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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
hip!
"I know he's cute - so adorable! - He's one of my favorite nephew.His name is Feroz Khan! Yes Khan! A mixture of Chinese Mom & Paskitani Dad!"
HIP is , i swear, so boring okay!
yeah its like normal school. just that its more intensive and
more serious.
Shera + Jing Yi + Jasmine + The rest of 3E1 + Serious =
The Impossible.
LOL =)
Hiahs so far THREE days of HIP &
its killing me. Im always so tired and sleepy in class
that JY and I decided to write letters to each other.
And just Jas joined and guess what , i looked like
a popstar with so many unreplied fanmails!
I just love to see JY laughs !
It makes me happy, dont know why though!
Had Geog just now for almost 1 and 1/2 hrs.
Not bad - map work! A bit confusing though.
I learn loads laa still!
Was A BIT cold in the AVA room just now so decided to wear sweater.
Was wearing it on the way back to class. Mrs Lim Yap was at my class
door. She waited for everyone to walk in. As i walk pass her,
guess what ?
Cher : U feeling cold uh ?
Me : Yar just now at the AVA
Cher : Err. i dont think you need that now!
Me : *shut up,walks a few steps more turns back and say* My Problem laa!
I mean like seriously! Its my probby laa what i wanna wear. I know
its rude. but i couldnt help it. How does she know how i feel at that
moment ? Cold warm or whatever?
She said it with sarcasm like puh - lease!
Amaths was a wee bit okay today! Better than yesterday
where i felt like breaking down coz i dont understand at all.
And i didnt do the hw yetd. ABut after help by Shang Qian
and a bit by Jun Hong, i think it shld be pretty all right.
After recess had english with Mrs Raj in the library.
Not bad laa - learnt bout finding clues to know the meaning
of a word that we are not sure of!
Had SS sfter that in which we went through
that freaky EOY paper. GAH! I hate SS - and never plan to do well in it!
HAHAHA LIKE REAL?!
after SS had bio in the AVA room again. Bio was a bit slow coz Mr Chong
went through something that we already went through but 3e3 hasnt. So
yeah pretty boring at first bt after that was pretty okay. learn new things
and stuff!
went to mama shop and after that briefed sec 2's regarding camp!
and then waited for Aainaa while doing my homework
managed to finish ex 12.2 left with Misc. As if thats not hard enough!
GOODLUCK SHERA!
trigo eqn is sometimes ez sumtimes diff!
gahh.
Walked back home with Sayang, Shikin, Fifa, Susu & Mei Yin.
Talked bout *wohooooo* thats suppossed to be the sound effect
representing Ghosts!
surprisingly i wasent scared on the way up in the lift.
busy thinking bout trigo eqns! Hahs this just reminds me of those EC Drama times.
We , yaya ash susu and myself will work our ass off until the last minute before
the school gate closes. thats the part where all kind of ghost stories will pop up.
especially those that Ms Low has specially dictate to us on the bus or sumthing.
And we will all run out of school feeling really scared. And those people plus
Asmita of course whos the most hardworking of all will send me to my block
and wait till my lift reaches the 12th floor. which is where i live.
the funny thing is , whats the point of just watching the digit increasing from
1 to 12? you wont know if anything happen to me in the lift or what rite ?
My Drama Clan is the sweetest thing ever!
I will miss them forever.
I just realize what a bithc i have been these few weeks.
Hating the Top In Malay which is Ash and Amy. Crying and Emoing
in class and whatever other things. Me ? Doing all that is just
so not me okay!
If you guys happen to read by my blog, i would like to apologise
to the both of you Ash And Amy! I think i just cant get the fact that
Im Stupid and sec 1 results were just pure luck!
GAHH I THINK I M GONNA CRY AGAIN!
anyway i miss mr poh! I dream about him yesterday.
I dream that i was just idling at the councillors's room and just
sitting on the blue chair swinging it around while looking at hot bball
boys do their PT when suddenly i see Mr Poh walking and leading the
PT! Aiyoyoyo! My eyes almost popped out bounced and met his okay!
Kay exaggerating okay! Whatever but he was in his usual white tee and blue
shorts and white shoes ahahahah!
Shera.. shera..
It used to be Mr Yang and i told mr poh i liked mr yang
and now mr poh! funny - whos the next PE teacher, make sure he's
hawt hawt heat!
Currently im listening to Jay Chou - Rainbow!
Slow sexy ballad! I like; compared to his Cowboy song!
Anyway im tired to do hw! But i must force myself to do it!
Gahhh dont want can ?!
I think thats about it laa! Byes!
Loads of Love,
Shahirah ; Shera Ryan
Sunday, October 28, 2007
too late
"He's still pretty much the one who keeps me bubbling ,
& one whom i cant breathe easy without." - Shera
Argh! I guessed it will be too late to wait for Aainaa or Ms Lim to
send me the pictures. So pictures some other time okay people!
Maybe ill post the pictures in ten years time or something.
Jk - will post it once i got it!
So yeah like i said i have loads of things to blog about.
Basically yesterday we still didnt go to Jb.
So its obvious that this week we're all gonna be in Spore only.
Tomorrow - school - or rather HIP will start.
Gahh, im not in the mood to study yet okay!
I havent even do my geog eoy qns. The one tt we need to
hand in tmr. Like what the hell ?! Give us a longer break men!
I think i will only blog bout my class once i get the CD from
Mr Roy and also photos from Jody/Jasmine on our LJ trip.
There will be loads to talk bout my class since its just full of colours
and different characters & personality! Yes everyone is different
and interesting. But id write mostly on people around me.
Basically, Jing yi, Jasmine & Jun Xiang. Darn, all the 3J'S!
Oh by the way 3J was, guess what, supposed to be the name of
a boyband
of the 3J and they are Jay Chou(Love!) , Jiro Wang (lovelove!) &
Jordan Chan.Gosh! I cant imagine what if it really happens.
I mean the band. The plans wascanceled due to the september
11 incident. Somehow, luckily it didnt come true,or else there wil
be NO FAHRENHEIT OKAY! & that is no no no!
Ive been occupying myself by watching episodes from Hana Kimi,
on youtube. Goodness my Zun look so cute in there though
hes sumtimes sucky in there. Ella is soooo cute okay - with all
the weird and shocking expressions she had. Love it! but but
but guess what ? JIRO WANG IS EVEN CUTER LAA!
goodness, i think i might just adore jiro instead of chun now
because - jiro is just so cute and good looking - he is sooo very funny-
you should watch him - he acts really well esp when he exaggerates and
and most importantly hes got goood and strong vocals! which i really love
to hear!
but naww IM VERY MUCH ATTRACTED TO WUZUN STILL!
he's still the hawtest male specie ive ever seen on tv/Mags/Cds anything...
Hahas, yes i know RYAN!
Its just another different story.
I still love ryan as much as i love him last time!
He drives me crazy what do you expect ?
SHERA <3 RYAN!
Im running out of things to say, actually.
Please dont mind myself blaberring bout Guys up there.
I better get going coz Ive got tones of work today.
Even though i dont feel like doing them.
Sometimes i think we should hire a maid!
But i dont want , coz i dont want any other people
in this house/ family other than the 5 of us.
But sometimes the work loads - pfft!
We should just blame computers and the inventors.
AAINAAA IM WAITINBG FOR THE PICTURES!
:)
Love you all a lot!
Loads of Love ,
Shahirah ; Shera Ryan
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Goodbye Mr Poh!
GoodBye Mr Poh!
Anyway ill update bout yesterday first aites. Since its barely 8am
on a Saturday Morning. Hahs.
Yesterday was of course the happiest yet the saddest day of my
school life!
As everyone has expected, its Mr Poh's last day. Haish.
So sad-ed okay! Will come to that later!
Hennyways, 3e1 had to use 5e2 temporarily. According to Mr Roy,
that place means a lot to him as it belongs to his former class.
One hell of a weird class, according to him.
Anyway we settled some class admin stuffs including survey results.
and etc.
Oh and Mr Roy also explained why 3e5 had won the Inspirational
Award. Well like i already said in the previous 2 post, they won
it because they were expected to under-perform but they
perform better than expectations. Therefore they got it.
I was like so shocked when he said exactly what i already wrote!
Not fair, i thought. But there are just some things which we didnt
even qualify for! So I pretty much got over that part.
Moving on, Mr Tay showed some survey results about the class
thoughts about the class. [What a sentence Shera!] So yeah there
are some things which we must always maintain, some improve and
some prevent it from happening. I LOVE 3E1 OKAY!
Dearest 3E1, Lets work together for a better 'us' next year!
Oh By the way, there was one par of the survey in which one of us
stated, "Allow sweets to stay awake!" Allow the sweets to stay awake ?
Haahas. So cute okay!
Next, OMG i love this part the most! Mr Roy made something
FOR THE WHOLE CLASS! He made a video tribute for 3E1!
Its soo sweet and touching okay! Guess what the song that he used ?
We Are All In This Together ! Omg! Such fond memories okay!
Very Fond and sweet memories! Its just so sweet laa! There
were loads of photos in the vid. Love it so much okay!
There was one with Mr Poh in it! & I scream the instant it appeared.
I know i sound so bitchy and gatal in a way. But cant help it okay!
And my photo appeared and guess what does it say ;
"OUR DRAMA QUEEN!" ahahahas.
OMG I LOVE MR ROY SO MUCH OKAY!
Thank you so much for taking the time to actually do that vid.
It can get really tedious kay. With the song and the texts n stuffs.
Next, results stuffs okay! Alhamdullilah! I passed everything.
Okay i will write it down here. But if you dont wanna see it,
you can just skip this part. I will colour this part real light
so that those who really wanna see will hv to highlight it okay!
Overall Grades
English Language - C5 [Im just hoping Mrs Lim wont be dissapointed.]
Malay - A1 [Yipee!]
Amaths - A2
Emaths - A2
Biology - B3 [Hate Mr Chong! Hahaha!]
Chemistry - B4
Physics - B4 [I wished i had gotten higher for Mr Yap!]
Combined Humans - C6 [ I HATE HUMANS OKAY!]
CME - A! [Mr Siva, See!? I got an A for that!]
Class Pos : 20/40 Level Pos : 31/203
L1R4 : 13 L1r5: 19
Conduct : Very Good! %: 65.8 [Pretty bad] Total : 526/800 [;(]
Attendance : 187/189
Comments By Mr Roy :
Shhairah is a responsible student leader of the school who is
immaculate her attire and grooming. She was extremely enthusiastic
and contributed much to class activities most notably a song writing
competition during the National Day celebrations and the Charades
Competition. With continued diligence, she will perform at her best.
Comment by Mrs Kok : Strive for more quality grades in Sec4, Shahirah.
Mrs Kok forgot to sign my report book after writing tt comment,
So i had to go and see her personally after school.
After signing she was like, " hmm not bad uh your results. Did well in
both Maths and Malay. Next yr i wanna see A1 and A2 only okay.
I was like, " thank you mrs kok i will work hard." and i mean it okay!
Principal said it herself and i already promise her! So yeah, Insyallah.
Okay so after everything was done. Mr Roy gave out some photos to
the class i love my class a lot. Theres so many pretty faces.
I will try my best to so called capture those images into the comp
and upload one thousand and one of them! Ahaha!
So yeah after that had recess and then to the hall for Commendation
Day. We were seated quite near to the stage. Sat beside Meyin.
And beside Elyn. Enjoyed most of the prize giving ceremony.
Cheered for 3e1 students like hell laa! And guess what ?
THREE EXPRESS ONE got THE BEST CLASS AWARD!
OH MY GOODNESS! ahahas! Of coursee laa im happy like haha i
dont know okay! I screamed like hella loud!
CONGRATULATIONS 3E1!
And yes two of my bestest people went up too.
Nur Aainaa Nadiah & Nur Hidayah - STAR AWARD!
Congratulation to the both of you! You guys deserve it!
After that whole ceremony, something was bothering Mr Siva
i guess. He decided to ask all of us 900 students in the hall
to stand and then sit and then stand again. to sing the school song.
And being me, i sang really loudly and proudly and stared right
in his face. actually i was dreaming but im sure to him it looked like as
if im staring at him AHAHAHA! whatever okay! I was behaving really
well except maybe i did some inappropriate cheers. other than that.
im fine unless talking to Meyin, Asmita and Elyn is an offense.
After that there was a meeting with Mr Siva regarding App Nite again.
After that, Yaya went home and slacked with Aainaa watched
Devils wear Prada with Nate and Ms Lim. Fun!
Waited for Mr Poh to finish his trainings. With the help of Aainaa
and Ms Lim took pictures with him and said our final goodbye.
I was so scared okay! My whole body was shivering ahahah!
I was sad at the same time happy. Hes soo good looking
dont you think so ? Very define features such lovely eyes and sexy lips.
Kau stop it seh shera! AHAHA! Chatted with him , made some
sexy eye contacts and then watch him walked very fast to the bus stop.
i watched him wait for the bus from the councilors room. So sad-ed!
Im always like this when someone's leaving. Since primary
school, ahahas, i cried and stuffs. kwang3.
Anyway there goes one of my biggest infatuations.
my eyecandy ! :) my kekasih gelap!
Anyway CONGRATULATIONS TO 3E1 AGAIN!
For being the CHAMPIONS for netball girls interclass!
JIAYOU GIRLS!
I think thats it for school stuffs yesterday.
At home, normal stuffs. I packed my stuffs. but we didnt go
to JB yesterday. Maybe today! Bofie made his new passport
already and guess what , he looked so good looking in there okay!
as in the passport picture - almost like taufik batisah! AHAHAKS
Didnt know my brother is good looking! Kwang3!
Didnt sleep back today after the morning prayers decided
to play the comp. So yeah im blogging and currently listening to Jap
songs by Nami Tamaki. But currently im addicted to this song
by S.H.E and <3fahrenheit>
Anyway ive got something serious to say.!
If you've got the balls why not come to me straight and
voice out whatever that ure not happy about straight
in my pretty face! You dont hv to be a coward and act as
if uve got nothing to say in front of me but got loads of
bullshits to spit behind my back. Maybe ure gonna say
that im the type that wont accept whatever u say, look
in the mirror and ask who's the one being so self-defensive ?
All I did was voice out my thoughts and All you did , yes ,
All you dd, the only thing you did was, defend yourself
which was pretty shitty since you didnt even analyze
what i just said. If Mrs Lee can answer my qns nicely
why must you show me all the ego that uve' got in yourself ?
even if youre not happy , too bad , the whole school witnessed
that moment whereby u fell right into my hands! but
guess what, im not a sore loser, not like you, i dont fight for
fame ! i dont fight to show that oh-im-so-cool, i dont fight
to show ive got power, i dont fight to rebel , i dont fight to be
rude, i fight for only one thing and it starts with the first
letter of my husband's name which is R. I fight for Rights!
That is why i never stop fighting just because u felt paiseh
the other day. I fight and will continue to fight until the day
you know whats MY right and whats yours! What is right
and what is wrong!
Chey fierce eh shera! Hahs, like please eh!
Anyway, more updates later or something!
LOADS OF LOVE,
Shahirah;Shera ; 3e1
Anyway ill update bout yesterday first aites. Since its barely 8am
on a Saturday Morning. Hahs.
Yesterday was of course the happiest yet the saddest day of my
school life!
As everyone has expected, its Mr Poh's last day. Haish.
So sad-ed okay! Will come to that later!
Hennyways, 3e1 had to use 5e2 temporarily. According to Mr Roy,
that place means a lot to him as it belongs to his former class.
One hell of a weird class, according to him.
Anyway we settled some class admin stuffs including survey results.
and etc.
Oh and Mr Roy also explained why 3e5 had won the Inspirational
Award. Well like i already said in the previous 2 post, they won
it because they were expected to under-perform but they
perform better than expectations. Therefore they got it.
I was like so shocked when he said exactly what i already wrote!
Not fair, i thought. But there are just some things which we didnt
even qualify for! So I pretty much got over that part.
Moving on, Mr Tay showed some survey results about the class
thoughts about the class. [What a sentence Shera!] So yeah there
are some things which we must always maintain, some improve and
some prevent it from happening. I LOVE 3E1 OKAY!
Dearest 3E1, Lets work together for a better 'us' next year!
Oh By the way, there was one par of the survey in which one of us
stated, "Allow sweets to stay awake!" Allow the sweets to stay awake ?
Haahas. So cute okay!
Next, OMG i love this part the most! Mr Roy made something
FOR THE WHOLE CLASS! He made a video tribute for 3E1!
Its soo sweet and touching okay! Guess what the song that he used ?
We Are All In This Together ! Omg! Such fond memories okay!
Very Fond and sweet memories! Its just so sweet laa! There
were loads of photos in the vid. Love it so much okay!
There was one with Mr Poh in it! & I scream the instant it appeared.
I know i sound so bitchy and gatal in a way. But cant help it okay!
And my photo appeared and guess what does it say ;
"OUR DRAMA QUEEN!" ahahahas.
OMG I LOVE MR ROY SO MUCH OKAY!
Thank you so much for taking the time to actually do that vid.
It can get really tedious kay. With the song and the texts n stuffs.
Next, results stuffs okay! Alhamdullilah! I passed everything.
Okay i will write it down here. But if you dont wanna see it,
you can just skip this part. I will colour this part real light
so that those who really wanna see will hv to highlight it okay!
Overall Grades
English Language - C5 [Im just hoping Mrs Lim wont be dissapointed.]
Malay - A1 [Yipee!]
Amaths - A2
Emaths - A2
Biology - B3 [Hate Mr Chong! Hahaha!]
Chemistry - B4
Physics - B4 [I wished i had gotten higher for Mr Yap!]
Combined Humans - C6 [ I HATE HUMANS OKAY!]
CME - A! [Mr Siva, See!? I got an A for that!]
Class Pos : 20/40 Level Pos : 31/203
L1R4 : 13 L1r5: 19
Conduct : Very Good! %: 65.8 [Pretty bad] Total : 526/800 [;(]
Attendance : 187/189
Comments By Mr Roy :
Shhairah is a responsible student leader of the school who is
immaculate her attire and grooming. She was extremely enthusiastic
and contributed much to class activities most notably a song writing
competition during the National Day celebrations and the Charades
Competition. With continued diligence, she will perform at her best.
Comment by Mrs Kok : Strive for more quality grades in Sec4, Shahirah.
Mrs Kok forgot to sign my report book after writing tt comment,
So i had to go and see her personally after school.
After signing she was like, " hmm not bad uh your results. Did well in
both Maths and Malay. Next yr i wanna see A1 and A2 only okay.
I was like, " thank you mrs kok i will work hard." and i mean it okay!
Principal said it herself and i already promise her! So yeah, Insyallah.
Okay so after everything was done. Mr Roy gave out some photos to
the class i love my class a lot. Theres so many pretty faces.
I will try my best to so called capture those images into the comp
and upload one thousand and one of them! Ahaha!
So yeah after that had recess and then to the hall for Commendation
Day. We were seated quite near to the stage. Sat beside Meyin.
And beside Elyn. Enjoyed most of the prize giving ceremony.
Cheered for 3e1 students like hell laa! And guess what ?
THREE EXPRESS ONE got THE BEST CLASS AWARD!
OH MY GOODNESS! ahahas! Of coursee laa im happy like haha i
dont know okay! I screamed like hella loud!
CONGRATULATIONS 3E1!
And yes two of my bestest people went up too.
Nur Aainaa Nadiah & Nur Hidayah - STAR AWARD!
Congratulation to the both of you! You guys deserve it!
After that whole ceremony, something was bothering Mr Siva
i guess. He decided to ask all of us 900 students in the hall
to stand and then sit and then stand again. to sing the school song.
And being me, i sang really loudly and proudly and stared right
in his face. actually i was dreaming but im sure to him it looked like as
if im staring at him AHAHAHA! whatever okay! I was behaving really
well except maybe i did some inappropriate cheers. other than that.
im fine unless talking to Meyin, Asmita and Elyn is an offense.
After that there was a meeting with Mr Siva regarding App Nite again.
After that, Yaya went home and slacked with Aainaa watched
Devils wear Prada with Nate and Ms Lim. Fun!
Waited for Mr Poh to finish his trainings. With the help of Aainaa
and Ms Lim took pictures with him and said our final goodbye.
I was so scared okay! My whole body was shivering ahahah!
I was sad at the same time happy. Hes soo good looking
dont you think so ? Very define features such lovely eyes and sexy lips.
Kau stop it seh shera! AHAHA! Chatted with him , made some
sexy eye contacts and then watch him walked very fast to the bus stop.
i watched him wait for the bus from the councilors room. So sad-ed!
Im always like this when someone's leaving. Since primary
school, ahahas, i cried and stuffs. kwang3.
Anyway there goes one of my biggest infatuations.
my eyecandy ! :) my kekasih gelap!
Anyway CONGRATULATIONS TO 3E1 AGAIN!
For being the CHAMPIONS for netball girls interclass!
JIAYOU GIRLS!
I think thats it for school stuffs yesterday.
At home, normal stuffs. I packed my stuffs. but we didnt go
to JB yesterday. Maybe today! Bofie made his new passport
already and guess what , he looked so good looking in there okay!
as in the passport picture - almost like taufik batisah! AHAHAKS
Didnt know my brother is good looking! Kwang3!
Didnt sleep back today after the morning prayers decided
to play the comp. So yeah im blogging and currently listening to Jap
songs by Nami Tamaki. But currently im addicted to this song
by S.H.E and <3fahrenheit>
Anyway ive got something serious to say.!
If you've got the balls why not come to me straight and
voice out whatever that ure not happy about straight
in my pretty face! You dont hv to be a coward and act as
if uve got nothing to say in front of me but got loads of
bullshits to spit behind my back. Maybe ure gonna say
that im the type that wont accept whatever u say, look
in the mirror and ask who's the one being so self-defensive ?
All I did was voice out my thoughts and All you did , yes ,
All you dd, the only thing you did was, defend yourself
which was pretty shitty since you didnt even analyze
what i just said. If Mrs Lee can answer my qns nicely
why must you show me all the ego that uve' got in yourself ?
even if youre not happy , too bad , the whole school witnessed
that moment whereby u fell right into my hands! but
guess what, im not a sore loser, not like you, i dont fight for
fame ! i dont fight to show that oh-im-so-cool, i dont fight
to show ive got power, i dont fight to rebel , i dont fight to be
rude, i fight for only one thing and it starts with the first
letter of my husband's name which is R. I fight for Rights!
That is why i never stop fighting just because u felt paiseh
the other day. I fight and will continue to fight until the day
you know whats MY right and whats yours! What is right
and what is wrong!
Chey fierce eh shera! Hahs, like please eh!
Anyway, more updates later or something!
LOADS OF LOVE,
Shahirah;Shera ; 3e1
Thursday, October 25, 2007
sorry
Sorry for not updating yesterday. Was kindda tired.
So hmm... yesterday ? Wednesday. Was pretty all right.
Watched a mini hari raya concert during assembly period.
well i preferred last year's concert. Not because i was the emcee
and one of the performers but because last yr had more item , yes it
wasnt mini and last year had more people participating.
this year's had less item but i guess thats because its mini so its fine.
but the items were okay. dikir barat tarian miming singing nice!
3 cheers!
later in the day had this forum thingy in the forum. yes
its a student forum whereby students can let out whatever their doubts
and qns for the teachers namely the Vp and hods.
Well of course i took the chance to do so. Even though i was scared initially
i plucked up the courage and do it. afterall its our forum!
so yeah i went like this :
Good morning mrs lee teachers n fellow schoolmates im shahirah and
im from 3e1. my qns is. It is observed that nowadays teachers have
a tendency of extending the duration of a certain activities even though
not everyone in the class or cca or any particular group agrees. Are the
teachers trying to portray the fact that since they are teachers , they hv the
right to do so. How can we come to an understanding for this issue ? Thank you.
I sat right after that. But Mr Siva said this, " Girl! Can you repeat your question!"
Firstly, whats with the "Girl" ? Its obviously a lie if you dont know my name.
and yes even more obvious if u say u cant see or recognise me.
So i diligently stood up and repeated the whole thang.
Shera : "my qns is. It is observed that nowadays teachers have
a tendency of extending the duration of a certain activities ..."
Siva : "STOP! CERTAIN ACTIVITY ? WHAT ACTIVITY!"
Shera : *im thinking whether to give it all out or stay patient, i decided to be like
half -half* " Councillors meeting, CCA and even normal lesson.!"
Siva : "What normal lesson ? Normal lesson how can extend...."
Shera :"AS IN LAST PERIOD! TEACHERS SIMPLY EXTEND BEYOND THE
DISMISSAL TIME!"
Siva : "Oh!"
School : claps and cheers!
AHAHHAA I SO LOVEE THAT MOMENT OKAY!
just so like my proud moments. ahaha! In the end, i managed to make
him pai seh and in front of the whole school!
3 CHEERS FOR SWEET SHERA!
Anyway , after that was just some lessons and thats it.
Aites today, PE PE PE! Yay MR EUGENE POH!
so yeah reached school kindda late! Hee!
first time okay!
so yeah had pledge taking and normal stuffs. Had mother tongue which
i obediently use to do my Maths which i disobediently didnt do as a hw yetd nite.
HAHA!
next PE! after changing in the loo, i went out and he's drinking the water cooler!
ahaha soo cute! kay whatever shera! but yes really , very cutee :)
but i pretended i didnt see him and just walked towards my class , i know hes
behind me but cey! step jual mahal laa! tk menjadi okay!
then then while waiting for the class to line up , i just rested against the wall.
but ahaha eyecandy eyecandy , i likee!
went out for PE! played netball super duper fun okay!
with all the girls . played like whatthehell but it was fun and since its whathehell
it was tiring coz we were running all over the place! ahahaahs!
went for duty , eyecandy eyecandy!
again, i likeee!
then blahs n blahs. brief the chairperson n student leaders bout the night.
16th november! Appreciation Night! 5pm own clothes causal but smart!
after recess had a bit of emaths! goodnesss! can you believe it ?
Mr Andy Ang is leaving! I sooo cant believe it okay! I mean ive always liked him!
as a teacher of course. His teachings may not be the best ever but hes the most
patient teacher ive ever ever seen! and yes the most! our class took him for granted
most of the time. i so regret that okay! Darn it!
maybe ill make a card or something!
the rest are mr roy's period. cleaned the class did some survey and thats it.
proceeded to Bio Post-Prac lecture. Ahah. Im sure to fail that paper.
Coz i dont think i did anything right. But for now, heck it okay ?
next went for EC! wasent even listening to any of the presentation.
more like flipping through Teenage and envying the girls in there,
drooling over Wuzun's face and developing a hatred for Angela Chang!
Heeeee.
was released at around 2.50pm and went back with Yaya.
and and before that saw Mr Poh again! HAHAHA! im so happy today!
Mama shop! Tidbits! Home computer!
Yaya followed me home to complete some presentation thang.
and went back at four.
continued with that thang and then started blogging.
i just wanna say ;
IM GONNA MISSS MR POH SO MUCH OKAY!
Tomorrow's his last day and gahhh , i dont want him to go!
Even though he said it might be possible he might come again.
omg! can you make it YES YOU WILL CONFIRM COME BACK HERE!
please do!
i think i will kiss him tomorrow!
HAHAHHAKS! omggg so anyhow!
just kidding okay , the mrpoh fanatics out there!
Aites i think till here!
I wanna hot sexy shower and i wanna sexy cadbury chocs
and later i sexy lime tea made by mom!
Loads of love,
Shahirah; Shera.
So hmm... yesterday ? Wednesday. Was pretty all right.
Watched a mini hari raya concert during assembly period.
well i preferred last year's concert. Not because i was the emcee
and one of the performers but because last yr had more item , yes it
wasnt mini and last year had more people participating.
this year's had less item but i guess thats because its mini so its fine.
but the items were okay. dikir barat tarian miming singing nice!
3 cheers!
later in the day had this forum thingy in the forum. yes
its a student forum whereby students can let out whatever their doubts
and qns for the teachers namely the Vp and hods.
Well of course i took the chance to do so. Even though i was scared initially
i plucked up the courage and do it. afterall its our forum!
so yeah i went like this :
Good morning mrs lee teachers n fellow schoolmates im shahirah and
im from 3e1. my qns is. It is observed that nowadays teachers have
a tendency of extending the duration of a certain activities even though
not everyone in the class or cca or any particular group agrees. Are the
teachers trying to portray the fact that since they are teachers , they hv the
right to do so. How can we come to an understanding for this issue ? Thank you.
I sat right after that. But Mr Siva said this, " Girl! Can you repeat your question!"
Firstly, whats with the "Girl" ? Its obviously a lie if you dont know my name.
and yes even more obvious if u say u cant see or recognise me.
So i diligently stood up and repeated the whole thang.
Shera : "my qns is. It is observed that nowadays teachers have
a tendency of extending the duration of a certain activities ..."
Siva : "STOP! CERTAIN ACTIVITY ? WHAT ACTIVITY!"
Shera : *im thinking whether to give it all out or stay patient, i decided to be like
half -half* " Councillors meeting, CCA and even normal lesson.!"
Siva : "What normal lesson ? Normal lesson how can extend...."
Shera :"AS IN LAST PERIOD! TEACHERS SIMPLY EXTEND BEYOND THE
DISMISSAL TIME!"
Siva : "Oh!"
School : claps and cheers!
AHAHHAA I SO LOVEE THAT MOMENT OKAY!
just so like my proud moments. ahaha! In the end, i managed to make
him pai seh and in front of the whole school!
3 CHEERS FOR SWEET SHERA!
Anyway , after that was just some lessons and thats it.
Aites today, PE PE PE! Yay MR EUGENE POH!
so yeah reached school kindda late! Hee!
first time okay!
so yeah had pledge taking and normal stuffs. Had mother tongue which
i obediently use to do my Maths which i disobediently didnt do as a hw yetd nite.
HAHA!
next PE! after changing in the loo, i went out and he's drinking the water cooler!
ahaha soo cute! kay whatever shera! but yes really , very cutee :)
but i pretended i didnt see him and just walked towards my class , i know hes
behind me but cey! step jual mahal laa! tk menjadi okay!
then then while waiting for the class to line up , i just rested against the wall.
but ahaha eyecandy eyecandy , i likee!
went out for PE! played netball super duper fun okay!
with all the girls . played like whatthehell but it was fun and since its whathehell
it was tiring coz we were running all over the place! ahahaahs!
went for duty , eyecandy eyecandy!
again, i likeee!
then blahs n blahs. brief the chairperson n student leaders bout the night.
16th november! Appreciation Night! 5pm own clothes causal but smart!
after recess had a bit of emaths! goodnesss! can you believe it ?
Mr Andy Ang is leaving! I sooo cant believe it okay! I mean ive always liked him!
as a teacher of course. His teachings may not be the best ever but hes the most
patient teacher ive ever ever seen! and yes the most! our class took him for granted
most of the time. i so regret that okay! Darn it!
maybe ill make a card or something!
the rest are mr roy's period. cleaned the class did some survey and thats it.
proceeded to Bio Post-Prac lecture. Ahah. Im sure to fail that paper.
Coz i dont think i did anything right. But for now, heck it okay ?
next went for EC! wasent even listening to any of the presentation.
more like flipping through Teenage and envying the girls in there,
drooling over Wuzun's face and developing a hatred for Angela Chang!
Heeeee.
was released at around 2.50pm and went back with Yaya.
and and before that saw Mr Poh again! HAHAHA! im so happy today!
Mama shop! Tidbits! Home computer!
Yaya followed me home to complete some presentation thang.
and went back at four.
continued with that thang and then started blogging.
i just wanna say ;
IM GONNA MISSS MR POH SO MUCH OKAY!
Tomorrow's his last day and gahhh , i dont want him to go!
Even though he said it might be possible he might come again.
omg! can you make it YES YOU WILL CONFIRM COME BACK HERE!
please do!
i think i will kiss him tomorrow!
HAHAHHAKS! omggg so anyhow!
just kidding okay , the mrpoh fanatics out there!
Aites i think till here!
I wanna hot sexy shower and i wanna sexy cadbury chocs
and later i sexy lime tea made by mom!
Loads of love,
Shahirah; Shera.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
frust
i dont know where to start. im so frustrated dissapointed and other
negative things u can think off.
i didnt get top for Malay again this year , and fuck it, theres
a tie for ash and amy and BOTH of them got the prize!
so fucked up okay! im like so effing disappointed that i dunno
i think im gonna hate the both of them my whole life.
yes i mean it.
and 3-5 got the inspirational award or something !
no offence to my 3-5 frens , frenship and these stuffs
are different things okay ? i think im gonna hate 3-5
memers and Mdm Aisyah.
Why cant 3e1 win it ? Coz its like no wonder the first class
can win loads of prize n perform well academically.
so it should go to 3-5 whom ppl have less expectation
but they perform better than expectation ?
Is that so ?
Goodness gracious!
in the morning there was Biology trial SPA! which was pretty
fucked up too. i was clueless and 5 graph papers
were given when only 1 is needed , leaving us like morons
figuring out what to do with the other four papers !
and yes since u gave me five i wasted all five!
thats the rationale isent it ? effit men!
next mr roy continues asking feedback bout
those surveys. no one's gonna say why we disagree allrite.
but he didnt keep us back which was pretty wow for him!
thanks a lot.
after recess was some talk by mrs kok bout our results.
pretty fucked up too. i mean the results. guess what ,
im still debating with myself whether to work hard
or not ? im always telling myself tt if u work hard ull get it! but
i dunno what does hard means ? i already tried and results are that
same fucking digtis. and alphabets.
then hsd amaths during which i cried. yes i cried because of im not the
top in malay. you know why ? it means a bloody lot to me. and
fuckit other ppl got it! so fucking unfair.
then mother tongue! which needless to say , im gonna hate
from now onwards! fuckit! watched a movie with aainaa n susu.
continued watching after school until 1.30 pm.
and headed for the meeting. a meeting which im not supposed to go
but i forced myself so that i can help the drama team and can spend
more time with aainaa. and yes with the hope that after the meeting
we'll hv some time to finish the movie.
but guess what, theres some stupid raymond huang who came and
talked craps until 4.30pm. which was exactly the time the meeting's
supposed to end. but mr chong wanted another meeting until 6pm ?!
i was like WhatTheFuck?
exactly who does he think he is. bullshit okay. and now because
of him, im mad at aainaa. goodness!
aainaa if ure reading this, i know its not ur fault.
sorry for going off like that and not saying bye n stuffs.
but u shud know how hurt i felt, it was a very bad day for me.
and i want to spend more time with you. because i miss you so much.
i want to be with you so that i can take my mind off more stressing things.
i stayed for that whole crap talk n meeting because of you! frankly
i decided to help the drama team because of you! i know its not that
u guys need my help so much! but at least i tried to help. all i want
is the old us men! im trying to make up the old times up but everything
is just destroyed like that. i cried on the way back home because i cudent
take this bullshits. maybe i dont mean much to you , but u do mean
a lot to me okay! u mean a bloody loads to me!
im just so dissapointed!
3 more days and mr poh is gone!
please let me enjoy these 3 days god!
im begging, please.
Shahirah;shera
negative things u can think off.
i didnt get top for Malay again this year , and fuck it, theres
a tie for ash and amy and BOTH of them got the prize!
so fucked up okay! im like so effing disappointed that i dunno
i think im gonna hate the both of them my whole life.
yes i mean it.
and 3-5 got the inspirational award or something !
no offence to my 3-5 frens , frenship and these stuffs
are different things okay ? i think im gonna hate 3-5
memers and Mdm Aisyah.
Why cant 3e1 win it ? Coz its like no wonder the first class
can win loads of prize n perform well academically.
so it should go to 3-5 whom ppl have less expectation
but they perform better than expectation ?
Is that so ?
Goodness gracious!
in the morning there was Biology trial SPA! which was pretty
fucked up too. i was clueless and 5 graph papers
were given when only 1 is needed , leaving us like morons
figuring out what to do with the other four papers !
and yes since u gave me five i wasted all five!
thats the rationale isent it ? effit men!
next mr roy continues asking feedback bout
those surveys. no one's gonna say why we disagree allrite.
but he didnt keep us back which was pretty wow for him!
thanks a lot.
after recess was some talk by mrs kok bout our results.
pretty fucked up too. i mean the results. guess what ,
im still debating with myself whether to work hard
or not ? im always telling myself tt if u work hard ull get it! but
i dunno what does hard means ? i already tried and results are that
same fucking digtis. and alphabets.
then hsd amaths during which i cried. yes i cried because of im not the
top in malay. you know why ? it means a bloody lot to me. and
fuckit other ppl got it! so fucking unfair.
then mother tongue! which needless to say , im gonna hate
from now onwards! fuckit! watched a movie with aainaa n susu.
continued watching after school until 1.30 pm.
and headed for the meeting. a meeting which im not supposed to go
but i forced myself so that i can help the drama team and can spend
more time with aainaa. and yes with the hope that after the meeting
we'll hv some time to finish the movie.
but guess what, theres some stupid raymond huang who came and
talked craps until 4.30pm. which was exactly the time the meeting's
supposed to end. but mr chong wanted another meeting until 6pm ?!
i was like WhatTheFuck?
exactly who does he think he is. bullshit okay. and now because
of him, im mad at aainaa. goodness!
aainaa if ure reading this, i know its not ur fault.
sorry for going off like that and not saying bye n stuffs.
but u shud know how hurt i felt, it was a very bad day for me.
and i want to spend more time with you. because i miss you so much.
i want to be with you so that i can take my mind off more stressing things.
i stayed for that whole crap talk n meeting because of you! frankly
i decided to help the drama team because of you! i know its not that
u guys need my help so much! but at least i tried to help. all i want
is the old us men! im trying to make up the old times up but everything
is just destroyed like that. i cried on the way back home because i cudent
take this bullshits. maybe i dont mean much to you , but u do mean
a lot to me okay! u mean a bloody loads to me!
im just so dissapointed!
3 more days and mr poh is gone!
please let me enjoy these 3 days god!
im begging, please.
Shahirah;shera
Monday, October 22, 2007
Finally
Ungu - I miss them so much!Finally internet's fine. I miss it so much.
Theres so many things i wanna do with these thang here.
Loads of songs to be downloaded and yeah loads of editing and uploading
of photos to be done.
Haish.
Anyway i miss blogging so much. Over those days and weeks, whereby
internet's not fine, i was thinking bout the various things that im gonna blog
about but now ; BLANK!
Anyway, im still very much in love with JJ Lin's Xi Jie Album. I know its like
months ago. But whatever okay ? I love his ballads. But nevertheless, i still
miss Ungu like hell! Its been sometimes since i listen to their cds, sing
their karaoke and yeah watch them on tv.
This current song on my blog is called Kekasih Gelapku - Ungu!
I think i blogged bout this song before. But now, i think it means much more
to me than it does last time.
Kekasih Gelapku - For that special Someone.
kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada utkmu
disaat engkau merindukan diriku
ku tau ku tak kan bisa memberikan mu waktu
yg panjng dlm hidupku
yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku
dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
yang panjang dalam hidupku
kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
mencintaimu lebih dari apapun meskipun
tiada satu orang pun yang tau
kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
kekasih gelapku…
In direct translation, kekasih gelapku means, my dark lover! yes DARK!
like if i have a boyfriend, he would love to sing me this song, coz im Dark! Lawl!
What it means actually is, My Secret Lover! A lover that no one knows about.
My Secret Lover - Ungu.
I Love You More Than Anything Else.
Even though no one else knows about it.
I Love You with all my heart.
Even though you are just my secret lover.
I know im not always there for you.
At the moment , when you are missing me.
I know im not able to give you all the time in my life.
Be assured that you are my love.
The one that ive been looking for all my life.
And only to you id give the rest of my love in my life.
I Love You More Than Anything Else.
Even though no one else knows about it.
I Love You with all my heart.
Even though you are just my secret lover.
I love you with all my heart.
Even though you are just a secret lover.
Loving you more than anything else.
Even though no one else knows bout it.
Loving you with all my heart.
Even though you are just my secret lover .
Secret lover.
To that one and only person. :)
My Secret Love.
Ill post something really interesting tomorrow.
To You
Somehow, I regret falling in love with you.
My secret Lover.
Loads Of Love,
Shahirah;Shera
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
worry
So many things to say. But most of all im still
very worried bout exams. bout the results.
please let me pass all of it pleaseee.
2 days off from school is i hope just nice for
my face to recover from my exam-period
pimples. seriously laa. thats why i hate it when
hari raya falls near exams or tests period. it
drives me mad okay. and whenever i do too much
work which is mentally challenging pimples will
start to appear. and i hate that kay. it always leave a
mark on my already not so perfect face.
annoying.
i dont know whats happening but i seem to be not
bothered bout certain things anymore.
do you guys know that today's Nicky Byrne's bdae?
I dont okay, i mean , i forgot bout it totally.
I seemed to forget loads of things. Im not updated bout
things like westlife ctnurhaliza ungu davidbecks and even lee ryan.
Whats happening ? Maybe ure thinking that, Aha! Like Chey!
Shera's acing like she knows these people. Yeah i dont know them
but im sucha bing fan of them. and i used to be really updated
bout them. since the exams period. im so not.!
guess what? westlife's coming out with a new album.
and i just knew it today! it gonna be release in november which
is just next month. and their first single is gonna be out soon.
and i just knew it today too! and and and usually ill be the first
one excitedly counting down to the release of their video clips.
but now im not anymore! Im sooo sad now!
Now the video clip is not on youtube anymore coz the rights has
been claimed back. seee ? usually ill be fast enough to catch anything
okay! but now, coz im not updated bout it and once i got to know bout
it, its not there already. gahhh!
and even lee ryan! im not sure of his latest update. after
the latest thang bout him quitting the kitchen's show or something.
haishhhh! [ i didnt miss much though.]
gtg now.
will update more later.
Shahirah;Shera
Monday, October 08, 2007
Post exam stress
So freaking beautiful piece of art&photography.Might be using this pictures for upcoming blogskins.
From deviantart - princess of shadows.
Believe it or not , Im still very stress and pressurized.
gah, to be exact , post exams stress.
had the last but not least paper , Add Maths Paper 2, jsut now.
It was almost horrible okay. There were some doable qns
and some impossible for me to do qns. Tough qns, what do u expect?
But my problem is, i was super effing careless when doing those
doable qns. yeah i almost cried during the paper. i almost cried after the paper.
and finally, cried, once i reached home.
&I WILL CRY IF I DON'T GET AN EFFING A1 FOR THAT PAPER!
Ahrgh! Is really depressing you know. You cant even do your most favourite qns.
&its like u thought u did fine but just rightt after the paper.
when u asked people around they tell u the same answers which
apposes your answers. how depressing!
very very truly depressing indeed.
i need to get a 55 more that paper to get an A1 and if i dont.
Im so gonna give up the whole damn thang. just like that.
and what i heard was that was o lvl standard.
i thought that was fair enough. but what catches my attention was,
why give us O.L.E.V.E.L standard when we're still in sec 3
and its our first yr taking Amaths. Yeah you might say stuffs like
exposure and four-your-own-good and etc etc.
give me a hundred reasons. i dont care!
screw all the teachers.
i always get emotional when talking bout exams.
coz exams are very effing impt stuffs. it affects my
future and for your info, i ve planned such a Bright
future ahead, for myself. And i just need one thing
to destroy everything & they are poor results!
effit!
please God let me hit distinction this time round.
there was supposed to be some councillors meeting or whatsheets.
i was informed Just Now and the person whos supposed to inform
me claimed that i know already. Bullsheets.
1)It was last minute.
2)The whole world knows Monday is my family day.
3)The whole world knows that Family is my first priority.
4)&I think the whole world is starting to take note that
im starting to not give any damn about school matter other
than studies.
choose any of the reasons above to suit urself.
but let me be nice by saying that actually my parents have made plan
beforehand and since i was informed last minute. i cudent just cancel
everything for that meeting.
Went back home. did some work and now currently waiting
for the TEEVEE man to come. Oh did i tell you guys ?
A second PLASMA TV is coming in just few minutes/hours.
Shioook.
Like I said, plans were already made. SO yeah.
Hari Raya is hitting us real soon. Cahaya Aidilfitri.
This saturday. Looking forward to meeting all relatives
after sucha long time not seeing each other. yeah we see each other
once a year. Hee! & Yes to ask forgiveness from my beloved mom dad & bros.
After hari raya, guess whats the first thing im gonna do ?
Hit that national library and read dozens of books. I miss reading.
I miss sleeping. I miss movies. Haish.
All yet to be done later.
Till now people,
Have a gooood reasting and enjoyable week,
goodluck to those taking your results later this week.
Shahirah;Shera
Sunday, October 07, 2007
addicted.
Im sure you would have realize that my blog playlist
is full of chinese songs. one after another. no im saying
im into chinese songs n throwing away my malay and indonesia stuffs.
it depends kay. last time when jay released his 7th album,
i was like this too. but recently it wasnt jay. but guess who ?
JJ LIN JUN JIE! yeah the guy Shu Lin was so super into.
I have no idea why im so addicted to him.
kay well it started off when yvonne asked me to listen
to his latest song, Xi Jie from the latest album Xi Jie [Westside].
I couldnt hear clearly from her phone. but then when i surfed
Imeem and listen to it over there. I was soo attracted laa.
I got so addicted i kept repeating the song. & then i started
listening to other songs in that particular latest album.
I didnt know JJ sang to such nice songs n hes got a nice voice too.
I got super addicted to Baby Baby And now Sha Shou!
Its super nice i tell you. Really.
Im currently listening to other songs laa.
Even though i dont understand its still very nice to sing to.
In case you guys dont know who's JJ Lin - this is him.
I think hes very cute. Rather than hot. I mean in this picture laa.
But guess who has the greatest combination ever ?
In almost every picture he looks the best best best.
None other than - Wu Zun! Just look at the upper part of his
the eyes and nose! So beautiful okay! Gay or not! Ure still the best laa!
HAHAHAKS!
Whatever shera!
Yesterday was cleaning day with my fam!
I so love spending quality time with them laaa.
We arranged flowers, polished glass surfaces, vacuumed the floor
did the curtains and loadsss laaa. At the same time , Hari Raya
music blast through the speakers. So darn shiok! AHAHA!
i didnt study yesterday. Sometimes i felt like im so complacent thinking
that i could score for the amaths 2. but i think its gonna be difficult laa!
i think its Mr Matt Lim - setting it - so it must be tough. So I must chiong
and do loads of practice today.
Last paper 3 Express!
GO FOR IT!
till here people,
loads of love and take care.
Shahirah;Shera
is full of chinese songs. one after another. no im saying
im into chinese songs n throwing away my malay and indonesia stuffs.
it depends kay. last time when jay released his 7th album,
i was like this too. but recently it wasnt jay. but guess who ?
JJ LIN JUN JIE! yeah the guy Shu Lin was so super into.
I have no idea why im so addicted to him.
kay well it started off when yvonne asked me to listen
to his latest song, Xi Jie from the latest album Xi Jie [Westside].
I couldnt hear clearly from her phone. but then when i surfed
Imeem and listen to it over there. I was soo attracted laa.
I got so addicted i kept repeating the song. & then i started
listening to other songs in that particular latest album.
I didnt know JJ sang to such nice songs n hes got a nice voice too.
I got super addicted to Baby Baby And now Sha Shou!
Its super nice i tell you. Really.
Im currently listening to other songs laa.
Even though i dont understand its still very nice to sing to.
In case you guys dont know who's JJ Lin - this is him.
I think hes very cute. Rather than hot. I mean in this picture laa.
But guess who has the greatest combination ever ?
In almost every picture he looks the best best best.
None other than - Wu Zun! Just look at the upper part of histhe eyes and nose! So beautiful okay! Gay or not! Ure still the best laa!
HAHAHAKS!
Whatever shera!
Yesterday was cleaning day with my fam!
I so love spending quality time with them laaa.
We arranged flowers, polished glass surfaces, vacuumed the floor
did the curtains and loadsss laaa. At the same time , Hari Raya
music blast through the speakers. So darn shiok! AHAHA!
i didnt study yesterday. Sometimes i felt like im so complacent thinking
that i could score for the amaths 2. but i think its gonna be difficult laa!
i think its Mr Matt Lim - setting it - so it must be tough. So I must chiong
and do loads of practice today.
Last paper 3 Express!
GO FOR IT!
till here people,
loads of love and take care.
Shahirah;Shera
Friday, October 05, 2007
Zup!
I missss Mr Yang so bloody much!
Looking at Mr Poh reminds me of Mr Yang.
So Sadded. But Mr Poh is freaking cute rite ?
Haish.
Everytime i wanna blog bout something bad.
My mood toned down after listening to JJ's voice.
Soothing. even though i dont understand the lyrics yet.
I love JJ Lin. So cute.
Anyway snap back.
Physics paper was okay. There were some difficult qns here
and there in the mcq section a and b. but i love section b the most.
less difficult qns and less drawing qns.
i hate drawing qns. be it the light rays scale diagrams
or whatever diagrams. just not my kind of thang.
yesterday i walked back home my the one and only baby G!
and before i crossed the road, we talked and talked and talked.
for hours. yeah in fact we crossed the road and still continue.
we talked bout loads of things. everything.
sometimes its sad when something is happening and we're
totally oblivious to it. whats more, the person doing it is more
than more - oblivious uh! and its like have you ever get into a
situation - where something is affecting you and u wanna voice it
out just that you dont know where to start ? and whether your words
are gonna be too harsh ? hard.
i didnt get to post any nice words yesterday.
forgot bout it.
today's sound like this :
"Life is a Challenge. Courage is Rare. Reality is Harsh.
Do you have the courage to face challenges and harsh realities in life ?"
- Shera
Ponder on it dear people. Ponder and reflect. I asked myself
that qns once. But i think the answer is sadly no. At the same time,
i think thats exactly the reason why we live up to 60 plus , 70 plus.
To have enough time to look for this courage. Search for it.
We will be able to find it someday. With Patience and Faith.
Anyway im gonna chill today and start amaths tomorrow or tonight
as in the morning of tonight ? get it.
ahahaks.
till here.
goodbye.
Hari Raya in about 8 days!
Baby G - i want money!
Shahirah;Shera
Thursday, October 04, 2007
bio!
Had Biology end of year examination today.
argh! i dont know. some of the qns are okay.
some are so so not. and i dont hv enough time to
finish the graphs and all. gawd i hate bad papers.
and i hate mr chong laa. the mcq was the same
some were okay and some were not. i hate it
when the things we learn are not tested then dont teach it uh.
for god sake, we actually missed our hols to finish chapters on
respirations excretion and etc. and just how much of those were tested ?
not much frankly. and what exactly were tested ?
non specific qns on the few latest topics.
and some stupid with low quality diagrams about chapter on cells.
and yes terms that we were nvr introduced to actually came out.
are we suppose to interpret or what ?
come on, i know its an examination. to test your understanding.
but ask qns that seriously ask bout understanding uh.
dont ask qns which tests ur interpretation skills!
You think english paper 1 uh ? You can interpret the title
in the way u want it to be.
so the bio paper sucked. except for a few qns.
ive got tonnes to do for physics. and yeah good luck to me uh!
yet another dreaded subject.
go to hell man!
aites 9 days to raya.
but i dont feel the excitement blinded by all the fatigue
and exam anxiety. i hate these things.
they spoil my life.
better get going.
off now.
jiayou wrssians
~Shahirah;Shera
argh! i dont know. some of the qns are okay.
some are so so not. and i dont hv enough time to
finish the graphs and all. gawd i hate bad papers.
and i hate mr chong laa. the mcq was the same
some were okay and some were not. i hate it
when the things we learn are not tested then dont teach it uh.
for god sake, we actually missed our hols to finish chapters on
respirations excretion and etc. and just how much of those were tested ?
not much frankly. and what exactly were tested ?
non specific qns on the few latest topics.
and some stupid with low quality diagrams about chapter on cells.
and yes terms that we were nvr introduced to actually came out.
are we suppose to interpret or what ?
come on, i know its an examination. to test your understanding.
but ask qns that seriously ask bout understanding uh.
dont ask qns which tests ur interpretation skills!
You think english paper 1 uh ? You can interpret the title
in the way u want it to be.
so the bio paper sucked. except for a few qns.
ive got tonnes to do for physics. and yeah good luck to me uh!
yet another dreaded subject.
go to hell man!
aites 9 days to raya.
but i dont feel the excitement blinded by all the fatigue
and exam anxiety. i hate these things.
they spoil my life.
better get going.
off now.
jiayou wrssians
~Shahirah;Shera
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
dead!
I Miss That Guy Damn Loads!i sound pathetic dont i ?
well im ! im feeling pathtetic anyway.
had cemistry paper 1 and 2 just now. and im very sad to say,
it was super duper difficult. its like too difficult till i dunno which qns
i know how to do and which i dont. argh! i broke down in the mid of the
paper kay. i couldnt bear the fact that im gonna fail the paper.
argh!
all i can do now is seriously hope and pray that i can actually pass.
serious i wanna pass my chemistry and physics real bad!
and if i dont. damn, i dont know. devastated.
argghhh! i cant bear the fact that i might fail it okay!
i dont want to. i didnt study properly yetd. its last minute studying
i spend much much more time blogging surfing the net instead of doing
revsion and i effing regret that. my gawd!
im sure u guys have had that feeling before rite. theres a diff when u study
but the paper is diff and when u dont study and u find the paper difficult.
uve got no one to blame but ur effing selves! im just hopign that they will
be effffing the effing core lenient and let me go thiss time.
ive yet to study bio and emaths paper 2.
i wanna do well for bio seriously. im left with 2 more chapters but i
guess im gonna take a nap first.
haish.
i dunno how to tell my dad about the paper just now.
surely hes gonna be disappointed. and upon hearing the results,
even more disappointed.
oh btw that poem yetd was by me okay!
ive got a new poem today.
"Sometimes doing your best might not mean doing well.
Sometimes doing your best does not mean its for your sake.
Sometimes doing your best does not promised happy endings.
&Sometimes doing your best does not even exist!"
Note that my poems and stuffs are not direct stuffs like.
Failure is the first step to success kindda thing!
Uve gotta really read it understand it and appreciate it.
fine if you dont.
please urself then. if it brings you money
fortune good luck or maybe nothing!
Im seriously scared! for my exams!
im seriously hoping i can do well.
at least my parents wont be that dissapointed.
at least they can still have faith in me.
at least they can believe i can do it!
at least at least.!
bye people.
good luck for emaths and yes biology!
~Shahirah;Shera
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
So much
Theres a lot of thing i wanna say.
Where do I start ?
Had Emaths and SS paper on Monday.
Had Geog & Amaths just now.
Broke down again after Geog paper.
Darn it, why, im always so foolish.
Anyway im glad ive been indulging myself
into not only song writing, lyric writing
but also poem writing.
found it really cool and expressive.
same as when i started writing songs.
but i write cheap love songs based
on my pretty pathetic love-life-less experiences.
i realize i can pour down all my thoughts when
writing poems or songs. its just beautiful.
if not for me being a sporean and academic seemed
to be the most impt thang. i would have quitted school
and pursue drama and music! i mean come on,
they are my life :)
anyway i would like to share this poem with you guys.
well i dont know if you guys think all poems must rhyme.
actually not all have to.
"I can't cry because Ive got no tears.
I can't sing because Ive got no voice.
I can't run because Ive got no legs.
I can't study because Ive got no resources."
The above is different from this following.
"I can't cry because Ive got no Pearl Tears.
I can't sing because I don't have a nice voice.
I can't run because my legs are hurt.
I can't study because I don't have enough resources."
See the differences ? I see them even if you don't.
We tend to give up easily just because we felt that we
don't have the complete full preparations & necessaries.
Oh by the way , im not selected to go for the Thailand Learning Trip.
Mixed feelings i shall say. Im kindda sad coz im looking forward to it
but im feeling more pissed than sad. But Oh Wells, I dont want people
going around saying that im the type of person who wont accept the
harsh truth bout myself. Like puhlease.
I can spill everything here if want to. I can explain why im feelings
pissed and not sad and i can gladly tell what am i gonna do in
future but no thanks since the people concerned are not gonna read this.
Thats life i told myself, you can get everything you want.
But do analyze and reflect upon yourself and find the mistake.
I planned to do just that. But right now in this situation,
i cant seem to do it. Reflection, i guess, is not the solution here.
Hahs! Im gonna turn to IRA!
violence! Just kidding aites.
10 more days to Raya!
& my Baby G is gonna give raya money! :)
TOMORROW IS CHEMISTRY END OF YEAR EXAMINATION.
AND IM NOT THE LEAST PROUD TO SAY I HAVENT STUDIED
ANYTHING FOR IT. IM NOT COMPLACENT. I GAVE UP A LONG
TIME AGO!
But being the kanchiong me , im still gonna study a bit later.
but laterrrrr , from 12pm onwards.
Yeah thats what ive been doing lately.
sleep in the noon and study from 12 onwards to 5am.
and then sleep till 6.30 and off to school.
ill try to see if i can do just that later.
I really wish i can do very well for my exams.
like i said its not for my sake only.
till here people, ill update whenver i feel like doing so okay!
~Shahirah;Shera
Where do I start ?
Had Emaths and SS paper on Monday.
Had Geog & Amaths just now.
Broke down again after Geog paper.
Darn it, why, im always so foolish.
Anyway im glad ive been indulging myself
into not only song writing, lyric writing
but also poem writing.
found it really cool and expressive.
same as when i started writing songs.
but i write cheap love songs based
on my pretty pathetic love-life-less experiences.
i realize i can pour down all my thoughts when
writing poems or songs. its just beautiful.
if not for me being a sporean and academic seemed
to be the most impt thang. i would have quitted school
and pursue drama and music! i mean come on,
they are my life :)
anyway i would like to share this poem with you guys.
well i dont know if you guys think all poems must rhyme.
actually not all have to.
"I can't cry because Ive got no tears.
I can't sing because Ive got no voice.
I can't run because Ive got no legs.
I can't study because Ive got no resources."
The above is different from this following.
"I can't cry because Ive got no Pearl Tears.
I can't sing because I don't have a nice voice.
I can't run because my legs are hurt.
I can't study because I don't have enough resources."
See the differences ? I see them even if you don't.
We tend to give up easily just because we felt that we
don't have the complete full preparations & necessaries.
Oh by the way , im not selected to go for the Thailand Learning Trip.
Mixed feelings i shall say. Im kindda sad coz im looking forward to it
but im feeling more pissed than sad. But Oh Wells, I dont want people
going around saying that im the type of person who wont accept the
harsh truth bout myself. Like puhlease.
I can spill everything here if want to. I can explain why im feelings
pissed and not sad and i can gladly tell what am i gonna do in
future but no thanks since the people concerned are not gonna read this.
Thats life i told myself, you can get everything you want.
But do analyze and reflect upon yourself and find the mistake.
I planned to do just that. But right now in this situation,
i cant seem to do it. Reflection, i guess, is not the solution here.
Hahs! Im gonna turn to IRA!
violence! Just kidding aites.
10 more days to Raya!
& my Baby G is gonna give raya money! :)
TOMORROW IS CHEMISTRY END OF YEAR EXAMINATION.
AND IM NOT THE LEAST PROUD TO SAY I HAVENT STUDIED
ANYTHING FOR IT. IM NOT COMPLACENT. I GAVE UP A LONG
TIME AGO!
But being the kanchiong me , im still gonna study a bit later.
but laterrrrr , from 12pm onwards.
Yeah thats what ive been doing lately.
sleep in the noon and study from 12 onwards to 5am.
and then sleep till 6.30 and off to school.
ill try to see if i can do just that later.
I really wish i can do very well for my exams.
like i said its not for my sake only.
till here people, ill update whenver i feel like doing so okay!
~Shahirah;Shera