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Saturday, August 30, 2008
tsad
yetd was teachers' day. yes happy teachers day to all the teachers
arnd the world. i didnt give any cards of gifts except for one
to Cikgu Memy. she truly deserves it. and i totally respect her. :)
party in class was fine. games and food and singing sessions.
and a lot of teachers were impressed by hy's idea of the report
book thang.
happy teachers day to all teachers teaching 4e1.
plus mdm rabia who was damn sporting yetd and of course mr fan.
after school chatted with Keth and Jean for a while.
both had their own plans. I decided to follow shikin, afifah,
aainaa, izan, atikah and aida for lunch at kfc.
chatted with YC and XB for a while, while waiting for
the rest of the girls. yeah after a long time.
and goddddddd, i missss him can.
Final glance before going off. which unfortunately
i was caught red-handed. i wannna see wei yang actually.
no apparent reason though. its been quite some time since
i saw him.
oh yes speaking of it a LOT of my seniors came back. idk for
their teachers or for their friends. most, in their most trendy
clothes and whatever-pattern hairstyles. wahahahs. funny luh
but maybe its me who has no idea what Fashion means nowadays.
Went out of school and walked towards ADM. saw Remus !
I waved to him and i know who he obviously had no idea
who I am but he just waved back. On the way back
from ADM i saw him again and i called and wave
and again im sure he's like 'wahlao who the fuck is
that ? but nvm just smile and wave!". Wahahhas.
Rock rock also still nice luh.
Lunch was damn fun with the girls. And Izan remembered something
which i asked her to forget about. ahahahs.
Shikin left. SO the rest of us decided to watch a movie.
a special movie. something which is not really meant for
us to watch. hehehehhe.
watched it in Aainaa's room. well the story's okay.
but hahs, anything done with the girls is fun.
walked home with aida.
*
IM GONNA MISS EVERYONE IN SCHOOL COZ ITS THE ONE WEEK SEPT
HOLS.
damn. i cant believe its that fast.
ramadhan is starting this monday. jiayou!
i just finished only 2 chps of bio. which obviously is not even
0.000001(convert to fraction) of the whole syllabus.
how ? die ? i dont wanna die yet.
coz my humans and english is gone-case. ive only
got maths and science to effing save my life.
ive gotta really push myself. yayyyyyyy!
go go go! shera jiayou! shera hwaiting!
fight fight fight!
HAHAHAHHA!
i will come back later to tell how's it going.
*
In the meantime, some random photo i found.
different perspectives entertained. lols.
I HAVE AN EFFING URGE TO GO BACK TO MALACCA.
please please. O levels go away. i wanna go and enjoy.
i misssss this place. this place, you can call home. :)
i wannnnnnnna go back to malacca nowwwwww!
i wanna eat. then i'll study bio.
love you.
muahhhhhzzxxz.
<3,shera.
"I guess in This Love of mine,
Time won't tell the story.
How deep Ive fallen in This Love,
is all up to how I wanna judge it.
In This Love, Ive learn to fall
fucking deeply in love. Now, Id
wanna know to get out of This Love.
Hey J, I'd really wanna see you happy.
But how ? No wait, why ? I guess
your happiness determines mine.
And as cliche this may sound.
I love you J, I effing do."
arnd the world. i didnt give any cards of gifts except for one
to Cikgu Memy. she truly deserves it. and i totally respect her. :)
party in class was fine. games and food and singing sessions.
and a lot of teachers were impressed by hy's idea of the report
book thang.
happy teachers day to all teachers teaching 4e1.
plus mdm rabia who was damn sporting yetd and of course mr fan.
after school chatted with Keth and Jean for a while.
both had their own plans. I decided to follow shikin, afifah,
aainaa, izan, atikah and aida for lunch at kfc.
chatted with YC and XB for a while, while waiting for
the rest of the girls. yeah after a long time.
and goddddddd, i missss him can.
Final glance before going off. which unfortunately
i was caught red-handed. i wannna see wei yang actually.
no apparent reason though. its been quite some time since
i saw him.
oh yes speaking of it a LOT of my seniors came back. idk for
their teachers or for their friends. most, in their most trendy
clothes and whatever-pattern hairstyles. wahahahs. funny luh
but maybe its me who has no idea what Fashion means nowadays.
Went out of school and walked towards ADM. saw Remus !
I waved to him and i know who he obviously had no idea
who I am but he just waved back. On the way back
from ADM i saw him again and i called and wave
and again im sure he's like 'wahlao who the fuck is
that ? but nvm just smile and wave!". Wahahhas.
Rock rock also still nice luh.
Lunch was damn fun with the girls. And Izan remembered something
which i asked her to forget about. ahahahs.
Shikin left. SO the rest of us decided to watch a movie.
a special movie. something which is not really meant for
us to watch. hehehehhe.
watched it in Aainaa's room. well the story's okay.
but hahs, anything done with the girls is fun.
walked home with aida.
*
IM GONNA MISS EVERYONE IN SCHOOL COZ ITS THE ONE WEEK SEPT
HOLS.
damn. i cant believe its that fast.
ramadhan is starting this monday. jiayou!
i just finished only 2 chps of bio. which obviously is not even
0.000001(convert to fraction) of the whole syllabus.
how ? die ? i dont wanna die yet.
coz my humans and english is gone-case. ive only
got maths and science to effing save my life.
ive gotta really push myself. yayyyyyyy!
go go go! shera jiayou! shera hwaiting!
fight fight fight!
HAHAHAHHA!
i will come back later to tell how's it going.
*
In the meantime, some random photo i found.
different perspectives entertained. lols.
I HAVE AN EFFING URGE TO GO BACK TO MALACCA.
please please. O levels go away. i wanna go and enjoy.
i misssss this place. this place, you can call home. :)
i wannnnnnnna go back to malacca nowwwwww!
i wanna eat. then i'll study bio.
love you.
muahhhhhzzxxz.
<3,shera.
"I guess in This Love of mine,
Time won't tell the story.
How deep Ive fallen in This Love,
is all up to how I wanna judge it.
In This Love, Ive learn to fall
fucking deeply in love. Now, Id
wanna know to get out of This Love.
Hey J, I'd really wanna see you happy.
But how ? No wait, why ? I guess
your happiness determines mine.
And as cliche this may sound.
I love you J, I effing do."
Thursday, August 28, 2008
ash
heyyyy yesterday's post. i forgot to mention something.
apart from all those that came yetd i forgot to mention someone's
name and that person is Ashraf Khalid! Or otherwise known as Ash!
ahahahsk. sorry for forgetting you yetd.
anw yetd we chatted about NIE too. he was considering it too.
tell me your decisions okay! who knows we'll get there tgt!
ahahaks.
today's a damn bad day.
1) had a short riff with mum.
2) raining heavily. and coz of no. 1 (above) i action dont
wanna bring umbrella.
3)reached school pretty late. socks and shoes wet. that is the
number one thing i hate about rainy days!
4)the whole day freaking damn cold.
5)no mood to do Amaths. like wth!
6)shivered non stop in the theatrette.
7)forgot to bring wallet. and amanda lend me some cash though
i didnt ask for it. thanks a looooot dear! will pay tmr.
8)failed english. like thanks a lot luh. so much for
l1r5 lesser than whatever-number-that is.
9)did badly for bio mcq. as in damn damn damn badly. fuck luh.
10) didnt really do the physics ws. and copied most qns.
in the end we didnt even go through could hv told me i wudent
have copied and will do it myself at home.
11)i hate my whiney classmates who whine about their already-good
english results to US, the bloody failures.
12)O level's coming and damn it im sooooo efffing not prepared.
yes yes yes im so stressed out.
i have no idea what really happened to me. but im just too lax nowadays.
how come i used to hit the 1 and 2 or maybe the lesst the 3s and now
its all about just passing the damn thing.
fuck me mannn, really.
dumb. i HAVE to BUCK UP.
today's efffffing boring.
i hate schooool. not that i wanna venture into the working life
so much. but then why cant school be less stressing. fuck luh.
and i dont get it why must our english be assesed based on
2 effing comprehension passages ? its not fair okay.
comprehension tests you more on your skill of interpreting
the qns and passage and shits like that. its not really testing
our english only. like wtf luh.
damn so angry now.
I feel like going out this Saturday to eat.
Coz its the final day before Ramadhan starts.
damn fast. and i havent paid my 'debts'.
I can practically go and die luh.
wahlao.
sucha sian life im leading.
i think i should sleep luh.
love,shera
apart from all those that came yetd i forgot to mention someone's
name and that person is Ashraf Khalid! Or otherwise known as Ash!
ahahahsk. sorry for forgetting you yetd.
anw yetd we chatted about NIE too. he was considering it too.
tell me your decisions okay! who knows we'll get there tgt!
ahahaks.
today's a damn bad day.
1) had a short riff with mum.
2) raining heavily. and coz of no. 1 (above) i action dont
wanna bring umbrella.
3)reached school pretty late. socks and shoes wet. that is the
number one thing i hate about rainy days!
4)the whole day freaking damn cold.
5)no mood to do Amaths. like wth!
6)shivered non stop in the theatrette.
7)forgot to bring wallet. and amanda lend me some cash though
i didnt ask for it. thanks a looooot dear! will pay tmr.
8)failed english. like thanks a lot luh. so much for
l1r5 lesser than whatever-number-that is.
9)did badly for bio mcq. as in damn damn damn badly. fuck luh.
10) didnt really do the physics ws. and copied most qns.
in the end we didnt even go through could hv told me i wudent
have copied and will do it myself at home.
11)i hate my whiney classmates who whine about their already-good
english results to US, the bloody failures.
12)O level's coming and damn it im sooooo efffing not prepared.
yes yes yes im so stressed out.
i have no idea what really happened to me. but im just too lax nowadays.
how come i used to hit the 1 and 2 or maybe the lesst the 3s and now
its all about just passing the damn thing.
fuck me mannn, really.
dumb. i HAVE to BUCK UP.
today's efffffing boring.
i hate schooool. not that i wanna venture into the working life
so much. but then why cant school be less stressing. fuck luh.
and i dont get it why must our english be assesed based on
2 effing comprehension passages ? its not fair okay.
comprehension tests you more on your skill of interpreting
the qns and passage and shits like that. its not really testing
our english only. like wtf luh.
damn so angry now.
I feel like going out this Saturday to eat.
Coz its the final day before Ramadhan starts.
damn fast. and i havent paid my 'debts'.
I can practically go and die luh.
wahlao.
sucha sian life im leading.
i think i should sleep luh.
love,shera
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
badminton day
quick short update.
Woke up at 9.30am thanks to Shafiq or Baybee's call. ahahaha!
Initially I could not go out coz I dont know where my keys were.
And then i found the spare key. And outside my door. yes outside!
is where My keys are. Dumb ? Pretty.
I had a scrumptious breakfast of course plus Koko Crunch.
And I watched CatDog. yay!
Went out of house at around 10.20 or 10.25 am. And walked
all the way to woodlands stadium. yes i walked okay!
Healthy lifestyle lo. ahahahas.
Reached there around 11 am. And then started playing
met redzuan, meiyin, elizabeth, abu sofian, bryan and ahmad iskandar
there. and played badminton for an hour or so. sweat like hell.
so fun. and i just love how i can so called still play the game.
despite quitting the damn CCA months ago.
crapped like mad with them. 12 plus. packed up changed and left.
went to MacD CWP but I didn't eat coz Im still very full.
Walked around pretty aimlessly in cwp looking for stuffs.
And then everyone left. btw Meiyin and Redz left early.
Redz needed to take his HMT results which though he is not
happy about it i think its a good score alr.
So yeah Baybee and I went to slack under my block and talk
about all kinds of lame things. And he said something about
my balance laughter which made me laugh even harder, louder
and at an even more annoying pitch.
anyway he said he can indetify if someone is me from far, from
the way the person walk. if she walks like a gangster then
its surely me. HOW CAN ? I nvr walk like gangster okay.
I walk so gracefully loh.
slacked till 5 and went up with pooh ahahahas.
.
eat comp slack.
chores dinner slack.
and shit now chiong hw time luh.
bb.
love you all.
<3,shera.
*
'Your little name in my heart. Somehow, its always there."
Woke up at 9.30am thanks to Shafiq or Baybee's call. ahahaha!
Initially I could not go out coz I dont know where my keys were.
And then i found the spare key. And outside my door. yes outside!
is where My keys are. Dumb ? Pretty.
I had a scrumptious breakfast of course plus Koko Crunch.
And I watched CatDog. yay!
Went out of house at around 10.20 or 10.25 am. And walked
all the way to woodlands stadium. yes i walked okay!
Healthy lifestyle lo. ahahahas.
Reached there around 11 am. And then started playing
met redzuan, meiyin, elizabeth, abu sofian, bryan and ahmad iskandar
there. and played badminton for an hour or so. sweat like hell.
so fun. and i just love how i can so called still play the game.
despite quitting the damn CCA months ago.
crapped like mad with them. 12 plus. packed up changed and left.
went to MacD CWP but I didn't eat coz Im still very full.
Walked around pretty aimlessly in cwp looking for stuffs.
And then everyone left. btw Meiyin and Redz left early.
Redz needed to take his HMT results which though he is not
happy about it i think its a good score alr.
So yeah Baybee and I went to slack under my block and talk
about all kinds of lame things. And he said something about
my balance laughter which made me laugh even harder, louder
and at an even more annoying pitch.
anyway he said he can indetify if someone is me from far, from
the way the person walk. if she walks like a gangster then
its surely me. HOW CAN ? I nvr walk like gangster okay.
I walk so gracefully loh.
slacked till 5 and went up with pooh ahahahas.
.
eat comp slack.
chores dinner slack.
and shit now chiong hw time luh.
bb.
love you all.
<3,shera.
*
'Your little name in my heart. Somehow, its always there."
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
geog paper
English Paper 2 and Geography paper.
Both was a disaster.
English - god knows why I hate compre, compre hates me.
my vocabulary bank is damn low-class.
summary - was damn efffffffing crap. I hate it!
Please i wanna pass the paper coz i hella need
to pass english. please!
Geography - my first time not studying for an Exam paper.
Geog used to be my favourite and my best sub.
Not anymore since sec 3. Lessons get damn mundane.
Especially now, Geog periods are like do-your-own
thing-but-pretend-ure-listening kind of period.
I hantam most of the qns. Didn't do the last LORMs qns.
I know I will fail it. But damnnn please can just gimme
just pass. PLEASE!
After papers, lunch with Jeanice Kethlyn and Syuhada.
Some pathetic primary 4 kids behind us were damn noisy.
And they pretended to be some gangster-got-backup kind
of ah lian. Wahlao eh. Call your backup luh as if I scared ?
I also got backup loh! A lot some more! All either suspended
out of school or just got out boys home. So they damn free
luh!
ahahahas. or i call my WRSS Staggerted gang luh!
Went back home to change a while and then back to school.
To accompany Syuh and Jean to finish DNT stuffs. Supposed
to watch movie. but ended up talking about all kinds of
problems.
They finished but Keth and I stayed to wait for the rain.
Thanks Keth.
Walked back home and saw Redzuan Bryan Iskandar Syafiq and
Atikah at the badminton court opposite my block. Playing
badminton. I joined and im super happy to play it after
a long time. I missed it damn loads.
Kethlyn stayed under the block. Coz we were playing in
the rain. And She Want To Protect Her Hair. ahahahaa!
She step minah staggered uh just now. Lepak under block
play hp. wahahaha.
And now I think she staggering at some chalet with
the rest of the mat and minah staggered uh.
You are staggeringly missed Keth.
Went home and down again to pass something to Atikah.
To everyone retaking their Mother Tongue examination,
All the very very best and gooooood luck to you guys.
Do hit the As this time round yeah!
Went up watched Ezora on TV3. I think its one
of the final episodes so yeahh its rly nice to watch.
Anyway I watched Summer Line Concert 2008. on 8 tv the other day.
It has a lot alot alot of artiste and it was held in Melacca.
It has the likes of SHOW luo, JAM hsiao, ENERGY<3, JOLIN tsai,
some Malaysian people and more.
Performance I enjoyed most ; Show's songs. esp his dance.
Followed by Jam's and then Energy.
I LOVE SUMMER CONCERT! <3
So yeah anyway im supposed to study for bio today.
Maybe later. I wanna watch a movie damn badly.
Dad is spray painting my door, he unscrewed everything
and took my door away. so now my room has no door.
So I cant blast off some cheeena songs luh.
*
'My heart beats damn fast whenever I see you.
I thought it will go away as I give myself time.
Oh what the hell is wrong with me ? And why
of all people in this world, it has to be you ?"
I feeel like sleeping.
Nuffnang organised a competition whereby the winning prize
is meeting Lewis Hamilton LIVE IN PERSON! Effit mennn!
I have to go I have to go I have to gooooooo!
Massa won the Valencia race and Both EJ and I are devastated
coz last minute our TV dont hv that whatever channel. So
we cant watch the race. Its a new circuit and its a god
damn STREET CIRCUIT. I mean yeah we've got Monaco. budden
different coz this is Valencia's first time.
Singapore race will be on CHannel 5 leh. Live.
Night Street race. First time and Its SG. Omg.
Surely tourism sector increase like mad.
AGADFGJHOIFNBG! I WNA MEET LEWIS! PLEASEEE!
should i participate in the competition ?
I have no idea what to write.
To Meet Lewis, I'd quit school and work and save money
and buy him his favourite car! omg cooool enough ?
okay maybe not. but wth.
I wanna meet his to tell him I dont really adore him.
I like Kimi Raikonnen and Felipe Massa more. In
other words I think MM should lose coz Ferrari rocks.
And I want him to please tell Heiki Kovalainen
that he is soo damn cute on tv.
YAAAAAAAA ALL REHEARSED!
wahlaoooo i wanna meet him men!
Ive been watching the F1 for quite some time already.
Though most of the time i just didnt have the time
to watch both the FULL qualifying and the race itself.
But stillllll! I want to see him damn badly!
LOVE YOU ALL.
muahz.
<3shera.
Both was a disaster.
English - god knows why I hate compre, compre hates me.
my vocabulary bank is damn low-class.
summary - was damn efffffffing crap. I hate it!
Please i wanna pass the paper coz i hella need
to pass english. please!
Geography - my first time not studying for an Exam paper.
Geog used to be my favourite and my best sub.
Not anymore since sec 3. Lessons get damn mundane.
Especially now, Geog periods are like do-your-own
thing-but-pretend-ure-listening kind of period.
I hantam most of the qns. Didn't do the last LORMs qns.
I know I will fail it. But damnnn please can just gimme
just pass. PLEASE!
After papers, lunch with Jeanice Kethlyn and Syuhada.
Some pathetic primary 4 kids behind us were damn noisy.
And they pretended to be some gangster-got-backup kind
of ah lian. Wahlao eh. Call your backup luh as if I scared ?
I also got backup loh! A lot some more! All either suspended
out of school or just got out boys home. So they damn free
luh!
ahahahas. or i call my WRSS Staggerted gang luh!
Went back home to change a while and then back to school.
To accompany Syuh and Jean to finish DNT stuffs. Supposed
to watch movie. but ended up talking about all kinds of
problems.
They finished but Keth and I stayed to wait for the rain.
Thanks Keth.
Walked back home and saw Redzuan Bryan Iskandar Syafiq and
Atikah at the badminton court opposite my block. Playing
badminton. I joined and im super happy to play it after
a long time. I missed it damn loads.
Kethlyn stayed under the block. Coz we were playing in
the rain. And She Want To Protect Her Hair. ahahahaa!
She step minah staggered uh just now. Lepak under block
play hp. wahahaha.
And now I think she staggering at some chalet with
the rest of the mat and minah staggered uh.
You are staggeringly missed Keth.
Went home and down again to pass something to Atikah.
To everyone retaking their Mother Tongue examination,
All the very very best and gooooood luck to you guys.
Do hit the As this time round yeah!
Went up watched Ezora on TV3. I think its one
of the final episodes so yeahh its rly nice to watch.
Anyway I watched Summer Line Concert 2008. on 8 tv the other day.
It has a lot alot alot of artiste and it was held in Melacca.
It has the likes of SHOW luo, JAM hsiao, ENERGY<3, JOLIN tsai,
some Malaysian people and more.
Performance I enjoyed most ; Show's songs. esp his dance.
Followed by Jam's and then Energy.
I LOVE SUMMER CONCERT! <3
So yeah anyway im supposed to study for bio today.
Maybe later. I wanna watch a movie damn badly.
Dad is spray painting my door, he unscrewed everything
and took my door away. so now my room has no door.
So I cant blast off some cheeena songs luh.
*
'My heart beats damn fast whenever I see you.
I thought it will go away as I give myself time.
Oh what the hell is wrong with me ? And why
of all people in this world, it has to be you ?"
I feeel like sleeping.
Nuffnang organised a competition whereby the winning prize
is meeting Lewis Hamilton LIVE IN PERSON! Effit mennn!
I have to go I have to go I have to gooooooo!
Massa won the Valencia race and Both EJ and I are devastated
coz last minute our TV dont hv that whatever channel. So
we cant watch the race. Its a new circuit and its a god
damn STREET CIRCUIT. I mean yeah we've got Monaco. budden
different coz this is Valencia's first time.
Singapore race will be on CHannel 5 leh. Live.
Night Street race. First time and Its SG. Omg.
Surely tourism sector increase like mad.
AGADFGJHOIFNBG! I WNA MEET LEWIS! PLEASEEE!
should i participate in the competition ?
I have no idea what to write.
To Meet Lewis, I'd quit school and work and save money
and buy him his favourite car! omg cooool enough ?
okay maybe not. but wth.
I wanna meet his to tell him I dont really adore him.
I like Kimi Raikonnen and Felipe Massa more. In
other words I think MM should lose coz Ferrari rocks.
And I want him to please tell Heiki Kovalainen
that he is soo damn cute on tv.
YAAAAAAAA ALL REHEARSED!
wahlaoooo i wanna meet him men!
Ive been watching the F1 for quite some time already.
Though most of the time i just didnt have the time
to watch both the FULL qualifying and the race itself.
But stillllll! I want to see him damn badly!
LOVE YOU ALL.
muahz.
<3shera.
Monday, August 25, 2008
exams
Damnit. Prelims begins today.
And Alhamdullilah. God bless me. Coz my Roy tested
on globalisation and two of my favourite qns
came out. so thank god!
For the first one,however,i was left with a few lines on
the front page of the foolscap and i already used the back part
for my part B and then i realized I forgot 1 more factor so
I squeezed it into tt a few lines and it looks effing atrocious.
I hope they wont penalize for ugly handwriting because mine
seriously was ugly from the to the end even for SBQ.
Oh yes SBQ, hmm as per normal, its pretty fine when you do it
but not when you get the results.
And Ive already told myself to not expect anything good
for combined humanities coz minimum effort was put in
for SS and ZERO effort for Geography.
Which means Im pretty much dead for tomorrow.
And i really dont know what to do now.
I mean yeah i can study but how much can I cover ?
I dont wanna do things halfway.
Anyway my composition was 6 pages long. I mean it in a bad way.
coz examiners wudent wanna read compo tt are too long
and too boring. and I dont know what's with my characters in
the story. I play the role of Jessie the who wants fame!
And her best friend and partner in crime Jenny (?) ahahha
i just thought of that as the Click 5 song kept playing in my
head. And then my elder Brother, Jason ahaha i dont know why
either. And I wanted to put his best friend's name as VERNON!
ahahas but I ended up with Jordan i think.
Should have put Jacky or something. ahahha!
So cute the name.
Anyway I gotta buck up luh!
If not die :(
till here.
loadssss of love,
shera.
WISH ME LOADS LOADS OF LUCK TOMORROW!
And Alhamdullilah. God bless me. Coz my Roy tested
on globalisation and two of my favourite qns
came out. so thank god!
For the first one,however,i was left with a few lines on
the front page of the foolscap and i already used the back part
for my part B and then i realized I forgot 1 more factor so
I squeezed it into tt a few lines and it looks effing atrocious.
I hope they wont penalize for ugly handwriting because mine
seriously was ugly from the to the end even for SBQ.
Oh yes SBQ, hmm as per normal, its pretty fine when you do it
but not when you get the results.
And Ive already told myself to not expect anything good
for combined humanities coz minimum effort was put in
for SS and ZERO effort for Geography.
Which means Im pretty much dead for tomorrow.
And i really dont know what to do now.
I mean yeah i can study but how much can I cover ?
I dont wanna do things halfway.
Anyway my composition was 6 pages long. I mean it in a bad way.
coz examiners wudent wanna read compo tt are too long
and too boring. and I dont know what's with my characters in
the story. I play the role of Jessie the who wants fame!
And her best friend and partner in crime Jenny (?) ahahha
i just thought of that as the Click 5 song kept playing in my
head. And then my elder Brother, Jason ahaha i dont know why
either. And I wanted to put his best friend's name as VERNON!
ahahas but I ended up with Jordan i think.
Should have put Jacky or something. ahahha!
So cute the name.
Anyway I gotta buck up luh!
If not die :(
till here.
loadssss of love,
shera.
WISH ME LOADS LOADS OF LUCK TOMORROW!
Friday, August 22, 2008
YOGA LIN
I am updating. There must be something important right ?
& Nothing's more crucial that some idol fever.
Just kidding okay. Im gonna really mug for Humans later.
Can I just take a break and love life for a moment ?
As Ive mentioned, Ive been hit by the Yoga Lin You Jia fever luh!
Yes the freaking cute one from the competition One Million Star.
Yoga Lin or James Lin is the champion for that show which is
a reality comeptition in Taiwan. He had perfect scores
for more than 5 consecutive rounds or something like that.
And won the competition's first season. And then later, he
actually signed a contract with guess who ? HIM International
Music which is exactly where the Fahrenheit boys are under.
Some random facts about him from Wikipedia.
- He got the name Yoga coz his chinese name 'You Jia' sounds like it.
- Has several other nicks i think.
- Currently has 2 albums. One a compilation of a Idol Drama called
Bull Fighting which I have to admit Ive no idea about heh! and Also
His latest album, Mystery.! :))
This is NOT from Wikipedia.
-He has a sharp nose but Zun's nose is sharper.
-He has pretty big eyes. But Zun's bigger. ahahaha.
-He has a freaking nice face shape almost similar to that of Zun.
-He never fail to remind me of Zun from certain angle and in certain
Video Clips.
-He has a super duper freaking sexy voice. :)
-IM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO HIM FOR NOW.
Anyway back to really why is he the bomb for now. I think
its really his songs that made me attracted to him. The first
song I heard from him was the first track from his album.
None other than the effing seductive ballad, Yan Se.
Note ; Seductive is what I call it based on the melody
and actions and not lyrics. I don understand what he say.
Hot ? Super.
And then I went to browse for more tracks. and listened to the whole
album which super duper kind elephanty lim guan wei lend to me.
And found that he has this freaking ability to sing
different genres, Well!
Just check out this Pop cum Jazz Piece called Bing Tai.
And check this Ballad called Bo Le out.
And this is soo soo my current favourite song.
I cried while watching the MV just now. I have no idea why.
Im touched in a way.
And I heard he's gonna or he already went on tour and so he became
the youngest to do so. Only 20 this year ?
TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
In conclusion, I LOVE YOGA LIN !
Dont blame me luh. I mean there a few from my classmates who
got this 'fever' too. Kelvin,Jody&Yvonne to name some.
"Sometimes they say, Some things are just not meant to be ours."
Love you all.
God please cast a spell on me.
My Geography is a freaking gone case.
muahmuah.
<3,shera
& Nothing's more crucial that some idol fever.
Just kidding okay. Im gonna really mug for Humans later.
Can I just take a break and love life for a moment ?
As Ive mentioned, Ive been hit by the Yoga Lin You Jia fever luh!
Yes the freaking cute one from the competition One Million Star.
Yoga Lin or James Lin is the champion for that show which is
a reality comeptition in Taiwan. He had perfect scores
for more than 5 consecutive rounds or something like that.
And won the competition's first season. And then later, he
actually signed a contract with guess who ? HIM International
Music which is exactly where the Fahrenheit boys are under.
Some random facts about him from Wikipedia.
- He got the name Yoga coz his chinese name 'You Jia' sounds like it.
- Has several other nicks i think.
- Currently has 2 albums. One a compilation of a Idol Drama called
Bull Fighting which I have to admit Ive no idea about heh! and Also
His latest album, Mystery.! :))
This is NOT from Wikipedia.
-He has a sharp nose but Zun's nose is sharper.
-He has pretty big eyes. But Zun's bigger. ahahaha.
-He has a freaking nice face shape almost similar to that of Zun.
-He never fail to remind me of Zun from certain angle and in certain
Video Clips.
-He has a super duper freaking sexy voice. :)
-IM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO HIM FOR NOW.
Anyway back to really why is he the bomb for now. I think
its really his songs that made me attracted to him. The first
song I heard from him was the first track from his album.
None other than the effing seductive ballad, Yan Se.
Note ; Seductive is what I call it based on the melody
and actions and not lyrics. I don understand what he say.
Hot ? Super.
And then I went to browse for more tracks. and listened to the whole
album which super duper kind elephanty lim guan wei lend to me.
And found that he has this freaking ability to sing
different genres, Well!
Just check out this Pop cum Jazz Piece called Bing Tai.
And check this Ballad called Bo Le out.
And this is soo soo my current favourite song.
I cried while watching the MV just now. I have no idea why.
Im touched in a way.
And I heard he's gonna or he already went on tour and so he became
the youngest to do so. Only 20 this year ?
TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
In conclusion, I LOVE YOGA LIN !
Dont blame me luh. I mean there a few from my classmates who
got this 'fever' too. Kelvin,Jody&Yvonne to name some.
"Sometimes they say, Some things are just not meant to be ours."
Love you all.
God please cast a spell on me.
My Geography is a freaking gone case.
muahmuah.
<3,shera
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
jjcake
18thAugust2008 - 818.
Im super damn happy yetd. Yes, just
because he gave me a piece of his cake.
But Ive never smiled so widely and so happily yetd.
As they sang a bday song Jean already asked me what
if he comes and give me a piece of his cake and i said
Its darn Impossible luh.
And then later he really did. Jeanice thought i was gonna
faint or something.
Hahahas. I really hope he will ace the Os.
<3,shera
Im super damn happy yetd. Yes, just
because he gave me a piece of his cake.
But Ive never smiled so widely and so happily yetd.
As they sang a bday song Jean already asked me what
if he comes and give me a piece of his cake and i said
Its darn Impossible luh.
And then later he really did. Jeanice thought i was gonna
faint or something.
Hahahas. I really hope he will ace the Os.
<3,shera
Monday, August 18, 2008
818<3
818. Happy 17th Birthday.
May he be really really happy.
Coz that's all that matters.
I♥Y.Still.
love,shera.
May he be really really happy.
Coz that's all that matters.
I♥Y.Still.
love,shera.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
MT
Heyyyy All! Its been quite sometime since I updated.
Life's one hell luh nowadays. Still, Im enjoying going
to school.
Workload's increasing like F. Im super behind time for
All three sciences. ALL!
Gotten back my Mother Tongue O results.
Alhamdullilah, A1, Distinction for Oral.
Yayyyy! Mother Tongue out of the way.
I still need another 4As Coz I planned to 5 distinction.
And my English standard is deteriorating like hell.
I failed the summary test. And my composition's getting
damn mundane.
SOS!
I fall sick very easily nowadays. Due to lack of sleep
and my anyhow-eat routine. But I still havent visit the
doctor, I dont even think theres a need to. But Mr Roy
insist. Hmph! I'll see how. Either I really visit the doc
or dont ever complain or show symptoms that Im sick or whatever.
So yetd I slept early. And I slept for exactly 12 hrs.
1240am to 1240 pm. Now Im not sick already ahahaha!
Amaths paper 2 split into 2 days. Funny eh.
We did the paper for 1 hr on Friday during Maths lesson.
And we'll continue for another 1 and 1/2 hrs on Monday.
So should I study for the 'rest' of the paper ?
I dont wanna so call 'cheat' and get good grades because
I looked at my books or whatever. So howwwww ?
Anyway today is gonna be the premiere episode of Lan Qiu Huo.
Or Hot Shot. Aghhhh! Wuzun and Jerry Yan and Xiao Zhu's are the
main cast! Damnnn must watch luh!
And Someone's BigDay's coming. Damn. I wish Im SOMEONE else.
For once.
I need to go study Physics luh. Every subject all so damn jialat nowdays.
To Kethlyn and Syuhada ;
Dont step Minah Stagger okay. Later
I call all my Staggerors to stagger all of you!
Love all of you.
'I thought time was all I need. But its been so long.
How much more time do I have ? I have to focus on my
studies coz Im damn behind time. But time and time again,
Its you that managed to steal my energy and time. Why?'
Life's one hell luh nowadays. Still, Im enjoying going
to school.
Workload's increasing like F. Im super behind time for
All three sciences. ALL!
Gotten back my Mother Tongue O results.
Alhamdullilah, A1, Distinction for Oral.
Yayyyy! Mother Tongue out of the way.
I still need another 4As Coz I planned to 5 distinction.
And my English standard is deteriorating like hell.
I failed the summary test. And my composition's getting
damn mundane.
SOS!
I fall sick very easily nowadays. Due to lack of sleep
and my anyhow-eat routine. But I still havent visit the
doctor, I dont even think theres a need to. But Mr Roy
insist. Hmph! I'll see how. Either I really visit the doc
or dont ever complain or show symptoms that Im sick or whatever.
So yetd I slept early. And I slept for exactly 12 hrs.
1240am to 1240 pm. Now Im not sick already ahahaha!
Amaths paper 2 split into 2 days. Funny eh.
We did the paper for 1 hr on Friday during Maths lesson.
And we'll continue for another 1 and 1/2 hrs on Monday.
So should I study for the 'rest' of the paper ?
I dont wanna so call 'cheat' and get good grades because
I looked at my books or whatever. So howwwww ?
Anyway today is gonna be the premiere episode of Lan Qiu Huo.
Or Hot Shot. Aghhhh! Wuzun and Jerry Yan and Xiao Zhu's are the
main cast! Damnnn must watch luh!
And Someone's BigDay's coming. Damn. I wish Im SOMEONE else.
For once.
I need to go study Physics luh. Every subject all so damn jialat nowdays.
To Kethlyn and Syuhada ;
Dont step Minah Stagger okay. Later
I call all my Staggerors to stagger all of you!
Love all of you.
'I thought time was all I need. But its been so long.
How much more time do I have ? I have to focus on my
studies coz Im damn behind time. But time and time again,
Its you that managed to steal my energy and time. Why?'
Sunday, August 10, 2008
NDP!
8th August.
School's celebration for Singapore 43rd Birthday.
Woke up and left house late therefore reaching school
later than the rest of the concert participants. Tummy
Ache and Sneezing non stop too.
Reached school Raymond's already waiting with the Bay
Ambassador Shirt. And I didnt even realize that its this
year's version. And so its different from last year's.
Gathered for briefing and then assembled in the quadrangle
for the parade which a lot commented was crap but i dont know
what to say coz i have no idea what is it supposed to look
or be like anyway. So yeah whatever.
And my sitting position was a strategical one coz I get
to look at you know who. :))))
And then again concert participants gathered and went up to the hall.
Put our bags down and ushered the students to sit asap. And
I dont know whether its fortunate or unfortunate that his class is one
of the few classes sitting right in front of the stage. idk.
And then concert went well i suppose. But my singing for We'll
get there isent as good as rehearsals.In fact Ain said it was
out of tune. She sang Shine for Singapore with Abu Sofian.
Aiyooo issit really out of tune ? I was damn nervous luh!
But nvm. Some people were still nice to give good comments about it. T
hanks :) It totally make my day luh!
Headed to RJC with darling ROYals. And damn it the school is darn huge luh.
I told my classmates i wont be surprised if i get lost in this
colossal building. Changed to NDP shirt. And then assembled
with the rest in their huge quadrangle. Camwhored with my darlings.
FUNFUNFUN!
Sat at the back of my class and youknowwho happened to join class 5-3
which is right beside me. Strategical position againnn! :))
Im super happppy luh, really.
Played some games, did cheers and then i had to look for Jun Hong.
Natalie has i think, PURPOSELY, put me the in charge of class
5N1. So unnecessary luh. And throughout this whole week, I already
bet that it was gonna be so darn terrible. But thank god, it wasnt
that bad. Though i feel the nervousness all the freaking time.
I told myself not to be sucha coward just because of 1 person.
And in addition, the rest of 5N1 were really nice and happy people.
I was with Peipei, Taffy and Edel all the way. And they are so
damn cute luh.
So yeah the journey from RJ to our connectSG point was pretty
far but it was okay as we were talking and everyone was singing all
the way. Jun Hong was really nice luh he helped me a lot coz 5N1
is his own class. :)
Camwhored with the people and had loads of fun and laughter.
It was quite a boring even but okay luh.
And damn it, its my first time being so effing close to him
you know. So scary. & I think YC's fed up coz I keep saying
He's So Damn Cute.
lol!
Walked back to RJ. Listened to Indian songs and talk about
all kinds of Bollywood movies with Harvin. So much fun talking
about things like that. Esp anything gotta do with SRK!
Waited for my class and miraculously we are one of the first
to get back to school despite being the first one to leave school.
And we got this pretty huge bus. Yayyyy!
Reached school and had more camwhore sessions. Photos, I promise,
will sooo be uploaded soon but you gotta wait coz Im very lazy.
HAHAHAHA!
After that, went to Macdee with Aainaa, Kethlyn and Brian.
Ate and rot until we are so damn bored. We decided to go to
Admiral Garden Bball Court but then changed to some random
multi purpose court somewhere behind Adm Garden.
Played UNO which i lost to the 3 of them. :( And then talk and talk.
Brian had to leave to play Bball and Tekong. A few minutes later,
Aainaa had to leave too. So Keth and I stayed to talk EVEN MOREE.
And yes as much as I hate to admit both of us look like Minah
slacking at the void deck kind of people. But nvm. Talked about
loads of things. And i just realized tht Kethlyn and I have
the potential of becoming a great detective team.
WHYYY ?
for us to know, for you to figure out.
And the reasons are pretty lame luh.
Went back home at around 6 plus.
I didnt do anything much but wa sdead beat by before 11.
So I hit the sack and woke up up at 10 plus the next day.
9th August.
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
I think Im the dumbest person on Earth to start napping at
545 pm when everyone is tuning in to watch NDP live on tv and
stuff. I soo have to watch it today luh. I slept like a fucking
pig luh. From that 545 pm all the way to 1145 pm. And that
was when everyone goes to bed and Im still at the sofa
wondering what should i do now.
So instead of studying i played the comp till about 5am.
And then slept at the sofa outisde till 11 am again.
Breakfast while watching last episode of REM. Just because
my Inspector Gomez is there, not the girls, Please!
LOL! Inspector Gomez is damn cute righttttt!
LOL!
And now im here. Charging my cam so that I can upload
the photos. FOR YOU!
*
Ive been really slacking in my studies so i fucking gotta
buck up luh really. I have to get a freaking A1 for my Amaths
paper 2! So i have to study damn hard for it. This week.
Ans we're left with what, 2 weeks for Prelims!
Die already sia!
So here they are the pictures!
On the way there. In the very old bus.
Mr Roy Mr Fan and Miss Lim.
Im lazy to resize. Click for full pic.
Royals!
Kai Yun and Hilary.
Tracy Serene.
Gen Liang Kelvin Amanda.
Bay Ambassadors plus Me. LOL!
Jac Yvonne Ling Jie.
My Super cute classmates and i. :)
Prett girls next door. Aida Atikah And Shikin.
People form 5-3. They are the only fun ones during the concert.
Super dark and Ugly in these 2 pics. But i dont hv the time to edit yet.
With Ing Jie :))
With Guan Wei :))
Darling Manting and Nerisa with myself.
LOL! no time to edit yet luh.
With XB and YC.
With YV.
With LJ.
With Jun Jie.
Peipei and Edel.
The super crazy trio from 5N1. Peipei Edel and Taffy.
Sweeet crazy them.
Kel with one tooth.
Shera.
Random.
AJX.
HL.
Thegirls.
And again.
I proved myself right. I am almost as tall as Wei Yao!
Susu and Aainaa.
With Brian.
Bay Ass!
Baby G.
Last man standing. Boon Hong.
OKAY IM DONEEEEEEEE.
Comprehension now. byeeee.
love you all.
<3,Shera.
"I saw your name there. But I was to afraid to double click.
I dont know what to say. Because I Dont know what else can
make you happy. Hey J, Why do I still love you ?"
School's celebration for Singapore 43rd Birthday.
Woke up and left house late therefore reaching school
later than the rest of the concert participants. Tummy
Ache and Sneezing non stop too.
Reached school Raymond's already waiting with the Bay
Ambassador Shirt. And I didnt even realize that its this
year's version. And so its different from last year's.
Gathered for briefing and then assembled in the quadrangle
for the parade which a lot commented was crap but i dont know
what to say coz i have no idea what is it supposed to look
or be like anyway. So yeah whatever.
And my sitting position was a strategical one coz I get
to look at you know who. :))))
And then again concert participants gathered and went up to the hall.
Put our bags down and ushered the students to sit asap. And
I dont know whether its fortunate or unfortunate that his class is one
of the few classes sitting right in front of the stage. idk.
And then concert went well i suppose. But my singing for We'll
get there isent as good as rehearsals.In fact Ain said it was
out of tune. She sang Shine for Singapore with Abu Sofian.
Aiyooo issit really out of tune ? I was damn nervous luh!
But nvm. Some people were still nice to give good comments about it. T
hanks :) It totally make my day luh!
Headed to RJC with darling ROYals. And damn it the school is darn huge luh.
I told my classmates i wont be surprised if i get lost in this
colossal building. Changed to NDP shirt. And then assembled
with the rest in their huge quadrangle. Camwhored with my darlings.
FUNFUNFUN!
Sat at the back of my class and youknowwho happened to join class 5-3
which is right beside me. Strategical position againnn! :))
Im super happppy luh, really.
Played some games, did cheers and then i had to look for Jun Hong.
Natalie has i think, PURPOSELY, put me the in charge of class
5N1. So unnecessary luh. And throughout this whole week, I already
bet that it was gonna be so darn terrible. But thank god, it wasnt
that bad. Though i feel the nervousness all the freaking time.
I told myself not to be sucha coward just because of 1 person.
And in addition, the rest of 5N1 were really nice and happy people.
I was with Peipei, Taffy and Edel all the way. And they are so
damn cute luh.
So yeah the journey from RJ to our connectSG point was pretty
far but it was okay as we were talking and everyone was singing all
the way. Jun Hong was really nice luh he helped me a lot coz 5N1
is his own class. :)
Camwhored with the people and had loads of fun and laughter.
It was quite a boring even but okay luh.
And damn it, its my first time being so effing close to him
you know. So scary. & I think YC's fed up coz I keep saying
He's So Damn Cute.
lol!
Walked back to RJ. Listened to Indian songs and talk about
all kinds of Bollywood movies with Harvin. So much fun talking
about things like that. Esp anything gotta do with SRK!
Waited for my class and miraculously we are one of the first
to get back to school despite being the first one to leave school.
And we got this pretty huge bus. Yayyyy!
Reached school and had more camwhore sessions. Photos, I promise,
will sooo be uploaded soon but you gotta wait coz Im very lazy.
HAHAHAHA!
After that, went to Macdee with Aainaa, Kethlyn and Brian.
Ate and rot until we are so damn bored. We decided to go to
Admiral Garden Bball Court but then changed to some random
multi purpose court somewhere behind Adm Garden.
Played UNO which i lost to the 3 of them. :( And then talk and talk.
Brian had to leave to play Bball and Tekong. A few minutes later,
Aainaa had to leave too. So Keth and I stayed to talk EVEN MOREE.
And yes as much as I hate to admit both of us look like Minah
slacking at the void deck kind of people. But nvm. Talked about
loads of things. And i just realized tht Kethlyn and I have
the potential of becoming a great detective team.
WHYYY ?
for us to know, for you to figure out.
And the reasons are pretty lame luh.
Went back home at around 6 plus.
I didnt do anything much but wa sdead beat by before 11.
So I hit the sack and woke up up at 10 plus the next day.
9th August.
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
I think Im the dumbest person on Earth to start napping at
545 pm when everyone is tuning in to watch NDP live on tv and
stuff. I soo have to watch it today luh. I slept like a fucking
pig luh. From that 545 pm all the way to 1145 pm. And that
was when everyone goes to bed and Im still at the sofa
wondering what should i do now.
So instead of studying i played the comp till about 5am.
And then slept at the sofa outisde till 11 am again.
Breakfast while watching last episode of REM. Just because
my Inspector Gomez is there, not the girls, Please!
LOL! Inspector Gomez is damn cute righttttt!
LOL!
And now im here. Charging my cam so that I can upload
the photos. FOR YOU!
*
Ive been really slacking in my studies so i fucking gotta
buck up luh really. I have to get a freaking A1 for my Amaths
paper 2! So i have to study damn hard for it. This week.
Ans we're left with what, 2 weeks for Prelims!
Die already sia!
So here they are the pictures!
On the way there. In the very old bus.
Mr Roy Mr Fan and Miss Lim.
Im lazy to resize. Click for full pic.
Royals!
Kai Yun and Hilary.
Tracy Serene.
Gen Liang Kelvin Amanda.
Bay Ambassadors plus Me. LOL!
Jac Yvonne Ling Jie.
My Super cute classmates and i. :)
Prett girls next door. Aida Atikah And Shikin.
People form 5-3. They are the only fun ones during the concert.
Super dark and Ugly in these 2 pics. But i dont hv the time to edit yet.
With Ing Jie :))
With Guan Wei :))
Darling Manting and Nerisa with myself.
LOL! no time to edit yet luh.
With XB and YC.
With YV.
With LJ.
With Jun Jie.
Peipei and Edel.
The super crazy trio from 5N1. Peipei Edel and Taffy.
Sweeet crazy them.
Kel with one tooth.
Shera.
Random.
AJX.
HL.
Thegirls.
And again.
I proved myself right. I am almost as tall as Wei Yao!
Susu and Aainaa.
With Brian.
Bay Ass!
Baby G.
Last man standing. Boon Hong.
OKAY IM DONEEEEEEEE.
Comprehension now. byeeee.
love you all.
<3,Shera.
"I saw your name there. But I was to afraid to double click.
I dont know what to say. Because I Dont know what else can
make you happy. Hey J, Why do I still love you ?"
Monday, August 04, 2008
J
Dad and Bro painted the house. Not totally done yet.
Now Sp House = Jb House. Both has yellow, white and dark brown
as theme colours. Just thar Jb house is a lot more bigger than
Sp house.
Anyway school, honestly, sucked today. And Im pretty much
lethargic most of the day. I asked Keth why am I like this
and her second answer shocked me. My initial reaction
was, WTH ? Why should I bother ? But after that I could
not stop thinking about it. Maybe what Keth said is right.
Though I really don't think so.
Anyway I no longer cry because of you-know-who.
Though he always cross my mind every now and then.
I know Ill really get over it someday. Im a stronggg girl!
i dont know why but i feel IT, everytime i look at our picture.
arghhhhh! nvm.
Lessons were okay today.
though i still think 3 periods AMaths is very long.
And I failed my Amaths paper 1. And Im praying that
Mom and Dad wont ask about it.
Han Lin and I vowed to score an A1 for the next paper.
Jiayouu!
I guess till here.
Love you all!
<3,shera.
But sometimes I wonder what's the point of giving
you up, thinking that you'll be happy when I know
that, looking at how things are like now, you re not
gonna be happy ?
Is it really worth giving you up ?
Now Sp House = Jb House. Both has yellow, white and dark brown
as theme colours. Just thar Jb house is a lot more bigger than
Sp house.
Anyway school, honestly, sucked today. And Im pretty much
lethargic most of the day. I asked Keth why am I like this
and her second answer shocked me. My initial reaction
was, WTH ? Why should I bother ? But after that I could
not stop thinking about it. Maybe what Keth said is right.
Though I really don't think so.
Anyway I no longer cry because of you-know-who.
Though he always cross my mind every now and then.
I know Ill really get over it someday. Im a stronggg girl!
i dont know why but i feel IT, everytime i look at our picture.
arghhhhh! nvm.
Lessons were okay today.
though i still think 3 periods AMaths is very long.
And I failed my Amaths paper 1. And Im praying that
Mom and Dad wont ask about it.
Han Lin and I vowed to score an A1 for the next paper.
Jiayouu!
I guess till here.
Love you all!
<3,shera.
But sometimes I wonder what's the point of giving
you up, thinking that you'll be happy when I know
that, looking at how things are like now, you re not
gonna be happy ?
Is it really worth giving you up ?
Friday, August 01, 2008
lovelife
You're my very first thought in the morning.
& My last at nightfall. Seriously, Am I that
pathetic ? Its been sucha long time & there
your name is still etched at the bottom of heart
and your image at the corner of my mind.
*
Friday August 01.
This week is damn fast, yet again.
But I think I love this week. Its a week of nothing but
the truth and nothing else in this world is more important
to me than the truth.
Like I mentioned, the things I hate most in this world
is 'Lies' and 'Hypocrisy'. Nothing else beats that man.
We had Amaths mock test this week, which Im totally
gonna effing flunk like mad luh. And Im very scared.
Physics's getting on my nerves and next Thursday is the SPA Skill 3.
And its on the world's worst topic ever, Electricity and Electromagnetism.
Ewwwwww, sucky.
Anyway PE was damn fun. Played Vball with the girls.
And had superrr loads of fun uh.
The rest of the day was okay esp Mother Tongue, where
Farna Kirin and I sat tgt to talk about ghost stories.
Ghost festival is here right. And Im pretty scared luh.
After school, slacked with Keth and Syuh for a while.
Something bad happen to Jeanice, even worst that my scenario.
And damn it, girl, i know the feeling sucks like mad. And
I'm gonna be honest luh, Definitely its gonna take a bloody
long time to erase him away from your mind, Just be patient okay.
Talked to YC & XB about loads of stuffs before going up for
the Farewell Party for Mr Lim. There were pizzas and Twisties.
And we sang loads of songs for him. He said Olympics 2008 is his
dream. And now, his dream came true.
BON VOYAGE MR LIM! :)
All the best and good luck there.
*
Went down and played Vbal with Kethlyn Jeanice Yun Kwang Yao
Quan and Wei Yao. Verrry funny luh everyone anyhow play except Keth.
Jeanice played better than the rest of us though. Wei Yao anyhow
play and once the ball flew up to the school's rooftop
and drop on someone's car. Scaryyy okay. But i think nothing happened.
Later played Vball again with Redzuan, Syafiq, Keth, YQ and YK.
But I forgot to open my watch. hmph.
Went back home shortly after that with Jeanice, Kethlyn,
and Syuhada.
Earlier had a conversation with Syuh. And I realize that
a lot of people are facing BGR problems nowadays. Damn it.
It hurts so badly right.
Haishhh. I hope time is all I need.
And I hope I won't keep on thinking of him.
So frustrating.
*
Had a long chat with Nate on the phone.
And then a short one on MSN.
*
Today, someone made me cry damn badly.
He said he isn't surprised if I fail my Os.
He said, Honestly, Im not scolding or anything.
But looking at you now, I really won't be surprised at all.
I just walked away slam the door and cry like mad.
You don't know what's going on with me, do you ?
You don't know what's going on in school, do you ?
You don't know how life's like for me, do you ?
If you're reading, which you usually won't, Im telling you.
A guy just broke my heart into so many fucking pieces
such that I think I lost some of it and I don't know
how to mend it back.
Yes, ALL my post from back in May.
All the "Him" and "Someone". Yes, Its that guy.
And only now that he breaks my heart.
It breaks till it hurts so badly.
Tell me, what's the fastest way to get over him ?
You dont know do you ? Well so do I. Im trying.
But how can I ? He's there every single day.
But I think i get your point.
I will study hard from now onwards.
And I will shove my results next year right in your bloody face.
*
No, of course he's not my dad. I wont say such things
about my dad.
Another loved one. Go figure loh.
*
Im going to eat Mcdee later with Ej i think.
Fats again but dont care already loh.
Byeee
Love you all.
& My last at nightfall. Seriously, Am I that
pathetic ? Its been sucha long time & there
your name is still etched at the bottom of heart
and your image at the corner of my mind.
*
Friday August 01.
This week is damn fast, yet again.
But I think I love this week. Its a week of nothing but
the truth and nothing else in this world is more important
to me than the truth.
Like I mentioned, the things I hate most in this world
is 'Lies' and 'Hypocrisy'. Nothing else beats that man.
We had Amaths mock test this week, which Im totally
gonna effing flunk like mad luh. And Im very scared.
Physics's getting on my nerves and next Thursday is the SPA Skill 3.
And its on the world's worst topic ever, Electricity and Electromagnetism.
Ewwwwww, sucky.
Anyway PE was damn fun. Played Vball with the girls.
And had superrr loads of fun uh.
The rest of the day was okay esp Mother Tongue, where
Farna Kirin and I sat tgt to talk about ghost stories.
Ghost festival is here right. And Im pretty scared luh.
After school, slacked with Keth and Syuh for a while.
Something bad happen to Jeanice, even worst that my scenario.
And damn it, girl, i know the feeling sucks like mad. And
I'm gonna be honest luh, Definitely its gonna take a bloody
long time to erase him away from your mind, Just be patient okay.
Talked to YC & XB about loads of stuffs before going up for
the Farewell Party for Mr Lim. There were pizzas and Twisties.
And we sang loads of songs for him. He said Olympics 2008 is his
dream. And now, his dream came true.
BON VOYAGE MR LIM! :)
All the best and good luck there.
*
Went down and played Vbal with Kethlyn Jeanice Yun Kwang Yao
Quan and Wei Yao. Verrry funny luh everyone anyhow play except Keth.
Jeanice played better than the rest of us though. Wei Yao anyhow
play and once the ball flew up to the school's rooftop
and drop on someone's car. Scaryyy okay. But i think nothing happened.
Later played Vball again with Redzuan, Syafiq, Keth, YQ and YK.
But I forgot to open my watch. hmph.
Went back home shortly after that with Jeanice, Kethlyn,
and Syuhada.
Earlier had a conversation with Syuh. And I realize that
a lot of people are facing BGR problems nowadays. Damn it.
It hurts so badly right.
Haishhh. I hope time is all I need.
And I hope I won't keep on thinking of him.
So frustrating.
*
Had a long chat with Nate on the phone.
And then a short one on MSN.
*
Today, someone made me cry damn badly.
He said he isn't surprised if I fail my Os.
He said, Honestly, Im not scolding or anything.
But looking at you now, I really won't be surprised at all.
I just walked away slam the door and cry like mad.
You don't know what's going on with me, do you ?
You don't know what's going on in school, do you ?
You don't know how life's like for me, do you ?
If you're reading, which you usually won't, Im telling you.
A guy just broke my heart into so many fucking pieces
such that I think I lost some of it and I don't know
how to mend it back.
Yes, ALL my post from back in May.
All the "Him" and "Someone". Yes, Its that guy.
And only now that he breaks my heart.
It breaks till it hurts so badly.
Tell me, what's the fastest way to get over him ?
You dont know do you ? Well so do I. Im trying.
But how can I ? He's there every single day.
But I think i get your point.
I will study hard from now onwards.
And I will shove my results next year right in your bloody face.
*
No, of course he's not my dad. I wont say such things
about my dad.
Another loved one. Go figure loh.
*
Im going to eat Mcdee later with Ej i think.
Fats again but dont care already loh.
Byeee
Love you all.