after such a long time

Why seyyyy ? Why does the earth take ONLY
twenty four hours to do one complete rotation about its
axis. Only twenty four hours tau.

Its weird how that two digit which can seem like ages but
can be super duper very short. and very very not enough.

Im sure all my fans, (read: frens, blogmates) are wondering.
Wondering, why hadnt Shera update yet ?
The last post was like .... when uhhh ?
Sumwhere in the first week of school.

2nd week of school - first week of studies
for me and most students.
Two words to describe the whole week.
Horrble and Hectic. Yes it was the maximum.

Everyday i have to spend hours just to
recaps and understanding what my teachers
taught in class earlier. 2-3 hrs.

and ill rest for a bit. yes a BIT.

and then ive got dozens of Hw to be done.
which will take another set of hours.
usually, around 3hrs.

imagine : I reach home @ 2.45pm.
I rest . and oh btw that rest
dosent refer to rest that makes you feel less tired.
its those type where you just slack.
but still feeling tired. hmmph.

usually ill start an hour later.
i had my lunch and stuffs first.
and watch a bit of teevee which in
actual fact refers to watching the advertisements
on tv esp tv3 and tv9 2007 freshbies!.
together with Nia ramadhani smirking while Dimaz Andrean
glared at her by which i will wish deeply he was staring at me instead.
hmph..

so yeah ill start; keh lets put it.
at 4pm aites. and 2-3 hrs.
so ill end at, in between six to seven pm.
thats just for refreshing my mind on the things
that i learn today n understand them okay.
[You might think this is unesseccary. Heck.
Teachers are going fast n theres no time in class to
actually stop and understand first. Its alll
brooooooooooom. everything in one go.]

keh so after that i will chill with mom and then
rest a bit until after the maghrib prayers.

usually dinnner first.
and then ill start at 8.
and ill end at 11 + usually.
earliest was 10+. when everyone in my house
has slept and all the lights are off.
leaving your room just to know that everyone was already
asleep means u can do nothing much urself except sleep.

so ill pack by bag fer like 15 minutess the most.
and then ill do my before-bed routine.
and finally on bed will be around 12.

seee how tiringgg ? not yet, maybe.

try taking alll those emaths and a maths hw.
and do them. damnnnnn it tauuu.

so basically from monday to friday. my day was filled
with STUFFFS. whatever they meant. and weddy was the most
stressing day of all. i had English club earlier. - oh yes ive joined them.
and that night i was like trying to do alllll sorts of maths stuff.
that in the end i just broke down and threw the books and stationaries.
except my favourite pen whom i call lee ryan. :)

i was very tired. and frankly im very stressed out.
and ohhh btw, with all that, the last thing i need is 2 zits popping
on my forehead and cheek respectively.
save me gawd. like you always do.

guess what ? sleeping is my most favourite thing to do now.
not tv not computer not karaoke.
and guss what ? computers are not my favourite object anymore.
thay have been replaced by my favourite pillow and comforter.

i loveeee to sleeeep.
coz thats the only time where i can go
"Hmmph Pashaaaa. i wish wish wish in a million yrs tt you
were mine instead.!". Pasha is the lead singer from Ungu.

Lead singer turns me on eh ? Like him and Ariel peterpan.
Yesss two of my favourite bands from Indonesia -Ungu & Peterpan. :)

Bits of digression there.


My point here is that.
I dont have any time to do anything else which
is not related to school at home. and to be honest
that includes my afternoon bathe tau.

In case any of you thinks that im braggin about the fact
that i studied for more than i-dunno-how-many-hours
then thats up to you kay. If you think its bragging -keh fine.
If you think of sympathy -ooh thanks kindda sweet.
If you think its wow -for me to be able to sit here and type
and still wear a smile on my face, though not now, is really wow.
but its all thanks ti the One up there, Allah S.W.T.

This is a For Your Information section for you guys and myself.
Though i wish that it wasent meant for me.

Im in class 3E1 this year. Yes top classs youuuuu.
Im taking 9 important subbies. They are :
English
Mother Tongue
E Maths
A Maths
Biology
Physics
Chemistry
Social Studies
Geography

*Im just wondering if Britney Spears was refering to her
subject combination list in the song You Drive Me Crazy.
Well, because I am.

So yeah im in 3e1 and taking those subjects.
andddd to add on to it ; im the only malay
in my whole class. Yes. Only!

Sometimes i feel proud but at other times its a torture kay.
It is. You knowwww. Like i told you about not being able to understand
in class. I cant ask anybody cozzz i dont know the people around me.
Like dammmmmnit ehhh.

Okay. so yeah. again if you think
im just bragging about being in top class n stuff.
then maybeee kan i give a suggestion eh,
listen and look carefully tauuu ; i was saying; maybe kannn;
you can just go out there and get a life. Please. with a capital P.

Or maybe try to be in my place.
yes try to be me.
you wudent want okay.


but still i lovee life.
but the sad thing today is that
the time that i usually do recaps and stuff are used for watching
blues clues and then sleep. and so after maghrib the hw time
is used for recaps time. and soo tomorrow will be hw time.
and like damnit advance studies so i wont be lost.


i still wanna be a singer n actress someday.
but i doubt that with a disastrous school life like this
i doubt i can do anything for now.

oh btw i watched Melly goeslaw on by request just now.
I think i wanna be singapore's melly goeslaw. Wowww eh ?
I mean not the fashion part - i soooo dont have any fashion sense
like she does im not creative n brave like she is. but i wanna be her
where the abitlity to sing and most imptly the ability to write super
wonderful songs.


keh berangannnn.
Minah jenin.
heh.

itssss not that bad to dream kay.
since life can be harsh.

cheyyy.
that is COPIEDDD literally from a book.
keh wait let me remember which one.....

oh yes
My almost pic summer. By Something Griffin.

ohhh btw im reading this super think 3-in-1 book.
which is yummy.
but because of time constraint.
haishhhhh. rain rain go away lilttle shera wont sing again.

heh. kehh whatever.

all right babehhhhs!
have a good time ehhh.
keh byeee.


but before that tag replies :

syakiirah : i miss n love you too dear. yes my bdae last yr was
truly amazing because of you guysss. loveee you peeps.

farah : hey darls. happy new yr to you too. gd year ahead yeah.

saj : hey there happy new year to you too yeah babe. do smile
olways too kay hunss. tcc muackz..

shikin : kinnn. wthh ajer kau tauu. no jealous jealous okay. ure much
better than me. luv you.

syakiirah : i loveeee you too dear!

mally : hahahah awww sweet uh awak! i got into 3-1. :)

farah : soory dear. it explained there. sorry kay. muackz

mally : keh done done. love you loads.

shera senior : heyyy omgg! its wonderful eh. same name and dad's
got the same name too. and we got the same nicky too. haha. really
greatt! :)

OHHHHH BTW PEOPLEEEEE
MY BDAE EHHH PEOPLE
JANAGA LUPE EH PEOPLEE!
PLEASE UH PEOPLE!


hahas omg. desperate or what ?

ITS ON THE 15TH EH PEOPLE.


Keh laaa peopleee till here babesss.
till the next post.
in which im not sure when.

getbusybaby.

T.T.F.N
have you figured tt out ?

it means Ta-Ta-For-Now.

keh witty in a stupid way.
whatever.


bye
assalamualaikum.

~shera <3 leee ryan. and miss dier seyyy.

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