shahirah samsudin.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

replies

HELLLLLLO READERS :)
i miss all you lah seriously.

Hennyways, tagboard's flooding so replies yeah ?

Shar : Omg yess beautiful just like jae. haishhh. :)

Pyu : i totally understand what you mean luh. i mean its so
irritating about that jay chou thang. and yes babe honesty is
the best policy.

Ing Jie : Heyy good luck for MYE for you too ! You can do it Ing Jie
wink wink !

Izan : Sameon!

Yvonne and Jing Yi : GAMABATTE! JIAYOUS!

Angeline : yeahhhh dongbang boys are love.

Crystal : Mrs Park Yoo Chun ! Yeahh thanks for adding me. and yeah
jay chou is hella sweet.

Syakirah : omggg@ tk boleh angkat laaa! the lips that extend beyond
lipline! and red colour.

Shi jie : You tooo !

Green Milk : youre welcome. spread the dongbang love!

Shikin : hahaks yeah i was laughing my ass off too . hope this last
my freaking forever and ever. then then ur daughter marry my son luh!
and i love you too luh babe!

Hanako : Jaejoong Hero ! My favourite. !! Oh mann! Poor thing
that Chang Minnie is busy if not u can manage a longer honeymoon.
Is he in the US wtih you now ? Or you accompanying him touring
around ? And i wannna go US too!

Cui ying and Risa : Thanks and all the best too!

Fionne : lols, okay ill relink asap.

Ms Lim : Hey thanks a lot! Yeah ill try my very best !

Noor : hahaks thanks ill do it asap.

Pyu : Darling thanks a lot aites! Ill do my best.

Rai : welcome dear. :)

Aites loads of DBSKERS have been tagging me to do certain surveys
so here they are.

Rules :

- each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves

- bloggers tagged need to write on their on blog about their ten things
and post the rules.

- at the end of your blog you need to choose 10 people you`re going
to tag and list their names.

- dont forget to comment on their site that they`re tagged.

ok first of all this is by the both Suju and Dbsk Lover!

1)I LOVE LEE RYAN OF BLUE THOUGH ITS LIKE SO BASI ALREADY!

2)I LOVE WESTLIFE ! YES USED TO , STILL AND HOPEFULLY WILL.

3)I LOVE FAHRENHEIT AND WUZUN IS SO SO SO MY HUSBAND LUH!
I LOVE ZUN BABY SO MUCH! (okay i know very irritating)

4)I AM SUPER EMOTIONAL AND SENSITIVE AND I CRY EVERY SINGLE
SLIGHTEST THING INCLUDING THE LOST OF MY MAGIC INK MARKER.

5)I HAVE DARN DANDRUFF PROBLEM.

6)I LOVEEE DBSK EXPECIALLY JAEJOONG. AND THEIR BALLADS ROCK MY
SMELLY ANKLE SOCKS.

7)I AM ALWAYS GUILTY ABOUT SOMETHING. ALWAYS.

8)I HAVE AN EFFING BIG EGO AND IM STUBBORN.

9)IM SUPER MATERIALISTIC OF COURSE THINGS LIKE LOOKS SHOULD NOT
COUNT WELL THAT IS AT LEAST WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO SAY BUT TO BE HONEST
LOOKS DOES COUNT.

10)I AM SCARED OF / HATE ALL KINDS OF ANIMALS ESPECIALLY CATS AND DOGS.
YES I HAVE A PHOBIA OF CATS.

Tagged!
im so lazy to tag luhhh.
But anyway Keth, Nate,Syakirah,Izan, Jeanice, and members
of 4ISM or anyone happen to see this pleasee do it okay.

Next.

I've tagged by Rai!

Instructions:

Mark with a “X” the stupid things you have experienced.

You must write in their guestbooks to the people you tag that
they have been tagged max. 10 tagged ppl.

1-[X] Your bubblegum falls when you talk
2-[ ] Your bubblegum has fallen off your mouth though you are not speaking
3-[X] You have hit with a door or something transparent
4-[X] You have thrown yourself off a moving vehicle.
5-[X] You have thought in something funny, start laughing about it and ppl stare at you weirdly XD
6-[ ] You have hit with a tree while walking
7-[ ] It’s possible to lick your elbow
8-[ ] When you read this you tried to lick it
9-[ ] You have never noticed that the “abc song” and twinkle twinkle little star have the same tone
10-[ ] When you read no.9 you sang them
11-[X] You have tripped with your shoelaces.
12-[X] You have chocked with your own saliva.
13-[ ] You have watched the matrix movie and didn’t understand it it
14-[X] You didn’t notice that I repeated the word “it” in the previous number
15-[X] You have just returned to see if it was true
16-[ ] Your hair is blond or dark-blond
17-[X] People have called you slow
18-[ ] You have set fire to something accidentally
19-[X] Sometimes you leave your mouth open without thinking
20-[X] You have fallen asleep during class.
21-[X] Sometimes you stop thinking

22-[X] Sometimes you forget what you were talking about
23-[ ] People stares at you weirdly and go away from you
24-[X] Very often you are told to listen the little voice in your head
26-[X] You use your fingers to do simple substractions or sums
27-[ ] You have eaten an insect.
28-[ ] You are doing this while you were supposed to be doing smthng important
29-[X] You have wore your clothes wrong side
30-[X] You have looked for smthng and it was in your hand all the time
31-[X] You send chain mails becoz you are afraid of those things happening
32-[X] You lose stuff very easily and often.
33-[ ] Your friends know that they shouldn’t use long words while speaking with you.
34-[ ] You hit your head with your hand when you get confused.
35-[ ] You have fell of the chair.
36-[X] When you are laying on your bed staring at the roof you try to find figures in the roof’s texture.
36-[X] You repeat too often “ummmm..” when you’re speaking.
37-[X] You are afraid of smthng very very stupid
38-[X] It’s hard to count the “x” you got.

TOTAL 1:11

39-[X] You had to count again
40-[X] You are asking why does it says 'TOTAL 1:11'
41-[X] You didn’t notice that no.36 was written twice and they are really stupid things

ive done 26/42 stupid things!
maybe im indeed vary stupid !

Izan kiirah nate keth 4isms jeanice anyone.
just do luhhh okay.

im damn tired.
so i wna sleep now.

buaiz!

shera<3

Monday, April 28, 2008

its almost 130 am now.
i just came back form JB at about an hr ago.

went out at 6 plus i guess. went back home first.
and then dinner and then F1-ed and then home.

we received this sample foundation thang from maybeline
and i tried it just now. i looked quite nice with it.
makeup stays much much longer on my face.

i didnt manage to take picchas of it though.
as in pics of me. hehhhs!

i have about a mil photos to upload but then
no time. damn damn.

my mindmaps and random things found while cleaning my
room. yes i did that just now. now its really clean.
i doubt ill be updating for quite sometimes.

im practically doomed for everything. except ss MAYBE.
and MT MAYBE.

omggg pray for me.
of course after praying for urselves luh!

hahaks LUH!

i feel like sleeping but im scared ill have no time to
finish studying.

i know dont act guai and just go to sleep righttt ?
okay then set!

okay goodnight.
ill see my royals tomorrow.

and people mom wants me to loose weight so i wont
eat in school form now onwards okay.
just breakfast and late lunch. thats it.

lets seee !

MUACKS MUACKS.

<3ryan!

Shera<3

Saturday, April 26, 2008

ss.

damn i slept early yesterday at around 12.30am.
and woke up at 11 am. that like 10 hrs plus.
i told mum to wake me up at 6. so that i can start studying.
but then its obvious i wont wake up luhh. so yeah wasted a few
precious hours.

and then i wanted to do my social studies mindmap
but then afie asked me to check the net for the traffic
flow towards jb. so i did. and well its kindda obvious lah
that i will hop to other sites after checking that
traffic flow thang. so yeah blog nuffnang fs imeem
youtube and other shits.

so i think its like 1 plus when i really shut the computer
off and start doing my work. hehs.

i finished my first mindmap at almost 3. and the other
at almost 5. i know thats like soo long ? mindmaps
are seriously time consuming but i guess the process
of doing it is pretty enriching. it organizes what you
need to know about the chapter. and the end product is
usually satisfying :))

and because im soo show off like mad.
i took pictures of it and im gonna show off
how hardworking i am. (for ss only that is)

btw im using blogger uploader because photobucket is being
shitty like i dont know who.

hopefully blogger uploader is fine lah.
coz im typing while waiting for pics to upload.

shit uhhh so slow.
ive got a lot of pictures and im uplaoding 5 at a time.
bloody hell.

oh btw the other day tracy or someone said something
which ticked me off of course not veyr seriously
but i actually said 'stupid idiot! bloody hell!'

i thought mr roy was about to scold me for swearing and things
like that but instead he laughed and said 'Class, even when
Shahirah swears she swears with much elegance!'

damn funny lah mr roy!

shit luhh stupid blogGER! and stupud photobucketGER!

but i have some burning qns regarding ss. if you
are some ss genius and would like to help me then i suggest
you to go to out royal4ism blog by clicking royals4ism
at the linking area (yes the one in pink that serves as header
for linking my fellow royals.) and then click entries and
then see my questions and answer it either at that blog
itself or hereee :) thanks a lot.

actually the only reason why i wanted to post those pictures
up is because i had this crazy idea, in case i didnt
manage to completely revise my geography. i wanna exchange
my ss mindmap with people who focussed more on Geog
and did good geog mindmaps. Any takers ?

I wouldnt say my mindmaps are good coz quite honestly its
very wordy but but but it covers everything that you need
to know in a very organized manner - im pretty sure
it will help you for your SEQ coz i have a few mindmaps
for each chapter and each of them is for one possible
qns in the SEQ section.

btw, keth said SBQ 'just write rubbish.'
so ill try lah since she actually scored well by writing
rubbish.

ohh keth btw, ive got 2 bob marley DVDs. with a lot of great
songs according to dad. but dont have our favourite THIS COULD
BE LOVE. tell your hot brother about that okay! if he wants to borrow
then id gladly lend it to him luhh.

anyway i wanna know who are the people who did mindmaps for geog!?
please lend me coz most likely im gonna die luh! geography
sucks, quite honestly, ever since Mdm Timah took my class. No,
im not saying shes not good or anything. she is very humorous
and she teaches well. But then if only Ms Shidah takes us then
i guess we'd be able to do much better. Even Hanlin thinks
Ms Shidah is like much better !?

anyway the other day i was talking bout China to hanlin. and then
he told me theres this one place that has A LOT OF HOT GOOD
LOOKING GIRLS WHO WALKED DOWN THE ROAD LIKE MODELS WITH
REALLY GOOD CLOTHES ON! and so i asked him is there any place
in chine where theres nothing but loads of hot guys!
initially his expression was like yeah duuh kind of thing.
and then i went into specific criteria ; Soccer-Playing Guys!
and NOT Basketball players. And he said yes theres this
one area whereby theres a lot of GOOD LOOKING SOCCER GUYS
WITH MUSCLES AND HOT BODY. omggg.

i wanna tell Dad i wanna go China lah. but im sure mom
will be like ' eeyyyy nooo! later wanna eat what over there!' hahaks
mom's really funny luh!

but then omg. i really wanna go to that place that hanlin told me
about. like what more can i ask for ? firstly, china guys are OBVIOUSLY
good looking unless they are just simply not appealing lah.
then next, they play soccer ! omg ! soccer soccer! something that
i could relate to and something i could actually watch and play too,
real life and on playstation with the exception of FIFA STREET coz
it has Cristiano Ronaldo on the cover. so im not gonna touch that game.
unlike basketball which i tried to 'be interested in' since i used
to like someone from the schools team. USED TO laahhh. and then
lastly, hot bodies with muscles! like wuzun's body luhh!
so hot with pacs and everything.

so china - its a must go!

but then mdm timah likes to say about their low SOL and QOL.
where S means standard and Q means quality and OL is of living.
She mentions about the dirty river which is used for practically
everything. aiyaaa, turn off!

anyway i slacked a lot lah today other than doing tt 2 mindmaps.
ill go revise bio after this.

anyway what exactly is the difference between Shall and Will ?
im just asking.

ANYWAY HAVE YOU HEARD THE NEWS ?
MANCHESTER LOST TO CHELSEA 2-1 !

OMG OMG OMG!
Frank Lampard didnt play coz his mom just passed away.
What a sad thing to happen. But its okay i hope
the result cheered him up. Though its nothing compared to
a mom who practically take care of us from beyond day 0 of life
on earth. :)

may god bless her and of course both Frank senior and junior.

omggg! CHELSEA MUST WIN THE EPL TITLE !
and mr siva actually supports Man U! sooo hes a loser now!
and then Mr Clement Lim supports Liverpool. So we just drew and first
leg CL . so see ya at second leg which obv chel will win!

*

im tired menn! i have the habit of spelling lah as luh
now. must be the influence of that cute mak nenek laaa. coz
i read her blog sometimes and she uses Luh. seeee im using
it too sometimes!

*

stupid photo uploader.
i shall upload tmr or something.
i will go and revise bio shits luh!

stupid stupid!

till then. goooodnight.
and kiirah's blog is back menn!

welcome back sis! muackz!

Can i irritate you guys for a bit
Current tune : Ai wo Bie Zhou - Jay Chou!
hahahahaks.

Anyway MSN is soo empty. must be due to the Anugerah Planet Music
which is on Suria today. I cant be bothered to watch coz i watch
it on Astro last time. But of course i went out of my room
twice to catch Siti receiving her award plus her very very
inspirational performance of Search's Fantasia Bulan Madu.

Omg suddenly i love search so much. like they are so
legendary and i respect them a lot.

catch this.

i doubt a lot realized she actually change microphone in the mid.
in case you guys are wondering she is siti nurhaliza.

i remember when i was in primary 6 and thers this junior of mine
who asked who's my idol and i answered siti nurhaliza while
she answered Agnes Monica at that time playing Dini in the
oh-so-hot teen drama then.

I can undoubtly say she is still indeed my idol. :)
i missed her concert in singapore though. but nvm.

And Dayang Nurfaizah shudent be called Malaysia's Beyonce okay.
No, i dont mean it in a bad way. I meant that she is someone
who is superbly unique so people should bot call her B. Coz
she is none other than the spectacular DN!

and what the fish is wrong with youtube - everytime like this.!
so f-ed up! stupid idiot , bloody hell! with no elegance.

anyway byee laaa im like talking so much rubbish since just now.
i want monday to come i wanna meet hanlin and tracy for
more ghost stories.

i miss my class so much!

LoadsOfLove
Shera

Friday, April 25, 2008

English

Current Tune : Sampai Syurga by Faizal Tahir.

English was i dont know what to say. Paper 1 was
okay but my story is very boring and theres no interesting
words except for the smell of my beloved daffodils and
honeysuckle.

My report was more like eeeeee i dont want to interact
with people from broken homes kind of thing. that but in
a kinder tone. the only reason i chose MINDS was its
once a month and we are having o levels and stuffs.

But my invigilator was MR EUGENE POH OKAYYY!
so happy luhh. coz i told the class yetd that he would
come and he really did. aiyaa <3.

Compre passage was frustrating coz Passage B was like so long.
i almost gave up reading it half way. i mean im totally not
interested in coral reefs okay ? how are they destroyed and all ?
oh please luhh . i wonder what if they actually put an article
bout maybe Paris Hilton and Lindsay Lohan then maybe we can get
really good marks luhhh!

Its always coral reefs, cliffs, mountain, stranded on an island,
trekking, walking, running, gorilla, how animals adapt to
bla bla bla . gahhhh!

It should be Why is Paris Hilton so bitchy ? Why is that Xiaxue
girl so ugly and yet thinks shes pretty and then criticise
others who are much more prettier ? How come Man U lost
to Barcelona during their first leg CL semi final ? Why
a lot of people esp ME hate Cristiano Ronaldo ?

Then ill pass luhhh.

Current tune : Zhou Jie Lun - Qing Hua Ci.

VOCAB ? hmmmmm maybe if they are superr lenient.
SUMMARY ? maybee if they accept ugly almost illgible handwriting.

ilovee my dad.
always encouraging me. telling me to just give the best.
instead of the normal , see i told you , study but u nvr study.

i love you baba!

*

after the papers went McDee. Sat in front of Izan Jeanice Nadiah
Afifa Catherine Syuh and Fionne. Beside was some wrss student
tgt with Wan Li and Boon ta i think.

we didnt order any food coz the queue is like very long.
so we waited and by the time we got our food,the area outside
was rather empty. heh.

ate crapped gossiped rubbished.

Current Tune : Jay Chou - Yang Guang Zhai Nan

Nate has to left at around 2 for the interview thang.
So Keth and I continued crapping there. and then Keth
asked me to tell her some of the ss stuffs.

and i had this really CRAZY idea, bout playing Office-Office.
Yes like last time we play Masak-Masak (Cook-cook) now we play
Office-Office. But then later I changed the name to
Business-Business. coz i want to be the so called officer
and Keth is my client . So i have my black file and
it was really funny luhhh.

i showed her this piece of paper which shows all the chapter
and themes tested. and i said this as i passed her the paper.

Current tune : Pu gong ying D e due ding - Jay Chou.
Yeahhh i know i suddenly realised its all jay chou songs.
stupid GER. change change.

Current tune : Nothing But Something - Nami Tamaki.

Anyway this is the only time im gonna do this current tune
thing. i just wanna immitate Bimbo Nate Kang for fun.

anyway bout the paper.

*Passes the paper* * With so much business-women-like elegance*
"Okay this is the format of the examination and the chapters
and themes tested. Its quite an interesting package actually."

OMG! interesting package ehh ?
im so into that business thing luhh. but keth
kept laughing. we both figured out i look very pervertic
and not business like at all.

but in the end i gave up and really explains things clearly luh.
i felt like im mr roy like that. hahaks except that mr roy
dont even need notes to explain uh.

keth i hope our ss tuition thing benefits you.
because you know what, it benefits me you knowww.

and then we went to zap some stuffs.

Current tune : Jay Chou againnnnnnn - Wu Shuang.

Keth and I got the wrong shop initially. and she insisted synthesis
is the photocopying shop. stupid GER!

and then i went back home and felt really guilty that i went
to eat macdee but ej didnt get to. but then he get to eat
koko crunch and thats really good luhh! better than mcdee.

nvm, western food lunch for my darling brother tmr.
cooked by yours truly.

*

random stuffs that i wanna say.

*

Current tune : Jay Chou - Wo Bu Pei

*

I had a random conversation with Shikin darling. On MSN just now.

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
you know what kinnnn i think if i hv a daughter in future.
ill name her norashikin. or anything that has shikin in it.
its a must must must!

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
lol. that's hell swit la seh. haha

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
=))

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
hahaks.i want my son to have 'Ryan' or
Riyan somewhere in his name. so the girl must-have
name is shikin.

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
lol.

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
like weird like tt

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
ryan n shikin

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
haha

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
hahaks corect luhh! BOTH SHERA LOVE TO DEATH!

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
buden if i call shikin , both my daughter n best
friend will look up ,.hahas

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
lol. correct!

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
then trouble la seh

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
haha, when i go to ur house to let the kids play together
u'll ended up confusing me with ur daughter

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
hahaks uhuh sehh! but nvm uhh.. as long ader shikin .
maybe it'll be like sumting sumting shikin binte
WUZUN's muslim name

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:

lol
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
ahaha.s omg im totally random uhh! coz i was thinking of
nice nice names just now.

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
i know!! her name is Nur Azrin Norashikin!

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
lol. yeah tts very random

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
so longggg

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
haha

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
long nyer susah

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
nnt dia jadi mls nk buat worksheet (she will become
lazy to do worksheets in school)

'aashikin ignorance is bliss says:
lol

super effing random! and bullshitty luhh.

Current tune : Tian Tian De - Jay Chou.

but i really wanna talk bout this girl.

Who else ? My darling, Norashikin Mohd Nor.
A friend and A sister.

4 years of friendship ? Thats pretty long but to think of it
its rather quick too. I learnt so much bout you throughout
those 4 years. So many fond memories between the both of us.

Remember when we had this really big fight in school back in Sec 2 ?
We didnt talk for like dunno how long. And then one day a miracle
really happen. You stepped into the councilor room and there was
no one except me. You hesitated initially. But then you
still came in. Being egoistic me, i just shut up. But you were
the one who opened my heart by starting the conversation and
then we started apologizing and hugging each other like mad.

You know what babe, till now, that day is my happiest day
in my secondary school life.

Eversince that day, we got closer we shared every little small things.
We shared ups and downs. And every single thing we shared
was so cute and funny. Its hard to remember the jokes we shared.
But its easy to remember how hard we actually laughed at it.

Especially those times where we will actually go to the loo
and then wear out skirts like at our chests ? and then walk
like a pregnant lady. I still remember those times where
we will slack under my block and you'll imitate P Ramlee
singing Jangan Tinggal Daku. I miss our lil phone
conversations - usually filled with laughter sometimes
going on for hours.

Then we got separated due to the streaming shit. You were supposed
to be in my class but due to some reasons we ended up in
different classes. Hard to believe initially coz i cant imagine
life in class without you ! But somehow i managed though
i was super lonely as in in terms of being able to converse
with someone on my own mother tongue in class.

But till now, we still share good and bad times together. Its
always fun being with you. Irritating you by acting cute.
Irritating you by stealing your wallet away. Irritating you
by whatever way i can think off.

Right now, the last time we really sit down together and crap
like mad is the last time we went to the school library
together after our oral practice. I was looking for Malay book
and you actually pointed, "Nie bukan melayu eh ? Abeh aper ?
Buku Tamil ?" in the end its not even malay book. And then
we made fun of every single malay book there is, especially
the boleh kahwin and gagal thing . so funny okay. Until
we found this book that has two characters called Shikin
snd Shahira. How coincidental !

You know i still laugh at our cute cute lil jokes. i missed it
so much. i know right now its really hard to sit down
and crack lame jokes so easily coz of the o level pressure and stuffs.
and babe, i totally understand the bit bout being neutral party and
stuffs. i totally understand it. that's why i stop minding it.
though it still hurts. but i know im still in ur heart and
you are soo still in mine.

Babe, jiayou for your o levels do your best and i wanna see you
get A1 for ur maths and amaths like how you always do. dont slack.
and remind me not to slack too okay. Lets work really hard
to achieve our goals. May I see you reading news in Suria one day.
I so wanna see you there. And im gonna tell my cousin the one
i told you about, about youuu as soon as i meet her! so live the
dream darling!

Lastly, based on our conversation i hope 10 years down the road
our children will really play with each other. and
hopefully you have a handsome son who play soccer, supports
chelsea and love music who will fall in love with my
hopefully pretty LIKE ME, daughter. hahhaks!

I know i say this to you every single day and at least
twice during every single english lesson, but i just have to
say this again ,

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH NORASHIKIN MOHD NOR!

*

Current Tune : Jay Chou - Che

*

second random thing. (oh wait my legs numb!)

there are particular emails which i hate to receive.
they always make my hotmail looks like ive got LOADS of mails.
when actually its just a load of bullshit.

First, friendster! that sharing applications shit.
like omg i know i can change settings and stuffs but gdmit.
I dont want to share applications get it ? Like omg
very stupid luhh. send that "BabyGurlXXX wants to share
application with you!" Omg stupid i DONT WANT!

Then then theres the 'Syafiq would like to invite you
to be a fan of ....". Firstly who the hell is the syafiq
and secondly, its usually things like Good Charlotte
Evanescence kind of bands. Like yeah i listen to them
but be a fan of them on FRIENDSTER is kental uhhh!
So again i DONT WANT!

Then then finally is the friends update thang. Im so lazy to change
the settings coz everytime i wanna do so i keep on thinking if
theres something impt and interesting that ill misss.
but till now, its really the same boring thing like who
uploads pictures and whose bdae coming up and considering not
all ur FS friends are REAL friends ull just ignore their birthdays
right ? So .. waste space!

Current Tune : Cai Hong - Jay Chou

Then the other kind of email will be the
"CONGRATULATIONS YOU'VE WON 100000000 THOUSAND MILLION DOLLARS
FROM WEAREDAMNRICH BANK ANNUAL LUCKY DRAW!PLEASE SEND US
YOUR PARTICULARS INCLUDING *WHATEVER SHITS THAT THEY WANT*
AND SEND TO IMGONNACHEATYOURMONEYACTUALLY@STUPIDPEOPLE.COM "

Omg . get real luhhh ? anyone would actually do as they say ?
obviously no luh unless its ur first time using the internet.
then then its like the whole idea expires already luh even
if u wanna cheat people's money cant they use a much
better idea, maybe in my case, "CONGRATULATIONS YOU'VE A PAIR
OF TICKETS TO WATCH FAHRENHEIT FIRST EVER WORLD TOUR CONCERT!
DO SEND US UR PARTICULAR SO THAT WE CAN SEND YOU THE TIX ASAP!"

Maybe ill click on that.
when im drunk or something.

Stupid luhhh.
Its not only in junk folder but in my email folder too.

stupid GER!
lol.

then then REPETITIONS! you know sometimes you join whatever shit
thing and then like to send update. like ONE is enough right ?
some like to send two in a row. and that kind of thing. i know
there is a possibility that you registered urself twice but
then after canceling one, then only one should come in luhh kan!

stupid uhh!

Current Tune : Zui Change De Dian Ying - Jay Chou

omg im so random here

*

I KNOW A LOT OF YOU FIND ME DAMN IRRITATING.
because of this.

Current tune : Zhou Jie Lun - Qing Hua Ci.
Current Tune : Jay Chou - Yang Guang Zhai Nan
Current tune : Pu gong ying De due ding - Jay Chou.
Current tune : Jay Chou againnnnnnn - Wu Shuang.
Current tune : Jay Chou - Wo Bu Pei
Current tune : Tian Tian De - Jay Chou.
Current Tune : Jay Chou - Che
Current Tune : Cai Hong - Jay Chou
Current Tune : Zui Change De Dian Ying - Jay Chou

I know like whats up with the constant update of which song
im listening to ? hahaks no no Nate Bimbo dont get upset because
thats not the point. My point is like Whats with the Im actually
listening to Jay Chou all the way ? Obviously its just showing
off for no reason kind of concept right. Like, oohhh im so cool coz
im listening to Jay Chou full tracklist of his latest album
so far. (I mean in the point of view of me being a non-chinese uh)

Why am I doing this ? i was chatting with this friend of mine
shes in a class on the same level as mine. she showed a display
picture of what she claimed to be her drawing though i dont
even know what is that. so this is the convo.

whateverhernameis says:
WAH

whateverhernameis says:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

whateverhernameis says:
my drawing's hot...

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
hahaks

whateverhernameis says:
reli

whateverhernameis says:
someone puji my drawing (someone praised my drawing)

whateverhernameis says:
not someone

whateverhernameis. says:
ALOT OF PEOPLE

whateverhernameis says:
cn make buisness or not ahr?

when i read that, im like omg! what the hell ! true maybe ppl
do praise your drawing but that dosent mean you have to tell me
and furthermore in caps, whats ur point ? showing off for no
reason.

its like you guys are talking bout something else and i
said wow my hair is hot! u know the guy there said its nice!
in fact A LOT of guys say my hair nice!

like your reactions will be like , "Kay soooo ?"
right right right ?

so pissed with this kind of thick skin people luhh.
whatever only.

what if one day we were trying out clothes and then i say shit im fat uh!
which i really am actually. then i said, but you know this friend of mine
say im not fat. then i ask a lot of ppl also they say im not fat.!

its like I START THE TOPIC.
NO ONE COMMENT ON IT. SO I COMMENTED ON MY OWN TOPIC.
AND THEN I EXAGGERATED MY VERY OWN TOPIC!

retarded sia.

omg i think this post is tooo long.
but nvm just enjoy.

and to further piss you guys off.

CURRENT TUNE : NIU ZHAI HEN MANG!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!

Loads of Love,
Shera<3Ryan

MYE

I havent been updating. i think uhh.
i cant stand even a day without computer.
haish.

kick it.

anyway MYE begins tomorrow.
or rather it already began uhh.

first up is EL. and im very nervous now.
i mean EL is one of my weakness luh.
and i have no idea what might come out for tmr.
now, im actually confused bout certain things bout report.

then then im scared bout the compre and summary.
i heard the paper is set to kill. maybe i should just
go and die first before going for that paper.

then then then rightt, the vocab qns.
im scared if its totally 'whaaaat is thattt ?' kind of word.

okay POSITIVE!
ive already studied. im left with one compre to do.
and i SHALL do it.

i heard teachers read our blogs is it ?.
hehs. obviously nothing better to do ehhh.
too bored. yeah i can understand them uhh.

anyway please let me ace tmr's paper.
i want mrs lim to be happy luh. i mean like
im gna do the grids and everything tomorrow.

ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF!

Before I go, let me just share this beautiful quote from who
else, Mr Wu Baby!

"Life is not about how hard you can hit.
Life is about how much you can hit and move forward!"
Always do your best and Never Give Up!

Actually i edited the thang coz theres a grammatical error
in there which changes the whole meaning.

so remember that especially my dear ROYals 4ISM and my dear friends.
Every single one of you esp to those who received the appreciation
note from me! JIAYOU!

ALWAYS DO YOUR BEST AND NEVER GIVE UP okayy!

love you all luh.
gd luck to me.

muackz.

Loadsoflove,
shera<3ryan

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ankle

my feet hurts. the ankle i think.
someone please remind me Never do ankle rotation
before running.

oh shit by the way, run is postpone to after exams.
gdamnit, why cant u just let us finish it ?
so that we dont hv to continue running like dogs
during pe lessons.

argh!

appreciation notes made my day again today.

and right now though is already 3 am, im writing for some.
and people, don't worry okay. i will write for as many people
as possible. i mean those who look like they will treasure
my small lil note uh.

Syakirah's, Beverly's and Lili's done.
I still have a few more classmates which i havent write to.
But im tired and not in the mood of some lovey dovey thing
with small lil heartshapes anymore.

oh btw. today is MY day 1 of revising for MYE. so super good
luck to me. i did SS chapter 6 just now. and i already finished it.
im suppose to do a bit of geography plus english before i sleep
at maybe 4 luh. but then theres this stupid movie on RCTI that
got me hooked to it. and after the movie ended at around 2 plus
im not in the mood of anymore mindmaps nor homeworks. saddd!

so Im gonna rush for SS Chapter 1 tomorrow. plus Geog rivers maybe?
And oh my god! Im not confident in English at all. So possible
text type tested for Paper 1 is formal letter , formal letter
to editor or speech right ?

and their format are ? heh.

i cant imagine what my chemisty marks for mye will be.
13/100 ? random number. its just struck my mind. haishhhhh.

Han Lin and I talked bout Paris Hilton just now.
Funnny.

I MISS BABY G SO MUCH LUHHHHHH!
called her just now. sleeping though.
damn damn.

lonely day tmr coz two bimbos wont be in school
both Nate got 2 days MC till friday. and Keth got 2 until
tmr. Damn, you guys get well soon okay.

i know what it feels like, i just felt it on the last saturday.

get well soon . MYE is around the corner.

i have to study for english. yes study.

i hope that when i wake up my ankle is back to normal.

i feel like sleeping now. and then pack bag later in the morning
before i go to school. but its only 3.15 am. now.
i reached home around 2.30 pm just now. and guess what ? i watched the
tv until almost 4. and then napped till EIGHT OKAYYYY! 8 pm!

THATS A FREAKING FOUR HOURS!
thats why i wont and cant sleep till its four am.
omg - im very abnormal luh.

im very scared for my MYE.
coz im pretty much doomed.
so i should at least plan what i shld do for the next
few days.

qing hua ci - ing.
im a very boring person i know.

i didnt see someone AT ALL just now.
im depressed. hahss.

you know it just struck me that we're really going separate ways
after o levels and things like that. omg.

i better gv everyone a kiss everytime i see anyone. hahhhhhs!

OH BTW TODAY IS THE RELEASE OF TVXQ 22ND SINGLE - BEAUTIFUL YOU.
and yes Nami Tamaki 4th Album - Don't Stay.

im listening to F4 ! ahahahas! i can't believe it luhh!
F4 is so kental uh to me!

anyway im really tired uh.
i think ill just go to sleep now though its not 4 yet.
whatever uh!

gd nite.
see ya.

i love wuzun!

Loads Of Love,
Shera

Monday, April 21, 2008

gd life.

Today is indeed the best day ever in this term.
Finally, Everything is settled. Like Yay!

Anyway, more and more appreciation notes.
and i so effing have to highlight to you the
one given to me by Beverly. Oh my freaking gosh,
its the most most beautiful one ive ever seen.
and omg its just pretty.

and guess what ? it says there,
DRAMA QUEEN , GREAT SINGING!

wow or what ? omg i love her luhhh.
so nice of her.

First thing first, we had geog which was of course boring as usual.

But after that, RECESS was changed to this thing called BIRTHDAY PARTY!
Who else's ? Mr Roy Chua's luhh! He look pretty happy so yeah thats
good. I ate the chocolate cake and omggg its nice luhh!

ate some snack and then drinks and etc. and then Ling Jie and I
became the garbage people. Damn Fun uhh!

SS was EFFING FUN OKAY! MR ROY AND I SWITCHED ROLE!
He became Shahirah and sat on my place while i became him
and taught the class. So I thought the class with full enthusiasm
following the way he talked and stuffs. He was entertained uh
for a moment.

Mother Tongue was fun fun fun too.
However it was wasted as Mdm Memy tried
to figure out the AV stuffs. But I had loads
and loads of fun though chatting with Aida
and Afifah. Aida can be very interesting. And
she wants me to join SI next year. Mad mad her!
And and I went to toilet so that i could see
the one and only.

And yess of course whats Malay, without crapping session
with Izan-io! So yeha Malay was a blast too.

got back my physics paper . i passed this time.
as compared to last time. hehs.
but still dang i could have got higher that just borderline luhh!

jiayou shera!

Anyway yesterday night i spent some time doing more appreciation
notes for people whom I really really want them to excel in their
O levels. That practically meant my WHOLE CLASS plus other
people whom i sincerly hope the best out of them.

Sorry if i miss anyone out but i wrote for Shiyi Cui Ying Hilary
Kai Yun Suraya Shafiqa and Boon Hong. I think thats bout it though.
And i hope these people are happy luhh esp my classmates.

Gonna write more for those who truly deserves it.

*

Anyway I FUCKING HATE HYPOCRITES okay!
dont say something which you dont mean.
please. if you care, show you do. if you
don't , forget it! Fuck all those shitty
sweet lil fucked up lines. You can just go
and buzz off with them.

And that is sooo not meant for Shikin.
Coz i was super pissed at her just now.
And she just wrote me a super freaking sweet to the effing
max blog entry for me at her blog yesterday. so to make
it clear im not referring to her at all.

im referring to the one person who comes here, but
dosent tag and PRETEND SHE DOSENT GIVE AN EFFING SHIT
ABOUT MY LIFE!

oh you know what!
I dont give an effing damn bout you either.

anyway this is what shikin posted at her blog.
i almost cried reading it.

[ it started with a photo of mine with the following captions. ]
my love; my bestie. =))
Dear Shahirah Samsudin,
this post is specially for u. before i
begin just wanna ask u to please pardon
my english which is super duper terrible.
lol. niwaes here goes.

so babe, i've known u since sec 1. and of
course, we went through lots of problems,
ups n downs, before we became close frens.
but gerl, im glad that we're now close,
we're best frens. and im happy and proud
of myself that i have a fren like you.

besides some of my other close frens, u're
also one of them hu dun mind listening to all
my craps, and exaggerate the information and
make me laugh my ass off. u never fail to
make me smile even during my down moments.

that's the special thing abt u. each fren has
their own specialties, and ure the kind hu
cheer me up.

and babe, if i ever hurt u. im truly sori.
im just a normal human being hu makes
mistakes. and sumtimes i just dun realise that
i do. n believe me, i never intend to hurt u.
i'll never wanna hurt a close fren of mine.
no one wants to lose their close fren. especially
if its you! =)

all this while, i always look up to u. besides
atikah, u're also one of my motivation to
continue studying and never lose hope. u have
been there supporting me and never fail to
ask me to stand back up on my feet. thanks for
all the motivation and the encouragement. i
doubt i would be here without u and chiqa.

shera, in this post i would also like to say
that i love u so much. and i never wanna lose
u. i alwaes dream that 10 to 20 years from now,
even though we're married, we're still best frens.
we will still hangout as usual. we will still
crap. and since we're married, our children will
play together. haha. swit huh?

so babe, work hard n dun stress urself too much.
u can do it and i have faith in you.

I LOVE YOU! =))

THANKS AGAIN NORASHIKIN BTE MOHD NOR!
i may be super super times 1000 pissed at you just now.
but i tetappp sayang you !

<3 you forever babe.

im going to call that Baby G of mine nowww!

byes.

loads of loveS,
sheraS

Sunday, April 20, 2008

tution

ahhhhh! saturday already ended.
not a single work is done yet.
im sickkkkkk.

and theres tuition tomorrow.
like arghhhhh! ive got so much work.
i dont even know what to do during tuition
tomorrow.

dang dang!

i wont be able to make it on Sunday for a class event.
and im so sad okay.

*

arghhh! tuition!

*

Ive been Jay Chou-ing on youtube since 11 plus.
check mails , fs, blog tags, myspace and all sorts
of things. but im still sick and bored. and weak.

Mom asked me not to go for tuition since im sick.
but i feel so bad laa to have to call and say i cant
make it coz im sick. haishhh.

*

I looked like a typical Indonesian or Philliphino maid today.
Wearing my Blue polo tee with PAN shorts. tying my hair up in a bun.
looking pale, walking so slowly with a very sad expression.

haish.

*

shld i go ?
ive got doubts bout Trigo Derivatives.
but Im sick.

anyway speaking of trigo, this weekend is actually supposed
to be my trigo week okay. I mean like im supposed to revise and
practice trigo qns. but now seeee omg, im so sick right now.

i dont know who to blame for this.
really. haish.

im so pissed luh!

grrr!

*

and guess what ?
just now i washed my uniforms without taking my badges.
yes the councilor and speak good english one. i was hanging
my washed uniform just now when i see it hanging there.

then then the love note from shikin with the mickey mouse
sticker which she passed to me during english lesson was
in the breast pocket. and just now i slowly open up the
wet and thorn pieces and try to patch back.

i almost cried okay.

i feel like keeping those small papers.

*

if im not mistaken Alex gave me an appreciation note.
but what the hell i cant even find it now.
omgggg. i hate it when i lose things like that
precious things. and and furthermore its from my
darling alex!

hmmmmph!

so angry luhhh!

do you think i should sleep / do homework or start revising
for Mye / watch Kung Fu Dunk, again ?

a lot of you are saying no. 3 rightttt ?
heh.

aiyaaa. troublesome laa my life.
i dont want TUITION!!!

maybe ill ask mummeh to help me call my cousin for me.
but then its because of her that i started scoring my As
for Amaths since last yr second amaths test paper of the year.
i failed my first amaths test by 1 mark.

is there any milo in the kitchen ?

oh yarh btw, my house looks like garbage dump.
im supposed to clean it today.
BUT IM FREAKING SICK.

omg. stupid fever.

*

seriously what should i do NOWWW ?

*

i wanna hug someone tightly now.
so tight you wouldnt know when id let go.
so tight till it feels like forever.
so tight such that all there is, is me and you.
so tight ... okay stop it uhhh!

i like to blabber that kind of rubbish when im tired.

but really i wanna hug someone now now nowwww!

*

im sick.
heh.
duh.

*

guess whats the first chinese song i ever heard in my life ?
except for chinese new year and national day song.

its actually An Jing by Jay Chou. though at that point of time,
i dont reeally care who Jay is, coz the one singing is actually
Sylvester Sim (if you guys still remember him) during Singapore
Idol 1. And then next next, is Suo Yi by Sly Sim also.

I fell in love with it laa after listening to it on the radio
i think. And till now, i still have that song lyrics which i asked
Amanda to print for me.

and now, i dont know where the hell is he.

*

guess what ? i LOVEEE browsing through the thick chinese dictionary.
coz during english class i sit on Chai Wai's place in 4e2, he will
usually leave his thick chinese dictionary on the table while
he go to whatever band he's in. i find it irritating luh. i want
full space okay. coz im FAT! so to avoid frustration, i actually
browse through the words. funny luhhh chinese. all the different
markings with different tones and sound. so i asked
hong yi to teach me. and he did. so now i know some
of the differences. but cool luhhh.

*

i wanna go off. though i dont know where to.

*

is this post getting long and boring ?
i wanna blog bout something interesting but i dont know what.
only THREE more days to the release on Nami Tamaki 4th Album
and TVXQ 22nd Single, Beautiful you.

looking forward.

*

oh yarh dinner was superb luhhh. western food.
all cooked by Mom and Dad. tgther.

*

despite being sick, i actually wash the toilet you know.
and now its very clean uhhh. but you know i have two
brothers whose hobbies are Messing Up or Dirtying anything
that's tidy or clean.

okay luh not really. EJ cleaned his bedroom just now.
i havent seen Fie today.

*

Earlier today, Lili sent me Jay's latest song. Which is
a song composed for the Olmypics. Should I vote for him ?
Or my Dongbang boys ?

whatever. if im not mistaken the title is Qian Shan something something.
hahs.

*

listen to this.
very traditional but i likeee.

its old i mean , not anything new.
but still nice.

*

and before i go,

my BABY <3

*

till then,
sheraSamsudin

Saturday, April 19, 2008

fever

Damn im having a high fever again.
on a weekend. omg.

everytime im motivated to study.
ill fall sick. wtf.

anyway my TRACY is back!
and she really called me once she's back.
omg, i miss you Tk!

i kept all ur wsheets for you.
its under your table plastic cover now.

*

i practically slacked in front of the tv today.
and i dont know whether i can make it this sunday.
ive got tuition tmr midday.

*

i watched Muse concert live in Wembley.
and now im addicted.

damn.

*

i dont wanna be sick.
im scared ill fail my run.
shit.

*

i think ill just continue sleeping for a while.

*

bye.

MY TKPL IS BACK!
yahooooo.

lol
sbs

Friday, April 18, 2008

notes

Im so effing touched today. I went to school and i received
long long appreciation notes from my peers. Damn. I love you guys
laa. And i so will reply to each and every one of it okay.
People like Jun Xiang, Shi Yi, Kelvin, Siew Qi, Ling Jie and more..

So basically yesterday i wrote for Siew Qi, Guan Wei, Mei Yin,
Kelvin, Jing Yi, Surej, Shikin, Hong Chiong, Ming Hong and Colin.

I love their reactions when they receive it. Honored and happy.
Ming Hong then made me a certain like i dont know plane shape
thang. Hahaks, Keth and I cant stop making fun of it. But i
still appreciate it like mad uhhh.

During reading period, i wrote another long one for Kelvin.
and i think he likes it. I wrote for Terence during recess
and he greatly appreciate it. During MT, I wrote for the guys
from 4e3, like Roy, Jun Rong, Gek Chong and Wei Cheow. And yes
the really like it.

Im BLESSED today.

*

Mass Run was postponed due to the weather. I dont know whether to
be happy or sad. I mean somehow yeah im glad i didnt have to run
but still im gonna be very nervous until Monday. like WTF ?!
Im scared that i won't make it. Just Harvin and I were having a
chat bout this and he actually gave me lots of tips. Thanks a lot.

So i slacked with Keth and Nate all the way.

And guess what happened ?
Mr Chong laughed when I said i wanna be a singer.
OMG!

How dare he ?

So i told him that currently Han Lin is working on the music
for my very own song. Like yipeee.

Went back home and now im sick.
its either the rain or my baby G who didnt come to school
for a few days due to her fever.

i told Baby G i wanna call and talk to her Mom.
hehs.

Mom cooked my favourite dish. Im so happy. but sick.
I have loads of work to do.

*

You know how weird it is to actually like give exceptionally
good comments on somebody who's so called higher in rank
or somewhat popular. To me its attention seeking. Its like
saying 'Im praising you so that you'll like me.' And since
you are this so and so, that would be a big deal.

For example, if theres this chio girl who's very popular
and everything. And you actually drop a comment on her
Freindster page saying things like 'You are pretty. Ignore
what other say. You are the best.' Its irritating luhh!
Its like 'Ohhhh im on your side' kind of thing.

I saw that happening in school just now. And its sickening
like effing mad uhh!

*

Im sickkkk.
and im sickkkk of msn actually.
lols.

* shall reply tags uhhh :

Pyu : hahaks yeahhh! hopefully *winks*

Shi jie : lols. lame mofo shit luhh!

eezan : hahaks e learning sucks to the core can ? lol. you tc too.

yaya : hoep i can rewind the clock to all those great times we had together.

Tracy : babe i miss you so much laaa! Im so sorry i managed 30 mins
of the whole session. But dont worry Yvonne and Jac did their tasks
okay.

Boon : thanks you ah boon! :)

Pyu : Babe thanks a lot men! I found it already. thanks again yeah!

*

dang! 2.4 km fear.

*

till here, love you guys loads.

*

LoadsOfLove;
Shera

Thursday, April 17, 2008

ak tk

I miss my TK so much.
Originally, she was supposed to go off on Wed morning around 10.30am.
So I called her at 10 am to say final goodbyes. But much to my relief,
it was postponed to early Thursday morning.

So we get to chat the whole day on Msn while waiting for the LMS
to load.

and i can't be bothered to talk about LMS. it's all written in the
class blog, anyway.

So anyway, she told me she'll be leaving at around 7.30 am.
So I called her right before i go to school and ask her to take
care and stuffs.

I even promised to do all the things that she wished we could
do for her. And they are, filming the Adam Khoo booster session
because Danny is coming and she's gonna miss that, despite doing
everything that they already taught us. Secondly, take a picture
of Danny with all her stuffs. And third, is to get his
autograph in the sketch pad that she used for all the
whole brain notes.

though I have never used my dad's dvd camcorder for personal use,
i broke that record just now by bringing it to school to record
the session. But oh so clever me, did not bring the
adapter / charger, thinking that charging overnight will be
so good enough.

so I managed to get only 30 minutes of the whole 3 hr session.
ad that's pretty disappointing. but im praying hard that
she won't be greatly disappointed or anything.

however Jac and Yvonne managed to do the other tasks for her.
so yeah I hope she'll be happy once she's back.

*

AKhoo booster session was indeed worth it. We recapped some stuffs
and learn new ones too. We played a game and damn it i dont
know how to describe it but i might as well do push ups in substitute
to it. That game is all about resilience and perseverance.
And i have to say Im proud of myself. Funny, how when i look at other
doing it so easily it motivates me to do as well too.
and then came the touching part where you had to tell your partner
why you must succeed. and being me, duh, i shed tears over
something like that. and i wonder, whether i should ask myself
that question every morning before i go to school and every single
time i feel like logging on to Youtube to check videos out
or to go Imeem to download latest hits. Maybe that will
motivate me to keep going for these few months.

Before we leave, we made small appreciation notes for our appreciated
ones. Sadly, i couldnt finish all of it just now. But nvm, I'll
give those notes to people i really appreciate and respect tomorrow.

The session just now made me realize how much time do we actually
have in our hands that is less or about 6 months. and oh my god,
am i actually prepared to sit for Os ? I dont think so.
So i gotta effing buck up and CHANGE.

*

However to be honest with you guys, i think whats bothering me now
is not O levels but the Mass Run tomorrow! Oh my god! Yeah, true, I should
pray it'll rain and rain and rain but but is there a point in doing that ?
I still have to do it somehow right ? So might as well get it
over and done with. Anyone has a spare stopwatch for me ? I cant
manage time w.o stopwatch luhh.

I have super low resilience when running okay. I tend to stop
even if its just after a few metres only. Will the power of words
and power of beliefs help me tomorrow ? Oh pleaseee.

1.6 km in 10 minutes. and then finish the rest within 17 minutes.
oh my god, i CAN do it. Shera, Jiayou. Shera, Hwaiting!

im so scared, that i could feel the butterflies in my stomach.
Im not exaggerating or anything but i dont wanna fail it coz i
dont wanna retake that test anymore.

soooo IM SOOOO UP TO IT!

*

anyway Nate and I were being such bimbos just now as we were complaining
bout our pimples. and then we realize that we have two pimples. and best
part is, WE HAVE IT IN THE SAME SPOT FOR BOTH OF THEM!

we were like shrieking in, excitement ? in the canteen.
hahas soo lame.

*

i wanna do my mindmap. plus plus write my appreciation notes.

*

and then i wanna sleep i guess ?

*

im gaining weight day by day. coz i eat and then sleep.
hahs, aites, change strategies.

*

I miss Tracy and I love Han Lin.
We were talking bout loads of things just now,
from plastic surgery and speaking good english to guitars and pianos.
and I got this hunch that one day Im so gonna sing a ballad
accompanied by him on the piano. MUST MUST!

*

I love number patters. And i suck at Derivatives of Trigonometry.
and i didnt know we already finish it. so slowww.

*

im typing randomly coz im still very scared bout tomorrow.
jiayou jiayou!

will it be as hard as in Admiral Garden ?
shakes head laaaa.

haish.

*

GOOD LUCK SHERA!
JIAYOU, FIGHTING!

*

Till then,
godnight everyone.

and PS i keep seeing 11.11 am/pm nowadays.
JENG JENG JENG!

*

loads of love,
shera.shahirah

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

tracy

this post is specially to this darling of mine , Tracy Kok Pey Ling.

Dear Tracy,
I'm very sorry for whatever that has happened. And i know exactly
how it feels like to be in your position. I know how lonely it gets
when you're alone at home. Just on the comp, log onto MSN and
all the fellow Royals are there to accompany you. Better still,
give us a call, and we'll spent the night talking to you
and making you feel that you're not alone. If only I knew
your number, I'll call you right away and make sure you're okay.
But whatever it is, don't think too much of it. God does
things for certain reasons. Very particular reason that we don't
know of. And whatever that just happened is a perfect example.
Have a safe journey there. Do the necessary and never regret
anything. Come back fast and in one piece because Im gonna miss you.
There's no one to crap to and no one to lean on during boring
lessons. Take care of yourself. Take care of your family members
too especially Patrick! Everyone here will miss you. And will
be waiting for your return. And I will try my very best
to ensure that the AK Wshop Booster session is recorded as
much and as long as possible okay. Ill ask around for help.

Take care and I'm gonna miss you.

Yours truly,
Shera.

I'm feeling sad for her.

*

Anyone understand vectors ? Coach me please.
Tmr the elearning thang will be on vector and thats
not good coz i dont understand a thing.

Damnit.

nvm.

*

I WILL MISS YOU TRACY KOK! <3
I know your number now and i will call you!

*

Loads of Love,
Shera.

picchas

hot hot captured from pati pati.

Beautiful You Photoshoots.

my TVXQ Beautiful You Banner.
it looks ugly. co im using a temporary computer which
dosent have all my editing tools.

till then.
school was okay.
FOUND MY NOTEBOOK!
omg!

i almost fainted when i saw it.
dang! thank god.

gonna nap.

lol
shera.

Monday, April 14, 2008

tags replies

I shall take this time to reply tags.
And guys, dont bother coming if you dont
wanna tag.

i mean its not like i dont know who comes here and who dosent.
just dont give me the 'oh i dont give a freaking shit
bout ur life, when in fact you visited daily, but pretended
not too! '

im not saying you HAVE to tag. but you're on my site fyi.
and i demand that you guys leave a tag. and if you're not
happy, delete me from you link list and dont ever blog hop
here again.

yes im VERY __________.

Im feeling shitty right now. im crying again.
because i lost my notebook. yes my freaking
blue homework and daily task notebook. and that
is practically my life laa damn it!

shit laaa. i was super shitty. i didnt even talk to
anyone. and even bro was asking why. thats when i
broke down. FUCK!

and NONE of my classmates are online.
shit okay! theres this lump in my throat coz i tried
to keep back my tears and it hurts laa.

god damn it!
if i cant find it tomorrow then im so freaking dead laa.
i mean i can't do anything without it.

the last time i remember seeing it is in the chem lab just now.
but its not possible that i felt it there coz i remember carrying
it tgt with my chem prac wb with pencil case back to class.

oh my god! im so depressed now!
goddamnit!

shit laaa!
i feel like going to school now and look for it!
it's got EVERYTHING in there okay! every single thing
that's related to school.

fck fck!

*

CH @ DBSK Fanfic : all right ill go there and read the latest updates.

shar : hahaks yeah ure right. look like L. more good looking tho.
suju M rocks!

rai : yeahh jae is damnnn hot! and i linked you already!

Danson@sg : thanks for informing. ill check it out.

shi jie : lols!

shar : i love purple line too. and OMG RYEOWOOK IS DAMN CUTE!

Pyu : yeah agreeable. and i already relinked you.

im done replying tags.

oh my god!
please laaa i want my ntbook back.

i think ill die laaa.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Mama's Bdae Party

Ever wondered how it feels like to sing a ballad
accompanied by Mayuni Omar on the keyboard ?

Read on. (Jeng jeng jeng)

Basically, We had Mom's birthday party yesterday.
An unplanned one, i shall say. At around almost 8pm,
Dad Mom EJ and I set off from home towards Mike's Cafe.

Actually, i thought its gonna be an ordinary cafe just like
our Kampung Glam cafe. But i guess i was proven wrong, coz,
i freaaaaking love the atmosphere, the decorations, the colours,
the chairs, the sofa, the stage, the keyboard, the counter,
THE FOODDD esp. In fact, everything.

Initially, it was just an ordinary dinner there. The
cafe was just recently opened and as family members
it would be nice to show support isn't it ? So instead
of heading to our favourite Makan place in JB we decided
to go there which is also Mom's working place.

So yeah shortly, Afie came. And then we started ordering
food. Afie Ejal and I ordered Fish and Chip while Mom and
Dad had fish and heavy metal burger respectively.

I guess we were too hungry to take photos of the food.
I remembered bout photos after eating half of the food there.

However, i did take a photo of my orange juice. coz i was the slowest
where my drink in concerned. i was too engrossed in the scrumptious
fish and chips. Though small and might not be able to fill
big stomaches, i think its pretty worth the price $ coz it
is indeed delicious.

After finishing our meal, we were just slacking there. When
Mike played Mom a birthday song on his keyboard. And guess what ?
Another guy came out from the kitchen with a CHOCOLATE CAKE from
Swensens.! OMG OMG!

I think im MORE touched as compared to Mom. I was practically,
"Awwww" ing all the way. And then we sang the bdae song a few
times before Mike's Mom cut the cake into pieces. We distributed
to every single one in the cafe including Mike's friends whom
i have no idea who they are.

The cake is honestly very delicious coz its got layers and layers
of chocolate. and and its got choc chips, i believe, inside it.

Halfway through my piece of cake, the deserts arrived!
And guess what they are ?

OH MY GODDDDD , i tell you.
omg omg.

Its like, freaaaking delicious. You literally feel like
you are of chocolate yourself.

The first one, is Choclate Brownie with Choclate Ice Cream
+ Choclate rice topping + Nuts topping .

OMG ! its delicious like mad laaa!
really really !!!

then then then next one is Waffles with Choclate Ice Cream
with Melted Choc Topping . The other one,im not sure
what flavour it is, though, vanilla i suppose.

I didnt get to eat that as one full set but omg
just a bit of it is soo delicious already. Coz i ate
the whole Brownie with Ice Cream without sharing or
anything.

I told Uncle Rahim that this is my first time indeed
feeling full, of choclates! OMGGGG!

Heaven sia i tell you.

Anyway while we were munching away like starved gluttons,
we all had entertainment. And not by ordinary people okayy.
But by the Anugerah 2007 peeps and of course the man himself,
Mike.

Basically we had performance by Kuryati, Siti Hanah and Sabarina
who didn't make it to the final rounds of the competition. And
I really have to compliment Siti Hanah's singing coz it
was perfectly clear and defined. While I have to admit,
Kuryati has a very very beautiful voice. And im so green with envy.

And then we had duet by Maya and Roslan. One of the songs
they sang was Ada Cinta and it was very sweet luhh.

follwed by their solo performances.

Maya had to leave so hahaks being typical people
I decided to snap a picture with her.

And then we had our own jamming sessions hahas.
Unlce Rahim 'saboed' me. By telling Mike, I wanna sing.
omgg, wth!

I was soo nervous and scared and didnt know what song to sing.

But Afie went up first. To sing Sonata Musim Salju.
I have to say its pretty nice laaa.

after that, i had no choice laa so i sang Biarlah Rahsia.
and i was soo nervous laa. I mean like people were there
omg omg.

Initially, Mike had no idea how that song sounds like.
But being a pro, i sang a few lines and then he played the notes.

hahaks i look so not singer-like.
hahs.

anyways after me is this guy the one who came in with the cake.
and he sang a song which i hv no icea what the title is.

Basically we had a damn great day there.
A yes Mom was touched and happy.

Maya asked me to come today.
Im not sure whether im going coz i got loads to do
after slacking practically the whole weekend.

But just MAYBE.
coz today's the official something something.

I so am going.

All right till here people.
Pardon me if i sound braggy and ignorant.

im soo excited over small things.

ANYWAY I FREAKING NEED TO CLEAN THE HOUSE TO MAKE
MOM SMILE TODAY AT LEAST!

Im nervous for Phy SPA!
Help Mr Yap!

till there,
LOVEYOUALL.

LoadsOfLove,
Shera<3Ryan

Saturday, April 12, 2008

bdae

i didnt mention this in the previous post.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER!

May ALL your wishes come true.
May you be blessed with Health Wealth Happiness
Strength Peace Prosperity and every positive things
on Earth By Allah SWT.

Mom always know that I love you.
I promise to take care of you in later years.
I promise to bring you proud and not to
do anything you don't like.

I LOVE YOU MOM.

Father,Ejal,Afie and I love you till forever.

*i can't write that kind of things w/o crying.
Hmmph. what a cry baby.!*

Loads of Love,
Shera.

dbsk

"Don't bother if you don't bother."

TO ALL DBSK/TVXQ FEMALE FANATICS.
I doubt most of us teenage girls are not prepared
for marriage right ? But what if I say our future
hubbys are members of the most anticipated Korean
boyband ever, DBSK ?

Check out your future DBSK Hubby.
Click HERE to know your future hubby.

And guess who's mine ?
HERO JAEJOONG!

Kindda shocked coz i tried that kindda quiz before
on Imeem. and I got Hero too so i thought that must
really random. Though i think its the same quiz.
But second time now. *Hmmm*

Hahaks. Nvm jus try.

Anyway ill upload some shots of the boys.
From particular shoots or random photos.

Firstly BIGEAST VOLUME 8 ! Maxday!

Next up, Im sure you guys have seen Shanghai PC Photos right ?
I'll just post up Max's photos coz I really love his hair in this.
It reminds me of Rising Sun times. Practically, he was like
almost the mostt good looking one laaa!

Check it out.

He looks good right ? Very very smart-looking.

But no matter what, he's always hottest and closest to heart.

Hero <3 Jaejoong in Beautiful You.

3rd Live Tour 2008 ~ T ~ Photoshoots.

I definitely can't stand how HOTTTTTT they look wearing
blazers and in black and white pictures. Jaejoong! *Melts*

Speaking of 3rd Live tour, these are some shots of them
during the tour itself. *Haish i wish im there watching*

Random.

And and lastly, the love, Young Woong.

Damn! Hawt or What ? Hawt or What ? Hawt of What ?
That's my display piccha in MSN right now.

Till then people.
Jiayou for Os.

love you all.

Muacks.

I misssss you. R!

Lol,
SheraRyan

Friday, April 11, 2008

kethlyn's bdae bash.

Heyyy Ya'all!

Today is indeed a great day for Natelie and Myself.
Mainly because, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO G.KETHLYN - BABY G!
hope you're happy always and will score at least
6 distinctions for Os. I know you'll go like, "DUHH!
In fact, im gonna get 9 distinctions uhhh!"

Yesterday's her birthday actually.
But smart me and Nate decided to carry out our mission
on Friday. Which is today.

After school, I thought there was peer tutoring but there
wasn't, so we changed plans. Keth went back home to get something
and how smart can she get to actually bring an extra tshirt along!

At the same time Nate and I went to ADM to get our
ingredients and the so called cake.

By the time we reached school, Keth was busy helping her class
out with some stuffs so Nate and I did all the mixture thing.

Which is One pail of water plus eggs and eggs shells mixed together
And another pail of Flour plus PINKKKK food colouring!

I went back to class and talked to her randomly before
blindfolding her with a plastic bag and lead her to the
back part of the school.

And then whoooosh!

SHE ACTUALLY ASKED ME THIS ;
"DO I LOOK PRETTY NOW ?"

She was like PINK all over!
And caught attention from everyone uhhh!

SO YEAH, THERE GOES YOU PINK BDAE, BIMBO!
lol.

the not so best part came when Nate and I had to clear
up the mess we created. Hahaks i told Kethlyn that
Nate and I are working in the primary industry
wahing longkangs! And i told Mr Siva we bashed
keth but as responsible students we actually
cleared the stuffs, though we couldnt practically
pick every single egg shell but at least those
big ones that can somehow lead to blockage or something.

but anyway Keth cut the cake, without knowing what wish
to make! What the hell! She was like, "erm err hahaha
errr i wishh wah lao dont know uhhh!"

but after much waiting and patience she made a wish,
OUT LOUD mind you, and then cut the cake. and shared it
with nate , syafiq, joel and myself.

thanks a lot Kethlyn. we loveeeee you!

and i soo hope you like the GIFTTTT! and of course the card!
with my typo error!

*photobucket, imageshack and blogger picture hosting's
being shitty by not responding when i click Browse.
So ill show the card some other time.

After that slacked with the both of them in school before Nate
left for NE Campfire. And then talked some more. And not long
after, Keth and I went to the Mama Shop.

We slacked under the block opposite to mine to crap, like again!
And there were kids playing there, Keth and I cudent prevent
ourselves from laughing by looking at them uh!

they are soo cute but act cool and big at the same time.

im really tired. its like NO NAP for me these few days and
i feel lethargic. so maybe ill turn in early.

aites. love you all.
and i saw mr roy tgt with wifey and the two cuteee to the max
boys in popular yesterday. so cutee laa the kids.

aites.

before i go , i have to thank DIYANAH/DEE for printing
the card. omg i loveee you babe and i frekaing owe you one!

and just now i read SGW blog and im really touched
by what boon hong wrote laa. Though im not into
bball at all, but still, i feel so sad for the boys.

and then HC actually said that he cried. Aiyooo.
To me, HC is like a emotionless zombie. Therefore,
whenever he talk serious shit or become sad, it is
automatically felt by me and other people too.

So i talked to him just now and omgggg
can u imagine how dumb i was to say this :

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
dont cry anymore laa okay !
wrs #13 - my number,my place in the team for this four yrss says:
okays
wrs #13 - my number,my place in the team for this four yrss says:
hahas
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
take up a new hobby like learning japanese or korea and then talk to me in it

OMG! what onlyyyy!
like if i were him, ill just block myself laaa.
so irritating im being sad bout everything and you talk
crap!

hahahaks sorry but cant help it laaa.

good night.

love you all,
shera<3

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

proper

Finally a proper update.
Aites i had Amaths test and Bio test this week.
And I did pretty well for Amaths and its shocking like
eff laaa! Considering what just happened and stuff.
Haish.

Told Mom and she was so so happy. And i believe
it was because of her that i got good marks she's
worried bout what happened these few days and kept
praying i will do well in school.

thanks mom i love you.
and she cooked a crab dish specially for me.
i freaking love you mum.

*

And oh my god. I commit a sin just now. I shoot
rubber band at Mrs Lim's head. Its meant for Brian.
But he moved and it went to her hair.

Dang! Bad bad me!

*

Anyway if you read my previous post you would realized
that on the 23rd April , Nami Tamaki will be releasing her
4th album - Don't Stay. However, there will also another
BIG thing happening on the very same day to the Japan Music
Industry. Hot Korean Boyband DBSK or otherwise known as TVXQ
to the Japanese, will also be releasing their 22nd japanese
single, Beautiful You.

About 2 months ago, on the 23rd January they released their
3rd Japanese Album, T. Topping the Korean (foreign) charts,
30,003 of it were sold on the very first day of their release.

And to be honest, i don't really listen to Jap or Korean songs
that much before I saw them. And lets just face the fact that,
the album T is indeed one of the most spectacular album
ive heard ever.

Consisting of catchy and i-so-wanna-dance-to-this hits like
Purple Line, Ride On, Trick and sexy romantic ballad pieces
like Lovin' You, Love in the Ice, Forever Love and even
Darkness Eyes, this album definitely deserves some recognition.
Im not saying it coz im a big fan of DBSK but seriously it
is worth listening to ALL the tracks in T.

I know you guys wont believe a single shit i just said.
Unless you really listen to some of these songs.
And im almost like, Begging.

TVXQ - Purple Line

TVXQ - Ride On

TVXQ - Lovin' You

TVXQ - Love in the ice

I bet most of you (who truly listen) fell in love
with their harmonising and sexy voices.

Do check out this particular track which features J-POP
Sensation, Koda Kumi.This is Koda Kumi's 38th single and
it is also a part of the OST of Resident Evil : Extinction.

Koda Kumi ft TVXQ - Last Angel

CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF THEM ?
check out their full album tracklist of T @
http://profile.imeem.com/i3BUVJ/playlist/8Cix6u6g/dbsk_t_album_music_playlist/

Anyways back to Beautiful You.
This is the sexy Video Clip of the greatly awaited single.

This particular single will comprise of CD + DVD A, CD B,
CD + DVD C and another DVD which include off shoots
of the MV which is usualy the cutest part of everything.

So yeah.

Start marking your calenders and pre ordering
because its TVXQ FEVER in 14 days time which is
equivalent to 2 weeks time.

And what's music boyband without having special mentions
for the hot ones right ?

Definitely my Hero Jaejoong Love!

*

Keth said I should be a reporter. Maybe. Coz ive been thinking
of that too. Dang!

Im tired coz i didnt nap. Crapped with Keth and Nate in the
evening just now.

I guess i have to get going or ill doze off during lessons again
tomorrow.

*

Goodnight everyone.

*

LOVE YOU ALL.
lol
SHERA<3RYAN

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

proper

things are really crazy and im seriously in a state
of confusion. i dotn know how to start or maybe
it already started before i even know it ?

damn. o levels year. o levels year.
shit.

im mugging for Bio. gdamnit. Reproduction.
greatttt.

Anyway seriously hectic life.
I will give a damn proper update tomorrow or something aites.

2 BIG Bdaes coming up.

God loves us all. Therefore all the challenges given
are actually for our own good.

Anyway MY WUZUN BABY has updated his blog and im so happy!

KINDNESS WEEK.
right right.

and im falling in love with a totally diff person now.
im still upset bout yesterday.
i still have some dandruff.
im sick again. fever fever. and mr razif is right i wont
be able to focus in class. i slept during chem just now.
which is actually an achievement, considering its actually
mrs whelan's lesson.

DID I TELL YOU ALL I TALKED TO PM LEE THE OTHER DAY ?
hahahaks big deal luhh of course.

old times, i miss it.
but will it be the same,
i wonder.

shit im blogging random stuffs laa.

all right its already 12.
i hv 3 hrs to finish revising bio.

goodluck.
hoepfully tmrs paper is darn easy even my gmom can score luhh!

gd night.
lol
shera

Monday, April 07, 2008

400th

Have you ever had a day whereby you cried too much that your
eyes and head hurt like hell and that you feel you
might collapse anytime and just die ?

I had it. Unfortunately, its today.

Im not crying over a person or an animal (oh please)
but over a thing! I really needed someone to talk to
like freaking badly just now, but somehow i dont
feel like calling my friends up just to tell them
ive got this problem and im sure it'd be irritating
for them to try to figure what im saying through
my sobs.

I might be moody the whole day laa tomorrow.
I think im gonna break down tomorrow.

I wish i can just run back the time.
Everything would be fine. Everything!
But things already happen and all she and he said
was, nevermind and things like that.

4 months okay! i waited for 4 months and it ended up
like this. I cried so much just now. I dont know whether
im still alive or not.

Everything seems blurry.
Surreal surroundings.

Mom apologised a few times and i said nothing until
the last time she came into my room and said it again.
Even that, i just slightly nod my head.

Its not liek i cudent forgive her for sucha small thing.
But I HATE HOW THINGS HAVE TO END UP LIKE THIS!

I HATE HOW LIFE HAVE TO BE SOO FUCKING UNFAIR!
I HATE IT! I HATE HOW HURT IM FEELING NOW!

With all kind of problems stupid people are giving me in school
and now things like this happen. i cant stand it!
Other than typing this, all i did is just cry, today.

Amaths is like bullshit!
And Sayonara for Bio.

Fuck this life men!
Can i go to someone and cry my heart out tomorrow ?
please.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Nami Tamaki

Any fans of Nami Tamaki ? (other than Kelvin Poh of course)
You've got to be happy because there's only 18 days left
before her long-awaited album, is finally released.

As what I've learnt from different sites, this coming album,
Don't Stay, is Nami's Fourth Album.

The album is scheduled to be released on the 23rd of April, Duh.
As what she did for her previous albums, this album comprises
of the CDplusDVD limited edition and the CDonly edition.

In case you havn't seen this anywhere (of course you have if
you're a fan of hers, haven't you ? ) This is the tracklist
of her latest album, Don't Stay.

01. Don't Stay Instrmental.
02. Visualize
03. Together
04. Brightdown
05. hitchHIKER
06. Speedway
07. Station
08. Promise
09. re-birth
10. Gokigendazee! ~Nothing But Something~ feat.KEN (DA PUMP)
11. EDEN
12. CROSS SEASON -After Graduation Mix-
13. 423
-BONUS TRACK-
14. MY WAY Reproduction -Original Mix-

DVD Tracks:
01. CROSS SEASON (video clip)
02. Brightdown (video clip)
03. Promise (video clip)
04. Gokigendazee! ~Nothing But Something~ feat.KEN (DA PUMP) (video clip)
05. Tamaki Nami in USA ~18 day documentary~
06. 5th Anniversary Special Interview

The Limited edition one includes freebies like
special three-sided box package and a 55-page booklet.
A 55-PAGE booklet on just HER okay ?!

I've heard Brightdown and i shall say its a very catchy song.
A very good piece. And i DEMAND! that all of you regardless
of whether you're a fan of her OR not, just give it a listen yeah!

Pretty good isn't it ?

Anyway this is how the cover albums look like for the
Limited Edition (Blue) and Regular Edition (Pink).
I think she look pretty hot in those.

Limited.

Regular.

*

For non-fans of Nami Tamaki who aren't convinced at all about her.
Then let me humbly publicize some of her great hits. (read : her
songs which i LIKE!.)

This one is from her first album, Greeting.
Its called Prayer and i fell in love with it the first
time i heard it coz i thought it has this really typical
melody but i have no idea what i meant by 'Typical'. Somehow,
the song is really familiar but at the same time Unique.

Cover Album Greeting.

Nami Tamaki - Prayer. (Do listen, no harm done, isn't it ?

Next, is from her second album, Making Progress.
Fortune is the first song by Nami Tamaki that I've heard
and was introduced to it by none other than The Nami Freak (TNF),
Kelvin Poh. Heard it during our science course at whichever
poly that is. And the second song i heard was coincidentally from
this album too, DreamerS. (Yes with the BIG S at the back.)

Cover Album - Making Progress.

I think this is some remix version. The original doesn't differ
much though.

Fortune - Nami Tamaki.

DreamerS - Nami Tamaki.
Oh yes and not forgetting, Nami sang one paragraph of English
in this song. It sounds okay. ( Duh, who am i to say her english
is good or bad righttt ?) This song is a good song to be
sung on Grad nite or something ?

And lastly not forgetting, her third album, Speciality.
I randomly browse through some of the video clips from
youtube for this album. And there were some that i thought
were outstanding. ( I hate how im trying to sound like
some big time professional. LOL!)

Cover Album - Speciality.

Nami Tamaki - Sanctuary.

Nami Tamaki - Result. (i fell in love with the chorus's melody.)
It sounds very malay-ish. Niceee.

Not forgetting, She's only 20 this year. And she has
started releasing albums during her teen years. how great can
that be ?

So yeah like ive mentioned its only 18 days to her release
of Don't Stay.

Wow. I didnt know i had loads to say on this very petite
pretty singer. Considering, IM NOT A FAN OF NAMI TAMAKI!

How ironic can my post be ? I practically talked bout her songs
and how good she is. And im not even a fan. HOHOH.
Which means you guys better listen to
all the songs that i posted above, coz i really wouldn't
bother if its really not worth your how-many-minutes.

But anyhooos, credits :
wikipedia, google image, imeem, tokyo-nights.

its already 2. so i need to go coz theres a lot of homework.
and theres 2 BIG tests coming up. And i just realize,
that O level is actually this year laaaa!

HAHAHHAKS.
have a good day ahead.

Bye.

Loads of Love for everyone,
Shera. Shahirah.

shiyi

Saw Shiyi's blog. And was asked to do the survey thang.
And its been quite sometimes before i actually did it.
so yeah here it goes.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
-- 27 or 28 maximum.

2. What I want the most now?
-- change the status quo.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
-- myself.

4. Do you think u have enough confident?
-- for the wrong things usually.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
-- Be a Famous Singer and Actress.

6. What do you want to do now most?
-- read novels.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
-- family members. and beloved friends.

8. How do you find yourself?
-- unpredictable.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-- i dont know. It depends on situation.

10. How would you spend the 200bucks if you have to?
-- 1) top up a bit more and get a new MP4 or Ipod. or
2) treat my friends and myself to movies and meals. or
3) New clothes. New makeup. or
4)Music CDS. My favourites' albums. or
5)Fooood! or

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your the other half?
-- to be understanding and caring.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
-- stuck up, arrogant people.

13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
-- yes, i think i have to from now onwards.

14. Do you believe in God?
-- of course, Allah.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-- well, at least the presence of my 4 other family members
and our house at least. that is sooo the veryy least.

16. If you ever get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?(e.g get it from work, toto, inheritance)Why?
-- from singing/acting/song composing. that kind of stuffs.
coz nothing else in this world interest me other than those,
(except hot guys of course ! LMAO!) and i want my interest
to benefit me, such that i can live by doing something
i like.

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
-- im rather afraid that this something new might not work.
and i like my comfort zone however, if strategies arent working,
then i have no choice.

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?
-- someone who's always there through thick and thin.
someone who always stands up for whats right and not whats
popular someone who would stand up for that friend even if
doing it might risk certain dreams or ambitions.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
-- my ego. my if-im-tired-im-gonna-show-attitude-to-you attitude.

20. If you are feeling low one day, who will you go to ?
-- id wine to my friends. but after that ill seriously just
cry to myself like a baby in the loo.

ahhhhh im sleepy.
and its almost 3am already.

lol
sbs

friendship

friday. short day.
had Bio. MT. AMaths.

Theres like Bio and Amaths test next week.
And loads are tested.

I was chatting with an online pal of mine from Indonesia.
And we were taking bout weekends when i asked her how
was your last wkend ? she said, since our most impt
exams are really near, we were made to stay in school
Over the weekend.

im like . WHAT ?
lucky us singaporean students.
but still, i think our system is too hectic.

my head hurts like freaking badly.
im having migraines now due to loads of lets just say
Emoing ?

im listening to A LOT of songs that are really meaningful.
and i cant help but cry laa.
and im really sad now.

but i dont want to give up.
its already APRIL!

wake up shera!

Anyway i had to go for ushering on Sunday.
for the opening of the CC thang.
and im gonna meet PM Lee!

Like, YAY!

*

Im a lil bit sad. in fact very.
mom told me bout her new work place and everything.
and i hope she loves the place.

mom jiayou okay! do what you love most.
coook! and feed your fat daughter!

love you.

good night people.
before that let me just say,
i found another hawttt guy from Indonesia.
After Pasha And Enda.

Andika Pratama. Okay, okay.
I find him good looking just in this MV only okay.
Other than that, he is just 'so-not-my-type'.
i know im talking like i have guys calling me all the
time. Fine.

I googled him and i thought tt he's only
good looking in this vid only.

In this MV, he is like super absolutely definitely
Obviously , omg-im-gonna-faint-ly, Charming!

Haish. His eyes.

just watch this.
even if you dont understand it.

and to NATELIE!
im not NUTS over Chinese songs.
Im NUTS over good and great pieces okay.
hahahas.

This is an Indonesian piece btw.
Ohhhh my indonesia.

anyone wants the song can ask for it from me okays.
ill send to you if i like you.

im dl-ing songs.
i think i have to really get on with work uh.
if not im gonna be dead uhh!

im going offf.
good night.
beloved people.

muacks.

lol
shera

Thursday, April 03, 2008

shikin

ive been wanting to mention this for so many times.
im so glad to know shikin actually love me a lot laa!
i so so so love you too babe!

i hate how youtube is seriously slow at times.

and oh my god can i just say i love my sitting arrangement now ?
im sitting between hanlin and tracy. though i hate sitting,
in between people, coz i really dont know where to put
the half-my-mass bag. but still i so love my place, because
Hanlin is someone whom really appreciate my singing.
Im not saying im good, But he makes me feel as if im good.
Im so blessed laa sitting with him.

when he feels bored he'll be like sing me a song shahirah!
then im like , what song ? coz ive sang when you believe
and hero a lot of times. just now he asked for
Qian Li Zhi Wai and i realized i totally forgot
the lyrics. So im gonna learn for him!

if i sing a song, at the end of it, he'll usually
compliment me like im soo really good like that!
i feel so happy sitting with him laaa!

i can sing and be happy okay!

THSK SUMMER DREAM MV !

i so love it laaa1 their dance looked so cute!
though my Jae is not blonde, please, dye your hair again!
he looks better with blonde hair, esp O times. Haish.

And then YH looks a like Danson Tang. And ChangMin looks weird
with long hair.

Micky and Junsu seemed to be the perfect points guy this time.

:)

dang physics hw.
bye

LoadsOfLove.
Shera

physics

sucha tiring but fun day.
PE was standing broad jump with 4e2 girls.
i only had to take one jump ,in which im not sure,
what the distance was. but Ms Gan said its okay.

damn i love it when Ms Gan is so laid back like just now.

anyway just now i too k my physics test and darn its crap laa.
i totally lost track of the time which is a pathetic 30 minutes.
5 marks gone for sure! and the others super not guaranteed.
i might as well get a zero. nah i wanna at least pass laa this time
after failing it the previous time.

there must be a balance right ?
anyway during break time, Keth talked bout this crack
on a someone;s car windscreen. And then without thinking,
i said maybe a frozen bird dropped. and Keth looked at me.
I looked back. And she happened to be drinking green tea.
So we burst out laughing like effing mad laaa.

i know you wont understand, unless you read my previous post.

crapping with Jeanice and Syu was really fun.
And then Faris came. And then i left.

Koko Crunch.
JAY CHOU.
Sleep.

I feel like crying watching Jay's MV.

Haish. Anyway i only spent 40cents at the Mama shop
with the girls. And im so full just now.

JEANICE IS OFFICIALLY A MAK NENEK!
lawl.

thanks a lot to Colin. I now know whats
the title of that you are my sunshine song.
Super Sunshine - Gary Cao.

i so loveeee it laaa!

lol
sbs.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

keth and i

haish its another boring day in school.
and firstly thanks eezan for the paragraph
in your blog. you are one of those who constantly
encourage me. thanks darling!

secondly, you've read in one of the previous post
bout how lame Keth and I can get if we really get on
to doing something stupid right.

check this out another chat log on MSN.
but BEWARE ; those 'kentalans' who cannot take
disgusting stuffs can just skip this part. coz its really
damn disgusting.

FYI, Keth msn's nick was " The grass is greener on my side."

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
its way greener on my side laa okay! i painted
it with even moreee green pastel paint just now.

Kethlyn says:
everything on my side is green.. even my nail
in growths are green

Kethlyn says:
my mucus is green *digs nose

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
please laaa mine even better uh! my shit also green uhh!
if i just woke up from sleep my eye got some green green hard stuff.

Kethlyn says:
hahha.. my odour is so bad that green precipitation forms around me

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
my dandruff is so contaminated tt it forms green coloured fungi
on my head!

Kethlyn says:
been there, done that.. i have green mushrooms growing under
my arm pits

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
most of the pimples on my face are like green colour uh then then
i dont hv black or white heads only green ones

Kethlyn says:
every where i go, people turn green.. and i have no idea why..
must've been my green fart

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
oh my insteas of normal clear water puddle i always see green
stuffs on the ground, which is usually my vomit uh. diff shades
of green. oh and yes did i tell you my facial, arms n legs hair
are all green ? and its natural.

Kethlyn says:
really, i used to have green screen, and people often mistook
for incredible hulk's wife. so i went to the plastic surgeon
that micheal jackson introduced me to, and got my skin lasered

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
why why. i used to have teeth that are really green .
as in totally uh. so yeah i decided to use colgate total action
package which was featured in some channel as advertisements.
and yeah it kindda worked.

Kethlyn says:
really? omg, i used colgate and it didnt work.. i still have
green teeth, and worst, green worms are stuck in between the gaps

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
colgate only worked for certain people i guess. its not tt good
afterall huh ? because even after 14 years of using it (excluding
2 years of using kodomo lion) i still have green gums. and not
only that you can actually see green sements all over the place.
looks like as if someone with running nose put his mucus in my mouth.

Kethlyn says:
at least you got to use kodomo... back then i was so poor that
i couldnt afford toothpaste. i had to brush my teeth with my green
eye residue.. only to gargle with green vmit

Kethlyn says:
vomit*

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
haish that is ubber horrible laaa. told ya bout my green shit right?
guessed what ? that was my facial cream back then uh! n i usually wash
it with either green vomit or sometimes my green saliva or even urine
sometimes.

Kethlyn says:
green urine was my daily consumption.. it tastes like green tea though

Kethlyn says:
but i still love it

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
usually ill mix my green vomit with either my green shit
which i usually will make it into smal tiny balls uh so tt
i can hv my own bubble tea. its uber nice uh!

Kethlyn says:
i've never tried it before. i used to lie flat on the road
and wait for bird dropping to fall in my mouth.. i then mix
it with green urine, and add green fish food to it.. it tastes
like prata

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
fuhh must taste really good uh! but what ill usually do
is to take catterpillars smash it and then mix with my green
mucus . sometimes if i hv the time ill make the sauce out of my
vomit uh. its a bit like capati like tt.

Kethlyn says:
really? i think the best is when you mix everyone's shit
and vomit together ah! you get all kinds of taste, such
excitement!

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
i absolutely agree laa babe! it would taste like yummiest
thang ever! we can open our own cafe. Green Cafe or something.

Kethlyn says:
HAHAHHA.. i cant believe we crapped again
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:

exactly laaa! like wthhh! and all the time i was laughing
like mad! and i cant even imagine whatever we just typed uuh!
WHACK SEH!

Kethlyn says:
LOL

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
pathetic laaa! if i paste this on my blog my ratings
surely will decrease uh!

Kethlyn says:
lol! what if someone reads it and decided to blog about it?
soon, everyone will know that we're idiots

Kethlyn says:
hahah

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
we'll start getting stares n no one wants to go near us,
thinking we are such pathetic people with a disgusting brain and
lifestyle.

Kethlyn says:
and they'll start observing us, seeing if we really dig
our nose with green slime.. and have green mushroom growing
out of our arm pits

Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama says:
hahhaks oh my goodness! they'll really see if you actually
waited for birds to drop their shits.

Kethlyn says:
lol!

HAHAHAKS I TOLD YOUUU!
its darn disgusting. who ask you to read ???

anyway i believed we had a bit of fun laa doing lame things
like this.

i currently have no idea who visits this ohh so boring
blog. thats the reason i just post anything thats interesting.

in case anyone of you dont like it, then in sorry laaa,
you can just buzz off. coz i didnt offend anything
or anyone just now.

maybe the taste of prata and capati - yeah fine. - apologies.

physics test :)
yeah smilee.

LOL
shera

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

chem

there's so many things that i wanna say like honestly.
firstly i have to announce to the whole world
that all my hard work and sacrifices and prayers
had pay off when i received my chemistry test paper
results yesterday. i got an AONE for it! Yes!
40/50.

I really made Mom Dad And Brother happy.
Especially my elder brother. He was really impressed.
And really happy. and everything.

but of course, i have to seriously thanks
Jun Xiang and Shang Qian.

and of course my dear friends who never
stop supporting me and telling me that i can do it.
thanks a lot guys.

and especially to Syakirah, who dedicated a paragraph
of her latest post for me regarding my achievements.
Thanks a lot. And of course Eezan too. Thank you.
For always supporting.

Of course of course My darlings.
Shikin Aainaa and Keth who kept reminding
me to ignore all kinds of negative comments that
teachers made.

i did it. i did it.

but unfortunately the past is not equivalent
to the future so i gotta bloody work my ass off.
coz i still have toa dmit that my basics and concept
are crap.

theres gonna be physics test and i doubt im even prepared for it.

had oral just now. and i must say im quite happy uh.
and mr faraz is really nice. really.

so after that we 'sabo-ed' Colin Lee. It was his birthday,
2 days ago. So yeah.

Dirtied my clothes. and i didnt manage to nap and
that means im like totally dead.

coz no nap means.
cannot concentrate on work for the rest of the day.
and must sleep by 12 plus.

nap means.
can focus like mad for the rest of the day.
and can stay up till 5 in the morning.

so yeah. stupid laaa.
im like so tired now.
and theres so much to do.

so how how how ?

sleep or do work ?
or just slack ?
like now!

anyway i asked Kinza, 'is there anything
that makes you look forward to school ?'
coz she told me she dreaded school.

well me too actually. the lessons the pressure the teachers
the workload the notes the everything.
but i said this, 'theres one person whom always
make me look forward to school.'

and aainaa said this, "i know. R right ?".

but but but SHE DOSENT KNOW WHO R IS!
and she came up with all kinds of names that started
with R just now. including RAVIN!

oh maybe i should just say, Yeah Its Ravin!

i love all of you.
and just now a sec 2 fooled me.
haiyaaaa.

i loveeeee shikin okay!
love alot alot alot!
muackz!

LOL
SBS