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Thursday, July 31, 2008
help
As human beings, everyone make mistakes. Sometimes over and
over again, unconsciously. But certain people took advantage
of that 2 lil statement and make it an excuse to repeat the
same mistakes over and over again with 100% awareness.
In addition, all the above accompanied by a complete pang
of obliviousness and made-up Ignorance, shooting at the maximum
level, is just too intolerable.
I ALWAYS make the wrong decisions in life. Always.
Such that it hurts me at the end of the day.
And it hurts the other party too most of the time.
Maybe for once, we can just have a clear win and loss
between 2 parties. One will of course end up happy
and the other one, hurts.
And as selfish as I can get. I don't mind, being
on the side that ends up hurting. I don't mind at all.
over again, unconsciously. But certain people took advantage
of that 2 lil statement and make it an excuse to repeat the
same mistakes over and over again with 100% awareness.
In addition, all the above accompanied by a complete pang
of obliviousness and made-up Ignorance, shooting at the maximum
level, is just too intolerable.
I ALWAYS make the wrong decisions in life. Always.
Such that it hurts me at the end of the day.
And it hurts the other party too most of the time.
Maybe for once, we can just have a clear win and loss
between 2 parties. One will of course end up happy
and the other one, hurts.
And as selfish as I can get. I don't mind, being
on the side that ends up hurting. I don't mind at all.
Monday, July 28, 2008
life's like that
Oh man, another emotional day for me.
Sometimes I question myself would I rather see someone
that I care about feel hurt at the end of the day or feel
hurt now ?
I spilled everything out because I can't bear seeing him
be in such a position. i cant bear a single bit of it.
true, who really am i to him ? i don't matter to him at all
maybe, but he does to me, a lot in fact.
Im always so confused. :( I wished I'm a guy or he's a girl.
I would have given him a super freaking warm and tight hug.
*
Anyway i slept during Bio. as in I snooze every now and then
coz i dont understand what's going on and all i did was just copy
stuffs here and there. Im sure Mr Tan saw me sleeping, mouth open
so super ugly. hahahhaks.
Geog was boring as ever. I dont know whether I can score in it :(.
Other periods of the day were fine except for English where
I only saw that I have Bukit Panjang Compre paper to do. Yes
i just received it luh. And there was nothing about english
comprehension in my homework notebook. I hope Mrs Lim isn't mad.
Everything else was okay. And I got an A1 for the short chem
electrolysis test. but like i said it was short and i made a lot
of careless mistake and a lot of other people scored more than
30. Only a few scored like a few marks away from 30. :(
But nevertheless, I hope I can make Dad and Mom happy.
Always giving them bad news nowadays, ever since mid year, i WILL
buck up and score for them :))
I had counseling today. Due to the accident. It makes me
feel nervous luh thinking about it. And seeing Jie Chong now is
like seeing ghost like that. He has to smile first then I'll smile.
After school, I looked for Keth high and low but could not find her.
And Nate was busy doing some don't know what stuffs. So I drift away
and look for Someone.
But Zi Chang said he went home already. So I argued with him
that Im super assured he's still in school and even Jian Huang
said he already went back home.
Impossible lohh!
Anyway had a long chat with YC. Damn it, I don't know what to think
or feel now. Im really very confused and Im freaking scared.
But everything is out and I feel much better. But I dont know
about him. Gahhh.
I feel so damn useless now.
And every time i feel so, there's always a big test coming.
And hell yeah, Amaths Mock paper tomorrow. Hopefully it will
be okay uh. Not so much trigo and linear law, they ALWAYS kill me !
Went back home with YC,JH & ZC. But only EJ's at home.
I really need to sleep now coz i hella need to focus for
tomorrow.
I have no idea why Im taking things so lightly nowadays.
helllllo we're less than a month away to Os.
WAKE UP SHERA!
till then,
love, shera.
Before I go, I'll leave you guys with a clip from 100% entertainment
recently. Kel intro-ed Evan Yo to me and now Im freaking in love
with him.
damn it, he's so cute and he changed that Shuang Jie Gun awful
act cool song by Jay Chou into this super effing melodious piece.
omggg Evan Yo, only 21 you know.
Potential Hearthrob of mine.
AND LAN QIU HUO'S GONNA HIT MY SCREEN SOON.
wuzunnn <3
Sometimes I question myself would I rather see someone
that I care about feel hurt at the end of the day or feel
hurt now ?
I spilled everything out because I can't bear seeing him
be in such a position. i cant bear a single bit of it.
true, who really am i to him ? i don't matter to him at all
maybe, but he does to me, a lot in fact.
Im always so confused. :( I wished I'm a guy or he's a girl.
I would have given him a super freaking warm and tight hug.
*
Anyway i slept during Bio. as in I snooze every now and then
coz i dont understand what's going on and all i did was just copy
stuffs here and there. Im sure Mr Tan saw me sleeping, mouth open
so super ugly. hahahhaks.
Geog was boring as ever. I dont know whether I can score in it :(.
Other periods of the day were fine except for English where
I only saw that I have Bukit Panjang Compre paper to do. Yes
i just received it luh. And there was nothing about english
comprehension in my homework notebook. I hope Mrs Lim isn't mad.
Everything else was okay. And I got an A1 for the short chem
electrolysis test. but like i said it was short and i made a lot
of careless mistake and a lot of other people scored more than
30. Only a few scored like a few marks away from 30. :(
But nevertheless, I hope I can make Dad and Mom happy.
Always giving them bad news nowadays, ever since mid year, i WILL
buck up and score for them :))
I had counseling today. Due to the accident. It makes me
feel nervous luh thinking about it. And seeing Jie Chong now is
like seeing ghost like that. He has to smile first then I'll smile.
After school, I looked for Keth high and low but could not find her.
And Nate was busy doing some don't know what stuffs. So I drift away
and look for Someone.
But Zi Chang said he went home already. So I argued with him
that Im super assured he's still in school and even Jian Huang
said he already went back home.
Impossible lohh!
Anyway had a long chat with YC. Damn it, I don't know what to think
or feel now. Im really very confused and Im freaking scared.
But everything is out and I feel much better. But I dont know
about him. Gahhh.
I feel so damn useless now.
And every time i feel so, there's always a big test coming.
And hell yeah, Amaths Mock paper tomorrow. Hopefully it will
be okay uh. Not so much trigo and linear law, they ALWAYS kill me !
Went back home with YC,JH & ZC. But only EJ's at home.
I really need to sleep now coz i hella need to focus for
tomorrow.
I have no idea why Im taking things so lightly nowadays.
helllllo we're less than a month away to Os.
WAKE UP SHERA!
till then,
love, shera.
Before I go, I'll leave you guys with a clip from 100% entertainment
recently. Kel intro-ed Evan Yo to me and now Im freaking in love
with him.
damn it, he's so cute and he changed that Shuang Jie Gun awful
act cool song by Jay Chou into this super effing melodious piece.
omggg Evan Yo, only 21 you know.
Potential Hearthrob of mine.
AND LAN QIU HUO'S GONNA HIT MY SCREEN SOON.
wuzunnn <3
Sunday, July 27, 2008
heartbreak
'Ive been trying for the past few days.
To forget you, to forget everything.
Im a very strong girl, I can defeat almost
everything and anything. Yes, that powerful.
But I wonder, how come I can't do the same
when it comes to you. Where is my strength ?
How powerful can that feeling get ? Nothing
has ever defeated me,Nothing. But You.
Hey J, Why'd you do this to me ?'
My darling Yaya, just went home. She came onver
straight from her madrasah and though, she had mother
tongue papers tmr, she still helped me to deal with
my hair.
THANKS A LOT TO YOU DARLING.
We chatted and caught up with old times.
I miss it soo much darling. Our drama times.
Me You Ash Yaya Mita and Sufiyan :)
Such great times.
And coincidentally, Yaya is in the same situation
as me now. Omg, i totally understand your feeling girl.
I know exactly how much it hurts to be in a such a position.
To Love Endlessly.
Dont worry girl, Im sure your's will come to his senses and get
back to you. :)
*
Check out this vid. Esp the last paragraph @ 3.03 :)
A remake of the song This Love by Maroon 5 initially
in Korean but changed back to English. And its dedicated
to the one and only :)
Lyrics
This love (Yea, yea, yea)
(I gotta holla about my girl full of ''mazing') [note: amazing?]
(Yea, yea, yea) Let's do it ch'all
Yea, it's really taking me from high-low
Let's see, where should I begin?
The club on Friday night yo
Just having a good'ol time yo
The music's banging; people's like 'word'
But there was one that caught my eye, so I just had to get closer to her
She's super-fly yo, I must confess some
I'm thinking, 'Damn I need her' with a lovin' gesture
I'm about to hit her with a, 'How you've been'
'You don't remember me?' 'Hey!'
Instead I'll stick with the traditional, 'Hi, what's you're name?'
I be the GD, I'm a cool gentleman
Check out my melody, the flavor straight like your cinnamon
Feel the adrenaline; I'm pumpin' for your honey lovin' [note: HAHAHA... honey lovin']
It's all about the two of us getting together, now that's what I'm saying
Chorus:
This love got me high, I'm soarin'
Baby girl, you know I live for it
And I'll never ever hurt you
Without you, there's no life in me
This love got me proud to show it
Ain't no doubt, I'ma keep on holding
And it's on til forevermore, well baby
On and on, you know we have each other's back yo
(Whoa) Baby got them looks so deadly
And every time I think about her, man I get chills
Blessed with her beauty, yea that's for real
You know that's she's my only love
My only love baby
(Yea) She's steady by me
And no one phasin' mommy
She holds her game and that's the way she fully gains control
You ain't never wanna test her
It's surely for the best yo
Unless you wanna mess around, don't say I never warned ya
These type of girls, they goin' everyday (everyday)
It just don't stop, it comes like every way (every way)
My baby got it locked, and she came to bless me, yes we
Gon' definitely reach our destiny
Repeat Chorus
(Whoa) Baby got them looks so deadly
And every time I think about her, man I get chills
Blessed with her beauty, yea that's for real
You know that's she's my only love
My only love baby
(Yea)Come girl now take my hand (Oh)
Let us love until the end ('til the end)
Never gonna let you go
Baby we are both so deep in this (No, no, no, no)
Not a second I regret (Oh)
Gonna cherish all of it (All of it)
So amazing glad I found ya
Got me crazy for your loveliness
Once again...
Repeat Chorus
This love ....
Hey J, look at me
After you left, it ain't the same
I'm not what I used to be
It hurts so much you know?
I need you girl
Always, one-time
This love
*
I didnt touch school books AT ALL.
I have to be strong men seriously.
JIAYOU SHERA!
:)
love,shera.
To forget you, to forget everything.
Im a very strong girl, I can defeat almost
everything and anything. Yes, that powerful.
But I wonder, how come I can't do the same
when it comes to you. Where is my strength ?
How powerful can that feeling get ? Nothing
has ever defeated me,Nothing. But You.
Hey J, Why'd you do this to me ?'
My darling Yaya, just went home. She came onver
straight from her madrasah and though, she had mother
tongue papers tmr, she still helped me to deal with
my hair.
THANKS A LOT TO YOU DARLING.
We chatted and caught up with old times.
I miss it soo much darling. Our drama times.
Me You Ash Yaya Mita and Sufiyan :)
Such great times.
And coincidentally, Yaya is in the same situation
as me now. Omg, i totally understand your feeling girl.
I know exactly how much it hurts to be in a such a position.
To Love Endlessly.
Dont worry girl, Im sure your's will come to his senses and get
back to you. :)
*
Check out this vid. Esp the last paragraph @ 3.03 :)
A remake of the song This Love by Maroon 5 initially
in Korean but changed back to English. And its dedicated
to the one and only :)
Lyrics
This love (Yea, yea, yea)
(I gotta holla about my girl full of ''mazing') [note: amazing?]
(Yea, yea, yea) Let's do it ch'all
Yea, it's really taking me from high-low
Let's see, where should I begin?
The club on Friday night yo
Just having a good'ol time yo
The music's banging; people's like 'word'
But there was one that caught my eye, so I just had to get closer to her
She's super-fly yo, I must confess some
I'm thinking, 'Damn I need her' with a lovin' gesture
I'm about to hit her with a, 'How you've been'
'You don't remember me?' 'Hey!'
Instead I'll stick with the traditional, 'Hi, what's you're name?'
I be the GD, I'm a cool gentleman
Check out my melody, the flavor straight like your cinnamon
Feel the adrenaline; I'm pumpin' for your honey lovin' [note: HAHAHA... honey lovin']
It's all about the two of us getting together, now that's what I'm saying
Chorus:
This love got me high, I'm soarin'
Baby girl, you know I live for it
And I'll never ever hurt you
Without you, there's no life in me
This love got me proud to show it
Ain't no doubt, I'ma keep on holding
And it's on til forevermore, well baby
On and on, you know we have each other's back yo
(Whoa) Baby got them looks so deadly
And every time I think about her, man I get chills
Blessed with her beauty, yea that's for real
You know that's she's my only love
My only love baby
(Yea) She's steady by me
And no one phasin' mommy
She holds her game and that's the way she fully gains control
You ain't never wanna test her
It's surely for the best yo
Unless you wanna mess around, don't say I never warned ya
These type of girls, they goin' everyday (everyday)
It just don't stop, it comes like every way (every way)
My baby got it locked, and she came to bless me, yes we
Gon' definitely reach our destiny
Repeat Chorus
(Whoa) Baby got them looks so deadly
And every time I think about her, man I get chills
Blessed with her beauty, yea that's for real
You know that's she's my only love
My only love baby
(Yea)Come girl now take my hand (Oh)
Let us love until the end ('til the end)
Never gonna let you go
Baby we are both so deep in this (No, no, no, no)
Not a second I regret (Oh)
Gonna cherish all of it (All of it)
So amazing glad I found ya
Got me crazy for your loveliness
Once again...
Repeat Chorus
This love ....
Hey J, look at me
After you left, it ain't the same
I'm not what I used to be
It hurts so much you know?
I need you girl
Always, one-time
This love
*
I didnt touch school books AT ALL.
I have to be strong men seriously.
JIAYOU SHERA!
:)
love,shera.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
tears
These few days have been super emotional for me.
Been crying and crying non stop. No luh, Its not
because of the accident thang. Its another issue.
Like I said Ive finally given up. And I already told YC
everything on Thursday. And he thought it was kind and
brave of me to do what I wanted to do.
Initially, I could not forget him. Not one bit.
He keeps appearing again and again. And again,
I will keep crying and crying non stop.
So I talked to YC again and he told me to be strong!
and he's not worth the amount of tears and time.
As much as I dont want to talk about it,
I always feel much better doing so.
And Im glad YC is someone who is super understanding.
YC, if you're reading, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
You've been sucha great listener!
Not forgetting Kethlyn. Always listening to me babble about him
over and over again. And never fail to help me feel better.
To Syakirah. Thanks for alll the encouragement and time spent
to hear me out. Thanks a lot girl.
Lastly to Natalie, thanks for being there when i shed tears non-stop.
Thanks for the encouraging words. Thanksss.
YC is right. I have to be totally strong!
*
I send him a SUPERRRR LONG message on Friendster.
Even he commented that it was long. But he wasn't angry.
And now, WE'RE FRIENDS! :)))))
IM SUPER HAPPY.
*
And because Im happy, Im gonna start focusing on my studies 100%.
Ive been missing out too much because of him. And I promise
that I will definitely start mugging like mad from now
onwards.
But Im afraid feelings will come back.
Just now Mom talked about going back to JB.
Just now I did something and Ejal commented it looked
like it was some Lion Dance move.
Just now, my music playlist played both An Jing and Always
Be My Baby.
Just now, as per normal, Ejal and I were too bored so we
decided to play something like Boxing.
Just now, Ejal and I were talking about cars, when I told
him that my dream car is actually a Nissan 350Z and
it turns out to be one of his favourite cars.
Like that HOW TO FORGET HIM SIA!
But nevermind, I AM STRONG!
I shall study hard and make sure I get into a JC.
Insyallah.
I think it works if i keep telling myself, Im Happy.
So yeahhh, Im Happy and Im gonna be happy for him too.
YAYYYYY! :)
ILOVEALLOFYOU :)
Im gonna apply that DSA thang now.
Bye.
Love,Shera
Been crying and crying non stop. No luh, Its not
because of the accident thang. Its another issue.
Like I said Ive finally given up. And I already told YC
everything on Thursday. And he thought it was kind and
brave of me to do what I wanted to do.
Initially, I could not forget him. Not one bit.
He keeps appearing again and again. And again,
I will keep crying and crying non stop.
So I talked to YC again and he told me to be strong!
and he's not worth the amount of tears and time.
As much as I dont want to talk about it,
I always feel much better doing so.
And Im glad YC is someone who is super understanding.
YC, if you're reading, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
You've been sucha great listener!
Not forgetting Kethlyn. Always listening to me babble about him
over and over again. And never fail to help me feel better.
To Syakirah. Thanks for alll the encouragement and time spent
to hear me out. Thanks a lot girl.
Lastly to Natalie, thanks for being there when i shed tears non-stop.
Thanks for the encouraging words. Thanksss.
YC is right. I have to be totally strong!
*
I send him a SUPERRRR LONG message on Friendster.
Even he commented that it was long. But he wasn't angry.
And now, WE'RE FRIENDS! :)))))
IM SUPER HAPPY.
*
And because Im happy, Im gonna start focusing on my studies 100%.
Ive been missing out too much because of him. And I promise
that I will definitely start mugging like mad from now
onwards.
But Im afraid feelings will come back.
Just now Mom talked about going back to JB.
Just now I did something and Ejal commented it looked
like it was some Lion Dance move.
Just now, my music playlist played both An Jing and Always
Be My Baby.
Just now, as per normal, Ejal and I were too bored so we
decided to play something like Boxing.
Just now, Ejal and I were talking about cars, when I told
him that my dream car is actually a Nissan 350Z and
it turns out to be one of his favourite cars.
Like that HOW TO FORGET HIM SIA!
But nevermind, I AM STRONG!
I shall study hard and make sure I get into a JC.
Insyallah.
I think it works if i keep telling myself, Im Happy.
So yeahhh, Im Happy and Im gonna be happy for him too.
YAYYYYY! :)
ILOVEALLOFYOU :)
Im gonna apply that DSA thang now.
Bye.
Love,Shera
Friday, July 25, 2008
Giveup
Quick update coz i really need to sleep.
I am both VERY Sad and Happy today.
I have decided to really give up on the only one person
whom I really really love. Someone whom I have no idea at
all why I even like in the first place. Unfortunately, things
don't always go our way. And yes, this time it really didnt
go my way.
I have to force myself to forget him. I must forget him.
Coz he's not meant for me. I know its useless if I cry.
But I still did.
The only one thing that I want now is Him Being Happy.
I want the guy I love to be happy. That's the only thing
that can make me happy and only that can give me the
strength to move on.
I really hope things go his way. So that,even though, Im suffering
deep inside, I know that my one and only is very happy and
that is all I ever wanted.
I know i sound like one pathetic emo minah or something.
But I truly meant what I just typed and they come from
the bottom of my heart.
Im praying hard that both of them gets tgt. He will be
very happy and therefore, so will I.
I know he doesn't read this blog. That's why Im sprouting
everything out.
Hey J, I Love You.
I always do.
*
This is my all-time favourite piece by JC. And it
explains my feelings right now.
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Shui jiao de da ti qin
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
Ni mei you she bu de
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Chorus
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
I will really learn to give you up. :(
and its bolded.
Take care and I love everyone who's reading currently.
I am both VERY Sad and Happy today.
I have decided to really give up on the only one person
whom I really really love. Someone whom I have no idea at
all why I even like in the first place. Unfortunately, things
don't always go our way. And yes, this time it really didnt
go my way.
I have to force myself to forget him. I must forget him.
Coz he's not meant for me. I know its useless if I cry.
But I still did.
The only one thing that I want now is Him Being Happy.
I want the guy I love to be happy. That's the only thing
that can make me happy and only that can give me the
strength to move on.
I really hope things go his way. So that,even though, Im suffering
deep inside, I know that my one and only is very happy and
that is all I ever wanted.
I know i sound like one pathetic emo minah or something.
But I truly meant what I just typed and they come from
the bottom of my heart.
Im praying hard that both of them gets tgt. He will be
very happy and therefore, so will I.
I know he doesn't read this blog. That's why Im sprouting
everything out.
Hey J, I Love You.
I always do.
*
This is my all-time favourite piece by JC. And it
explains my feelings right now.
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Shui jiao de da ti qin
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
Ni mei you she bu de
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Chorus
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
I will really learn to give you up. :(
and its bolded.
Take care and I love everyone who's reading currently.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
accident
Today's incident in the canteen was extremely traumatizing for me.
I know it may seem like a pathetic way of attracting attention
but unfortunately I wasn't seeking any attention luh. I mean only
pathetic people will pretend like 'oh im so scared by the incident'
in order to get attention or whatever from teachers. I practically
got a heart attack witnessing the incident.
I have to thank these people with a must stronger heart who helped
me and consoled me throughout the whole thing.
Kethlyn Natalie Alex Mdm Su Mdm Yati Mr Nasir Mr Rumi Mrs Lim
Mdm Rabia Mdm Jaspal Ms Lim and loadss more.
I still cant erase it from my mind, definitely. And I get very
scared everytime I think of it. And I bet tomorrow's gonna be a hard
day coz I'll have to see that area again.
However, on a lighter note, Mr Rumi and Mr Nasir called me Hero.
Coz my scream alerted the boys such that they were able to
move in time before the van ramped the canteen chairs and tables.
And today's incident taught me something. Life is too unpredictable.
Anything can happen. You can sit around chatting with your
friends like what the boys were doing initially and the next minute
a van comes and ramp you. And you're gone.
And that's it youuu knoowwww.
I dont care what anyone's gonna say about this but I was super duper
worried about Jie Chong. Though, i dont know him that well
but still the fact that he could have died there and then
made my tears flow endlessly luh. and i was sobbing on mdm su's
shoulder all the way.
wahlaoooo.
And I just realized how small trivial matters like this are much
more important than realizing that your crush likes your classmate
kindda thing.
God still loves all of us.
Thank you God.
Alhamdullilah.
Reality is damn harsh.
Too harsh.
And that soooo includes the reality that Maths Mock Test P2
is tomorrow and Im in sucha state that i can even concentrate
on anything except for sleeping, maybe.
But maybe i wont be able to sleep.
I guess I will sleep first study later.
I love everyone of you. No matter who you are.
Love,Shera.
*
Boy, give me some time. I will give you up.
I know it may seem like a pathetic way of attracting attention
but unfortunately I wasn't seeking any attention luh. I mean only
pathetic people will pretend like 'oh im so scared by the incident'
in order to get attention or whatever from teachers. I practically
got a heart attack witnessing the incident.
I have to thank these people with a must stronger heart who helped
me and consoled me throughout the whole thing.
Kethlyn Natalie Alex Mdm Su Mdm Yati Mr Nasir Mr Rumi Mrs Lim
Mdm Rabia Mdm Jaspal Ms Lim and loadss more.
I still cant erase it from my mind, definitely. And I get very
scared everytime I think of it. And I bet tomorrow's gonna be a hard
day coz I'll have to see that area again.
However, on a lighter note, Mr Rumi and Mr Nasir called me Hero.
Coz my scream alerted the boys such that they were able to
move in time before the van ramped the canteen chairs and tables.
And today's incident taught me something. Life is too unpredictable.
Anything can happen. You can sit around chatting with your
friends like what the boys were doing initially and the next minute
a van comes and ramp you. And you're gone.
And that's it youuu knoowwww.
I dont care what anyone's gonna say about this but I was super duper
worried about Jie Chong. Though, i dont know him that well
but still the fact that he could have died there and then
made my tears flow endlessly luh. and i was sobbing on mdm su's
shoulder all the way.
wahlaoooo.
And I just realized how small trivial matters like this are much
more important than realizing that your crush likes your classmate
kindda thing.
God still loves all of us.
Thank you God.
Alhamdullilah.
Reality is damn harsh.
Too harsh.
And that soooo includes the reality that Maths Mock Test P2
is tomorrow and Im in sucha state that i can even concentrate
on anything except for sleeping, maybe.
But maybe i wont be able to sleep.
I guess I will sleep first study later.
I love everyone of you. No matter who you are.
Love,Shera.
*
Boy, give me some time. I will give you up.
Monday, July 21, 2008
ai
We were as one, babe
For the moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free, yeah
So I'm letting you fly
'cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave, girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably,
You'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back, girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh, oh
I know that you'll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby
(You'll always be a part of me)
You will always be
(I'm part of you indefinitely
(Girl, don't you know you can't escape me)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
(And we'll linger on)
We will linger on
(Time can't erase a feeling this strong
(No way, you're never gonna shake me
(Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby)
Always be my baby...
Boy,You will always be my baby.
Damnit Life sucks. But its okay.
Fake laughters and smiles wont harm anyone.
slack
Its already 12 plus but Im not asleep yet.
Coz there are a few incomplete assignments.
I realize I've been slacking too much.
Ive been staying back in school,yes,to do homework,
but it always end up incomplete still and in addition,
I always miss my nap, making me too tired to do any work
and making me fall asleep at at most 1am.
So I am gonna make sure I go back home straight away after
school tomorrow except if I cant complete the freaking amaths
homework by curriculum time.
We've got like what A month and 4 days to Prelims ?
I'm dead beat luh.
Im always very jealous when i visit people's blog and they go like
'sorry for not updating, been busy studying for the damn Os'.
wahlaooo ehh, heart pain sia. Somehow I know I wanna do well,
And I want to do well. But something in me, keep pulling me
back.
Damn and screw whatever that thing is. Sucha a stupid thing.
Hopefully I'll see improvement tomorrow. And I signed for Red Camp
already. I know I wanna go JC but still red camp dosent sound that
bad either. Just go for it, i doubt theres any harm luh.
Ironically, I think Im gonna apply for DSA also. With it, I will
be able to go to IJ with just less 20 pts. And w/o it, high chance
I wont get it. But my main aim is VJ actually coz of its strength
in drama and theater studies. At the same time, I Dont Want To
Continue Studying Like A Freaking Nerd. I dont have the energy
for any Pure science shit nor Maths stuffs.
so JC/POLY ?
My heart says JC. but my smart lil brain says Poly.
thennnn how ?
*
On a lighter note, yetd I showed Afie a picture of the most good
looking guy in the school. And he went like 'hmphhh! no laa where
got handsome!" He's jealous okay. So I shot back, "His ugliest
pic is better than ur best pic loh". And he just shut up.
And he's sucha darling okay. Superrrr sweeet. Coz he gave me
a freakingggg super belated bdae present. What else ? The Red-Gold
Adidas Watch luhh.
He passed it to me at around 2am on Friday night I think.
Thanks a lot Afie. <3.
Anyway EJ's bdae party was so-so. There were other people's bdae too.
So not all the attention was diverted to him. And the Suria Celeb,
Masturah Ahmad was there too so we celebrated tgt.
She's damn hilarious luh. Jammed a few songs with Mimi :)
But nevertheless its fun. But Im just tooo full.
*
I think today Ive listened to Always Be My Baby D Cook for at
least a 100 times and I swear luh. I replayed the Imeem playlist
and it has been playing ever since 4 pm just now. and now its 15 minutes
to 1am.
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby
*
How I wish I can get everything I want.
Everything.
*
Im gonna do Compre now. :)
Loveyouall.
Shera.
Coz there are a few incomplete assignments.
I realize I've been slacking too much.
Ive been staying back in school,yes,to do homework,
but it always end up incomplete still and in addition,
I always miss my nap, making me too tired to do any work
and making me fall asleep at at most 1am.
So I am gonna make sure I go back home straight away after
school tomorrow except if I cant complete the freaking amaths
homework by curriculum time.
We've got like what A month and 4 days to Prelims ?
I'm dead beat luh.
Im always very jealous when i visit people's blog and they go like
'sorry for not updating, been busy studying for the damn Os'.
wahlaooo ehh, heart pain sia. Somehow I know I wanna do well,
And I want to do well. But something in me, keep pulling me
back.
Damn and screw whatever that thing is. Sucha a stupid thing.
Hopefully I'll see improvement tomorrow. And I signed for Red Camp
already. I know I wanna go JC but still red camp dosent sound that
bad either. Just go for it, i doubt theres any harm luh.
Ironically, I think Im gonna apply for DSA also. With it, I will
be able to go to IJ with just less 20 pts. And w/o it, high chance
I wont get it. But my main aim is VJ actually coz of its strength
in drama and theater studies. At the same time, I Dont Want To
Continue Studying Like A Freaking Nerd. I dont have the energy
for any Pure science shit nor Maths stuffs.
so JC/POLY ?
My heart says JC. but my smart lil brain says Poly.
thennnn how ?
*
On a lighter note, yetd I showed Afie a picture of the most good
looking guy in the school. And he went like 'hmphhh! no laa where
got handsome!" He's jealous okay. So I shot back, "His ugliest
pic is better than ur best pic loh". And he just shut up.
And he's sucha darling okay. Superrrr sweeet. Coz he gave me
a freakingggg super belated bdae present. What else ? The Red-Gold
Adidas Watch luhh.
He passed it to me at around 2am on Friday night I think.
Thanks a lot Afie. <3.
Anyway EJ's bdae party was so-so. There were other people's bdae too.
So not all the attention was diverted to him. And the Suria Celeb,
Masturah Ahmad was there too so we celebrated tgt.
She's damn hilarious luh. Jammed a few songs with Mimi :)
But nevertheless its fun. But Im just tooo full.
*
I think today Ive listened to Always Be My Baby D Cook for at
least a 100 times and I swear luh. I replayed the Imeem playlist
and it has been playing ever since 4 pm just now. and now its 15 minutes
to 1am.
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby
*
How I wish I can get everything I want.
Everything.
*
Im gonna do Compre now. :)
Loveyouall.
Shera.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
memories
As I was uploading yesterday's photos, this particular
atom of thought hit me. I wondered how life would be after
I graduated, With God's Will, where every single thing in life
would be different.
I almost cried thinking of how I spent almost 4 years in that school
but never managed to express anything to the people I really love.
I can't believe time flies that fast and I don't really have the
opportunity to know everyone well enough.
I got close to certain people and they practically become my pillars
of strength. I wonder if we're going separate ways after this, I wish
we don't have to. I wished the whole bunch of sec 4E,5N and even 4N
can graduate together and go to the same place continue life
as per normal.
What's the point you might ask ?
I dont know. I dont know the answer. I know it dosent make any sense
at all. But somehow my heart says, it should have been that way.
I know there are certain people yesterday whom didnt matter one bit
to me, but how come I know that Im definitely gonna miss them once
we graduate ?
How come My Heart says So ?
*
Anyway today is the 19th July 2008. A very significant date in my
family coz its the baby's birthday. Not really a baby, but
we treat him like one coz he's the youngest and always acts
like one pathetic baby.
To my younger brother,Sheizal Sasole. Happy 14th Birthday !
May you excel in whatever that you wanna do and get good results
for your examinations. Stay happy and Healthy. And I super love you.
Loads of Love, Kakak :)
*
And Today is also Yu Chang's birthday. I know he obviously dosent
visit this blog but whatever it is, Im gonna wish a very happy 17th
Birthday to Oh Yu Chang. May he achieve whatever goals that he has
luh.
Yu Chang helped me yesterday and Im super greatful to him.
If not for him, then maybe yesterday's RHD wouldnt be my happiest.
Maybe luh.
*
Im going off to Ejal's birthday party laterrrr.
Take care everyone.
& I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!
yessss everyone.
love,
shera.
atom of thought hit me. I wondered how life would be after
I graduated, With God's Will, where every single thing in life
would be different.
I almost cried thinking of how I spent almost 4 years in that school
but never managed to express anything to the people I really love.
I can't believe time flies that fast and I don't really have the
opportunity to know everyone well enough.
I got close to certain people and they practically become my pillars
of strength. I wonder if we're going separate ways after this, I wish
we don't have to. I wished the whole bunch of sec 4E,5N and even 4N
can graduate together and go to the same place continue life
as per normal.
What's the point you might ask ?
I dont know. I dont know the answer. I know it dosent make any sense
at all. But somehow my heart says, it should have been that way.
I know there are certain people yesterday whom didnt matter one bit
to me, but how come I know that Im definitely gonna miss them once
we graduate ?
How come My Heart says So ?
*
Anyway today is the 19th July 2008. A very significant date in my
family coz its the baby's birthday. Not really a baby, but
we treat him like one coz he's the youngest and always acts
like one pathetic baby.
To my younger brother,Sheizal Sasole. Happy 14th Birthday !
May you excel in whatever that you wanna do and get good results
for your examinations. Stay happy and Healthy. And I super love you.
Loads of Love, Kakak :)
*
And Today is also Yu Chang's birthday. I know he obviously dosent
visit this blog but whatever it is, Im gonna wish a very happy 17th
Birthday to Oh Yu Chang. May he achieve whatever goals that he has
luh.
Yu Chang helped me yesterday and Im super greatful to him.
If not for him, then maybe yesterday's RHD wouldnt be my happiest.
Maybe luh.
*
Im going off to Ejal's birthday party laterrrr.
Take care everyone.
& I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!
yessss everyone.
love,
shera.
Friday, July 18, 2008
HAPPPPY :)
Today the school celebrated the annual Racial Harmony Day
in school where students can actually wear traditional
costumes and cam whore and enjoy concerts and blablabla.
Anyway can I just say something first, I think TODAY is
the HAPPIEST day of my 16 years and 6 months of living.
I woke up at around 6.15 am and was already late. And since I cant
resist HOT water when bathing, it was already 6.40 am when I finished
bathing. So I chiong to get dressed up and then went down to meet
Shikin and Atikah at the bus stop opposite to my block.
Reached school at around 6.50 - 6.55 am ? Waited for Aida
and then went to change. I took the longest of course coz
erm, well, I wore the qipao/cheongsam super slowly because chances
of it snapping because of my body is indeed, undeniably, high!
Anyway Shikin Atikah and Aida left the loo first while I make
my hair up. It's fun being in the loo with so many girls
some of which you totally dont know, and then suddenly
they become your friends coz you start talking about
clothes and blablabla.
There really isnt much happening for the rest of the day except
for the massive camwhoring. Yeah everyone brought cams and stuffs
and go around taking pics with almost everyone.
I will post most of the pics later.
Anyway there was the fabric collage thang and making the rice dumpling
thang which I only helped in the beginning coz I thought it was easy.
But turns out much more difficult and Mr Chong went on and on
about how easy it is and its weird that i cant get it.
Aiyooo what onlyyy!
I heard our final product is satislfying indeed. All thanks
to the talented and smart fellow ROyals of mine.
And then recess, which wasnt really one, coz I took was just a cup
not-very-nice syrup going at 20cents per cup. More camwhoring moments.
And I didnt eat anything, this time its not because Im lazy but
i really dont know whats available for us to eat.
Anyway 10.35 went for class photo session with Mr Roy behind
the sculptor block. My toes were aching then so I sat down
with Meiyin after the shoot. Really enjoyed it luh. Coz its super duper
lovely to see the whole class wearing something and for once EVERYONE
is present in the class photo.
Goodness, Im gonna miss all those, when Im gone.
Went back class and then headed to hall for the concert which was
pretty okay. Coz Keth and I were just being nonsensical and we laughed
at almost every single small lil things. I sat tgt with the 4E3 though.
After school was more camwhoring with the most random people i
can think of. I know it seems a bit weird that Im taking pictures
with a lot of people I dont know, but I think thats the whole
point of taking a picture with them so that I can somehow remember
them in future. But I have to admit, It is weird indeed.
Went to Mcdee after school with the girls. The tired girls I guess
coZ everyone was really really not in the mood to really talk
and have fun. Nate and I left first. Headed to my house to change,
and then we were late again its 2.25 pm when we started to wear our
school shoes and stuffs but we managed to reach around 2.30 plus.
And lucky enough, the guy for the DSA thang hasn't arrived.
Went CWP with Nate to get the camcorder disc for Dad.
Develop some 'SUPERRRR IMPORTANT PICTURES' and then nate
got her bubble tea.
And then I headed home to rest! But I miss my nap AGAIN!
*
Now Its gonnna be MASSSSSIVE PHOTO UPLOAD!
Im really not gonna upload all. There's really a lot of them.
And I honestly havent edited anything yet coz Im really tired.
So Pardon me for any unpleasant sight. I will upload EVERYTHING,
except one candid shot of me which was totally ugly, on my frienster
as a separate album.
The pics here are all resized. Its very small.
And i believe the ones is Friendster is automatically
resized too so if you want the original piece,
add me up on msn or email or something okay.
*
Royals Wearing Black/Brown
Girls of 4E1
Royals at Work
The four brothers back during 1E1 and 2E1 times.
4E2
5N1
Aida - She lend me the Cheongsam/Qipao im wearing.
Ever since Kindergarten isn't it ?
Real McCoy.S
A Conversation.
Me : Wow, Boon Ta, you looked cute...
BT : *Raises eyebrow* Of course
Me : Cute like a kampung boy I mean.
BT : *Rolls eyes* Wahlaoo what kampung sia!
MY MOST LOVABLE CANTEEN PEOPLE EVER!
The Achievers Trio
I dont get that fingers thingy either.
Its for those who play Street Fighters.
One of the sweetest couple ever.
This one too.
And this one.
And of course
.
My one and only adorable one, Jacquelin.
Jasmine <3
Reminds me of the prefectorial board. Jun Jie.
The Best sitting partner actually.
Baby G!
Its almost like a mirror image luhhh!
Kethlyn Shera Jeanice
Level 1 people.
Darling Natelie. who pouts 24/7 whenever I disagree to anything she says.
The Hot Trio From 5N1 whom I got to know in the loo.
With Aainaa.
With Alex!
With Atikah.
With Baby.
With Boon Hong - after much pestering.
The super HUTE - hot + cute - Dee!
(I just realized that my photos starting from the one with Aainaa
is in alphabeticals order!)
Dearest Farhana.
With Gek Chong - the joker. After 3 takes.
The Best Office Mate. Guan Wei.
With Harvin and our funny and anyhow pose.
As promised. Hidayati.
Jean Ice.
Jia Hao - Tenggg!
I dont know what was I doing either.
With Jiun Jye.
Ugly pic. Its so dark. But Multiracial anyways.
With Jun Xiang. He wore Ej's Baju Kurung top. And my besttt chem tutor.
Ugly pic again coz I look dark. But im too tired to edit luh.
But my Ing Jie makes it nice! :)
With Linus - I told him he could be a model someday.
With ManiRaj. He turns out to be pretty friendly.
With THE SUPER HOT Melissa.
Omg, Everybody check this out! He is the one with the surname, Wu!
My mostttt unforgettable Classmate, Nerissa.
Ugly hair but nvm. Its Mr Royyy!
Smartest-looking person for today. Roy Chia.
I realized I look super fat when I put my hands in front like that.
But anw Thats Samuel.
Practically my tutor in every subject except mother tongue.
With Tung Sheng. I didnt even know he was my Pri 2 classmate.
Be Jealous! Be Jealous! Be Jealous! Coz that's Xu Bin.
(Tell the whole world please!-) LOLLLL!
Shidah and Ayuni.
My dearestttt darling, Shikin.
THE VERY VERY FIRST ONE AFTER A LONG TIME! SKA SKA SKA!
Shera And Suraya. Damn Crazy gurlll!
With Surej. Aiyooo that guy behind :(
Picture Perfect.
Duffffffy. I miss those times we spent tgt. Chatting about nonsense
in the cnateen on the net on the phone even!
Its very dark. Which means Ugly. They say Im the mom.
Aiyooo.
With Wang Jieh - I looked like a giant by him.
With Wei Yao - He is sucha funny person luh. Full of cute
sarcasm. When I say lets take picture, he actually ask me
to stand on the raised ground so that I wont look short. GRR.
They were testing out something using the other camera. And Keth snapped.
Ahahahaks, Thats YC - Yu Chang.
Kel took a few pics which are like this.
You know how to take pictures nicely or not ? hahaha!
And thatsss meeee but the pic is very weird.
Those above plus others will be in my Friendster album
and if you want any just tag or email and whatever.
DSA pictures.
*
I love today. Everything went superrrr well.
But Im really really tired.
Check this Chatlog I had with "Tan Yao Quan" at around 1 am.
starting tuu like her more and more,
just cant take my eyes off her....sky of love very nice says:
hi..
starting tuu like her more and more,
just cant take my eyes off her....sky of love very nice says:
why today u all keep asking ppl to take photo with all..?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
hahaks i wanna keep it for memories uh. maybe this is my last yr.
i wna make sure i rmbr everyone esp those whom im not close to anymore
starting tuu like her more and more,just cant take my eyes off her....sky of love very nice says:
u mean who.. me..?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
yes including you. We used to be in the same class, if only we
still are then maybe there will be low chance of me forgetting tan
yq but now tt we are not in the same class for almost 2 yrs alr.
im scared i might forget.
starting tuu like her more and more,just cant take my eyes
off her....sky of love very nice says:
haha.. then xubin leh..?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
hmm i guess for his case and his other frens case, i just want a pic
of them so tt i know that they were once my friends or my
schoolmates to say the least. i just wanna remember them in future.
starting tuu like her more and more,just cant take my eyes off her....
sky of love very nice says:
weiyao also huh..
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
yup yup. who knows i might see him in future or maybe in the papers
as some bball star, so these pictures will remind me of him luh.
This "Tan Yao Quan" continued asking about why I take pics with
this and that guy. So I just answered his qns.
So you might ask wheres the twist right ?
Notice the "Tan Yao Quan" that ""! Yes!
Coz it wasn't Tan Yao Quan's thats talking to me.
Guess who ? Its Wei Yao himself!
Luckily I didnt go and say anything stupid/funny/bad
about him, not that I know what to say regarding that though.
Hengggg.
*
Anyway I feel like watching a movie though theres a high
possibility that the movie will end up watching me instead
coz Ive been yawning ever since just now and Im really tired.
So I should sleeeeep.
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE MY DAY TODAY!
thank you so muchhhh :)
especiallly to that one. <3.
loads of love,
Shera;Shahirah
in school where students can actually wear traditional
costumes and cam whore and enjoy concerts and blablabla.
Anyway can I just say something first, I think TODAY is
the HAPPIEST day of my 16 years and 6 months of living.
I woke up at around 6.15 am and was already late. And since I cant
resist HOT water when bathing, it was already 6.40 am when I finished
bathing. So I chiong to get dressed up and then went down to meet
Shikin and Atikah at the bus stop opposite to my block.
Reached school at around 6.50 - 6.55 am ? Waited for Aida
and then went to change. I took the longest of course coz
erm, well, I wore the qipao/cheongsam super slowly because chances
of it snapping because of my body is indeed, undeniably, high!
Anyway Shikin Atikah and Aida left the loo first while I make
my hair up. It's fun being in the loo with so many girls
some of which you totally dont know, and then suddenly
they become your friends coz you start talking about
clothes and blablabla.
There really isnt much happening for the rest of the day except
for the massive camwhoring. Yeah everyone brought cams and stuffs
and go around taking pics with almost everyone.
I will post most of the pics later.
Anyway there was the fabric collage thang and making the rice dumpling
thang which I only helped in the beginning coz I thought it was easy.
But turns out much more difficult and Mr Chong went on and on
about how easy it is and its weird that i cant get it.
Aiyooo what onlyyy!
I heard our final product is satislfying indeed. All thanks
to the talented and smart fellow ROyals of mine.
And then recess, which wasnt really one, coz I took was just a cup
not-very-nice syrup going at 20cents per cup. More camwhoring moments.
And I didnt eat anything, this time its not because Im lazy but
i really dont know whats available for us to eat.
Anyway 10.35 went for class photo session with Mr Roy behind
the sculptor block. My toes were aching then so I sat down
with Meiyin after the shoot. Really enjoyed it luh. Coz its super duper
lovely to see the whole class wearing something and for once EVERYONE
is present in the class photo.
Goodness, Im gonna miss all those, when Im gone.
Went back class and then headed to hall for the concert which was
pretty okay. Coz Keth and I were just being nonsensical and we laughed
at almost every single small lil things. I sat tgt with the 4E3 though.
After school was more camwhoring with the most random people i
can think of. I know it seems a bit weird that Im taking pictures
with a lot of people I dont know, but I think thats the whole
point of taking a picture with them so that I can somehow remember
them in future. But I have to admit, It is weird indeed.
Went to Mcdee after school with the girls. The tired girls I guess
coZ everyone was really really not in the mood to really talk
and have fun. Nate and I left first. Headed to my house to change,
and then we were late again its 2.25 pm when we started to wear our
school shoes and stuffs but we managed to reach around 2.30 plus.
And lucky enough, the guy for the DSA thang hasn't arrived.
Went CWP with Nate to get the camcorder disc for Dad.
Develop some 'SUPERRRR IMPORTANT PICTURES' and then nate
got her bubble tea.
And then I headed home to rest! But I miss my nap AGAIN!
*
Now Its gonnna be MASSSSSIVE PHOTO UPLOAD!
Im really not gonna upload all. There's really a lot of them.
And I honestly havent edited anything yet coz Im really tired.
So Pardon me for any unpleasant sight. I will upload EVERYTHING,
except one candid shot of me which was totally ugly, on my frienster
as a separate album.
The pics here are all resized. Its very small.
And i believe the ones is Friendster is automatically
resized too so if you want the original piece,
add me up on msn or email or something okay.
*
Royals Wearing Black/Brown
Girls of 4E1
Royals at Work
The four brothers back during 1E1 and 2E1 times.
4E2
5N1
Aida - She lend me the Cheongsam/Qipao im wearing.
Ever since Kindergarten isn't it ?
Real McCoy.S
A Conversation.
Me : Wow, Boon Ta, you looked cute...
BT : *Raises eyebrow* Of course
Me : Cute like a kampung boy I mean.
BT : *Rolls eyes* Wahlaoo what kampung sia!
MY MOST LOVABLE CANTEEN PEOPLE EVER!
The Achievers Trio
I dont get that fingers thingy either.
Its for those who play Street Fighters.
One of the sweetest couple ever.
This one too.
And this one.
And of course
.
My one and only adorable one, Jacquelin.
Jasmine <3
Reminds me of the prefectorial board. Jun Jie.
The Best sitting partner actually.
Baby G!
Its almost like a mirror image luhhh!
Kethlyn Shera Jeanice
Level 1 people.
Darling Natelie. who pouts 24/7 whenever I disagree to anything she says.
The Hot Trio From 5N1 whom I got to know in the loo.
With Aainaa.
With Alex!
With Atikah.
With Baby.
With Boon Hong - after much pestering.
The super HUTE - hot + cute - Dee!
(I just realized that my photos starting from the one with Aainaa
is in alphabeticals order!)
Dearest Farhana.
With Gek Chong - the joker. After 3 takes.
The Best Office Mate. Guan Wei.
With Harvin and our funny and anyhow pose.
As promised. Hidayati.
Jean Ice.
Jia Hao - Tenggg!
I dont know what was I doing either.
With Jiun Jye.
Ugly pic. Its so dark. But Multiracial anyways.
With Jun Xiang. He wore Ej's Baju Kurung top. And my besttt chem tutor.
Ugly pic again coz I look dark. But im too tired to edit luh.
But my Ing Jie makes it nice! :)
With Linus - I told him he could be a model someday.
With ManiRaj. He turns out to be pretty friendly.
With THE SUPER HOT Melissa.
Omg, Everybody check this out! He is the one with the surname, Wu!
My mostttt unforgettable Classmate, Nerissa.
Ugly hair but nvm. Its Mr Royyy!
Smartest-looking person for today. Roy Chia.
I realized I look super fat when I put my hands in front like that.
But anw Thats Samuel.
Practically my tutor in every subject except mother tongue.
With Tung Sheng. I didnt even know he was my Pri 2 classmate.
Be Jealous! Be Jealous! Be Jealous! Coz that's Xu Bin.
(Tell the whole world please!-) LOLLLL!
Shidah and Ayuni.
My dearestttt darling, Shikin.
THE VERY VERY FIRST ONE AFTER A LONG TIME! SKA SKA SKA!
Shera And Suraya. Damn Crazy gurlll!
With Surej. Aiyooo that guy behind :(
Picture Perfect.
Duffffffy. I miss those times we spent tgt. Chatting about nonsense
in the cnateen on the net on the phone even!
Its very dark. Which means Ugly. They say Im the mom.
Aiyooo.
With Wang Jieh - I looked like a giant by him.
With Wei Yao - He is sucha funny person luh. Full of cute
sarcasm. When I say lets take picture, he actually ask me
to stand on the raised ground so that I wont look short. GRR.
They were testing out something using the other camera. And Keth snapped.
Ahahahaks, Thats YC - Yu Chang.
Kel took a few pics which are like this.
You know how to take pictures nicely or not ? hahaha!
And thatsss meeee but the pic is very weird.
Those above plus others will be in my Friendster album
and if you want any just tag or email and whatever.
DSA pictures.
*
I love today. Everything went superrrr well.
But Im really really tired.
Check this Chatlog I had with "Tan Yao Quan" at around 1 am.
starting tuu like her more and more,
just cant take my eyes off her....sky of love very nice says:
hi..
starting tuu like her more and more,
just cant take my eyes off her....sky of love very nice says:
why today u all keep asking ppl to take photo with all..?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
hahaks i wanna keep it for memories uh. maybe this is my last yr.
i wna make sure i rmbr everyone esp those whom im not close to anymore
starting tuu like her more and more,just cant take my eyes off her....sky of love very nice says:
u mean who.. me..?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
yes including you. We used to be in the same class, if only we
still are then maybe there will be low chance of me forgetting tan
yq but now tt we are not in the same class for almost 2 yrs alr.
im scared i might forget.
starting tuu like her more and more,just cant take my eyes
off her....sky of love very nice says:
haha.. then xubin leh..?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
hmm i guess for his case and his other frens case, i just want a pic
of them so tt i know that they were once my friends or my
schoolmates to say the least. i just wanna remember them in future.
starting tuu like her more and more,just cant take my eyes off her....
sky of love very nice says:
weiyao also huh..
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
yup yup. who knows i might see him in future or maybe in the papers
as some bball star, so these pictures will remind me of him luh.
This "Tan Yao Quan" continued asking about why I take pics with
this and that guy. So I just answered his qns.
So you might ask wheres the twist right ?
Notice the "Tan Yao Quan" that ""! Yes!
Coz it wasn't Tan Yao Quan's thats talking to me.
Guess who ? Its Wei Yao himself!
Luckily I didnt go and say anything stupid/funny/bad
about him, not that I know what to say regarding that though.
Hengggg.
*
Anyway I feel like watching a movie though theres a high
possibility that the movie will end up watching me instead
coz Ive been yawning ever since just now and Im really tired.
So I should sleeeeep.
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE MY DAY TODAY!
thank you so muchhhh :)
especiallly to that one. <3.
loads of love,
Shera;Shahirah
Monday, July 14, 2008
Babies boiled
I just received an email from Suhana, an MSN online friend
and it practically shocked the hell out of me, im really wondering,
what's up with people nowadays.
Here is the pictures I received in the email.
The last picture is the original article from a newspaper
there, I believe.
And this is a brief translation which accompanied the photos :
A town in Canton is now on trend taking baby herbal soup
to increase health and sexual performance/stamina.
The cost in China currency = approx $ 4000
A factory manager was interviewed and
he testified that it is effective because
he is a frequent customer.
It is a delicacy whereby expensive herbs
are added to boil the baby with chicken meat for 8 hours
boiling/steaming.He pointed to his second wife next to him,
who is 19 (he is 62), and testified that they have sex everyday.
After waiting for a couple of weeks
he took this reporter to the restaurant
when he was informed by restaurant Manager that the spare rib soup
(local code for baby soup)was now available
This time it was a couple who have 2 daughters and
this 3rd one was confirmed to be a daughter again.
So the couple aborted the baby which was 5 months old.
Those babies close to be born and die naturally costs
2000 in China currency.
Those aborted ones cost a few hundreds in China Currency.
Those couples who did not want to sell dead babies,
placentas can be accepted also for couple of hundreds.
The reporter making comment that is this the problem arise from
Chinese being taking too much attention in health or
is the backfire when China introduced one child in a family policy
(since majority prefers to have male babies and
those poorer families need ended up selling their female babies.
What is really happening ? No, wait, are they really humans ?
Damn it.
I've heard about throwing babies from their flats, I've heard
about suffocating them, I've heard about poisoning them, but aborting
them and then making them into a soup ? That's just way too much,
in my opinion.
And as much as I already say, I wont be blogging that much.
I guess it is a must for me to share this with everyone
that sucha thing do happen.
Now I think junk mails which goes like, "Get Viagra for the cheapest
price ever!" Should be channeled to those sickos in China instead
of people like me.
I mean, it is mentioned there, that the purpose of the whole
soup thang is to increase sexual performance and stamina. Like
wth ? Im sure they can afford whatever that real thing you're
supposed to use, and if they can't then they must be real poor
and if they are already soo poor, then wassup with killing your own
kids or maybe other people's babies ? I don't see how it can
make you richer, even if you sell it off, yes you will be rich,
but wouldn't that guilt haunt you forever ? I don't think
you wanna live a happy but filled with guilt and always scared
and traumatized kindda life right ?
I dont know why Im babbling. Not as if they are reading this anw.
Come on uh, please!
Start thinking !
and it practically shocked the hell out of me, im really wondering,
what's up with people nowadays.
Here is the pictures I received in the email.
The last picture is the original article from a newspaper
there, I believe.
And this is a brief translation which accompanied the photos :
A town in Canton is now on trend taking baby herbal soup
to increase health and sexual performance/stamina.
The cost in China currency = approx $ 4000
A factory manager was interviewed and
he testified that it is effective because
he is a frequent customer.
It is a delicacy whereby expensive herbs
are added to boil the baby with chicken meat for 8 hours
boiling/steaming.He pointed to his second wife next to him,
who is 19 (he is 62), and testified that they have sex everyday.
After waiting for a couple of weeks
he took this reporter to the restaurant
when he was informed by restaurant Manager that the spare rib soup
(local code for baby soup)was now available
This time it was a couple who have 2 daughters and
this 3rd one was confirmed to be a daughter again.
So the couple aborted the baby which was 5 months old.
Those babies close to be born and die naturally costs
2000 in China currency.
Those aborted ones cost a few hundreds in China Currency.
Those couples who did not want to sell dead babies,
placentas can be accepted also for couple of hundreds.
The reporter making comment that is this the problem arise from
Chinese being taking too much attention in health or
is the backfire when China introduced one child in a family policy
(since majority prefers to have male babies and
those poorer families need ended up selling their female babies.
What is really happening ? No, wait, are they really humans ?
Damn it.
I've heard about throwing babies from their flats, I've heard
about suffocating them, I've heard about poisoning them, but aborting
them and then making them into a soup ? That's just way too much,
in my opinion.
And as much as I already say, I wont be blogging that much.
I guess it is a must for me to share this with everyone
that sucha thing do happen.
Now I think junk mails which goes like, "Get Viagra for the cheapest
price ever!" Should be channeled to those sickos in China instead
of people like me.
I mean, it is mentioned there, that the purpose of the whole
soup thang is to increase sexual performance and stamina. Like
wth ? Im sure they can afford whatever that real thing you're
supposed to use, and if they can't then they must be real poor
and if they are already soo poor, then wassup with killing your own
kids or maybe other people's babies ? I don't see how it can
make you richer, even if you sell it off, yes you will be rich,
but wouldn't that guilt haunt you forever ? I don't think
you wanna live a happy but filled with guilt and always scared
and traumatized kindda life right ?
I dont know why Im babbling. Not as if they are reading this anw.
Come on uh, please!
Start thinking !
Labels: aborted, babies, boiling, china, damn it, pleasures, sex
Friday, July 11, 2008
long awaited post
All right the long awaited post. Is it ?
Ill rant as much as possible while I wait for pictures
to be uploaded.
So on Sunday 6th July 2008. I woke up pretty early, looking
forward to such a big longg glamorous day and night.
Normal routines and blablabla. Dressed up.
No edits coz of makeup and the lights provided good lighting.
Headed to Bugis at 3pm.
Reached there - and something struck me - i dont know how
to get to the cafe (Mayuni Omar's Music Cafe - MOMC).
So I was pretty lost for quite sometime. And i took a super
freaking long route to a place which is about 100-200m away from
the MRT station. I think i walked at least a Kilometre.
I dont know if its an exaggeration or not but feels like so.
Hennyways I reached that place.
At that time, some guy by the name of i dont know how to spell,
Bul or Bull or Bool ? was having his own session with
his friends and everything. So WITHOUT RESTING, I started to work
and serve out the drinks and entertain the people there.
Pretty tiring. ehhh, no not pretty, DAMN tiring.
But anyway they ended their session some time after that so
my two lets-just-say-my cousins, Ila and Ina and myself took
a break and indulge ourselves in things like Choc Brownie
with Choc ice cream tgt with toppings. :))
After Maghrib, around 7/8 plus, we had a short meeting with
Abang Mayuni for the latest preparation for none other than
"Dayang Nurfaizah FanMeet and Advanced Bdae Celebration in Sg".
As you can see from the list, Taufik Batisah and Hady Mirza are
supposed to attend the event too. But unfortunately, or maybe
the otherwise, they could not make it. There were a few
confusions here and there regarding the VIPS and certain things.
But all settled. Thank God.
I was in charge of the VIPS and Fans seating arrangement btw.
So I had to tear tickets and write numbers and stuffs.
While waiting for more people to come, the emcee asked for volunteers
to sing for Dayang Later. Its a karaoke session. And 2 volunteers
went up and she needed three more. And thats when Aunty J
asked Ila, Ina and Myself to go for it.
Initially I disagreed, thinking of that day's duty of Ushering
and stuffs. But Abang Mayuni said its fine, Aunty Roza said
its fine, so i went for it.
Sooner or later, the VIP-Media people came. From
Berita Harian, Manja, Radio, and Siti Delights.
Shortly, the first VIP-Artiste came, none other than
our very own local talents, Revalina. THe 3 piece
boyband who gained fame through the reality competition
'Live the Dream' on Channel 5.
I was kindda excited when I saw them. So I took this
with them. Oh btw, some pictures here, I swear, HAS to be edited,
coz im just tooo unbearably ugly, please understand.
And yes, I know my clothes are super orbit!
Btw,Imran (in the centre) is a good friend/customer of Mom in the cafe
but ironically, Mom didnt knew he was in that particular band.
Anyway more workkkk. Serve here and there. Food and drinks.
And everything else. Even the food has the list and we have to
follow the order and stuffs.
Revalina performed a few songs - one of which is Bunga,
and its very very nice !
And then later, the Diva arrived.
Applause and Cheers and everything.
Im so shocked to see her in person luh. Sucha sweet girl
with a bubbly personality.
Super duper sweeet.
I dont remember who but one of us served her food and drinks.
Before the karaoke thang started, I was second in line,
and was super duper freaking nervous. I kept drinking water
and blablabla. But I did went up afterall, and sang Kau
Pergi Jua. Im so happy Dayang enjoyed it too. I was still nervous
even after it. Ila and Ina performed really well too. Bravo girls!
Continue to serve and carry out our duties.
I went out for a while to get some fresh air with, i dont know
who those random people are, outside. And while I was outside,
I heard my name being announced. So I ran in like some
bayshore model, and headed to the stage, just to know that
that karaoke thang was a competition and apparently, I am
the CHAMPION!.
And I didnt even know it until quite some time after that.
Superrrrr Happppy :) And Dayang herself presents the prizes
to me. :))
It was a DN Cap, DN Shirt and her latest karaoke album.
BLACK OUT!
On purpose of course. Sang Dayang a birthday song and brought the
cake out from the kitchen. It was sponsored by Siti Delights.
And was superbly beautifully made luh.
OMG - HOW CHOCLATEY!
I ssrved the cake. Everyone including the Rv boys.
Dayang was surprised and was really touched.
She gave her thank you speeches and performed a few live
songs.
She also presented some 'appreciation gifts' to certain people
including Abang Mayuni.
And her voice is as equally as powerful or in fact
better than recorded version. Just like how she performed
Live on TV.
Anyway while I chilling with Ila, this sweet lady by the name
of Noorkiah came up to me and said, "Can i have your
contact details, coz Im from Berita Harian and would like
to schedule an interview with you." My reaction was just
"wahhhh sureeee!"
So things continued for a moment before the boys and Dayang had to leave.
But of course before that, we have the autograph and picture
taking sessions with her.
And i think its sucha big waste that i DID NOT LOOK AT THE CAMERA
when i took picture with her and my face was as per normal, fat!
But nvmmm. She signed the Karaoke CD that I won for me.
And commented that my name has a lot of Hs! Ahahahs, so cute luhh!
People left , one by one, but we had to continue with work.
I shifted to Kitchen coz the dishes are piling like mad.
And im so jealous i have to do it while people jam outside like mad.
But Ila joined me shortly and we finished the dishes.
Chill outside and listen to a few songs performed by this
particular guy. And then BY ILA'S DEMAND, i sang 2 songs for
her. HAHHAA! One a solo song, Dealova which wasnt that
good luh coz i wasnt really familiar with that song and another
duet song with the realllly good guitarist there. Wasnt
that outstanding as well.
Around 2am plus, we left for JB.
Other pictures :
The one who bakes the cake - Kak Siti Masturah Alwi.
Also one of the judges for the reality competition,
Chef Selebriti on Suria.
Some new friends I made along the way :)
Dayang :)
Ahhh! Yes thats Kak Faz! She specially came all the way from KL
to help out at this event. And as you can see, she looks really
tired coz she's superbly busy the wholllleeee day even for the event
before Dayang's.
Ina
Ila
Qaiyum, one of those helping out and keep insisting that I won
through means of 'Kelong'! But he's very funny luh.
MOMC guestbook
Dayang and the boys
The cake again.
Theres a lot more normal and candid shots. But im too lazy too
upload it. Sorry. Maybe some other time.
11 July 2008.
I went back home straight away after Physics Prac. To
Bathe and get ready quickly. Left home and 3 pm again.
And guess what ? I reached the cafe at 4pm sharp.
(ooohhh i just saw 11:11 hehehehe)
Which means I didnt get lost this time.
So yeah today is my news article interview day with the
sweeet lady from BH. She came at around 5pm. And we chatted
about loads of things. I so love her bubbly down to earth
personality. She even told me that she also suffered when taking
2 pure sc, chem and phy during her sec school days. high 5 men!
The interview lasted for almost an hour followed by some shots.
And then she and her friend left. She was feeling rather shy
that Mom wanted to give her a treat on the drinks. Aww, its okay.
You're the guest.
Rested for a while before starting to work again for Aisyah's
(Ila and Ina's cousin) Birthday party. But Mom and I left
halfway coz Mom already finished all her duties and had
to rest coz shes gonna have to work again next morning.
Anyway HAPPY 6TH BDAE AISYAH! AND HAPPY ADVANCED BDAE ILA!
Im really tired too. :)
*
Anyway Im loooking forward to tomorrow's Marathon and Arts Alive thang.
Hpefully things goes well.
YAYYYY! :)
Updated Again on 12 July 08.
Woke up at 645 am. Rushed and Bathe and went out of house
at 715am. Only a few classmates were in the canteen,
headed to our booth which was right in front of the gym.
I didnt really like the idea of having to buy coupons
coz I think it can really affect sales negatively.
Anyway Im one example, because we can only purchase things
with coupons, in the end, we didnt even buy anything coz we
havent even get the coupons for ourselves.
But anyway Today was pretty great.
1)Sales for 4ISM (In-to-to (united),Selfless, Meticulous)is GOOD!
2)Bonding time with Aida Eezan Kiirah Afifah and Nadia.
3)Bonding time with Shikin, Atikah and Natelie at
Admiralty Macdee - Thats when I saw SOMEONE! :))
4)Watched 'anyhow play' soccer matches.
5)Saw someone.
Pretty much around there luh.
Talked to YC about certain things, and managed to hear
him singing only ONE and a HALF line of Cai Hong.
Omggg, any other guys who can sing Cai Hong ?
Other than Colin, Ming Hong and Hong Chiong of course.
*
Anyway this Sat's EJ's bday. Im gonna tell him, Ill buy him
an F1 Ferrari car! LOLS!
*
"Your eyes glanced past mine for that few seconds. &
Im sure you can see the beams of euphoria in my eyes."
*
Slacking time with Shikin Atikah and Nate at Macdee was super fun.
I miss the girls so much. Crapped about all kinds of stuffs,
ranging from Fat bodies and Pimply Face to Boys that everyone
thinks is ugly, but somehow looks so beautiful in your eyes.
There was this guy sitting at Macdee , our schoolmate, and
a brother of one of our graduated seniors.
Atikah : Itu Adik Dzulhisham. (Thats Dzulhisham Brother)
Nate : Serious ?
Atikah & Myself : *Narrow eyes and Frowns at Nate*
Atikah : I thought you know everything.
Nate : No I dont!
Atikah and Myself : Yeahhhh righttt!
SAME TIME SAME TONE LEH!
I know laa it dosent sound/look funny.
Shikin sang some song and then..
Nate : I used to like THAT SONG but now i hate it so much.
Shikin : OMG, you used to like ZENG CHONG ?
And because of that I erupted in the most ugliest laughter
ever such that everyone (mostly WRSS students) around us
turned to look. I mean , it seriously wasnt intentional
lah. You know when you laugh you cant breathe right ? Thats
why whenever I laugh I have that super weird and funny
sound - due to me trying to breathe while laughing.
It happened twice today and I got the same comment
from my su-nu, Liyu and my gf, Nate.
"Shera, I dont want to go out with you. You will embarrass me!"
LOLLLLLL!
I think thats about it luh. For today.
Oh yahhhh I just remembered this conversation with that CSS Hottie
from our school, Xu Bin.
Me : Xu Bin, go sing luh!
Xu Bin : Aiyaa the sound system here not good!
Me : Sound system not good or YOUR system not good ?
Xu Bin : *Rolls eyes and Pretends he's busy*
HAHAHHAKS! WAHLAOOO!
And thinking of all the jokes Keth and I cracked about him,
I really cant stand it luh.
RHD is coming and die die I must get a cheongsam for Atikah.
If not Ill be really guilty.
and and yesss, how could i ever forget. On Tuesday, Kethlyn
gave me a huge poster of TOP. The kinds where it looks like
dots if ure near to it but the pic will only make sense if
you're far away from it.
Thanks a lot Kethlyn! Now I can just stand really far from the wall
in my room.
*
All right then till here.
<3 you all.
Loads of love,
Shera.
ps/Woxiangni.
Ill rant as much as possible while I wait for pictures
to be uploaded.
So on Sunday 6th July 2008. I woke up pretty early, looking
forward to such a big longg glamorous day and night.
Normal routines and blablabla. Dressed up.
No edits coz of makeup and the lights provided good lighting.
Headed to Bugis at 3pm.
Reached there - and something struck me - i dont know how
to get to the cafe (Mayuni Omar's Music Cafe - MOMC).
So I was pretty lost for quite sometime. And i took a super
freaking long route to a place which is about 100-200m away from
the MRT station. I think i walked at least a Kilometre.
I dont know if its an exaggeration or not but feels like so.
Hennyways I reached that place.
At that time, some guy by the name of i dont know how to spell,
Bul or Bull or Bool ? was having his own session with
his friends and everything. So WITHOUT RESTING, I started to work
and serve out the drinks and entertain the people there.
Pretty tiring. ehhh, no not pretty, DAMN tiring.
But anyway they ended their session some time after that so
my two lets-just-say-my cousins, Ila and Ina and myself took
a break and indulge ourselves in things like Choc Brownie
with Choc ice cream tgt with toppings. :))
After Maghrib, around 7/8 plus, we had a short meeting with
Abang Mayuni for the latest preparation for none other than
"Dayang Nurfaizah FanMeet and Advanced Bdae Celebration in Sg".
As you can see from the list, Taufik Batisah and Hady Mirza are
supposed to attend the event too. But unfortunately, or maybe
the otherwise, they could not make it. There were a few
confusions here and there regarding the VIPS and certain things.
But all settled. Thank God.
I was in charge of the VIPS and Fans seating arrangement btw.
So I had to tear tickets and write numbers and stuffs.
While waiting for more people to come, the emcee asked for volunteers
to sing for Dayang Later. Its a karaoke session. And 2 volunteers
went up and she needed three more. And thats when Aunty J
asked Ila, Ina and Myself to go for it.
Initially I disagreed, thinking of that day's duty of Ushering
and stuffs. But Abang Mayuni said its fine, Aunty Roza said
its fine, so i went for it.
Sooner or later, the VIP-Media people came. From
Berita Harian, Manja, Radio, and Siti Delights.
Shortly, the first VIP-Artiste came, none other than
our very own local talents, Revalina. THe 3 piece
boyband who gained fame through the reality competition
'Live the Dream' on Channel 5.
I was kindda excited when I saw them. So I took this
with them. Oh btw, some pictures here, I swear, HAS to be edited,
coz im just tooo unbearably ugly, please understand.
And yes, I know my clothes are super orbit!
Btw,Imran (in the centre) is a good friend/customer of Mom in the cafe
but ironically, Mom didnt knew he was in that particular band.
Anyway more workkkk. Serve here and there. Food and drinks.
And everything else. Even the food has the list and we have to
follow the order and stuffs.
Revalina performed a few songs - one of which is Bunga,
and its very very nice !
And then later, the Diva arrived.
Applause and Cheers and everything.
Im so shocked to see her in person luh. Sucha sweet girl
with a bubbly personality.
Super duper sweeet.
I dont remember who but one of us served her food and drinks.
Before the karaoke thang started, I was second in line,
and was super duper freaking nervous. I kept drinking water
and blablabla. But I did went up afterall, and sang Kau
Pergi Jua. Im so happy Dayang enjoyed it too. I was still nervous
even after it. Ila and Ina performed really well too. Bravo girls!
Continue to serve and carry out our duties.
I went out for a while to get some fresh air with, i dont know
who those random people are, outside. And while I was outside,
I heard my name being announced. So I ran in like some
bayshore model, and headed to the stage, just to know that
that karaoke thang was a competition and apparently, I am
the CHAMPION!.
And I didnt even know it until quite some time after that.
Superrrrr Happppy :) And Dayang herself presents the prizes
to me. :))
It was a DN Cap, DN Shirt and her latest karaoke album.
BLACK OUT!
On purpose of course. Sang Dayang a birthday song and brought the
cake out from the kitchen. It was sponsored by Siti Delights.
And was superbly beautifully made luh.
OMG - HOW CHOCLATEY!
I ssrved the cake. Everyone including the Rv boys.
Dayang was surprised and was really touched.
She gave her thank you speeches and performed a few live
songs.
She also presented some 'appreciation gifts' to certain people
including Abang Mayuni.
And her voice is as equally as powerful or in fact
better than recorded version. Just like how she performed
Live on TV.
Anyway while I chilling with Ila, this sweet lady by the name
of Noorkiah came up to me and said, "Can i have your
contact details, coz Im from Berita Harian and would like
to schedule an interview with you." My reaction was just
"wahhhh sureeee!"
So things continued for a moment before the boys and Dayang had to leave.
But of course before that, we have the autograph and picture
taking sessions with her.
And i think its sucha big waste that i DID NOT LOOK AT THE CAMERA
when i took picture with her and my face was as per normal, fat!
But nvmmm. She signed the Karaoke CD that I won for me.
And commented that my name has a lot of Hs! Ahahahs, so cute luhh!
People left , one by one, but we had to continue with work.
I shifted to Kitchen coz the dishes are piling like mad.
And im so jealous i have to do it while people jam outside like mad.
But Ila joined me shortly and we finished the dishes.
Chill outside and listen to a few songs performed by this
particular guy. And then BY ILA'S DEMAND, i sang 2 songs for
her. HAHHAA! One a solo song, Dealova which wasnt that
good luh coz i wasnt really familiar with that song and another
duet song with the realllly good guitarist there. Wasnt
that outstanding as well.
Around 2am plus, we left for JB.
Other pictures :
The one who bakes the cake - Kak Siti Masturah Alwi.
Also one of the judges for the reality competition,
Chef Selebriti on Suria.
Some new friends I made along the way :)
Dayang :)
Ahhh! Yes thats Kak Faz! She specially came all the way from KL
to help out at this event. And as you can see, she looks really
tired coz she's superbly busy the wholllleeee day even for the event
before Dayang's.
Ina
Ila
Qaiyum, one of those helping out and keep insisting that I won
through means of 'Kelong'! But he's very funny luh.
MOMC guestbook
Dayang and the boys
The cake again.
Theres a lot more normal and candid shots. But im too lazy too
upload it. Sorry. Maybe some other time.
11 July 2008.
I went back home straight away after Physics Prac. To
Bathe and get ready quickly. Left home and 3 pm again.
And guess what ? I reached the cafe at 4pm sharp.
(ooohhh i just saw 11:11 hehehehe)
Which means I didnt get lost this time.
So yeah today is my news article interview day with the
sweeet lady from BH. She came at around 5pm. And we chatted
about loads of things. I so love her bubbly down to earth
personality. She even told me that she also suffered when taking
2 pure sc, chem and phy during her sec school days. high 5 men!
The interview lasted for almost an hour followed by some shots.
And then she and her friend left. She was feeling rather shy
that Mom wanted to give her a treat on the drinks. Aww, its okay.
You're the guest.
Rested for a while before starting to work again for Aisyah's
(Ila and Ina's cousin) Birthday party. But Mom and I left
halfway coz Mom already finished all her duties and had
to rest coz shes gonna have to work again next morning.
Anyway HAPPY 6TH BDAE AISYAH! AND HAPPY ADVANCED BDAE ILA!
Im really tired too. :)
*
Anyway Im loooking forward to tomorrow's Marathon and Arts Alive thang.
Hpefully things goes well.
YAYYYY! :)
Updated Again on 12 July 08.
Woke up at 645 am. Rushed and Bathe and went out of house
at 715am. Only a few classmates were in the canteen,
headed to our booth which was right in front of the gym.
I didnt really like the idea of having to buy coupons
coz I think it can really affect sales negatively.
Anyway Im one example, because we can only purchase things
with coupons, in the end, we didnt even buy anything coz we
havent even get the coupons for ourselves.
But anyway Today was pretty great.
1)Sales for 4ISM (In-to-to (united),Selfless, Meticulous)is GOOD!
2)Bonding time with Aida Eezan Kiirah Afifah and Nadia.
3)Bonding time with Shikin, Atikah and Natelie at
Admiralty Macdee - Thats when I saw SOMEONE! :))
4)Watched 'anyhow play' soccer matches.
5)Saw someone.
Pretty much around there luh.
Talked to YC about certain things, and managed to hear
him singing only ONE and a HALF line of Cai Hong.
Omggg, any other guys who can sing Cai Hong ?
Other than Colin, Ming Hong and Hong Chiong of course.
*
Anyway this Sat's EJ's bday. Im gonna tell him, Ill buy him
an F1 Ferrari car! LOLS!
*
"Your eyes glanced past mine for that few seconds. &
Im sure you can see the beams of euphoria in my eyes."
*
Slacking time with Shikin Atikah and Nate at Macdee was super fun.
I miss the girls so much. Crapped about all kinds of stuffs,
ranging from Fat bodies and Pimply Face to Boys that everyone
thinks is ugly, but somehow looks so beautiful in your eyes.
There was this guy sitting at Macdee , our schoolmate, and
a brother of one of our graduated seniors.
Atikah : Itu Adik Dzulhisham. (Thats Dzulhisham Brother)
Nate : Serious ?
Atikah & Myself : *Narrow eyes and Frowns at Nate*
Atikah : I thought you know everything.
Nate : No I dont!
Atikah and Myself : Yeahhhh righttt!
SAME TIME SAME TONE LEH!
I know laa it dosent sound/look funny.
Shikin sang some song and then..
Nate : I used to like THAT SONG but now i hate it so much.
Shikin : OMG, you used to like ZENG CHONG ?
And because of that I erupted in the most ugliest laughter
ever such that everyone (mostly WRSS students) around us
turned to look. I mean , it seriously wasnt intentional
lah. You know when you laugh you cant breathe right ? Thats
why whenever I laugh I have that super weird and funny
sound - due to me trying to breathe while laughing.
It happened twice today and I got the same comment
from my su-nu, Liyu and my gf, Nate.
"Shera, I dont want to go out with you. You will embarrass me!"
LOLLLLLL!
I think thats about it luh. For today.
Oh yahhhh I just remembered this conversation with that CSS Hottie
from our school, Xu Bin.
Me : Xu Bin, go sing luh!
Xu Bin : Aiyaa the sound system here not good!
Me : Sound system not good or YOUR system not good ?
Xu Bin : *Rolls eyes and Pretends he's busy*
HAHAHHAKS! WAHLAOOO!
And thinking of all the jokes Keth and I cracked about him,
I really cant stand it luh.
RHD is coming and die die I must get a cheongsam for Atikah.
If not Ill be really guilty.
and and yesss, how could i ever forget. On Tuesday, Kethlyn
gave me a huge poster of TOP. The kinds where it looks like
dots if ure near to it but the pic will only make sense if
you're far away from it.
Thanks a lot Kethlyn! Now I can just stand really far from the wall
in my room.
*
All right then till here.
<3 you all.
Loads of love,
Shera.
ps/Woxiangni.
Labels: dayang nurfaizah, mayuni omar cafe, revalina, singapore
update
Kethlyn asked me to update my blog.
But I seriously have no time for a proper update.
I need to upload the pictures and i need to
write a super long post about everything.
Anyway Im reallllly very happy in school nowadays.
Im glad that things dont turn as bad as I expected.
Now, I dont even have to kill anyone.
(Can you believe it I misspell the word 'Kill' 3 times ?)
Anyway yeah im super happy and stuffs.
And to make me even more happier, please look at these.
LOOK AT TOP AT 0.41 SECONDS! DAMNIT! SO CUTEEEEE LIKE MAD!
This is even better.
I LOVE HIM LAH WAHLAOOOO!
hhahahhaks.
I just love it when they wear school uni. makes them look
uber young and damn, im speechless actually. they are
so shuai nehhhxxzz! hahaha! And i dont know why but i loveee
guys who can do one-hand handstand. i was practically
gaga-ing at GD doing it in the vid.
that is sooo freaking sexy! i mean for the rest.!
but TOP is superrr funny in that vid, you can
straight away go to 1:11 seconds to watch him.
so cute.
anyway i know ive posted this last one so many times.
yeah eh no, only once! ahhaks but anyway my all time
favourite, Koh Jid Mal. :)
Definition of HOT & SEXY ? 2:48 - 2.58. Just look
at TOP (the one with the white blazer and short hair
who goes 'more more!'. THAT IS HOT!
His eyes! Damn, ill just clone it luh.
Till here, Kethlyn, IVE UPDATED!
Ill give a super proper update tomorrow okay.
love you all.
<3,shera
But I seriously have no time for a proper update.
I need to upload the pictures and i need to
write a super long post about everything.
Anyway Im reallllly very happy in school nowadays.
Im glad that things dont turn as bad as I expected.
Now, I dont even have to kill anyone.
(Can you believe it I misspell the word 'Kill' 3 times ?)
Anyway yeah im super happy and stuffs.
And to make me even more happier, please look at these.
LOOK AT TOP AT 0.41 SECONDS! DAMNIT! SO CUTEEEEE LIKE MAD!
This is even better.
I LOVE HIM LAH WAHLAOOOO!
hhahahhaks.
I just love it when they wear school uni. makes them look
uber young and damn, im speechless actually. they are
so shuai nehhhxxzz! hahaha! And i dont know why but i loveee
guys who can do one-hand handstand. i was practically
gaga-ing at GD doing it in the vid.
that is sooo freaking sexy! i mean for the rest.!
but TOP is superrr funny in that vid, you can
straight away go to 1:11 seconds to watch him.
so cute.
anyway i know ive posted this last one so many times.
yeah eh no, only once! ahhaks but anyway my all time
favourite, Koh Jid Mal. :)
Definition of HOT & SEXY ? 2:48 - 2.58. Just look
at TOP (the one with the white blazer and short hair
who goes 'more more!'. THAT IS HOT!
His eyes! Damn, ill just clone it luh.
Till here, Kethlyn, IVE UPDATED!
Ill give a super proper update tomorrow okay.
love you all.
<3,shera
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
big day
BIGG EVENT YESTERDAY!
It will take me sometime to actually type everything out
with the uploaded picchas and everything. Give me sometime.
We ended at around 2 am yesterday. Headed straight to JB, like
finally. Home sweet home. Spend half of Monday there.
There was this superrr long jam at the Malaysia custom check.
So I decided to sleep thinking that we're gonna reach SG by night
time or something. But EJ woke me up 5 minutes later, coz the guy
at the Singapore Custom's checking our passports.
According to him ,Dad took some miraculous short cut.
My dad's brilliant. HAHAHA!
Check out for more updates okay.
Before I go, do check out some of these vids, TOP loooks damn hot
in all of them.
These are all remixes of Lies. Darn nice.
check out the eyes at around 1.21 :) awwww.
check out the jacket. okay random i know. i loveee his style
the jacket and the shades match like hella well!
aiyooo. his jawbone. 1:36 his smile,
that dimple and the eyes. omg, he's killing me.
And this one is one of the hottest remixes ever, MUST WATCH!
NO ONE DANCED WITH TOP! DOUBLE YAYYYY! *evil grins*
and again HIS KILLER EYES! Even Wu Zun dosent have that
kind of eyes.
In conclusion,
He is ALL I need. TOP OPPA SARANHGAE!
TOP <3.
good night/morning.
I<3YOU.
It will take me sometime to actually type everything out
with the uploaded picchas and everything. Give me sometime.
We ended at around 2 am yesterday. Headed straight to JB, like
finally. Home sweet home. Spend half of Monday there.
There was this superrr long jam at the Malaysia custom check.
So I decided to sleep thinking that we're gonna reach SG by night
time or something. But EJ woke me up 5 minutes later, coz the guy
at the Singapore Custom's checking our passports.
According to him ,Dad took some miraculous short cut.
My dad's brilliant. HAHAHA!
Check out for more updates okay.
Before I go, do check out some of these vids, TOP loooks damn hot
in all of them.
These are all remixes of Lies. Darn nice.
check out the eyes at around 1.21 :) awwww.
check out the jacket. okay random i know. i loveee his style
the jacket and the shades match like hella well!
aiyooo. his jawbone. 1:36 his smile,
that dimple and the eyes. omg, he's killing me.
And this one is one of the hottest remixes ever, MUST WATCH!
NO ONE DANCED WITH TOP! DOUBLE YAYYYY! *evil grins*
and again HIS KILLER EYES! Even Wu Zun dosent have that
kind of eyes.
In conclusion,
He is ALL I need. TOP OPPA SARANHGAE!
TOP <3.
good night/morning.
I<3YOU.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
love
I realized yesterday's super late post was bullshit luh.
I meant, the previous post. Yes.
What's with the repetitions of Why ? I sound like
a super NotCool depressed.
Forget it, dont read the previous post. Skip It.
I am one hell of a super cool girl laa okay!
hahahhaks!
Mom already went out. with dad. Once Dad comes home,
Im out. MOMC - here I come. :)
Anyway its no wonder why Ive been so moody these few days.
Once a month once a month.
I dont know why my paragraphs are so short.
Today is F1 Silverstone circuit, and EJ told me
that first is Heiki , i mean positioning, follwed by
Kubica and then Kimi. And Massa is all the way at 9 i think.
Unfair. But I think Kimi will win it. Or if not Hamilton,
starting at fourth position. Hometown mahhhhh.
I still havent touch those compre and still have not revise
for Emaths nor Chemistry. I think I cant due to all the
excitement for today and all the worries about that one
person.
and that NYAA thang i havent do it yet. plus the personal
qualities. dead luhhhhh.
but nvm, ill do it on the MRT.
and and I cant wait for Tuesday.
:))
superrrrrrrrrrr loads of love,
shera.
ps;im really happy but idk why.
I meant, the previous post. Yes.
What's with the repetitions of Why ? I sound like
a super NotCool depressed.
Forget it, dont read the previous post. Skip It.
I am one hell of a super cool girl laa okay!
hahahhaks!
Mom already went out. with dad. Once Dad comes home,
Im out. MOMC - here I come. :)
Anyway its no wonder why Ive been so moody these few days.
Once a month once a month.
I dont know why my paragraphs are so short.
Today is F1 Silverstone circuit, and EJ told me
that first is Heiki , i mean positioning, follwed by
Kubica and then Kimi. And Massa is all the way at 9 i think.
Unfair. But I think Kimi will win it. Or if not Hamilton,
starting at fourth position. Hometown mahhhhh.
I still havent touch those compre and still have not revise
for Emaths nor Chemistry. I think I cant due to all the
excitement for today and all the worries about that one
person.
and that NYAA thang i havent do it yet. plus the personal
qualities. dead luhhhhh.
but nvm, ill do it on the MRT.
and and I cant wait for Tuesday.
:))
superrrrrrrrrrr loads of love,
shera.
ps;im really happy but idk why.
super
"xian zai wo yi jing mei you xuan zhe le,
wo hui cang shi fang qi he wang ji ni"
I tried to sleep as soon as I off the comp at around 9.30pm.
But I tossed and turn , and still could not sleep. I was thinking
too much maybe.
I wanna convince myself for one last time.
Forget him, Shera like damnit. FORGET HIM!
Why am I such an Idiot ? Damn it. WHYYYYYY ?
Theres sooooo many other people out there isn't it ?
Many right ? SO WHY ?
efffffit. i think im the dumbest girl ever.
to misinterpret things in a way that it makes me happy when
in the end it breaks my freaking small fragile lil heart like
no other. to notice the slightest signs and miss the obvious ones.
the fucking obvious ones.
why am I so dumb ? WHY ?
omg, seriosusly, why ?
i dont even have the mood for tmr.
my eyes hurts. but i think my heart hurts more.
damnit.
Izan told me, 'Best friends are hard to find. But guys, anywhere
also can find.' I think that explains it.
I<3YOU.
wo hui cang shi fang qi he wang ji ni"
I tried to sleep as soon as I off the comp at around 9.30pm.
But I tossed and turn , and still could not sleep. I was thinking
too much maybe.
I wanna convince myself for one last time.
Forget him, Shera like damnit. FORGET HIM!
Why am I such an Idiot ? Damn it. WHYYYYYY ?
Theres sooooo many other people out there isn't it ?
Many right ? SO WHY ?
efffffit. i think im the dumbest girl ever.
to misinterpret things in a way that it makes me happy when
in the end it breaks my freaking small fragile lil heart like
no other. to notice the slightest signs and miss the obvious ones.
the fucking obvious ones.
why am I so dumb ? WHY ?
omg, seriosusly, why ?
i dont even have the mood for tmr.
my eyes hurts. but i think my heart hurts more.
damnit.
Izan told me, 'Best friends are hard to find. But guys, anywhere
also can find.' I think that explains it.
I<3YOU.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
laughs
hahs. this is a just for laugh post. im really bored.
but i have 2 compre to do and also emaths revision
and electrolysis revision.
I was chatting with Kethlyn just now.
And she suddenly ask for Top's pic.
Read our convo.
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
eh, you got his photo?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
whose ?
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
top lah, then who..
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
pick one you really like, then send me
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
okay wait uh
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
choose one with the face only.
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
eh, no need.. lol!
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
haha so now need to send or not ?
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
yes yes..
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
hahaha
30 minutes later.
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
y so long? you comparing **'s face with top is it?
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
lol!
HAHAHAHKS Kethlyn is damn irritating luh.
I know you guys dont find it funny AT ALL
thats because you dont know what were we talking about.
Anyway as much i hate lame things like this.
i still love themm luh.
1.Who was your last text from?
-no one. :( wahahhahas.
2.Where was your blog pic taken?
-home.
3.Your relationship status?
-Mrs Wu. I hope that explains. WAHAHAHS. Single luh.
4.Does your crush like you back?
-Sadly,I dont know! But I think, NO! LOL.
5.What is your current mood?
-tired but i dont know happy yet sian kind of thing.
6.Whats your brothers name?
-Sheizal & Hanafie.
7.Whats your favorite color?
-Red Black Pink.
8.Have a crazy side?
-duh
9.Ever had a near death experience ?
-yeah i guess.
10.Something you do a lot with?
-computer.
11.Angry at anyone?
-right now ? no. Oh wait, YESSS!
12.Do you wanna see somebody right now?
-yeah i wish i could.
13.When is the last time you cried?
-2 days ago.
14.Who would you do anything for?
-ANYTHING ? to be honest, its just Mom dad bros thats all.
15.What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
-eyes
16.Where's your ex at and what are they doing?
-i dont know.
17.Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
-i loveee them.
18.What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
-nothing.
19.Do you speak any other languages?
-well malay yeah and a lot of random language.
20.How much money is in your wallet?
-i am pokai right now.
21.Describe your life in one word?
-boring
22.If you are a guy. Have you been circumcise?
-Im a Girl and yes, check! WAHAHAHHAS!
23.What are you thinking about right now?
-What the hell is Kethlyn doing ?
24.What should you be doing right now?
-El compre i suppose.
25.What is your favorite memory?
-i dont know. a lot i guess.
26.Who was the last person you told I love you to?
-WUZUN! hahahhaks.
27.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
-afie i think.
28.Do you act differently around the person you like?
-not really.
29.What is your natural hair color ?
-black black i guess
30.Who was the last person to make you smile?
-Daddddeh.
very stupid. but it kills time.
I wanna go Karaoke now. But everyone is watching News.
News is very boring nowadays - price increment in if possible
everything, increment of oil price, bomb here bomb there,
die here die there, robbers, rapers, molesters, corruption
here and there, blablabla sooo boring luh.
why cant there be news like, country x and y decided to
sign peace agreement even though they never fight at all!
HAHAHHAHAKS!
rubbish i know.
I guess ill move on to English then.
Im gonna be very busy for the whole of tomorrow.
Miss me :)
<3,shera
but i have 2 compre to do and also emaths revision
and electrolysis revision.
I was chatting with Kethlyn just now.
And she suddenly ask for Top's pic.
Read our convo.
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
eh, you got his photo?
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
whose ?
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
top lah, then who..
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
pick one you really like, then send me
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
okay wait uh
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
choose one with the face only.
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
eh, no need.. lol!
Shahirah;Shera The Passion For Drama | la-shera.bs.com | says:
haha so now need to send or not ?
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
yes yes..
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
hahaha
30 minutes later.
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
y so long? you comparing **'s face with top is it?
Kethlyn - Sitandwhine.blogspot.com says:
lol!
HAHAHAHKS Kethlyn is damn irritating luh.
I know you guys dont find it funny AT ALL
thats because you dont know what were we talking about.
Anyway as much i hate lame things like this.
i still love themm luh.
1.Who was your last text from?
-no one. :( wahahhahas.
2.Where was your blog pic taken?
-home.
3.Your relationship status?
-Mrs Wu. I hope that explains. WAHAHAHS. Single luh.
4.Does your crush like you back?
-Sadly,I dont know! But I think, NO! LOL.
5.What is your current mood?
-tired but i dont know happy yet sian kind of thing.
6.Whats your brothers name?
-Sheizal & Hanafie.
7.Whats your favorite color?
-Red Black Pink.
8.Have a crazy side?
-duh
9.Ever had a near death experience ?
-yeah i guess.
10.Something you do a lot with?
-computer.
11.Angry at anyone?
-right now ? no. Oh wait, YESSS!
12.Do you wanna see somebody right now?
-yeah i wish i could.
13.When is the last time you cried?
-2 days ago.
14.Who would you do anything for?
-ANYTHING ? to be honest, its just Mom dad bros thats all.
15.What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
-eyes
16.Where's your ex at and what are they doing?
-i dont know.
17.Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
-i loveee them.
18.What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
-nothing.
19.Do you speak any other languages?
-well malay yeah and a lot of random language.
20.How much money is in your wallet?
-i am pokai right now.
21.Describe your life in one word?
-boring
22.If you are a guy. Have you been circumcise?
-Im a Girl and yes, check! WAHAHAHHAS!
23.What are you thinking about right now?
-What the hell is Kethlyn doing ?
24.What should you be doing right now?
-El compre i suppose.
25.What is your favorite memory?
-i dont know. a lot i guess.
26.Who was the last person you told I love you to?
-WUZUN! hahahhaks.
27.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
-afie i think.
28.Do you act differently around the person you like?
-not really.
29.What is your natural hair color ?
-black black i guess
30.Who was the last person to make you smile?
-Daddddeh.
very stupid. but it kills time.
I wanna go Karaoke now. But everyone is watching News.
News is very boring nowadays - price increment in if possible
everything, increment of oil price, bomb here bomb there,
die here die there, robbers, rapers, molesters, corruption
here and there, blablabla sooo boring luh.
why cant there be news like, country x and y decided to
sign peace agreement even though they never fight at all!
HAHAHHAHAKS!
rubbish i know.
I guess ill move on to English then.
Im gonna be very busy for the whole of tomorrow.
Miss me :)
<3,shera
I slept at around 12 plus yetd coz I didnt nap.
And I woke up at 12 plus also today. Aiyooo.
Sleep like a pig men.
Anyway I feel like eating Maggie. Is that how you
spell it ? Lols. Its been sucha long time since I ate
it and I forgot how it tasted like, so Ill make one for
myself later.
Living room's messy. so I have to clean it.
my room's messy obviously I have to clean it.
kitchen's messy so I have to clean it.
Toilet's not that messy but I have to clean it.
Dirty clothes are piling so I have to deal with it.
seee so many I.
O levels are coming, and like duh, I have to study for it.
Not Ej, not Bofie, not Mom, not Dad. Its me.
Anyway Im super looking forward for tomorrow. :))
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
That's obviously from a song. But I think I mean it.
I think.
Afie is sick today. EJ is lazy today.
So I have to do EVERYTHING today.
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW.
<3youall.
Shera.
PS;KETHLYN, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT SHALL I DO NOW!
And I woke up at 12 plus also today. Aiyooo.
Sleep like a pig men.
Anyway I feel like eating Maggie. Is that how you
spell it ? Lols. Its been sucha long time since I ate
it and I forgot how it tasted like, so Ill make one for
myself later.
Living room's messy. so I have to clean it.
my room's messy obviously I have to clean it.
kitchen's messy so I have to clean it.
Toilet's not that messy but I have to clean it.
Dirty clothes are piling so I have to deal with it.
seee so many I.
O levels are coming, and like duh, I have to study for it.
Not Ej, not Bofie, not Mom, not Dad. Its me.
Anyway Im super looking forward for tomorrow. :))
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
That's obviously from a song. But I think I mean it.
I think.
Afie is sick today. EJ is lazy today.
So I have to do EVERYTHING today.
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW.
<3youall.
Shera.
PS;KETHLYN, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT SHALL I DO NOW!
Friday, July 04, 2008
<3
Friday. I seriously didnt notice its Friday again luh.
Damn it. 16 weeks to O levels, as i dont know whats that thing
called said. Im super nervous about things luh.
I really need to buck up and i need to start forget everything.
yes yes including him, with more ease now, though. ill get back
to that later.
hennyways, i love today. so short and so relaxing.
PE was supeeeer great. Volleyball with the girls. So fun luh.
Lili and Shi yi are the cutest thing on Earth. No doubt.
And I saw someone outside GO just now. And im superbly scared
that something will happen but thats just so over ain't it ?
So anyway Peter is the best.
A period of Bio is wasted talking about erm lets see ? Bio
related stuffs but not exactly not what we want to know and
not exactly interesting. Bio is getting very boring these
days coz i dont know its like molecular genetic is soo not
fun luh.
but nvm, Recess was fine. Chatted with the normal cliques.
Headed back to class. And had Amaths which was pretty chaotic
coz mrs lim yap went to 4e2 to teach them and we are left with
mr roslan to do some super challenging sums, i tried but cudent
complete and anyway it was pretty difficult luh.
okay and then mother tongue read my detective novel.
its called Survival of the fittest. And i love it.
2 detectives are solving teh case about the murder of a kid,
daughter of a diplomat but things start to get worst when they
realize that her dad tireds to control the investigation too much.
JENG JENG JENG!
i talked to Kiirah a lot during mother tongue too for the last 20
minutes or so. and yeah the topic was hot indeed. and i wish i could
have just turned back the time and i want the status quo.
after school, i really had no homework with me so i wanted to
go home initially but Keth and I wants to play netball which in
the end we didnt coz there wasnt enuf people. how frustrating luh.
sit in the canteen for hours and not do anything.
i was like 'wahlaoo 5 o clock already and we're supposed to
go home luh. from just now sit here.!".
i was with Kethlyn, Jeanice and Syuhadah.
And we crapped and crapped luh. About all kinds of things.
And one of the main topic is, Pokemon.
Jeanice is pretty freaked out at how Keth Syuh and I
can remember the names of the pokemon and their names when
they evolve and the songs and of course Team Rocket oh
so lovely poems and Team Rocket Blasting off again.
hahahhaahaks.
i love them.
And Jeanice looked nice with my specs and I want her to wear it again
on Tuesday. She looks really pretty with it luh.
*
Anyway back to that most heartbreaking moments. YC went to ask him
straight away in front of me and Kethlyn. I didnt ask him to do so luh.
I meant yes i did ask but not there and I said just hint and
change the subject if he's blur or anything. and Super Duper Smart
YC really did the opposite. And his reactions were almost like
'Im Super Cant Be Bothered'. Wahlaoooo. :(.
And after that i dont know if Im interpreting correctly, but
he looked super buey song. and Im really scared plus sad too.
OMG.
Kill YC. now.
*
BUT THANKS TO KETHLYN AND KIIRAH.
i love both of you.
im gonna chiong so many other school stuffs today and
during the weekend.
and I NEED PHYSICS TUITION - dont care combined or pure.
thank you.
anyway i didnt know EJ's friendster has really nice
pictures of cars. Mclarren Merc to be specific.
click and you'll go to that boy's Friendster.
*
Anyway i really hope I can get 90% for emaths mock test and at least
A1 for Electrolysis test. And at least UNDERSTAND PHYSICS ELEC....
theories.
*
16 WEEKS TO O LEVELS.
but enjoy the weekend okay.
Ive got a big one ahead of me. <3 you all.
But I wish i can go up to him and say.
"Wo Chao Xi Huan Ni, Ke Shi, Ru Guo Ni Mei Tong Gan, Na, Mei Guan Xi.
(Ling Jie said my chinese is high standard hahahahaks! Jing Yi
got help me luhh! )
ANYWAYS I LOVEEEEE WUZUN!
bye.
Damn it. 16 weeks to O levels, as i dont know whats that thing
called said. Im super nervous about things luh.
I really need to buck up and i need to start forget everything.
yes yes including him, with more ease now, though. ill get back
to that later.
hennyways, i love today. so short and so relaxing.
PE was supeeeer great. Volleyball with the girls. So fun luh.
Lili and Shi yi are the cutest thing on Earth. No doubt.
And I saw someone outside GO just now. And im superbly scared
that something will happen but thats just so over ain't it ?
So anyway Peter is the best.
A period of Bio is wasted talking about erm lets see ? Bio
related stuffs but not exactly not what we want to know and
not exactly interesting. Bio is getting very boring these
days coz i dont know its like molecular genetic is soo not
fun luh.
but nvm, Recess was fine. Chatted with the normal cliques.
Headed back to class. And had Amaths which was pretty chaotic
coz mrs lim yap went to 4e2 to teach them and we are left with
mr roslan to do some super challenging sums, i tried but cudent
complete and anyway it was pretty difficult luh.
okay and then mother tongue read my detective novel.
its called Survival of the fittest. And i love it.
2 detectives are solving teh case about the murder of a kid,
daughter of a diplomat but things start to get worst when they
realize that her dad tireds to control the investigation too much.
JENG JENG JENG!
i talked to Kiirah a lot during mother tongue too for the last 20
minutes or so. and yeah the topic was hot indeed. and i wish i could
have just turned back the time and i want the status quo.
after school, i really had no homework with me so i wanted to
go home initially but Keth and I wants to play netball which in
the end we didnt coz there wasnt enuf people. how frustrating luh.
sit in the canteen for hours and not do anything.
i was like 'wahlaoo 5 o clock already and we're supposed to
go home luh. from just now sit here.!".
i was with Kethlyn, Jeanice and Syuhadah.
And we crapped and crapped luh. About all kinds of things.
And one of the main topic is, Pokemon.
Jeanice is pretty freaked out at how Keth Syuh and I
can remember the names of the pokemon and their names when
they evolve and the songs and of course Team Rocket oh
so lovely poems and Team Rocket Blasting off again.
hahahhaahaks.
i love them.
And Jeanice looked nice with my specs and I want her to wear it again
on Tuesday. She looks really pretty with it luh.
*
Anyway back to that most heartbreaking moments. YC went to ask him
straight away in front of me and Kethlyn. I didnt ask him to do so luh.
I meant yes i did ask but not there and I said just hint and
change the subject if he's blur or anything. and Super Duper Smart
YC really did the opposite. And his reactions were almost like
'Im Super Cant Be Bothered'. Wahlaoooo. :(.
And after that i dont know if Im interpreting correctly, but
he looked super buey song. and Im really scared plus sad too.
OMG.
Kill YC. now.
*
BUT THANKS TO KETHLYN AND KIIRAH.
i love both of you.
im gonna chiong so many other school stuffs today and
during the weekend.
and I NEED PHYSICS TUITION - dont care combined or pure.
thank you.
anyway i didnt know EJ's friendster has really nice
pictures of cars. Mclarren Merc to be specific.
click and you'll go to that boy's Friendster.
*
Anyway i really hope I can get 90% for emaths mock test and at least
A1 for Electrolysis test. And at least UNDERSTAND PHYSICS ELEC....
theories.
*
16 WEEKS TO O LEVELS.
but enjoy the weekend okay.
Ive got a big one ahead of me. <3 you all.
But I wish i can go up to him and say.
"Wo Chao Xi Huan Ni, Ke Shi, Ru Guo Ni Mei Tong Gan, Na, Mei Guan Xi.
(Ling Jie said my chinese is high standard hahahahaks! Jing Yi
got help me luhh! )
ANYWAYS I LOVEEEEE WUZUN!
bye.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
unbreak my heart
Im very tired and I am super unhappy.
Im very stressed out. Im super lethargic.
Why cant life just be fair to people like me ?
f, what am i saying ? Of course, it cant. Not
to me, at least.
Why cant people treat me right ? Oh yes, of course
they cant, not me at least.
thanks nate,keth,alex and jing yi.
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....
its all bolded.
Im really depressed right now.
I need to sleep.
loads of love,
shera.
Im very stressed out. Im super lethargic.
Why cant life just be fair to people like me ?
f, what am i saying ? Of course, it cant. Not
to me, at least.
Why cant people treat me right ? Oh yes, of course
they cant, not me at least.
thanks nate,keth,alex and jing yi.
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....
its all bolded.
Im really depressed right now.
I need to sleep.
loads of love,
shera.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
horoscope
HEY EVERYONE!
Ive been feeling a lil moody and stuffs nowadays and as observed
by Keth. I dont really have the right words to say the reason
as to why this is happening.
anyway Keth, if you're reading, i read some horoscope thang today.
and it says this.
You're all about one friend or crush today, and it might get a little
intense! Your focus waxes and wanes through the month, and when it's
really up, like it is now, almost anything is possible!
'all about one crush today'. so yeahhhh!
'a little intense'. too intense and im sick of it.
'anything is possible' HAHAHAHKS LIKE WHAT EHHH ? *left eyebrows goes
ups and down quickly*
Thats the teen section btw.
This is the daily flirt one.
There's no excuse -- you have to deal with the stuff on the table
today. The good news is that you're up for it, though you may have
to convince a few other people to get out of your way first!
I have no idea what this thing is talking about.
But seems that, we did 'deal with the stuff on the table today'
of course with some apek listening to our conversation. but
'few peopleto get out of your way first.' whoooo ? dosent sound
nice. lol.
the tomorrow one says this ;
Something new pops into your head early today and keeps
pestering you until you do something about it. You might
need to call up an old friend, go for a new job or ask out a cute
stranger.
HAHAHAKS CUTE STRANGER ? OKAY SET! he is a stranger righttt ?
*left eyebrows jumps*
tomorrow for teen section.
Someone close is freaking out really badly over some issue
that you can tell is minor -- but try telling them that and
they'll bite your head off! The best you can do is chill and
hope they do the same.
WAHLAOOOO LIKE I KNOW WHO ALREADY SEH!
anyway keth im online on msn now but ure not.
hahahks.
but thanks a lot for today. all the 'lets break down
the whole situation' thing makes it easier for me. though
its really hard to believe what you said im gonna force
myself to do so.
but i really cant accept JEALOUSY as the answer.
i keep laughing thinking about it.
lols.
R.E
okay love you all.
amaths and chem. lovelove
<3,shera.
PS; KETH, I THINK HE DOES LOOK LIKE TOP FROM BB!:)
Ive been feeling a lil moody and stuffs nowadays and as observed
by Keth. I dont really have the right words to say the reason
as to why this is happening.
anyway Keth, if you're reading, i read some horoscope thang today.
and it says this.
You're all about one friend or crush today, and it might get a little
intense! Your focus waxes and wanes through the month, and when it's
really up, like it is now, almost anything is possible!
'all about one crush today'. so yeahhhh!
'a little intense'. too intense and im sick of it.
'anything is possible' HAHAHAHKS LIKE WHAT EHHH ? *left eyebrows goes
ups and down quickly*
Thats the teen section btw.
This is the daily flirt one.
There's no excuse -- you have to deal with the stuff on the table
today. The good news is that you're up for it, though you may have
to convince a few other people to get out of your way first!
I have no idea what this thing is talking about.
But seems that, we did 'deal with the stuff on the table today'
of course with some apek listening to our conversation. but
'few peopleto get out of your way first.' whoooo ? dosent sound
nice. lol.
the tomorrow one says this ;
Something new pops into your head early today and keeps
pestering you until you do something about it. You might
need to call up an old friend, go for a new job or ask out a cute
stranger.
HAHAHAKS CUTE STRANGER ? OKAY SET! he is a stranger righttt ?
*left eyebrows jumps*
tomorrow for teen section.
Someone close is freaking out really badly over some issue
that you can tell is minor -- but try telling them that and
they'll bite your head off! The best you can do is chill and
hope they do the same.
WAHLAOOOO LIKE I KNOW WHO ALREADY SEH!
anyway keth im online on msn now but ure not.
hahahks.
but thanks a lot for today. all the 'lets break down
the whole situation' thing makes it easier for me. though
its really hard to believe what you said im gonna force
myself to do so.
but i really cant accept JEALOUSY as the answer.
i keep laughing thinking about it.
lols.
R.E
okay love you all.
amaths and chem. lovelove
<3,shera.
PS; KETH, I THINK HE DOES LOOK LIKE TOP FROM BB!:)