earth is she doing there asking me what i want when the real palce where im supposed to order my drinks and get them is, the counter ? bloodytootingbiathesmenseriously! and then the person who did the drinks. just threw my change on the counter and expect me to pick up all the effing coins she threw and guesss what she said? bloodynyonya2: hurryup hurryup! faster faster! me : thanks. [ read that as : ur dad's effing head's uh! u threw my change and asked me to hurry up. like which mosttt suay parents on earth got you as their daughter huh ? effingmuthetootingcreaturesdoexsistmen!] and then when i was eating. the ferst nyonya went to this uncle behind me and she sort of nagged about something uh. but not nagged about the uncle. nagged about someone else. nyonya : something in chinese followed by ... mind your words uh! bla3. omgggg. looks who talking huh lil biatch ? i think its you who needs to mind ur words tht exsisted in your poorly almost empty vocab bank, omggg. darah naik sampai langit seyy! effing ppl! omggg. helll. and those banglas love staring at me ehhh ? maybe im dark and they thought im an Indian who wants to go after them. or in their eyes, im some hindustan heroines ? . ehhhh F-offf uh you ppl! im not saying u noe like im pretty and stuff! but serious uh! tak pernah nampak perempuan or what sia ? whats their problem uhh. i hate it like to the most effing max tauu. and i will usually raise my left eyebrow and pout my lips likesome lost gangsta. what they stare at me. but then some other ppl think i step fierce pulak. damnit uhhh! omgg im so sick seyy! even when i wear selendang and makeup my face which dosent make it look that dark - they will still stare! omggggg. please uh eh! a lot have been said today. im so sick thinking of it. especially the nyonyas at the coffeshops. bloooodytootppl! haish sporespore! :( keh bye i dah dapat duit seyyy! ~shera<3ryan
Saturday, December 16, 2006
suveyyy
another survey from raden's bloggieeee. im sooo bored. and no one tagged. sedih nyerrr. 1. Are you currently mad at someone? `ermmm not really. 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? ` ermm heh. really dunno that. mom/dad/bro haha 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyones face? `hahaks yesss. veryyy rude eh kiter. 4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? `nonono. im too dark to see any red stuff on my face hahas. 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? `both. 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? `erm not really a party just sumthing memorable from my frens on my bdae. 2. Are you easily excited? ` yes yes. jakunnn gitu. 3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? `erm presentation of the edusave money. and pleaseee after so many wks/mnths, j.b ? 4. Which of your friends is most excitable? `my sisters, my classmates, all my lovable bunch of bitches. :) [bitch read:girls] 5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? `divide them into whatever that i wanna buy and give mumdadbro a bit. 6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be? `westlife the love album laaa pleaseeee. SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name? `Shahirah Binte Samsudin [fuhhhh i likeeee] 2. Where were you born? `kk hospital for woman and children. 3. What's your main goal in life? `go to NUS. work in the media. be a singer&actress. marry leerya or his lookalike and made my parents the most happiest ppl on earth. 4. Do you want to have children? `yeah in future insyallah. 5. How do you want to die? `in any way that Allah has set for me. may allah let me live longer. OPINIONS. 1. Sex before marriage? `against my religion. and oh how cheap. 2. Lower the drinking age? `against my religion anyway. dont need that. 3. Gay Marriage? `against my religion. allah jauhkan pleasee!! 4. Recycling? `i encourage that reallly. LOVE 1. Do you have a crush? `uhuhhhhh. 2. Who is the best hugger that you know? ` erm i dunnnno.. 3. Do you believe in love at first sight? `yes yes. but whatevers laaa eh Q&A Q: How many beds were you in yesterday? `1 sofabed and 1 single bed. ehh wait what actually do u mean uhh ? Q: What color shirt are you wearing? `pink and black. Q: Name one thing that you do everyday? `computer. Q: How much cash do you have on you right now? `i dunnno. i see sum 2 dollars note in wallet. maybe 6/8. Q: I can't wait till...? `a day where i can meet leeryan/westlife/ct/blue/beckham/lampard and pashaaa!!!! Q: Who got you to join Friendster? `old fren jasmine. Q: Is Jack on your friends list? `errrrm... no dont think so. Q: Look to your left. What's there? `walllll. Q: What's the last thing you borrowed from someone? `errrmm gawd i cant even remember that. Q: What website(s) do you visit the most? `la-shera,leeyran,shanefilan,westlifeofficial,ctnurhaliza,chelsea,realmadrid,dbeckham, zara's,kiirah's,nures's,nate's,raden's,frenster,myspace,suria,blogger,blogskins,wikipedia, unguofficial, ireansmusicpage, and moreeeeeey uhh. Q: Do you have plants in your room? `nooooo. i will breathe most of the oxygen anw. Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? `nothign just that my feets are itchy. Q: What city was your last taxi ride in? `gawddd. i never take taxis siaaa. last was like earlier this year maybe ? Q: Most recent time you were really upset? `reallllly upset ? erm mondae maybe. _______Last________ 1.Person you saw not in your family: `some chinese girl 2. Hugged: `no oneeee. winnie the pooh maybe ? 3. Movie watched: `titanic. hahahahahhas! laugh uhh. 4. Song you listened to: `sampai menutup mata -acha _______Today________ 1. What are you doing now? `this sruvey. 2. What are you doing tonight: `read my lastt storybooks./ 3. What are you going to eat for dinner: `nasi anddd sambal tumis telur drooling siaa. 4. What are you doing tomorrow? `finish up freaking maths hw finish up last book. 5. Do you have to work?: `nopesss. ________Currently_________ 1. Currently love someone: `fam. leeryan. pashaaa<3 2. Like someone: `erm nope. hahas. 3. Does someone like you: `nopeee. today was basically just sitting at home and thenlater had to do some werk coz tmr renovation will be going on. mini renovation uh. keh adiosss uh! im not doing any writing todae! byee ~shera<3ryan>
Friday, December 15, 2006
correction
corrections and tag rpelies.
aites i wanna make some corrections to my dec12 post. i really wanna apologise to any parties whom i have already affected in that posts. that post was just to voice out what i think about out industry and that i have faith that we could improve. it is not in any way or another to criticise our country or whatsoever . why would i do that when im a sporean and all i do is shake legs at home and not contributing to spore ? so yeah hope ppl understand. like i said i really believe spore can do it. so the corrections.
chupachups : hahaks realllly ke ? keh nnt dia kembang uhhh. SLIB Mooneera : hey kak moon im finee! i will miss you too dear! u tc and enjoy ur new phase of life kay hahas. i will link u asap :) umirah : hey dear im sosorry i dont even know u tukar link .sorry sorry. i will link asap. raden : thanks fer d info. i already did corrections. yeah i kindda agree too lil opportunities. all the current talents are wasted. and yesss orang kiter suka orang sana. but ms suka indon music but theirs laku jugak kann ? farah : JULIETTT!!! <3 hahaks. entertian urself dearrr! i misss u siaaa! zara : hellloo! haha i will worry like of course! hahaks. i will find sum ways uhh! hahas ct? nono.. u will be our next ct. ure soo loyal to her hahaks. :) u tc too kays dear! nana : i already comment dear nicee skin there. i will relink asap. nures : omg omg u nieee ehh.. ure olwaes in my mind laa dey! keh maybe not always but i will nvr forget you kay. u tarok tagbrd laa then ull noe i nvr forget you. hari2 i visit ur site tau. BS: helllo there!! i just realized that too. im so sorry for that mistake. i really thought shes in there hahas. i already made the corrections. hoho.. hennywyas imran is kindda hawt huhh ahahahs kehd ah bye ~shera<3ryan
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
survey and kiiirahhh
I didnt know i willl missss syakiirah a malik soooo freaking much.
i think i will die if she dosent sign in the msn by tonight. haishhhh. :) hennyways another survey. hehehe. Name 3 schools you went to: + wdls ring primary, greenwood pri, wdls ring sec. Name 3 things in your purse/backpack: + wallet, powder, mirror. Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed: + listen to realllly soothing music , cry cry cry , sleep. Name 3 favorite fruits: + WATERMELON!! apple mango and many moree. Three names you go by: + shahirah shera mrsleeryan(kay perasan) Three of your Favorite foods: + sambal udang!-omg , crabs , meekuah merah Three of your favorite song: + a bloody loads laa. currently when a child is born lee ryan, total eclipse of the heart westlife , seperti yg dulu ungu. Three things you are wearing right now: + woodlands ring primary purple tshert, PAN pants, cap. Three words you say a lot: + omg, per jer, haish Three people you hate the most: + ermmmm those people who cant ind anything better than bombing other countries and cities. | T | h | e | W | h | o | s | Who is in the house with you? + with my younger brother. Who did you get this survey from? + raden/ What are you thinking about right now? + syakirah. Who did you last talk to on the phone? + someone form the singet services. Who do you sit next to in your 3rd period class? + atikah chiqa baby Who was the last person you told you loved? + ehhh ader laaa. lee ryan laa senang crite hahaha Who do you wish you were with right now? + syakirahhh and shaffy. Who gets on your nerves the most at school? + erm joel ? | T | h | e | W | h | e | r | e | s | Where do you live? + wdls. Where is your phone? + what phone? Where is/are your parent(s)? + both working rite now. Where do you sleep? + on my bed on my bro's room where did you get the shirt you are wearing? + woodland ring pri school. Where is the last place you took a ride to? + ermm wait i cant even remember ? T | h | e | W | h | a | t | s | What was the last thing you ate? + chicken wing. What color shirt are you wearin? + top purple bottom black. What is the closest item near you that is blue? + my treasure box. What do you like best about school? + studies frens teachers people talk communicate new stuffs eyecandy(not really) prefacts What is your favorite color? + red white black pink blue. What is your favorite? + what favourite ? lee ryan is my fav. heheh./ What kind of surgery have you had? + nonneee. | T | h | e | W | h | e | n | s | When did you start school? + ermmm nursery like erm 5yrs old ? When did you last go to the mall? + erm last 2 wks i gues. When did you last burn a candle? + loooooong time ago. When did you last see your dad? + yest nite. When was the last time you fell in love? + a few days ago. haishhhh... misssss my frens a lot seyy. and omggg hwere is syakiirah ? hahaks keh nevermind ill wait but i miss u alot laa babe! hennywyas ppl read my previosu posts uh kay if u hv the time. all right i guess much have been said . bye ~shera <3 ryan
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
horrible truth
helllo. Ive not been updating coz theres nothing much to talk about really.
I was at home these past few days. I wanted darn badly to go Jb yetd. Serious. And then it was canceled. Canceled tau. Not like u replace Jb with another place or sumting. Practically canceling it. Omg. I went to sleep straight away after mom told me that. Effit sia. Im so pissed. I mean like come one laa. Think! Today was just home. But today, i seem to discover some horrible truth. First was this erm afternoon around 1 +. I on the comp and then search about someone who the internet. Well, you could have guessed it laa, He's a star. But not LEE kay. And i discover something which makes me feel like 'NO MOOD!' And then just now i bathed and before that as usual i tried my acting skills, u should know this, toilet is alwyas the place where i do a million and one things, like practise to sing, act, compose songs, pretend im on a talk show, or whatever. You might think that its soo perasan like that. But think of it, if you are me, and those that i mention , are the things that u want most in life, dont you think it will bug u even for just a bit to actually pretend that u are actually doing it already. ? So hennyways i was pretending to act, and then this 'role' that I acted out just now, actually became real, it is exactly whatever that's happening right now in my life, and it is exactly whatever that im feeling right now. And because of that experience i brought that role very well, that it was soo easy for me to cry when acting that role. You might think like ha-ha ? But try laa acting a role which you have experience in. Im sure ull feel that its super easy to really 'hayati' that role. Keh so that was second. And finally, arghhhh this is the worst worst worst of all uhhhh. I realised that ..... I have Big with a capital B boobs. Not just that. Big & Ugly Ones. I mean, like yes I know i have big boobs from like what, primary school ? But I didnt know they are those ugly and like its not exactly Big you know. The exact word is - FAT. Fat & Ugly Boobs. I feel like crying sey. Its like o.m.g !!!. Call me gross and disgusting and whatever else. Coz yes it is. I have to admit. Haishhh. People out theree do you know if theres any way , i mean it , a n y , ways to make it smaller or anything that will make it look okay. and not soo saggy. ehhh sedih siaaa. hennyways, I just spread that weighty and smoothe sunsilk lotion on my hair. I have to admit it makes my hair a bit smooth and yes weighty. But like by putting that when i touch it its like oily. haishhh. and dad was very very extremely nice to get me TWO handbook for next year. One of them is a handbook as in a proper one - with the diff months divider, with the diff months planner , i sungguh love that kind of thing. And another one is a really thick book. Just a plain notebook but with a content page. Cool. I mean i need that kind of things coz im veryyy organizedd! cheyy! <3it! Yesterday bought my books too. Of course it costs the most laa for me. And i havent look through them like i always do like during primary school or sec1/2. Heh. I will asap. ;) Haish Life Life. You know what guys ? U'll find me doing loads of new stuffs this week. Not doing new stuffs as in find something that ive never done before and then do it. NoNo. Its like do something that no one has done before. But its not the activity thats new, the end product is the new stuff. Get it ? Keh like writing an essay - that has been done by millions of people by now im pretty sure, but the end product - ur essay - thats the new thing. thats is the new thing which is offically urs. So I guess in the coming days or weeks, you'll realise there are some new things coming from me. But do you know why i do those things ? [Im hoping that those ppl who got disgusted at what i said about me pretending to be a star and stuffs are still reading coz i guess this will pretty much explain to you guys.] See, acting and singing , is really a big thing for me. I really wanna do it. I want it a lot. Singing - I wanna be like Siti Nurhaliza , what about her ? The fact that 1) she is the champion of a singing contest and got a record deal . 2) she has a new album every single year. Except for her third album, every other album consist of original songs which are meant for her. 3) she made it into Malaysia's market and then Singapore and then Indonesia. 4) she won hundreds of awards in all these years. 5) she had a concert at the prestigious royal albert hall. & countless concerts and mini ones in Singapore Indonesia and needless to say Malaysia. Acting - I wanna be like Rosyam Nor (Sorry but i had to pick him instead of a girl) , so what about him ? The fact that 1) He acts in countless dramas. And his actings are super duper very good. 2) He acts in counltess films. And his acting are again darn good. 3) He won soo many award just based on acting. 4) He establishes himself in Malaysia and Singapore. Im not sure about Indonesia. (coz we are dying to watch their drama there i doubt they will kill to watch ours.) Keh so look at the both of them. They are from Malaysia. And do you realize how weak is our acting and music industry compared to Malaysia ? Do you think it is easy for me , or okay maybe not me , maybe Hady Mirza or Hyrul Anuar, Issit ez for them to be like Siti ? Or maybe erm whos that anugerah skrin champion ? Erm whatever laa, lets say Muhammad keh , do u think its ez for muhammad to be like Rosyam? No its not. Its very hard. Look at taufik batisah , his first album in 2004 and they were cover versions of all the songs he sang thruout spore idol, that album was a huge hit and when did he realese his next ? Just a few weeks/months back in 2006 ? It took him 2 years to come out with an album which i assume are all original songs. Look at talented people like Hazrul Nizam, after the song kau segalanya , where is he now ? No debut albums no nothing. Of course there is a hawt him and countless performance of Kau segalanya which im sure he is tired of too. Eka Mairina , i heard she releases a debut album sometime ago this year if im not mistaken. and she won Anugerah erm 2 yrs back i think. See ? Eka such a great singer took time to get an albumdone. And people like Akmal , Jai , Rudy where are they ? Hyrul Anuar - im not so sure about him though but if im right, he hasnt got an album yet rite ? so SEEE ? Its hard. And then we've got the Beats Society or sumting by Imran Ajmain, he is also very talented and he has very talented ppl under B.S like Lady E, Freaky Z, Sleeq and stuff. Are they gonna have albums ? Or issit just geeeeeegs (read : gigs) ? People like Fuad and Man Toyak where are their rock albums ? Or issit just rock geeeeeegs jugak ? I am not not not not not not not not looking down on them or anything. NO! because i know its hard. How are those people up there ever gonna be like SitiNurhaliza ? Who firstly became popular through competitions which most of them mentioned above have achieved, next how are they gonna be like ct who releases an album every year ? How ? Its hard coz we dont have people like Adnan Abu Hassan or Ajai or MNasir in Singapore who can compose songs for them. Without albums how are they gonna go into other countries market ? And then how to do a concert ? And how to win awards ? Its very super duper hard. Thats why im working really hard. IN THE TOILET. Think hard about it. To firstly win a singing competition in spore is not ez because im not good. But then i will practise and then to release and album each year is not ez coz like i said we dont have those composers in ms here in spore, thats why i learn to compose my own songs, im still learning, so that , if i cant help others, i can at least help myself, considering im already a recording artist. with an album every single year, i can establish into other countries markets, and bla3. Again you might think im very the perasantan. but insyallah i wanna and i will make this dream come true. See its not just for me kay. Its for the whole of Singapore. One of ct's earlier aims is sumting like to make malaysia music industry better and i think she hits tt aim already tho its not obvious. I really think Singapore cannnnnn do it! We have soooo many stars rite now A LOTT! A LOT of stars but TOO FEW opportunities . Its not fair kann. Acting. Singapore malay acting industry isnt that bad uhh. I can see a lot of efforts has been put in by Suria. we used to hv only 1 malay singapore drama per week tauu. And the rest are indon dramas , malaysian dramas , or maybe simply magazine-like shows. But now i think we hv 2. Which is an improvement kann ? But we hv to keep improving. If not the how are our heroes and heroines like aaron aziz nurul aini rima melati suzairhe ever gonna be like Rosyam who acted in countless drama when theres only 2 local malay drama per week ? How are they gonna act in countless films when theres not even one local malay film being produced yet ? Am i right ? I apologise if i said anything wrong but im pretty sure that even if im wrong it musnt be that much of a diff . continue... how are they gonna win countless awards ? but i suppose that should be fine becuase they are good actors and we are competing in singapore which is small. continue.. how are they gonna be known in Malaysia if we dont produce no.1) a lot and no.2) very super duper good dramas that Malaysia will buy from Suriatv12 and if we dont produce countless blockbuster films which im sure Malaysia will sell. ? Hard kannn. Not ez seyyy. Especially acting uh.. Its like a matter of whther the produces wants you, its not ur album sales or sumting. But whatever it is I KNOW I BELIEVE AND IM VERY SURE THAT SINGAPORE CAN DEFINITELY DO IT. we can be as good as them if we work hard enough and not just win singing competitons and just be popular but doesnt contribute anything. kan kan kan ? so lets all pray that all our current stars will have something in future that will make us special just like Malaysia and Indonesia are. Phewwww. And to think of it. I wanna be a part of these whole thing to make Singapore better! hahahaks. Insyallah Insyallah Insyallah :) i thinkkk tooooo much have been said so yeah byeee. ~shera<3lee ryan (even lee ryan career is slowing down lawl)
Monday, December 11, 2006
survey2
nothing much to update about. did this survey found at raden's blog.
ur name or ur nick? = my name is to be used in all official stuff and i would of course want everyone to know me as shahirah binte samsudin but i guess shera is a name that my frens used fer convenience. coke or pepsi? = erm anything actually but heh coke maybe ? pink or blue? = both. pink and blue matches well btw. black or red? = both both. ehhh all 4 my favourite colours uhh plus white heh. jackets or hoods? = erm none actually. flip flops or sneakers? = flipflops spaghetti or pizza? = none. hehehehe. pen or pencil? = erm both at diff situations. earrings or studs = none. couldnt wear them. but it used to be studs. television or computer? = bothhhh. cant live without any of these. friendster or msn? = msn. friendster or myspace? = friendster. maths or science = both. but more of maths maybe. art or d&t? = art heh. dnt = omg. gurlz or boyz as fwenz? = gurlssss. im sooo not close to any guy frens. haha stae at home or hang outz? = home sweet home. smsing or hog on da fone? = none none. noisy or quiet? = both at diff times. sister or brother? = i hv 2 brothers yayyy! kittens or hamsters? = omfggggg! none none none. omggg. hady or taufik? = heh. looks ? voice ? whatever. anything laaa. both are d idols ritee ? honeydew or papaya? = honey d- you. adidas or PUMA? = adidas. caps pants shirts lovely. sling bag or haversack? = haversack haha.s slingbag or handbag? = handbag. loveee. raisins or prunes? = yuckiesss take fotox or take ppl fotox? = bothh.. but prefer ppl to take MY photos ashahaks. smile or frown? = erm smile most of the tyme but frowned when i feel so stepppp hahaks evanescence or fergie? = hehe. actually i dont listen much to both . both are goood. evanescence where vocals is concerned and fergie where img and dancing abilities abilities. haha like real ? chocolates or candies? = chocoss!! pri or sec? = erm seccc maybee. being a kid or teenager? = kid maybe ? brown hair or red hair? = none. nak natural jugakkk. normal belts or stud belts? = normal uh. like as if ppl can see my belts ? prawns or fish? = PRAWNSSS!!!!<3>
Friday, December 08, 2006
survey
50 typical question! 1. Are u photogenic? - yes yes super duper very. 2. What time do you go to bed? - 5 am latest this week. 3. What was the last thing you did before this? - bathe heh. 4. Who's the one you always meet the most? - my fam. erm thats all ? 5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help? - friends, sensible ppl like kiirah&zara 6. What's on your mind right now ? - just that dreaaam :) 7. What do you prefer?americanidol/malaysian idol? - erm. malaysia's closer ? haha 8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun? - my family , kiirah&shaffy , the rest :) 9. What movie do u wanna watch now? - step up. dah lamaaa tau. tapi takpa. 10. When was the last time you went out? - hahs. i dun even noe that ? 11. What do you hate the most for now? - bedbugsss like fc*k! 12. What do you do everyday besides eat & sleep? - computer read karaoke movies 13. Colors that make you happy ? -white pink red black! :):) 14. Most fave thing in your room ? - computerrrr :) and bed 15. Miss someone? - ermmm lets seee... yess. kiirahshaffy n frens 16. Plan to buy something? - a top maybe. 17. Are you satisfied with your life now? - alhamdullilah for now! 18.Do you like seafood? - yes yes loveee it 19.Breakfast or dinner? -bfast. 20. like chocolates? -loveee it 21.Do you have a laptop? - nopess. 22. What's your favorite food from fast food? - erm well normal mcdee meals. heh. 23. Cats or dogs? - NONEEE!!!! omggg cats drive me crazy siaaa. extinct uh sana. 24. Salty or sweet ? - both hehehe. 25. City or country? - both laa keluar masuk boleh kan ? 26. Is kissing normal for your age? - ehhh tak boleh okayy harammsss. 27. Are you athletic? - ewwww sorry ehhh. kalau boleh pergi kedai pon nak naik kereta aja. 28.favorite bands for now? - now ? nono. FOREVERR! - WESTLIFEE =) & yeah, BLUE. 29. Do you have your own cell phone? - nopess. but i guess imma get it from bro or sumting heh dun give a damn actually. 30. What do you wear to bed? - tshirt and pants. 31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school? -high school ? not even theree yett. im in middle school noww. and yes i do hv crushes on teachers. 32. Coke or pepsi? - anythingggg 33. sugar or spice? - spice. 34. Can you use chopsticks? - nono.. i will hopld it like pens and pencils. 35. Do you care about getting goodgrades? - yessss babey! good grades is everything in lifee. 36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class? - yeah but ince the teacher woke me up i step sakit hahas to avoid scoldings. 37. Get a job or ask your parents for money? -neither. but if i want it i just ask from them hehehe. 38. Is your mom strict? - yeahhh. super duper very but reasonable laaa. 39. Do your parents give you enough privacy? - hehehe. up to me to answer okay. but i guess im pretty olrite . 40. Do your parents trust you? - im sure they do.they have to. but i budak baik i wont do anything bad. :) 41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friend(s)? - nooooo! they play big roles in life. serious. esp kiirah uh. 42. Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves? -heh. sumtymes 43. Do you make friends quickly? - yeah kindda. im frenly. 44. Do you tell your mom everything? - yesss im not secretiveee. but of course laa ada benda tk bilang. 45. What do you & your parents fight about most? -"tak kemas rumah!!" "mengadap komputer satu hari" 46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u. What will u do to her/him? - love cant be forced kan. so wish him the best. but before i go curse him tt hell nvr get anyone hahas.. tk laaaa 47. Can u sing or rap? - i can singg! i love to sing.. i need eminem's lungs to rap. 48. If u have one wish , who would u make ur wife/husband for life? - leeRYANNNNN! i trulyy lovee him =) or PASHAAA! gawd cair guee 49. What do u think bout this survey? - okayyy uhh 50. Would u do another survey such as this? - yeah sureee. can uhh.. not bad laa heheh. okaaay. so yeah a survey to fill my time. i reallly lovee that dreamm ~sheraLOVEryan
Thursday, December 07, 2006
the most beautiful dream ever
today i woke up at 4pm sharp.
i slept at 5am yetd. after watching man u's match which they dissapointingly won by 2 goals leading. yesterday night or rather this morning i had the mosttttt beautiful dream ever in my life. yess the most. :) i woke up and im allll smiles. im in the veryyy best of mooods today. verrrry happy. in fact i tried to get back to sleeep and repeat alll that. oh Allah please make that scene come true. serious. to those who knows bout my syariff-dream, thatss nothing soo zero compared to thiss. kehhh i think i can go obsesssed. im mad today. i smile to myself talk to myself hahaha. kehhh im offf. bye shera<3ryan
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
survey n skin
1. what is your name?
- shahirah binte samsudin 2. what song are you listening to now? - La Donna Che Vorrei by Lee Ryan <333333> 3. do you love or hate yourself? - i love myself. but sumtimes i do hate myself . 4. why? - i love myself coz this is and not anyone else. sumtimes i hate myself coz u noe mistakes doing things without thinking 5. would you marry someone who's not the same race as you? - oh yesss! 6. if you could do something now, what will it be? - sing with lee ryan. and make an album 7. do you have any interest in anything? - acting - i wanna be an actress sumday - singing - i reallly badly wanna be a singer sumday too. - editing photos - but seriosuly no plans of serious stuffs. 8. do you have your own bed? - yesss. sofabed youuu . 9. who was the last person you texted? - no oneee. not texting anyone. 10. do you like that person? - heh. ghosttt ? 11. are you chatting with anyone on msn? - yepss. kak ana kak ida atikah 12. what is the time now? - 11.47pm 13. any plans for later? - erm nothing much. blogskinning editing photos man u/benfica, real madric/dynamokyv 14. who do you think is funny?? - senario. hahaks lame but funny n cute. 15. do you regret doing anything? - a loooot of things like damnnit. 16. favourite sports? - soccer, a bit of basketball n badminton. 17. what are you looking forward to? - errrm bugis street invasion with kiirah n shaffy. 18. do you find this thing boring? - uhuhhh. heh. 1 9. do you wish to be someone else? - nopeee. but i just wish im nicky or shane or beckhams' wifey. or better still one of lee ryan most serious gf. muackz 20. have any wishes now? - just 3 lil wish i wish god could pleasee grant themm . oh btw peeps. i did another skin for raden. do visit her blog nowww. keh byee ~sheraloveryan
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
new skin
ahahahs finally the new skin is up !
hahaks theme : film. and and i thought of that sentence "life is the longest film..." i just thought it was nice hehe. sooo howw ? okay tk ? ohhhh btw people a new skin usually comes with a new song. this tyme it is literally a new song. it is soooo damn lovely. you must listen to it get ittt ? anyone who wants tt song can cum and get it from me . keh you enjoy kay loveeee u all ~sheraRYAN
Monday, December 04, 2006
happy bdae afieee
![]() ![]() Yesterday,3rdDecember, was Afie's birthday. ahahaha. Okeh hmmm jus now i was browsing my recycle bin i saw this picture. hahahaks. A picture when i was performing during greenwood idol back in 2004. hahahks. I didnt win tho. I got second place. haha. but but guess who voted for me ? i mean other than my friends , the principal and vice principal. pheeweet . cheyyy. ![]() i still have those photos as in the photos yg dah cuci nyerr. they are in my treasure box. hahaks. and then i saw my Opening Ceromony Musical concert photos. Hahaksss. I acted as the mother with a very buruk n kesian face who goes begging round for water. Pheeweet. gereek. Thats why i wanna join the ELDDS club next year.. coz i loveee drama n acting. And i plan to go for some sining competitions next year coz i loveee singing hahahks. keh so i took the photos of those photos. dont blame me eh kalau tk clear. Mls nak keluarkan scanner which i dunno how to pasang and use. heh :) ![]() this was during primary 4 . greenwood pri. entered the berlakon dan puisi and won second. in fact we get to perform at national level. and im tt yellow cikgu. faten is the one hugging me. Digression and persan section : Itulah gambar2 sayer waktu sayer ligat berkecimpung dalam bidang nyanyian dan lakonan. memang cukup menyeronokkan. dan saya harap saya akan lebih aktif pada masa hadapan. terima kasih kepada sume yang menyokong saya. haha.. perasan seyyy. and this is a picture of me back in 1999. i went for the NASA world tour. Kononnyer nak jadi Austranaut(sp) laaa kirekan. hahahks tapi cute kann ? with suit and the mic sume rhahahsk besttt. ![]() anw yetd i cleaned my room laa dan ubah elok hahas cam real. just change the furniture position and now my room looks bigger. besttt. hahaks so yeah i foudn all those stuff laa. best seyy. todae i hv to kemas all the school stuffs - those in my bags and those i the cupboard, and then kemas my cupboard (the rest of the stuffs other than school stuff) and almari baju !! hahaks kehhh one dae nak ki jlnjln dgr kiirah and shaffy keh best! kehhh dahhh/ my desktop wallpaper dah tukar tu LEE RYAN DECEMBER CALENDER. i change in every month. and its all lee ryan. if not then my face. or ct nurhaliza or sumting =) keh daaaaah im doneee byee ~shera<3ryann
Friday, December 01, 2006
2 hearthrobs
heyy hahah guess what imma do nowww ?
keh im gonna talk mostly bout two hearthrobs one of which is already the topic since theres prison break , Michael Scofield or rather Wentworth Miller. And another one also not anything new to all you who watches One Tree Hill and im sure Syaza is one of them and he is Lucas Scott or Chad Michael Murray. kehhh actuallly sumtimes chad looks older but actually went is much older nearly 10 years older. Chad is 25 nowww. and is soo sadly engaged hahahs. oh by the way , only kiirah knows what happen but there was once i wass so excited over him then i actually felt sick - my whole body. my feets and arms are shivering. n my stomach had tt nervous feeling. hahaks kelakar sey. sooo their picsss ![]() ![]() ![]() Oh and btw Went was also involve in TWO of Mariah Carey's Music Videos Watch him in it - Hes soo hawtt =) Talking bout house of wax ; its an old movie as in old like not at cinemas and stuff laa but its suchhh a great movie seriously. thoose of you rotting at home. you might want to borrow it from me :) keh im going to woodlands cc to submit my bursary form. hopefully i gett it uhhh~ $250 tauu siaper tk nak kan ? last year i get $300 tauu. This year slacken padahal my results this year much better than last year. hmmm... keh daaaah. i wanna spoil my eyes with westlife's,blue's,beyonce's,mariahcarey's,ctnurhaliza's dvds and vcds plus plus movie marathon errmm Transporter 2,Million Dollar Baby&Maybe Watch Red Eye again :) keh muchh saidddd. oh btw guyss do watch this video kay Eminem performing live 2 songs and loook at the second song he hawtt :) ehhh you guys teeell me laaa when u wanna see my new blogskin + a NEW exclusive songg ? song - not my song i mean. someone's song but new n great :) u all tag keh. say this " im impatient!!" hahaks ~sheraaaa<3 ryannn |