Giveup

Quick update coz i really need to sleep.
I am both VERY Sad and Happy today.

I have decided to really give up on the only one person
whom I really really love. Someone whom I have no idea at
all why I even like in the first place. Unfortunately, things
don't always go our way. And yes, this time it really didnt
go my way.

I have to force myself to forget him. I must forget him.
Coz he's not meant for me. I know its useless if I cry.
But I still did.

The only one thing that I want now is Him Being Happy.
I want the guy I love to be happy. That's the only thing
that can make me happy and only that can give me the
strength to move on.


I really hope things go his way. So that,even though, Im suffering
deep inside, I know that my one and only is very happy and
that is all I ever wanted.


I know i sound like one pathetic emo minah or something.
But I truly meant what I just typed and they come from
the bottom of my heart.


Im praying hard that both of them gets tgt. He will be
very happy and therefore, so will I.


I know he doesn't read this blog. That's why Im sprouting
everything out.


Hey J, I Love You.
I always do.

*

This is my all-time favourite piece by JC. And it
explains my feelings right now.




Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Shui jiao de da ti qin
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
Ni mei you she bu de
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai


Chorus

Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen


bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo

Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni



I will really learn to give you up. :(
and its bolded.


Take care and I love everyone who's reading currently.

12:35 AM ·