shahirah samsudin.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

FAREWELL!

Hey everyone! Omg. Today's is indeed one of the best
day in 2008. or my entire life.

I had a really great day. Well yeah it is the day
where my small mini farewell party was held.

Thanks to Kiirah and Aainaa for helping organizing.

*

After much discussion, we decided to settle for CWP Macdee.
Woke up at 11 plus. And rushed hrough a few more letters.
Accompanied Mom to the MRT Station, today's her last day at
work too.

Anyway bathed and dressed up and stuff. Met Kiirah
under my block. In which she welcomed me with a BOOO
from beside the lift. Im lucky I didnt die or smth. HAHAH!

So yeahhh waited for the bus and met Aainaa on the bus.
Headed to CWP and waited for the rest at BnS.
Kethlyn and Shikin couldn't make it. :(

Hope to see them soon though.

Met Melissa, Ms Lim, Ash, Ming Bin, Sam, Kailu, Wanteng, Suraya and Shafiqa.
Natalie came a bit later. And Dee came for a while only.
Thanks a lot babe for coming and seeing me for one last time.
And Aainaa's cuz Siti came later to join us.

And Ming Bin brought along a guy friend of his.
Omg. When I saw this guy I was like "omg, cute underscore guy!"

His name is Tavin. And he's cute.
but thats not the ebst part, the best is he is very sporting.
and simply entertained us all the strangers arnd him. LOL!

Anyway we had a great time together. And loads of phototaking,
ill get all the pictures soon yeah. From Aainaa. :)

Anyways I made a mini speech and CRIED! wahkaoooo
not staggered at all man! I was damn sad luh.
But Im really happy though at the end of the day.

Headed to Polar cake shop after that in which i asked them
to spend whatever using the 5bucks voucher that i have ahahah!
But guesss what ?

I accompanied Siti to buy bubble tea and then all of them came
and I asked buy cake alr ? and all of them were like 'erm
no they dont accpe the voucher' so i said nvm lets go back to
the shop ill buy whatever u guys want. and they were like
nvm laaa nvm nvm its okay. lets go from this place.

which is sooo what the hell right ?
esp Aainaa. how can she be so relaxed abt not accpeting
my voucher which i clearl rmbr expires in march/apr 2009.?

Anyway we went to some lepak place and then we chatted.
Aainaa and Siti went to the TOILET so called.
According to Kiirah.

And both Aainaa and Siti came back with a super cute
Birthday Cake! Yes, super advanced birthday celebration.
Oh my godddd, ony god knows how touched i was mennn.

THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!

Thanks for the sweet birthday song from everyone! :)
Damn lovely.

And i love the cake its so cute and nice!
The best part is that its small but can be shared
among all!

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

More chatting and phototaking.

Everyone left.

Kiirah and I stayed at Woodlands nterchange and waited
for Syuhada Binte Satggered. :)

Syuh came and we started gossiping about everything.
We even created some lame talkshow which has a never ending
commericial break.

We wanted to figure out 2008 worst school couple.
but only came out with 3. Hahaha and we were damn
mean coz we gosspied about this girl damnn loads luh.

Anyway boarded a bus after Kiirah saw a cockroach ahaha.
Reached home and then did more packing. :)

Almost empty now.
Dangggg, less than 2 days.
And no more coming back to Spore.

Haish.

Anyway I was soo damn tocuh today coz I received a lot
of gifts from those who came. Thank you so much guys.
I rly didnt expect it coz its lik not borthday party
or anything right. But Im rly happy coz I love all
the gifts a lot!

THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!
Im so blessed to have you guys
not because of the gifts but the thought
of even coming for it.

Omg. Thank you once again :)

The Super cute Siti.

All that came.

Aainaa and Kiirah.

Tavin sam and mingbin.

Grp shot.

THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THESE!

From a Kiirah, a beautiful mug.
Im soo gonna use this for my late night hot milo! :)
Thanks babe!

From Natelie, super nice candy specially from Aussie.

Plus Christmas card. Thanks babe.

From Ms Lim, passport cover which Im gonna use!
Thank you so much ms lim.

From Dee, special letter and a mix tape of great indie and rock
songs! I totally love them. Thank you deee!

From Siti, Totally damn scrumptious cookie!! Chocolate lehh!

From Aainaa, a picture of SKA which i ask her to help me print,
im supposed to pay her. but she kindly gave it to me. Thanks Aainaa!

From Melissa, a suprrr cute Lolipop! Reminds me of Kungfu Hustle.
Thank you babe.

From Shaffy, a full set pink stuffs. Consisting of a PINK bear!
plus that PInk paper bad which i totally love! :) Thank you
soo much shaffy!

From Suraya, an ultra chic set of body lotion and shower gel
from the body shop! I totallly love it cann! Thanks a lot Susu.

And last but not least is from Asyraf, consisting of my
most most most supr fav chocolate Famous Amos plus plus
a freaking creative card!

the card. omggg. its great. he made use of great great
materials. it came out totally cool.

sorry for the quality of the pics.

*

Im facebooking right now.
& getting pictures from Aainaa' facebook.
Once again Aainaa thanks a lot for the pics and everything!
She created an album called Shahirah's Farewell Lunch.And another
one called Shahirah's super advanced bday celebration.
So sweeet right.

Ms Lim also. Thank youuu so much! :)

I looked damn ugly in most of the photos luh
coz im too happy or smth ahahaha.
Anyhow ehh.

And bad tudung day alsooo ahahahaha.
coz i wore some inside thing whichi have nvr worn before.

Enjoyyyy.

Wahkao damn ugly in all the photos.
I try to avoid left profile by whatever means
but cannot seh.

And Kailu is right Ms Lim glows in all pictures.
Angellll mah! ahhahah

Anyway how do you celebrate New Years ?
For me its the usual as Indonesian Bands always get tgt
on the eve of new year for a special performance on either
SCTV or RCTI.

SO yeahh as usual Ungu and Peterpan are always there.
So Im watching them and I loveeeee them.
Esp Pashaaaa. So cute. And he duet with Ariel
for Tercipta Utkku second version.

I LOVEEEE IT!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 guys!
may it brings you guys loads of luck and other good stuffs!

Im quite excited to see what's in for me for twentyOnine.

Anyway guys, 2008 has been everything.
Good bad, EVERYTHING.

I hope everyone will have a good 2009.

My only resolution is,
TO BE A BETTER PERSON, IN ALL ASPECTS.

:)

<3 everyone.

Despite the many weeks past....

Ungu - Cinta Dalam Hati

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

<3 :(

<3,shahirah samsudin :)

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Fahrenheit-ing.

Dont Bother Reading. Coz Im gonaa Be Fahrenheit-ing.
Hahaha.

I just caught two of their super latest Music Videos which
this girl , i assume, just uploaded 2 days ago. They are
from their latest album which is gonna be released on the 2nd January.

And the title of the album is I think Yue Lai Yue Ai.
and and and THEIR STYLE ARE SO SO SO SO HOT for this album.
Its like hmmmm more matured. More handsome.

No more cute cute stuffs like first Album.
All HAWT Manly stuffs now.

Catch this and am inlove with it right now.

Ji Mo Bao Zuo - FLH.

I cnt get the other one. The title track.
But really luhhhhh, Ive saved ENUFFFFF money
for their latest album. enough. but the prob is,
i dont think i can even buy it.

the earliest i can is maybe O levels results day ?.
Or i tell mom smth so that i can go out
on my last day here, which is the 2nd -
which is the release dateeee! omg :)))

but i dont wanna lie. no.

Can anyone help me ? Think of an idea ?
Orrrr maybe I could ask someone to buy it for
me i pass the money to whoever the person is.

can can can ?
anyone anyone anyone ?
please please please ?

But i wna go buy it myselffff :(
ahahahas.

Nvm. I'll think of something.
Meanwhile you guys do so too. AHAHHA.
no luh. kidding.

Im soooo coming up with a new blogskin.
NOW NOW NOW!

*

Anyway i was reading through my email when i saw
another super sweeeeeet farewell email but this
time its from Kethlyn. It broguht me close to tears.
Im so afraid that the disttance will not only
bring us physically apart but (whatever the word is)-ly
apart.

ButI really hope that none of my friendship with the
girls or boys for that matter will be affected.

Btw,Its 4:44 pm nowww. :)

And I dropped Kethlyn a voicemail just now
right after reading the email and halfway
i realize i sound like celeste chen.

muahahahs.

I wasnt trying to be like her but I was sad at that
time and Im trying not to cry so I sounded so act cute.
Esp when I said smth like 'I just wanna say' or smth
coz its the exact same words CC said in one of her vids
on youtube.

CC ? LOL.

I still have a loooot of things to do.
But I dont feel like doing it seh.
I dont know why.

And oh btw, i just came back from JB this morn.
And when i reachthere on sunday night, the same cat
is standing right beside my house.

And we had to leave the door open as we were carrying
heavy things into the hse. And Sheizal and I were standing
at the living area TO ENSURE THE CAT DID NOT COME INTO THE HOUSE.

Sheizal looked outside and he was like the cat's still there.
So both and I wandered off for a while. as in we were still there
just that we didn't pay attention to the dooor.

And next moment,
MIAOOOOOOOOOOO!

The cat's there right in our house.
Wondering why the house is soo messy, maybe.

I was like *GASPSSSSS FAINTTTT*
and i ran all the way to the back of the house.
And i shouted 'kucing masuk' loudly.

accordigng to bro, my dad had to use a broom to
direct the cat to the door. while I, of course
locked myself in the rooom thats furthest away from the
living area.

OMG. How Do I Live ?
seriously how do i live when there might be cat wondering
around like that ? And and and i think it belonged to
a family who i swear im gonna sue for letting their
beloved cat wonder around like, though of course im gonna
say things like 'its not good for the cat as its dangerous'
and stuff. but you know i meant the otherwise. oh yarh
i think he/she beloinged to a family coz theres a red thing
around his/her neck.

BUT BUT BUT

the cat looked a bit like the cat in Shrek - puss in boots issit ?
Yeahhh that one. Quite cute actually. but NOOOOOOOO!

*

Haishh.
I want my FLH Yue Lai Yue Ai Album nowwww!
Why must so many things clash so muchhh eh?

*

Im really really really scared for O level results.
I know ive did my best. Nothing more could change it.
But Im just sooo scared.

The number 25 keep appearing in my head numerous time.
It is my prelims R5 Agg. What the hell does it mean this
time ? Same ? OR worst issit my R4 this time ?

Im really realy nervous.
And i dont even know whens the release of the results.

GAAHHHHH.
Save me.
I want 9 please :)

*

My curent wishlist adds up to as mentioned abt 50 bucks.
For two stuffs only.

NVM.

I shall workkkk. :)

*

I better go now.
Love you all.

Muackz!

<3,shera.

Labels: fahrenheit, fei lun hai, ji mo bao zuo, yue lai yue ai

What The Hell ?

Im sure more of you have heard about him.
Like Come on, of all names, SG Nottiboy ?

I assumed Notti seems more Naughty than spelling the real
word itself ?

One word Loser.

Ive received tonnes of messages and comments on
Friendster from this particular Human Being.

Have a look ; www.friendster.com/sheragerl

Even Primary School Girls get Wet ?
Zomg. So what the hell is his point again ?

One obvious point, he definitely dosent have a life.

Next, lets now go to his well, self proclaimed
'will make you wet' blog. And after reading from the
top tto bottom for 1234567876543 times Im still as dry
as a piece of shit from a constipated person.

Check this out.

"LET ME BE DIRECT AND TO THE POINT.
I ADMIT I AM A PERVERT AND I HAVE NO SHAME ADMITTING
THAT I AM.I'M NOT HERE TO ACT HOLY & PURE.
IF YOU ARE THE TYPE WHO FREAK OUT ON ANYTHING SEXUAL,
GO TO THE BLOG AT THE YELLOW BOX BELOW
IF YOU ADMIT YOU ARE AS PERVERTED AS ME , PLEASE CARRY ON READING..
(We are all humans why waste time acting we are not horny?)"
-sgnottiboy.bs.com

I admit I am A Pervert and I have no shame admitting
that I am ? Hahahahah! That line just gave away the whole
damn thang, not ashame to admit you're one ?

AWWWWWWWW.

Its like me saying, I admit Im fat and ugly. But Im not ashamed
to admit that I am. HAHAHHAHAH!

You know initially, I was like Okay this guy's damn lame
and stuff. But he kept sending more stuffs. And i was like
'Okay, see how drenched you can get me ?'

And like i said, Im still dry as ever.

'We are only humans, why waste time acting we're not horny ?'
Hahahahas. Ohhhh, I just saw your point of even exsisting.
Is so that you can get horny ? And then ..... ?
Seeee, I think this guy's totally bored or something.

'Girls tell me secret that they wish for .....'
Firstly, I wudent believe anyone with at least a quarter
of a brain would even do that. And secondly, whats with
making it public if girlS have been telling you stuff
secretly right ? You wudent even bother to waste a single
minute of your life setting up a blog and go
freidnster-hopping would you ? Unless they aren't even girlS
telling you stuffs in the first place ? And all you tried to do
all these while is to actually GET girlS or maybe just one
to tell you that they blablabla....

Seeeee, he just proved he's got no life yet againnn ?.

'There must be something special & powerful in me , that you need to find out yourself.'

Again. Like I said, why bother promoting yourself if you're
THAT good ? Oh btw for those who didnt go to his blog,before
he said that line above, he said smth about how girls are
willing to ddo rude stuffs for him. And so again, if you're
so POWERFUL why is there a need to promote yourself right ?
Oh and even worst, why is there a need to WARN girls, like
what u used to do last time, about you ? NO LIFE!

'I AM VERY SELECTIVE OVER THE GIRLS / LADIES / WOMEN I SPEND MY TIME WITH!'
LOSL! Whats with that ? Selective ? Oh come one luh.
All the previous lines already showed that you're just someone
lonely who wishes that there are people or at least ONE person
out there who wishes to hear you out. And ure saying, ure selective?
Selective, your ass.

'Lastly,
One thing for sure, whatever we end up doing will be kept secret.

Why girls trust me and feel secure with me?
Because I keep my mouth Shut.

YOUR IDENTITY WILL BE KEPT SECRET.'

OMG OMG OMG AHAHAHAHA!
laugh out loud.

Step like a big company only. Ur identity will be kept secret ?
Like duhhhh, you dont have to act like 'Ohhh thats a bonus
you knowww!' Andddddd another thing's that even moreee
for sure is that, I dont think you actually get to do
anything, THAT IS WHY YOU END UP NOT HAVING ANYTHING TO SAY.

Dumb or what ?
I coudl have just said Wuzun and I were in one room yetd.
But I SOOO cant tell you what happened.
When in actual fact, nothing actually happened.

And what did he say again ?
Making primary school girls wet ?
Hahs. I think by one look even primary school
kids know you're just one old retarded man
who had excessive hormones overflowing in you such that
you can see it pouring out of ur ears and nostrils.

And if you're wondering the reason why I wrote this,
then let me tell you.

1) You pretend like you're some big time
pimp. And that girlS know you for all those rubbish stuffs,
but yet you go around friendster including mine, to tell
me about YOURSELF!

2)Not only once but more than once and including messages too.

3)Whats with proclaiming that you can make girls wet ?
Tell you what, Go get married. like, NOW.

4)What's with listing down your disgusting targets ?

5)You seriously have nothing better to do. You;re bored
and you just need a companion. Like i said go get married.

6)It could be a really serious offence if lets say
the primary school kids do fall for your tricks.
You can get charge and I will be te first one to
go to the police station/court to exxagerate on
every detail.

7) You just dont have a bloody life.
And you sadly, need soemone to point it out.
So there youuu goooo.

8)Im just pointing it out, coz fyi, I am one
of the many many many people who didnt get a lil
wet at all after reading your blog. So yeahhh,
conclusion, FAILED ATTEMPT as an online wannabe
pervert. (who btw is not ashamed of being one ahahahah!)

9)Im just 'WARNING' others about you. Hahahah! In case.

10)I am sooo bloody amused by you.

And I cant believe i actually spend 20 minutes crapping
and ohhh, ADVERTISING you.

WOWWWWWW.
Waytogooo!

Ive got a life of my own too.
Which dosent include making people feel uncomfortable
with horrible rude remarks.

So maybe you should learn to be like that too.

Boring people.All over the net.
Whats new.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

thank you!

Woke up pretty late today.
Lappied and watch tv a while.
And then bathe. Went to Admiralty to
buy kitchen stuffs ahahs at the same time
to meet Zann and pass her the bookmarks.

After I passed her the bookmarks, I got this
from her.

My face at that time was like "woahhhhh plus huhhh".
i was damn damn damn touched luhh.

The bear is so so so damn cute. Its dark brown somemore.
And the letter is sweet too.

OMG, TO ZANN, THANK YOU SOO SOO VERY MUCH!
you really made me touched and real happy.

:)
I swear Ill get you something nice for ya bday!

Anyway this is for my Zhou Jing Yi Xiao Jie's 16th Super
Belated Bday Present.

I was supposed to share w her and get her Show's new album.
But we had a looong chat on the phone and she told me her friendss
got it for her alr. And since Im meeting her on that day itself
I got her another Show disc which she hasent own yet.

But once on the phone i asked her..

me : jing yi do you have any Show dvd ?
her : erm show dvd ... hmmmm... erm... No!

Wahlaooo. She's very funny right.

Had a long chat with Syakirah on the phone yetd.
Damnnn fun. All the stupid stupid talks. Lols.
Really enjoyed talking to you babe.

And we are i think the worst people to be ever
put at partners on a talk show or smth.
coz we tend to "mmmm yeahhh mmm" ahahaha.

ahhsahahas.

After that I had another long chat with my Quek Kai Yun
on the phone too. Really miss her. I wish I had more time
then both of us can go out and talk about KPop
the entire day.

Hahas.

Anyway I got the chance of meeting people like
Chun Kiat Elson Kok Hou Hong chiong Nerissa Jasmine and of
course Amanda herself. at her bday party yetd.

But I need to meet more people.
And I sooo hope I can make a time for them sometime
this week.

*

Something bad happened at home today.
I prayed that things will be all right though.

Gtg.
Ciao.

Hahaha step ciao only.

Love you guys a loooooot!
Muackz!

<3,shera.

buuusyyyy

Had two hrs of sleep only loh. 6-8.
and the tiredness is even more when i dont sleep at all.

went out again just now.
i guess thats why im tired.

hahs.

i have nothing to say except the fact that
I AM VERY VERY HAPPY AS I OPENED MY EMAIL JUST NOW!

I received a super super super super sweeet farewell email
from Asyraf Khalid whom I of course fondly call Ash!
It was very very sweet you know. I rly didnt expect
it at all luh. nowadays my emails are all full of
my blogshoppers emails and requests. and bla3.

but suddenly i saw one with "SHERA <3" as a subject.
omgg its rly sweet. and i replied alr.
omggg. rly rly sweet you know.

i feel so blessed to have him as a friend man really.
my best guy bitching partner. about anything under the sun.
haishhh.

GONNA MISS YOU ASH! <3.

Im watching a movie with my brothers now.
Its only 1:01 now. So I guess we'll watch
a superr long hindi movie that will make us all tired
and sleepy with all the running at the deserts and singing
at some mountain and a festival almost everyday at their house.

LOL!

Gotta go now.
Toodles.

love.
shera. :)

Saturday, December 27, 2008

I will miss you baby.

I wasnt asleep yet at 6 plus. And all I could think
of was my house. My house. My current house.
I look at my room and realize how much Im gonna miss
this place. A place where I vent everything out but
still its confined within the 4 walls.

I looked at the now messy living room and I couldnt picture
leaving this sight.

*I sound like an Eminem's rap "I look at Hailey and
I couldnt picture leaving her side." AHAHAH.

Anyway yeah, Im gonna miss every part of the house.
Esp Bathroom. Hahs.

Im gonna miss this place I always call Home.
For the past ten years, I grew up here, learn
whats right and wrong here. All the good and
bad memories here.

Agh. Lets not even go to the friends part yeah.

Im left with my clothes currently.

& This has to be collected by Nur Aainaa Nadiah ahahas :)

All stuffs except clothes and books. Can be fitted into shoes
boxes which is then fitted into those two box. That Green Box
is the Gifts box :).

Im Gonna Miss My Darling Darling Darlling Home <3 :(.

Just ignore those food and humans.

Hmphhh. Im just so sad luh.
I dont wanna talk about it. But
Ill miss every single one of you.
All My MSN chatting peeps. Thanks for
all the crap convos that we had.

I will still be online and stuff but will have to
take sometime. I dont care for whatever shit sake
We have to install Astro back! And then we'll be able
to watch Korean's KBS Channel. Where they feauture
MUSIC BANK! :)

AGHHHHH!
Depressed okay. I think I need counselling.
About shifting. ? ahaha yeahhh.

Shit, sometimes the feeling is just unbearable.
I hope Ill be able to come back here sometime.
And I wannna workkkk! So Ill come back here once
in a while.

I LOVEE YOU PEOPLE!
muackz.

love,shera.

finally

damn its alr 4.50 am. and i finally got
the lappy to myself. but i guess im a bit
too late not just the people, but even msn is snoring.

lol.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

tvxq

Didnt sleep the entire of yetd.
Tired like mad now. But like i said i'd rather
be physically tired rather than mentally.

http://krushes.blogspot.com/

That blogshop is the effing best blogshop in the enitre world.
I mean for KPop fans that is. Omg, seven heaven okay.

Now I have 2 things to really really really save up for.

Faherenheit Third Album - does anyone know the cost ? Shld be 20 plus ?
DBSK - Mirotic (4th Album) + DVD - $28.

Theres is DBSK Album plus Photobook which is 25 bucks only.
But thenn Photobook ? Just look at their faces only uh ?
DVD Can see their cuteness hotness sexiness handsomeness
goodlookingness omg-ness nosebleeding-ness funny-ness
omgiwannafaintcoztheyaredamnhotness.

AHAHAHAH. funny-ness ?

Never learn english or something luh.

I'll have to save about 50 bucks. Once I settle ALL my blogshop
stuffs I would have about 30 plus, 40 bucks arnd there.
How the hell to save when in jb seh ? RM ?

My Dad says he'll give me mooreeee money next yr onwards.
Bleahhhhhs Wanna believe or not ?

Ehh Karang Guni here.
I'll sell eveerything i hv.

WAIT. BRB

okayy back.
omg karang guni are very lazy. I called Uncle twice and
he buat bodoh luh, just walk away. Lazyyyyyyy.
Or maybe he dosent wanna be called uncle ?

And Zhou Jing Yi Xiao Jie, if you're reading.
Faster faster confirm when to buy that Show Luo album.
Faster2. Lailailai.

AHAHAHHAA.

Like I said Im not done with packing and now everyone's getting
worried. about everything. relating to living there.
Im the most stressed out one okay fyi. But I alr start packing and shit.

GUYSSSSSS, CAN YOU MAKE SOME TIME ON A WEEKDAY NEXT WEEK,
MAYBE WE CAN HAVE A MEAL TOGETHER. ONE FINAL LAST TIME.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. :))))

Im gonna miss everyone. Haish. :(

And I loveee Zannnn! She made me look at positive side of
things and ahahaha we had wild imagination linking
this whole shifting thing with fahrenheit. ahahas.
<3 u babe.

Im going to do MOREEE packing.
More DEEBEEESSSKAYING AND MORE FEILUNHAING.

ahahahahs. later.
and before i leave i just want the whole world to know.
That i still love Lee Ryan though i dont know whether he is DOA.

Hahahah i think he's engaged alr.
Whatever.

IM GETTING MARRIED TO WUZUN.
very soooon. lol.

same day as Zann with Aaron Yan.

LOL!

I love you guys a lot okay.

and to syuhada binte staggered! thanks a lot for your help.
love you MUAH MUAH!

<3,shera.

gahhhh

I started packing my stuffs at around 1am and
now its already 5.30 am and Im still not done yet.
I cant sleep. Im tired though.

I have boxes of stuffs. The biggest is a box called
"Gifts". I really appreciate everything u guys gave me.
Im gonna so effing treasure it.

And I will use it definitely.

Im gonna decorate my room with loads of
pictures of my dear ones in school. sounds
uber lame can ? but hell, I AM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS.

i feel like crying again. coz i cant imagine
what/how life would be. and i rly love this hse
i love singapore and i love everyone here.

im gonna miss my cute lil brian.
fedora and siblings.

im gonna miss the random idotic kids shouting
at the playground arnd noon.

im gonna miss everything.
and damn it jb reminds me of someone and i hate it.
i hate the whole thought of it.

btw, my house at 3am was like at 10 pm ?
tv blasting out loud, my dbsk music playing non stop,
mom and dad still talking and eating somemore
in the living room and ej is like anyhow walk2.

funny eh.

i dont think i wanna sleep alr.
i feel so lethargic but too many things running thru
my mind and i cant help entertaining each bubble of thought.

its exhausting, really.

I went to Aainaa;s workplace at Orchard just now.
Damnn orchard on eve of xmas ? i cant even walk.
but still, i catwalk if i get the chance ahahha.

walk alone mahhhh. must act confident luh.

ive been at this post for almost 30 minutes.
it 6.01 am already.

i better go throw rubbish and act as if im sleeping ?
aahahahs.

Im gonna miss you all darlings!
MUAHHH!

<3,shera

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

good and bad.

In the middle of afternoon, I received some news.
Its a good news supposingly. But not all of a sudden,
and when im in the middle of doing my mini business.

The person who wants to rent/buy our house has finally
decided to really shift in here. Earliest by early January.
And that would mean that we have to shift out to none other
than our house in JB.

Zomg! How to meet my friends ? How to meet Customers and stuff?
Omg. How to buy stuffs from places in sg if Im always stuck
there and am only able to go out of jb(wait not even jb,just my house
is enough) without dad and cars and transportation.

Im really happy for our family. But grrr my life ?
Im kindda sad luh actually.

*

After the whole relese tension thang I went to bathe and then
I went down to meet Baby G. Kethlyn! Omgggg i miss her so much.
Her hair is really really nice! And she was damnn sweet to
bring xmas gifts for me and some others.

THANKS A LOT KETHLYN!

Anyway we talked and staggered a lottt under my blog at
our usual place. Haish good times. Thanks for all the
encouraging words and motivation.

I really miss her ahahahaha.
Its really great luh to see you.
And even though our topics are the same old thing,
we still sound like the hottest talk show in town ahaha.

*

Anyway I went up back at almost 9. And then went out to Adm
with ejal to get his Mcflurry Chocolate ahaha. And buy Maggie :)
I loveee McF Choc. Very nice.

Anyway went back home and tune in to coolktime a korean radio
station. I decided to participate in their singing competition
today. I dialled the number damn many times. And finally got
through and then waited nervously. Until Im on Air.

She asked me loads of qns one of which is whether I like DBSK
and whos my favourite. I swear i could talk for hours.
But i kept it short i was like 'i loveee dbsk. my favourite."
..."my favourite is kim jaejoong. hes good looking and has a great
voice." so decent of me right ?

Anyway i sang DBSK Mirotic. Which is the song ure listening to
now if you dont pause/stop my autoplaylist ahahas.

I was the seocnd caller and i waited till the end there
were quite a few Koreans as in real ones or they are damn
good with the language who called. So i was kindda afraid.
I didnt get the overall champion but I got second place.
Hahaha Im so happy can ?

Okay Kiirah's the first to know.
Followed by Keth.

Im happy now. LOL.

To Zann :
Im really for any inconvenience caused yeah.
I hope you're not angry with me.

LOVE YOU ALL.

<3,shera.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

stress

I just came back from JB. And something's stressing me.
All customers should sooo be like Zann Darling :).

Anyway I wanted to blog on Sunday right after SP's match.
Dang, I was soo pissed w the lions. Rightttt, lionsss ehh.
The way they play is like me playing Winning Eleven, which btw
i totally hate it coz its harder to control as compared to
FIFA and PES.

Esp Noh Alam Shah. Exact situation of me whereby Ill go
into the penalty box and with soooo freaking much eagerness,
i pressed circle damn hard. And off the ball goes.

I think Shaiful Esah should have been put in earlier.
And omggggg Ismail Y(yunus issit ?) is soo damn bloody
careless. Punch himmmmmm .

*

Anyway Im going out today i believe to do some stuffs.
Most probably today.

Omg Xmas in 2 days time.

HOHOHOHOHOHO! lol.

I'll go blogshopping or something now.
Hahaha.

Bye and Tc everyone :)

Sunday, December 21, 2008

JJ Lin Jun Jie

I SO Dont have to force myself to like JJ Lin's new album.
I finally made some time to listen to the album,
trying my best to ignore that stupid album cover.

The Album Is Goooooood.

I know nobody will bother to play the playlist but Im
putting it for myself.

JJ Lin - Sixology ( Sixth Album)

Two previously released songs, Qi dai ai and Ai Yu Xi Wang.
Qi Dai Ai featuring Jin Sha. I think theres another duet
track with her in it too. I think its her luh.

A lot more collab this time as compared to Xi Jie.

wait, who the hell am I to comment on his album ?
aahahha.

Okay forget it.
Its not super new luh. In fact its released
for quite sometime alr. But like i said, i hated the
album cover thats why i didnt listen to it.

HAHAHA STUPID & BIAS I KNOW.

and for that, tmr ill go listen to Jay Chou's Capricorn okayyyy.

Gah but rly luh, have nicer album covers luh in future aahah.

Qi dai qi dai ni fa xian wo de ai :)

Funny, today Im damn bored. Hahaha.
SO I went to Youtube again. But not
for TVXQ Banjun or anything like that.

LOL.

I Youtube-ed Siti Nurhaliza and Faizal Tahir.
Legends in the making definitely.

Mannnnn, can I ever be a singer ?
Can I ? Can I ? Prettyyyy Please.

I wanna be like Siti. I soooo wanna be like her.
AHAHAHAH DESPO OR WHAT.

Okay nvm.

*

Im gonna force myself to like JJ Lin's
new album no matter what. Hahahaha.
Even if I DONT LIKE HIS ALBUM COVER AT ALLLLL!

I dont like Jay Chou Capricorn Album Cover also :(
Album Cover veryyy important leh.

& What's with the poker cards ?

FLH 3rd will be officially released on the 4th of Jan 09.
Exlcuing today. That would mean exactly 14 days. 2 weeks.
Ive gotta save save save! If possible i wanna buy it
on the firt day release. Step fanatic uh.

I know. More can be done, if Im a real fan.
Like preodering w/ autograph and gg to the concert.
But what the hell can i do rightttttt.

I was at someone's blog and her playlist autoplayed.
it was okay initially. but once it reaches Angela Zhang's
song the sound got screwed up again. Aaahahah.

Seems like I can nvr like AZ luh. Forever my enemy.
Kiss my Wuzun so many times in RP.
BLUEKSSS!

Wuzun's in Macau now I believe.
Haishhhhhh I still qqns my self how can i ever
miss a chance seeing him live n real and etc ?
haishhhhhh.

My mom and dad is totally not a supporter of all these stuffs.
Even Ungu's concert also I cant go, whats the chance I will
be able to for FLH's concert ? And Mom keep insisting
Wuzun is a girl or even if he's not then he's a sissy.

She keeps saying the person on my file (the FLH file)
is a girl. Because of the hair and that stupid ribbon
that stylist put around his neck.

Hahahaha the night is still young (again).
Mom wants to use the laptop. Chehhhh Mother sehhh.
To watch online drama. Mother-Daughter bonding time,
coz I wanna watch too. Spa Q 2 :)

Before that I wanna download moreee songs.
JJ Lin hahaahaha.

Whatttttt?? I will damn support local talents,
if the album is not too ex loh. hmph.

Love you all.
Muackz.

<3,Shera.

Problems after problems. Not exactly mine.
But how can I sit down and pretend the world's
all right when my loved ones are not doing good ?
Haish.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

omgg

Oh my god. My friend just told me that FLH Concert
was about 2 and half hrs. Zomggg.

2 and a half hrs of Wuzun-ology. Omg.!

Haish. I just wish....

*

Anyway as usual I slept at arnd 530
after i read the detective novel ahaha agaiiin.
woke up around 10 plus thinking that im the only one
awake. ahahas.

turns out that Mom and Dad were finishing their breakfast then.
Yeah Dad's not working today. Yipeee.

Anyway Im in Depression Mode again. As I heard another bad news.
Seems like eversince the past week there's not a single day
that I can just smile happily and not shed a single tear.

Haish.

I really dont know what to do coz I dont have the authority.
I hate my position. I wanna help. I wanna be a good person.
I dont wanna hurt anyones feelings and lie and feel smug
that I end up happy while someone dont. But eff it,
what the hell can i do ?

:(.

Anyway I listened to Korea Radio station just now
and was really surprised at the contestants that sang
korean songs. Some were really good but some, omg, shiok
sendiri ? ahahahs.

Im gonna continue listening on Monday.

About 11 more days only.
Thats it.

Im so dead :(.

Im currently watching Spa Q 2 on tv3.com ahahas.

The night is still damn young. I will have to plan
what to do until im tired? ahahahas.

seeeeya.

love,shera.

Friday, December 19, 2008

DOWNLOADDD AHAHAH

Okay I changed my mind.
Internet's connection damnn good.
But only at 4 am in the morn.
Im taking advantage to 'take' as many 'things' as possible
from the net.

Im so happyy. ahahahaha.

yayy!

Woke up pretty early but had another hr of nap in the noon
after reading my detective find-who-kill-who novel.
im still in the first few chapters. and its killing me
reading all the weird weird detective scientific terms.

lappied all the way to 12 plus. Went out at 1.
To meet my darling customer,Zann. She bought more
stuffs from me and put deposits somemore. Omg,
thanks a lot babe.

My phone batt died on me. :(

Anyway while waiting for her i was observing many
things. like this angmoh guy who was promoting stuffs.

i thought he was gg to be like 'hey ya'll we're
havin sum promotions here yeahhhhhhh'

but instead he went like 'erhh hie auntieee! we r here
to promote this someting'

i dont know if you get what i mean but its that whole
angmoh tone missing and is so obviously substituted by
the normal sporean slang.

damn funny. but i hate that ang moh so disgusting.

*

I can get busy but I pretended as if I have nothing
to do today. I just slacked, sleep, eat, and watch tv.

Xmas with the Kranks is indeed nice. Sweeet.
Though Mr Krank could really brush his ego wayyy
to the side after what everyone did for him.

TODAY'S FAHRENHEIT CONCERT!
omgg.

i feel like crying. :(:(:(

after tmr, all FLH-ians that ive known online
will start gg.

"WUZUN LOOK HOT YETD. HE'S WEARING BLA3 AND HES SO CUTE."
"I GOT TO TAP WUZUN ARMS AND FEEL HIS MUSCLES."
"WUZUN WINKED AT ME SIA. FEEL LIKE FAINTING."
"OMG WUZUN THREW HIS WHATEVER-CHEAP-THING-THAT-
HE-DOSENT-WANT-ANYMORE-SO-THATS-WHY-HE-THREW-IT-
IN-THE-FIRST-PLACE AT THE FANS AND I CAUGHT IT."
"OMGG YOU KNOW EVERYONE SCREAMED LIKE MAD ALMOST GG DEAF SIA"
"HE POINTED TO ME WHEN SINGING BU HUI AI!"
"I WENT ON STAGE AND GAVE HIM ROSES AND HE SMILED SO WIDELY
SO HANDSOME SIA."
"OMGGGGG YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE, THEIR PERF WAS VERY LI HAI"
"YOU KNOW WUZUN DOES A BIT OF BREAKDANCE DURING CHU SHEN RU HUA"
"WUZUN DAMN SEXY SIA YETD"
"OMGGG THEY ASK FOR A VOLUNTERR AND I WENT UP AND OMGG
I HOLD WUZUNS HAND AND KISSED JIRO AARON AND CALVIN ON BOTH
CHEEKS SIA."

omggg. after writing all of that, i suddenly
dont feel so jealous anymore. okay fine, i rly hope
no one's gonna brag to me until like that.

if not ill totally,

"oh you know what, im returning to brunei with wuzun tonight!"
"AND WE ARE SOOO GETTING MARRIED CANNNNNXZZXZZ!"

and then ill quickly appear offline.
Esp nowadays im quite popular for that, due to the
shitass connection here.

*

I have onlyyy one thing on my wishlist.
Something I really really really want.
But its not even in stores yet. And if I order
now, its like not worth the extra money.

But Im putting that aside.

So many evil voiceS in me saying "omggggg how could you ?
Im saving money just for the sake of that."

But theres so few and super soft voices telling me
to put it aside first. asideeee ? all the way till next mnth?
means next yr lehh.

oh mannnn. just one lil thing and its making me so sad.

Ill fight tempations and buy things for people first.
Yes I will.

:(:(:(.

I have to blooody go out and shop seriously.
today's the 19th alr. Im left with 12 days only before
new year. Thats like less in 2 weeks.

Omg Im totally playing a fool can.

Okay Ill get serious about things.

Hwaitinggg!

ahahha.

Hero Jaejoong Pictures, Images and Photos

*Only Ichigo always have nice close up photos of him.Too big im
lazy to resize tho. therefore thattt photo ahahaha.
But Ichigo they always spell his name as Jejung.*

I wonder if anyone wants to try spelling (btw i spell 'Spelling'
as 'Sleeping' three freaking times) my name diffrently.

HOW CAN I NOT LOVE HIM ?

Kim Jaejoong Saranghaeyo <3.

Im going offline soon. To use the comp for more
designings ahahahahaha like real.

*

I seriously I had a llloooottt of money right now.

*

I think before I go offline i'll watch another TVXQ Banjun drama.
And Ive successfully downloaded (ahaha accomplishment ?)TVXQ
GDA's Are you a good girl and Mirotic perf. Hottt stuffs.

Oh yahh and anywayyy, Im in love with JJ Lin again.
But I swear not because of Sixology. In fact, because
of Xi Jie again ahahaha. I know that album is like expired
alr. But still the songs are damn nice.

I LOST THAT JJ LIN XI JIE CD! :(
i loveee Fa Xian Ai and Bu Liu Lei De Zi Zhang or smth ahaha.

Seeee ya.
Bye.

<3,shera

Thursday, December 18, 2008

tvxq

Chatted on MSN with a few people just now.
I love to catch up with diff people. Lol.

Anyway i was reading archieves of KPop gossip
news all the way to January 2008. Haishh
KpopKpop....

Anyway Im supposed to watch a movie online
but the buffering's taking as much time
as I usually bathe so I decided to catc
DBSK CTW Quiz on youtube. I watched a bit
of that coz its pretty boring that they
feauture only MinHo. And not the whole TVXQ.

And the funny ones are the rest of the participants.
or are they the hosts too ? to me they are like
makciks ? ahaha yunho's obviously not
entertained. gahhh its hsd hv been YunJae!

So for now Ill be watching another TVXQ Banjun theatre.
okayyy decided ahahaha TVXQ - Uninvited Guest.

Love you all.
Muahsss.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

grrrI

Im now watching the match tooo just like everyone else.
Spore so damn suay righttt. But nvm, lots of time.

*
So you're taking advantage of me ? Is that so ?
Then I guess, you're indeed a damn interesting person.
You're damn contradicting and ironic. You question Why
yet you do it. You question how yet you know how to
do it. You question your fate yet you curse others.
Wassup with that men ?

And Ive taken time to calm you down and shit.And now
you just step over me like that ? Oh wait, whats with
acting like you are a fucking know it all when its me
who explains ATOZ to you ?

Now you just dumped me aside, acting like you know
everything and it should be asking you stuffs. Oh comeon,
darling you know shits about anything okay. All you know is
blablabla, and that is practically nothing much seriously.

Im not angry or jealous or anything. Im just dissapointed
and effing amused with your behaviour and the words that
came out of your mouth. Anyone could have done it, but because
its you, its really pissing me off.

Lets not even get to the really chiildish part coz its
not worth it. But tell you what, for now,i think you're
lucky in every freaking sense.

Since you 'dont need me' anymore, then ive got three simple
words for you, FUCK OFF HONEY!

*

I sound like Fauzi Rassull. lol.
and guys, dont bother figuring who and stuffs luh okay.
It isn't any of my friends. You dont even know this person
unless uve heard me telling stories about them ahaha.

*

There are people looking at my hse now.
This person's cute teenage son is looking at me
typing furiously.

Let me guess, i think he has a surname Wong.
or maybe Yeo.

AHAHAHAH DAMN ANYHOW ONLY!

Anyway was supposed to go library with Farna today.
But she woke up late. Despite sleeping not so late!
HAHAHAH!

Anyway i went to woodlands mrt station to pass them
items to Brenda (i think). And also my letter to WUZUN! :)

I was supposed to follow her or smth to the airport
to see FLH. But gahhhh what are the effign chances tt
i could go ? BLUEKSS!

Anyway they arrived at 6.45 pm just now. Arnd there.
Arghhh wish I was there.

anyway take care everybody.
im really busy nowadays.

and i need inspiration of the best xmas pressies.

toodles.

<3,shera

PS; I DREAMT OF SOMEONE YETD.

4am

Gahh Im so bored.
Almost 4.30 am and i cant sleep yet.
Coz I slept for abt 2 hrs arnd 7/8 pm.

Ive been looking at all sorts of DBSK Videos.
I loveeee YunJae! <3<3.

Oh mannnn.
Tomorrow, as in the 18th FLH will be having an event
here with those concert go-ers. pffffft.
im sooo effffing saddd can.

shit i hear someone walking.
gtg. <3.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

sky ? stop.

I know everyone's been really into and also out
of DBSK's Mirotic Perf. at the recent GDA.
I mean Im quite over how good they were that night too.

They were indeed hot and sexy esp Hero & UKnow.

& I know they changed Skin to Sky.

But its just one English word. I was pissed
and puzzled too but that was like one day after the
performance when it was still hot on youtube.

i went to youtube just now.
and still see things like, "huh ? under my sky ?"
latest a few hrs / a day ago.

YES PEOPLE, IT IS MY SKY.

yeah its weird but its that okay.
i cannot count how many actually say things
like "omg ? sky ? it shud hv been this or at least that."

Im sure the boys and SM knows what to do right?
Bleahhhhs.

Anyway let me show you something I did out of boliaoness.
Omg this is very very horrendous i tell you.

HAHAHAH.

Original. (yeahh i know damn ugly but whatever luh, i need to show
you smth ahaha)

After. (ahahahhaa omggg)

AHAHAHA OMG.
Step Xiaxue only ehhh. But Im doing it to my own
face whatttt.

Anyway I slept early and woke up early also today.
Quite happy that I managed to get out of the whole
slleep late then can wake up early thing.

Aainaa told me once on the phone that I must learn to
sleep early and wake up early and she said,

"if not, what do you wanna work as ?"
we paused and both of us said simultaneously.
"Security Guard!"

ahahahah. me as a a guard ?
i think the chances are the building guards
me more than the otherwise.

Laptop experts. I need help.
My laptop needs like 1 million minutes to load.

And people with printers. Pleasee contact me or smth okay.

<3,shera :)

Monday, December 15, 2008

Survey

Hey guysss. Hows everyone's doing ?
Gah, Im really busy nowadays hahs.

Ive been sleeping early but waking up late.
Chet. This cant happen. Hahahahah.

Woke up at 9 and breakfast and played the comp
tihs morning. Was kindda late as I left hse at arnd
10.45 am to meet Zann at Adm.

Zann's a very pretty lady, suits her really
polite and sweet self. :)

Went out with fam today.
Family day mahhhh.

LOL!

Im getting damn random. Oh yeah I was supposed to do
some survey from Kethlyn & Guan Wei.

1. The person who tagged you is ?
Kethlyn/Lim Guan Wei

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
Schoolmate/Classmates - Great Buddies!

3. Your 5 impression of him/her ?

Rationale,Patient,Crappy,Easily bored,Sporty./
Smart, Handsome, Caring, Understanding, Crazyyy.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
A TOP Poster & All the small encouraging talks /
Buying me FLH 2nd Album plus DVD tgt w/ other friends.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?
Everthing under R.E Series ? /Keep my autograph you'll
get money by selling it in future. LOL!

6. If he/she become your lover, you will ?
Ask her whether she's damn staggered or what ?/
Send him to zoo coz he's an elephant.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Both of them are great as they are.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
Call Transnational staggerism and bomb her hse ? ahahah /
Organize a 'Let Elephants Extinct Scheme' AHAHAH!

9. If he/she dies, you will ?
OMGGG. Cryyyyyy :(

10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ?
Merry Advanced Xmas lol / I miss you elephant!

11. Your overall impression of he/she ?
Nice lady, with a great sense of humour and a super great friend. /
Nice chap, whom is worth appreciating and loving.

12. How do you think people around you will feel ?
Slightly Hyped up ? ahahaha

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
Can I change that to Hate ? Hahahah.
In a way its good that I care about people and what they think,
but it can get annoying coz one moment ill be like, yeah i
wanna do this n next moment i wont coz blablabla.
As much as I hate it, people find my laughter amusing ?
So okay at least it makes them happy ?

14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
Hahaha Okay good one. I care too much about ppl's perception
esp the ones i truly care n love. I have no confidence in myself,
always doubting my own actions n thinking. And, Im very
hot tempered and can be selfish too. Esp towards fam members. :(

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
I wanna be myself definitely. I wanna learn from others
and put them into me, shahirah. :)

16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
Awww, I care and like you guys too. I LOVE YOU :)
Thanks for everything.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Syakirah
2. Jing Yi
3. Kai Yun
4. Mei Yin
5. Redzuan
6. Shikin
7. Illa
8. Izan
9. Cui Ying
10.Zann :)

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Idk. or no one.

19.Is no.9 a male or a female?
Female

20.If no 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Nope.

21.What is no.2 studying all about?
Not sutdying anything for now.

22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?
Omggg long time ago ? Hmm maybe on the 13th of November.

23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
Idk but singers like Chris Brown yeah.

24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yeap a cute brother.

25.Will you woo no.3?
If I am Boy, Deffffly.

26.How about 7?
If I am Boy, yeahh.

27.Is no.4 single?
Nope.

28.What is the surname of no.5?
Erm no surname ?

29.What is the hobby of no.10?
Hahaha, blogshopping I guess ?

30.Does no.5 & 9 get along?
Not sure.

31.Where is no.2 studying at?
Graduated from Wrss.

32.Talk about something for no.1?
She's my sister. Eversince sec 1. She's a great friends.
Who's always there for me. thanks babe.

33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?
She's a girl!

34.Where does no.9 live in?
Woodlands/Marsiling ahahaha

35.What colour does no.4 likes?
Red.

36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?
CCA Mates and yes pretty close.

37.Does no.1 have any pets?
Nope.

38.Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?

Uhuhhh ahah.

39.What is no.10 doing now?
Lols, Admiring FLH faces on the poster ? Hehhe.

Done Im happy men ahahaha.

Omg I feel really stressed nowadays.
Bt its not fair right ? ringing up ur frens when
ure in trouble then dump them coz ure bz and stuff.

Haish.

Anyway Dad's doing a project on illegal downloading
of Animaes. Hahaha Sucha nice topic for a father-daughter
discussing over noon tea ? Definitely.

My dad'd worried that I might get involve coz theres
a serious tracking down of those animae dl-ers nowadays.
Hahs, I obviosuly dont dl them.

I watch them on tv ahahaha. :))

Ohh and btw Last Episode of Let It Shine rocks!
Its sad. I cried. But its not a very good ending.
But at an episode, its good.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Outingg

Hey there quick short update.
Theres sumthing wrong with the laptop.
Eff. And it looks like as if its all
my fault coz i always use it.

But it can mean that anyone who uses it
for a min only but inserts a virus in this
thing is orlly at fault too what.

damn it.

I was supposed to have lunch with aainaa at
her work place. really missed her. so thought
of seeing her.

but then i was told to check something out
at plaza sing. which i didnt find luh btw ahaha.
Farna happen to need to go to PS also so we went
out tgt today.

Lunch was macdee which i admt is ex w/o student meal
but its filling luh.

Went to the national library first btw.

Im damn tired and damnnn it i need
someone who has a printer who can help
me print some stuffs, I WILL PAY YOU OKAY!

it wont be that much but at least smth right ?
esp for those slackers at home. :)))))

tell me if u hv a printer that's not spoiled and has ink okay.
love you.

Im damn stress nowadays.
Dad asked me to pick out certain close friends
for a special dinner on my bday nite.
Suddenly, i feel like ive got so many friends.
Deffily very close who will stick with me
thru thick n thin. and few classmates tt i realy
miss. :)

Im damn stress luh nowadays.
Eh i said that alr huhu.

Liverpoop draw with Hull.
Ejal and I were like " huh ? Hahaha!"
then we look at each other n said, " ehh no it shld be HullHullHull"

okay fine not funny.
i need to do some urgent stuffs.
yeahhh urgent and its almost 4am alr.

THOSE WITH PRINTER* FASTER2 TELL ME WHO U ARE.
*working n has ink.

okay this dosent seem like a short update.
im getting scared day by day for results.

okay love u all.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Dont Say Goodbye

I watched this just now & has been crying ever since.

The first person that came to my mind was Him.
Yes him. How could it be ? Why am I still feeling
the hurt I felt from months ago ? Why am I still
hanging on my own feelings by a thread ? Why ?

I thought things will be much better after we stopped
seeing in each other in school. But my heart beats
faster everytime I see him appear online and as I
read about him in his fellow friends blog.

Gawd im sucha nerd. Like that also wanna cry ehh ?

GAHHHHHHHH!

Those tears. What exactly do they represent ?
:(.

I miss you J. I really do.
& I dont care whether anyone
accidentally read this. Coz
I really wish I can see you
everyday just like back in school.
I wish She had accepted you. But
the fact that she didnt hurt me even more
and fuck knows why luh btw. Sometimes
I really qns myself, Am I Really
Getting Over You ? Am I ? Have I ?
Will I ever ? I think I used to
avoid saying it but I love you. :(

Haish. What a life.

Loads of love,
Shera.

farna requested me to put her name in this post.
FAAAAARRRRRNAAAAA! okay thereee! :)

Thursday, December 11, 2008

LOVELYYY

I went to the library to return the dozens of books I borrowed
from Last 2 weeks. Yeah they extended the loan quota until
January I think.

Anw I rushed back home and reached just in time to watch
the 5.30 pm CH 8 Chinese show. Followed by second last episode,
of Sutera Maya on TV3. And then I watched random Korean
& Indonesian Drama. Switching channels every now and then.

Chatted with a customer of mine (hahaha cheh customer eh)
via SMS. She is sooo bloody going for FLH Concert. And I told
her how sad I was that I didnt get to go.

But this sweet lady's willing to help me pass my letter
and present to my darling Wu Zun. Omg thankss a lot okay.

It totally saddens me to see everyone so hyped up to go.
Sadddens me like mad! Esp when there are ppl dropping
promotion tags my board selling their tix. Hmph. Sedihh you know.

Someone, cheer me up with good words ?ahaha

FOR MY DEAREST WUZUN! :)
Hahaha the envelope is bulging coz I put the gift
in there too ahahas. Im so sweeet right ?

GAHHHH IM SAD AGAINNNNNNNN! I CANT GO!
WHY CANT MY MOM AND DAD LIKE MAKE ME HAPPY
AND LET ME GO ? HMPHHHHHH!

*

Anyway my player says Ive been repeating DBSK's Wrong Number
23 times. Bluekss. I almost memorise dthe lyrics can ?!
Lol I was singing along to JJ's rap just now (of course
I hentam sum of the words) and suddenly Mom asked me this
from the kitchen, "You watching Cartoon eh ?"

I wanted to laugh. But I controlled luh.
I was like, "ermmmmm no luhhh. not cartoon..."
*dont bother explaining loh! ahaha*

Anywayyyy I have to meet up with a friend luh
if not Ill be like damn fucking bored sia.

And I need something to take my mind off
the whole FLH concert thang. :(

*

I wanna work. I want money. Xmas's coming.
Not that it mattered for me but my friends
are celebrating it. Season of giving isn't it ?

AHHHH! & I JUST NEED A FREAKING $20 ONLY TO PREORDER
FLH 3RD ALBUM AT SEMBAWANG. HMPHHHHH!

$20 ONLYYYYYYYY.

*

Haishhhh I played the laptop from 1 to 5am this morning.
Watching DBSK Videos againnnn. Bloghopping people's blog,
people as those gg for the concert. Hmphh. Idk why I even cried.

Went to my room and acted like I actually slept.
But i really couldnt sleep.Went online at 7 but no one's
online. Slept a while to 10am sharppp!

Been downloading DBSK stuffs from just now.
Guess what's my alarm nowww ? Jaejoong's voice
saying, "Heyy wake up! Ive stayed all night just
to wake you up in the morning.Now tt ure awake ill go
to sleep.!" Awwww how cute. But he said it in Korean
luh.

And cell's wallpaper is also Jaejoong's face.
Screensaver Wuzun's face. Ringtone, TOP's Good Person.

ahahahha.

Im yawning and theres tears ahahahaha!
Ive been at this post since forever mennn!
Gahhhh!

Im gonna download more brushes. Im gonna make a new blogskin
for hmmm, next year ? Hahaha idk. Maybe.

*

I JUST REALIZED MY BDAY NEXT YR IS ON A THURS.
SKALI DAMN EFFING SUAY ITS THE THRUSDAY BEFORE
OUR FREAKING O LEVEL RESULTS RELEASE ON FRIDAY!

ARGHHHH! I WANT A NICE 17 BDAE SEH!
at least a small gathering with closest buddies.
Later,everyone will be worried about results.
And there goes the not so sweet 17. hmph!

Ehhh damn sed eh my life?! Im not working.
Damn broke. Lazy to ask my parents for money
though its my money that Im asking for from them.
Cannot go FLH concert. Bday's at the start of the year,
when the hell will I have a time to save money for
a decent treat for my few good friends at least ?
And O level results also.

BAD! THIS IS BAD LUH!

Illa chatted with me just now and she asked
what do I want for my birthday next year.
I said i dont know, but I think I know alr,
A Decent Birthday ? & Not A Bad Birth Day ?

hmphh. so sad.
& imagine if my parents suddenly go like
'hmmmm lets go jb or melacca during ur bdae k'.

wahkao fuck luh.
id rather die sia.

haishhhh.
i wanna go korea luhhh.

Im gg alr.
Suddenly, WRONG NUMBER, playing for the 34th time,
seems like a noise pollution.

I need to chill.

Another bowl of Koko Crunch please.

THE GREAT CHOCLATEY TASTE!

lol,shera.

ps; i was bloghopping and then went celeste's blog
and saw pictures of her wearing tudung. zomggg damn cute can.
look like me when i was a baby.

WAIT, DID I JUST SELF PRAISE ?
ahahahahahhahhahahahahahahha.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

busy

Okay what Im gonna say next will be kindda surprising.
Im Very Busy right now and will prolly be in the next
few days.

Weird ?

Okayyy i gotta save loads of Bucks.
Because I still owe thse people a decent Birthday Present.

Zhou Jing Yi
Quek Kai Yun
Alex Yong
Leow Man Ting
Koh Shi Yi
Suraya
Redzuan

And I also have to buy Xmas Presents for Baby G & Natalie.
They are my closest buddies celebrating it.

And Fahrenheit's gonna release their third album.
Tomorrow pre sales start. Theres this blogshop
that has preodering of FLH 3rd album for only $28.
And it has a set of free gifts.

But I have to book and pay before 12 dec.
If not it will be increased to $35.

Ill see if Popular has it or not. Because Im sure Popular will
sell it at cheaper price.

Omgg ive gotta earn bucks to buy all the above-mentioned
items and for the diff people.

As usual Im always busy with youtube, watching every single
video that has DBSK&BigBang in it. Hahahaha :)

Im enjoying like eff luh now.

&Current tune; Mirotic. duhhh!

LOL. Im gonna do all my stuffs later.
I think Im going to the Civic Library & then to CWP Popular.

And im soo lazy to talk about dreams as it gets weirder and
weirder each day. I tried to counter by saying ' cehhh its him
again' once I woke up. Hoepfully that'll make me less paranoid
about the whole damn thing.

Timeeyyy of the month and my stomach hurts like hell.
Seriously, I felt like almost dying luh. Pffft.

Ohhhmygod,Im in love with DBSK. (?)
duhh eh.

After thinking about it, I REALLY REALLY REALLY
WANNA GO TO FAHRENHEIT CONCERT AND I FEEL LIKE
SUPER DUPER FUCKING SAD IF I DONT. :(

Mom and Daddd, whyyyyyyyy ?

ahahah aites im gg off alr.

love you all.
muackz.

LOL,Shera.

Monday, December 08, 2008

hari raya haji

Heyyyy alll. Its funny luh coz everyday i will wake up at
11 plus and today all of a sudden 8.30 am and Mom's asking
me to bathe and stuff. Only had 3 hrs sleep. My brothers I believe
had an hour extra of it as they sink into their world of FIFA 09.

Which btw, can I just digress ? I hate FIFA 09.
FIFA isent like what it used to be luh. FIFA 2000
was like my favourite during PS1 times and I despise
Winning Eleven. But now, I hate both FIFA & W11 coz
there's something better called Pro Evolution Soccer.
Ahhh, yes that's the baby for now. ahahahahs step toyboy onlyy.

Anyway i finished reading the novel at 5.30 am sharp.
And the reason why I finished it ? The laptop was in Dad's room
when he went to sleep so i ruined my chance of hogging
on MSN through the night. wahahha.

Anyway none of complain about waking up and stuff coz today
is none other than Hari Raya Aidiladha or Hari Raya Haji.
To my fellow Muslim readers, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha okayyy.

Hennyways two days ago, guess what ? I had a total of 4 dreams
in one night. Yes, four! One of which was about my mom,
Another one has him in it, Ermm i forgot what the other one is,
and the last one is about Yoga Lin You Jia!

ahahahaha i know damn lame right ? Anyway i dreamt that I met
him somewhere. BUT he turns out to be a damn arrogant snobbish
pain in the ass. It was like he's like damn effing arrogant
now that he's popular wit winning that shit compeptition
(ahaha of course it isnet a shit competition luh but i seem
to think so in my dream) and stuff. (Not that I know him before
he became popular either.)

But anyway I was like damn excited luh. So i was like ..

Me : OMG! You're Yoga Lin right ?

Him : *with that snobbish 'im so cuutee face' * Duh! Then who do
you think I am ? (Read ; Duh! Aboden!)

Me : (in my heart) Omg so snobbish, of course I'd think you
were someone else or something else maybe, coz if that
face were to be longer and ears to be bigger, you'd look
close to Phil from Madagascar. [AHAHAH I SWEAR I ACTUALLY
SMILE IN MY SLEEP WHEN I SAID THAT.]

Anyway just to be nice i still continued the conversation
like asking him about his songs and albums and next plans
and stuff, but he was damn action, he gave the 'Omg im so
handsome that I shudent be talking to not pretty girls
like you' Yes yes the kind of 'Im So Handsome' that
Mr Poh gives in school.

Its kindda getting on my nerves luh. And he keep rolling his
eyes. Omg, if not for the fact that he looked a bit
like Wuzun from an angle, I would have smacked him right
in the face. And then I woke up, and felt like deleting
every single song from him from my computer and phone
and stupid mp3 players. I was about to go like 'Omg,
I fucking hate Yoga Lin and he's not cute cannnn'.

And suddenly I hear this, "Ai ni de na yi ge, Shang ni de na yi ge"
Which stopped me in my tracks. Yes everything froze.

And I later woke up, realizing that all THAT, including the
'waking up' and hearing tunes from Bo Le, was all a dream.

Itssss weird righttt ?

But even after 2 days, I felt like hating him.
Haish, Im saddened by how random I can be. I havent
met him in my entire life and one dreaam in which he happens
to be snobbish in destroyed the enitre thing.

BUUUUUT, IVE LEARNED SOMETHING FROM ALL MY EFFING WEIRD DREAMS
FROM DAY 1 THAT THEY ARE ALL OPPOSITE TO REALITY. EFFING
OPPOSITE.

so that's why he appears snobbish.

I didnt dream of anything yetd. Too short of a sleep ?
I dont hope so.

And since dreams are opposite, I so dont effing intend
to dream of Wu Zun pleaseeee.

Gawddd im damn lame siaa. I just use a few minutes to
explain a damn idotic dream. About of all people,
Yoga Lin.

Anyway not trying to be witty at all, But I think DBSK
makes me feel so erotic and so like a dirty minded pervert.
Hahahaha.

Whats with their effing sexy Mirotic video clip.

No wonderr they are Gays out there.
But how come there's Lesbianos also ehhh ?
Pamela Anderson ? Britney Spears ? Wahkaoz.

Im gonna be bored for the wholeeee of today.
For sure.

So ill spend time either reading novels or
download more dbsk vids. :)

Oh yesss i just remembered what the other dream was,
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT IF I SAY ITS ABOUT FELICIA CHIN ?
omg really man. and its related to the yoga lin one
idk how though.

But before I sleep I went to Feli's blog and she mentioned
something about Yoga Lin album that shes gonna auction off
or something. And and in my dream Yoga (hahah omg sounds weird
for a first name like imagine someone being mad at him, "Damn
it Im gonna kill you Yoga!!" ahahaha zomg sounds like star
wars or something.)went all silent when i mention Feli's name.

Oh my god i better stop it or people are gonna question me.
& my mental state of course.

*

I miss the very person Im missing right now.
Yeahhhh you know loh whoooo.

*

Gooooodbye.
See ya.

Muackz times 100.

LOL,Shera.

(and yesss okay SMS-ing is still possible even though
Im in JB - yokaaaay)

Sunday, December 07, 2008

DBSK :)

Chatted with Farna till about 4 am ?
I continued Youtubing the hottest vid.
I introduced DBSK to Farna and now she's addicted.

Anyway Farna, here are the best DBSK Vids of all time.

Korean ;

1. O Jung Ban Hup

2. Rising Sun

3. Triangle

4. Balloons (Very Cute)

5. Hug

6. Believe (one of their best ballads)

7.Whatever The Say (Accapella)

9.Step By Step (I used to be crazy about this one)

10. And of course the latest, Mirotic.

11. Wrong Number (Second Single from Album ; Mirotic)

(Not really my most favourite but JJ raps in this wahaha)

Japanese ;

12 - 27 Its the whole of their latest Japanese Album
and every single songs is worth listening. Listen to Purple Line.
First and look at the Video Clip.

Purple Line Video Clip

.

I just realize Summer Dream is only 30 secs. so heres the Vid.

Learn the dance steps aand enjoy dancing Farna okayyyy.
They are the sex ahahahah :).

Seeeee ?
How can I not stick to Youtube almost 24/7 ?
Temp's rising like El Nin Yo lol.

See ya muackz.

*I miss you. I do *

lol,shera.

Saturday, December 06, 2008

addiction

After evening prayers. Dad had to use the laptop.
So I used the comp inside (yeah the one with no net)
to watch DVDs. Might sound lame but I devoted a few
speacial hours in my life for the oh so bubbly, Michael Buble.

Hahahah.

I watched two of his DVDs concert and some backstage thang.
Omg, can he be that perfect ?

Okay the reason why I love him and purchase his dvds are because
firstly given his looks and age, he knows he could be any Shayne
Ward anytime, singning sexy emo ballads but he decided to
pursue and continue the music that his grandfather used to love.
All that classy, jazzy, sexy, sassy, frank sinatra-ssy shit.
Which is such a good thing coz who the hell wants to listen
to things like that anymore other than real music lovers ?

Not very much.

Secondly, he has damn unique voice. I dont know all the musical
terms for it but heck, lets just use my OWN terms. His
voice is sexy, soothing, melodious, and vocally powerful.
His voice is able to stretch over a large range of pitch and tones.

Thridly, he has a great showmanship and sense of humour.
Go watch his DVD to know. He's always very cute in whatever
he does and he likes to dance randomly during his songs.

Fourth, he has a damn sexy expression while singing more
slow ballad jazz numbers. You should watch his That's All
performance, omg, his expression is sad but hot, how can that
be ? how how how ? so go check it out ahahahas.

Fifth, okay luh, bottom line he is pretty much a sexy guy.
But I think the sexiness is based on his songs and voice
and not image or looks.

Do check this Canadian dude out.

These are the two DVDs that I watched just now.
I can lend or burn for you if you're interested to watch.
(Just see how many actually ask for it ahahahah)

Come Fly With Me Pictures, Images and Photos

Some hot shots.

Anywa after that like on cue Judah called to, as usual, talk
rubbish. But this time it isnt rubbish. He played a few piano
pieces for me and the first one is this. And thanks to him
I got so damn addicted to this Yiruma guy, whos btw a KOREAN!

Check this out. Damn beautiful.

this is only one of his pieces.

Ive yet to check out the rest. You guys please do so too okay.

I love guys who play the piano. Somemore, he's Korean.
Veryyyy FOMG! ahahahas.

Im chatting with aprrox 7 people and having
voice convo with Kiirah and I just whispered
I love you Kiirah ahahahas.

Okay i guess i better go and continue chatting.

Oh yes before I forget, there will be this Ferrari exhibition
tomorrow and Monday. $5 only per admission and it goes
to charity and the cars there are like the sex of transportation
or somethign luh. gooo check it out.

I CANT GO COZ TMR EVE OF HARI RAYA AND MONDAY IS HARI RAYA
SO YEAHHHH :( FERRARI LEHHH $5 ONLY.

lol,shera.

survey

The staggered Baby G didn't tag me to do this.
I only knew after I scrolled down her blog.
AHAHAHAHHA. DONT STEP MINAH STAGGERED LUH KETH!

Anyway here goes.

1) What's your 10 most Favourite Foods.

- Basically All Mom's cooking
- Fruits (Watermelon esp)
- Bread Toast
- Nasi Lemak
- Seafood Mee Goreng
- Steak
- Mutton Chop
- Fish & Chips
- Twisties (Green) & Chachos (Spicy/BBQ)
- Cadbury Chocs & Ferrero Roche and other chocs.

OKAY THAT EXPLAIN THE FAT INTAKE DOSENT IT ?

2) 10 things I love Doing.
- Blogging, Bloghopping, Blogskinning
- Editing Photos, Taking Photos
- Youtube the likes of DBSK & FLH & JC
- Disturb My Mom and EJ (Quality time with family)
- Watch Sports Like Soccer and Motorcross
- Singing non stop
- Watching Drama series or Movies or Concerts
- Going out with my lovely friends
- Going to school. (Just the walking to school part)
- Disturbing lil kinds who wanna act transnational
staggerism with all my minah staggered and the mak neneks.

3) 5 things I love doing when I'm EMO.
- Cry non stop ? lol
- Listen to ALL my favourite songs
- Watch Fahrenheit DVDS
- Rummaging my cupboard just to ge distracted by smth
- Calll someone to talk

4) 5 things I love doing when I'm happy.
- Karaoke alll the best-best songs
- Dance alone in my room
- Eat all the nice-nice foood.
- Daydream about Wuzun ahahah
- Think more about my life

5) 5 things I wish to happen
- My targeted O level results & that of my friends's.
- GO TO FAHRENHEIT CONCERT PLEASEEEE OMG!
- Be a singer and an actress
- Drive a Fairlady & ride a DRZ (eww pretty impossible eh?)
- Something hot between me and wuzun! ahahahahha!

6) 5 types of a person of another gender I adore

- Someone who plays soccer :) Oh maybe loves to watch it at least.
- Damn gentleman.
- Someone who can sing. or play an instrument or at least love
music ? ahahaks yeah.
- Someone who is not judgemental and someone who is honest
no matter what.
- Someone who is soooo damn effing sexy in my eyes even though
EJ says he is not handsome ahahahaha.

7) My 5 most addicted playlist

- DBSK
- Big Bang
- Jam Hsiao
- Jay Chou
- Random ; Fahrenheit/SHE/Yoga Lin/Ungu/ST 12/Siti Nurhaliza/Hindi
songs ahahha

8) 5 Person I wish to tag.
· Guanwei
. Jing Yi
. JacJac
. Kelvin
. Kaiyun

I had a weird dream again about this guy calling my cell.
And in my dream I went to pick it up and then we talk&laugh like mad.
And later, i was awaken by my cell phone ringing. for real. I was kindda
freaked out coz i thought 'Wasn't I on the phone just now? how come
its ringing.' I straight away rejected the call. Only
to realize later that its actually not from the guy but from
Inna. Poor her i rejected her call.

dreams can be really weird luh.

Anw today i had an achievement i slept at 4.30 yetd
but II managed to wake up at 10 plus. But i was still
on my bed luh. And yeah ironically, i woke up at 10 plus
thanks to the stupid dream and phone call.

Aitesss. See you guys.
I really miss school.

Before I go, I want everyone to watch this.
Hahaha yeah I want!

This is whyyyyy the earth's experiencing Global Warming.

They are so fucking hot to resist can. Esp JJ cannnn.
Zomgggggg.

LOL,SHERA.

Friday, December 05, 2008

arghhh

damn it! i feel like an idiot these few days.
i felt really guilty and very ungrateful.
See thats the problem when i start to give
my opinions on stuffs, I always have a particular
tone which made the other party - the one whom
Im talking to - to think like 'Omg Shera's in a
really bad state or something'. But heck, I dont
mean to exxagerate but sometimes I do but i swear
Its unintentional.

I need to talk about this kind of things to someone
- someone who can convince me with his/her words that
things arn't that bad.

But everyone's busy luh right ? With work family
friends boyfriends gay partners and blablabla.

Felt so long since I last had a heart-to-heart talk.
With a human being that is. A human being who is not me luh.

Haishhhhh. I hate this kindda situation. Where I said
something and then realized that 'Hey how could I say
somthing like that when the real situation is like
the opposite ?' I know its almost like lying, but at
that pt when i was saying it, i wasnt lying, i was saying
my feelings my thoughts.

arghhhhh. so far has anyone of you catch any balls ?
if you do, can you like call or sms me.

hmmmphhhhh. my eyes are tired luh of crying. :(

Make me happy, someone.
Please.

Thursday, December 04, 2008

good day

Thanks to Nuffnang again. A great movie indeed.
right right ?

Afie's bday dinner was good.
Jammed a few songs tgt.

Happy 22nd bday to Afie.

Im very angry now.

But Im very blessed.

:):):):) lol.

Im listening to DBSK latest album now.
Mirotic. is. so. sexy :)

LOL,Shera.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

moviesss!

I received a call from Nuffnang a few hrs back.
AHAHAHHA! Im soooo happppy :)

Anw I thought of surprising Afie at midnight.
But scared he won't come back here today. lols.
just imagine we planned everything with decorations and shits,
and then he didnt come back here. wahhh heart pain menn.

Im a bigbang freak luhhhh. been listening to their
songs the whole afternoon seh. pffft. lol. like
im that bored. or retarded rather.

anw the 5.30 pm chinese drama is getting sadder by day.
I pity youwei so much. and i dont know why yoyo loves
to interefere with every sutdents problem. like
she even has to be in the room where yw's parents
are talking to him like whatthehell only but she's still
cute luh despite always abandoning ma zi kang ahahahahas.

anywayy im a reallly happy person now now nowww!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

i feel so blessed luh.

blabbering with YC on the phone now.
he's like some pro business guy now.

anyway just now my cousin called and asked for my full hse add.
and i hv not a single idea whats up luh.
sekali he want to bomb my flat ahahahas.

all right im going to hv dinner.
which is damn yummy btw ahahas.

seee ya :)
muackz.

<3,shera.

cant sleep.

though i didnt wake up that late just now.
i still cant sleep. i mean yeah i did yawn and stuff.
but im just not tired i guess.

Im addicted to two band/singer now.

1)Big Bang - Haru Haru acoustic version. (okay no surprise)

2)JAM HSIAO JING TENG! (i can't believe it either)

I didnt really like Jam ever since the start but I guess
that's because I thought he was like acting cool. ahaha.
yeah lame right ? but yeah whatever but then i dont know
why is his playlist featured on my imeem profile or maybe
everyone's imeem profile for that matter, but it auto played
anyway, so i listened to his songs since Im pretty much
sick of repeating Haru Haru for 73 times ahaha yes, so i
listened to Hsiao's songs and i dont why the hell but
i like them esp the rock hit called erm, wait let me check,
Wang Zi De Xin Yi yeah i know its not anything latest or new
and yeah im aware that this was released quite some time ago,
or to his fans thats like his 'Old' song or whatever luh,
coz Im In Love with it.

BUT i still dont like Jam. ahahahas.
Okay no laaa. I loveee him esp Now he keeps
changing hairstyle, he looks cute.

but yoga lin is cuter. (RANDOM)

BUT BUT

WUZUN IS THE CUTEST!

ahahahahah!

anyway its 3:11 am now and i wna go watch DVD or something.

see ya guys tmr. might be gg out.
<3 you guys.

muackz.

loads of love,
shera.

HEY *,IMY!

Monday, December 01, 2008

borrrrrred

'So annoying how some people make empty promises.'

Monday. Mom's only off day. And we're not gg
back to JB. Yay :)

I couldn't sleep all the way till 4 plus.
I thought about a lot of things. And recently
I had even weirder dreams. I thought i shouldn't talk
about it since I dont want it anymore but heck its
bothering me anyway.

Afie's bday is in two days time. and its pretty obvious
i still dont have anything yet. last min shopping tmr
or smth i guess. but the prob is ej and i had no idea
what to buy for him. i guess we'll surprise him at
MOMC on the bday day or smth.

okay ill sing like his favourite song or something.

Im pretty much bored. And its already december which
means we're getting nearer to release of results.
which im really scared of.

what if ? ...

Im looking forward to wednesday and thursday. :)

wed's afie's bday and thursday's ROYals class outing.
damnn excited. been sucha long time i went to chalets
and beaches and have ultimate fun.

omg cant wait. ahahaks.

im quite hungry so i better get some food. its lunch time
anyway.

i will leave you guys with this song.

ST 12 - PU.S.PA (PUtuskan Saja PAcarmu - Breakup w/ ur boyfriend)

nice melody. ST 12 is a pretty new band from Indonesia.
as usual.

Mom just reminded me of something.
Hari Raya Haji is next week. but then she said we're
all going back to JB!

haishhhhhh :O(

see ya. muackz.

Btw,I think, Im falling in love.
Pfffft. Not again. :(

loads of love,shera.